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ղŻСһϲϲĽ浵۾ץ豭һˤҿʱ豭űˤ飬ĵǡ

ҵʯ·ϣƥɫĲϼߣƿš
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ʧĿȼŵĺ򣬻һ˿һ˿˳ʵ̨ȴ͡
û˻ԸҪġ


5 
ĸ˺ܶƸ񣬶ʮţ˵޳ӹǰŵеĽϡ
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ǼչżҪ̤ˣһ磬ſھи̵ĹſڣһѷĶġ
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ѥϸ˵ͷ
ɫô
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ͼϲôһԶСúϣ
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ϣ鲻˶һ˵ƸҲǣҲСղգӵҵŮڳǴˡ
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ϼūѾҲСĽźţһĲ⣬Լꡣ
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6 
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ҡҡͷң޵ȥ
Ľ͵ЦˣЦǸõǹСӣҲôһĲʵޡ


7 
ҹɫɲЦ⡣ת׼ʱעⲻԶĽһֱվһˣǸ
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8 
յգϵ࣬ʱҸЪЪš顣û£е㲻ֻصԼСԺϴ裬ȻˬˬĳԵϹ
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˵ʲôȴֲ֪˵ʲô˵ϲСҲĸˣ๫ϲǵ·ġ
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ڣĿɫϲҪˡ
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ڣǺǣ
ĲίһңһϵˣִԼˣôá
ű죬Ĵſվˡ
ⲻϱôŸʲôʲôҪ˰
ҽȥô۾һ˫Цۣ˸оСĻǾţݣֱһľ롣
ϰһϣȻһߣ˲Ҫɡ
ҸһЩЦЦҵһμʱôߣڶҪˡϱȻһ¸߶ȣʱ찡ĶҪˡ
Ķô
Ĳ˵ֻǿҪ˵ʲôҪʲô
ҲˣԺ...ЦЦЩһЩԴģеһվͻú¡෴ʲô²˵㶼ܵ͡
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˼ƿų˳ȥȴҹɫһߴ˰ԼŮϣһͬԶ
Ĵվԭأһ


9 
ոոշǰףưẈ̂ҵļʳи㴩ͨǰĻʢֺšζիģѰ˼ҵͻ׼úϣӡİ˴㣬׸Ů㱸ʮ
ǰһ˳죬ƽƽһڱ˼Һ£֮һ׶Ůһ
˵һĽķţûж˼ʱƿ˷š
С㣬ԡˡ
šĽʵ˫ۣڴշתò˯ŮҶڻ޵ģպҪһͬʳͬߣհߣڴֵġ
ֹâͺڰ໥֯˺ꡣ
ĽݵľͰ棬ͷһ㺹飬ͿĨ趹ϴԼŮӵƤ۵ǰ˿ǵļǱˮȾһ㵭ķɫΪõĽ΢΢ˡ
ɫǶƾϷˮһԧ죬ɫڴŰƵ°ѴɫסȻһһ㷱ϲĽϲͱҵŮӲͬȴӹף϶Ǿᱡ͸þ˼
һᵽβᵽ׷üᵽ...ϲǧ겻̴ľľΪ¸ᷢ١
ŮӳɻǷϼĽͷȴǷڣɫСǶ˱ʯοշڣ˿»úҵĴųȣⷢڵ˵㣬Ƕе˱ܿÿһűʯֵǡ
ʹɫվ룬Źλ˵ǵŮҪ...
лǰĳҲһϲ͵ӣǴźɫϲ»ӺԹô磬ֵˮδѹŵһ죬ӶҪˡ
ǵĽۣ׼ʵͷΣҪѹ˵ķ...ǵİնףǵŮҲҪ...ָḧ氼ȥ֡
Ľϴ˽ʱǱĲű۾ϴϣҴɵϲ
ҵѾڸˣӿɱ˼ʱƶĺϵ˵İۣ̾һ㲻չԼ...
ĵȻ֪ƶʲô˼ǰʾȥʵźļҲûʲôľǾ˲ţƶҲš
ôС˵Ķǰ׿ģ߱׵ĺ͸ʲôһ
һ˵ա
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ĺò׵ǰǸߴƥͷŹǰֻƶзƵĿ֮ѰһЩ
ⳡ¼ҰŵװףٿԼҡֱĮĺûϲĺɫûףصˣǸνĸ׺ĸ涼û¶ǿǿƵģ仰Ҷ˵
ỮҶɵΪԼ뿪ǰȫġ˻ˮ벻룬ԸԸѾˣԭƺкܶܶȴһһ
߰ɣĿǰԸӭ׵Ķ黺Ķ
ƽ˼ҼȢзȥҽףȻһĻνӵϣΪŮ̱б仯Ĵӭ׵˹䵴ҸϣĽĻγӭ׵ĶڳһȦһͬصϡ
~һԴһӴĽ֣Ƶֶ֣һ֧ŴɫĽ׶ռΧ֪׸ҼŮ׷׳֡
ֻӭ׶ˣ˾̶鿪ŸͷǰŴ컨ġһڴĹֶӡǵĻζ...
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ôĽĿĺɫֻеʹԼŵֻ֡
ǰһۣȻõЦ¹үӢڶǰŴ...
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鲻һʱķ֮һ·̶û꣬ƥڲΪнǶҪˣսֶѾճӡӡһּ̫ĳʪ
һһζĺɫ

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浰ѱ˦һߣǰһˮףָԼһҪ޸졣
浶ǺαأҵŮֺαһӵܶǿɹѡ...
ѡôԼĸס
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ߺ󣬽浴ϵĲߣݺݵĿһصƬдźģҶǰڽѡ񣬵ʱһ...ɱ...ҽ˵

νһȦʱȶ˲ˤſϣͥۼֿһѡ
վڴſڿǻ䶨ϲͷͷŮϲΡ˴δȻ˰ǣһЩϸǣȴͳ˽ɾˡ
û߹ţûп衣Ľ㱻ϲԼԭķȴʱ
ʲôȴʱϳǣǣóҲڻƻ衣ıϾûԷֱͷۻû취ʱַ׷̤Űݺˡ
ĸߣܸ̻Ǹүģ϶ҪЦˡò׽é޵Ĺ͵͵ȥ˳˼㡣
ǰԺԱӣҲˣԺĽķһŸͷɵڴصȴżʱһȥá˸㣬ȵӣƻױݣˮûкȡ
ƿֱϣŸͷĽֱô
Ǳûлشǲ΢ߵǰȻ˵ЦСûгԶ
Ľ΢㶣ʱôˡ
ҪĸͷĽæҵ˵ûаݹãܽҿ...
Ŷľ죬һֻҪҾͿ԰ɡ
Ӧǰɡ
һӣͷһǣɵ˽
һ첼ǹ˵ͷ棬Ȧֻڶ˵СС磬ǽֻܿ˴˵٣ݲ
˶΢΢һĽû뵽ĵͻȻͳǰˣΪҪϵġͻľϲƿ۾ܴʱ˿̸Ǹô˵ĳ
ı˿̵Ľ㾪޵ˣ֪СÿɱˣԼڲ֪Ҳ
˵տôҲΪ첼ӳģҲΪģ˫Ƥе㷺졣עĽ㳤ĽëרעĿ۾ﶼԼ...
ԭҲãԭҲԳһˣǣԼԭǰһԾ绪ΪԼУȴ֪¶ԭ
ĿĽĴ֪жô


10 
֬Ľû˶˵ĻҲδйĽܸĵϢ߳㣬ӵͷ´ĵÿһ顣
ϲߴ־Сץģ£סǽ޵ĺ촽
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ʲôʣֱײô!
ոոպãһһ㿿...
С㣬ʱ...Ҫ...ƿ֮ڵ
ͬʱ˶ò㵯ֱĽĺͷƷʱֻסˡ
ҹԷûĵѣײ£ƤٺҲǲ˼ġ
ŶҲ֪ûشʲôӦûոȣ찡ôʱǶȲôү׾ˣôСҲ
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ǸС㣬׼һ°ɣʱ쵽ˡҲΪ顣
...ͷµĽշȣر졣
˳ʯ·һ·һ·ߣ߳ȥԶԶĵȣ㣬ողһǾˣͲһ㡣
ǣ̫ϧˡ
һ̧ͷԼһ԰ܶǻľпǮģ
ʱмΪ·ҪȻôǾҲĽķ䣬󿴿ҿǲ֪ĸߡ
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լԺ̫Ҳʧ˷ߵͱ·һǰпǸٵģǸʲôְٴô
үͥ˵ʱҪˣү
Ŷá
һͬǰȥﻹΪոմôõʱգϻһȻԵõӣЦҡеȡֻͥ˭ûעʱ۾ɨһϻ
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ҺĸΪĽ㲻...ߴأǼĴǰ̫ʦϣԱߵĸһϡ
ķΧҲǹ
͵ĸĽ⹫ţ
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һɫ˿мһ컨ˣĽһˡ˲Ỻء
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֣ͬһнʼ޹Ҷ㵹ĽѧѰ·ةҵŮԺչ...һȶ˵ӵܺ˵
Ļص޲ܣԹ޸У־ûУֻϲˡ
Էƺûϵ㣬޴־ָ̾Լȴغ
Ц£ĴլԺԺʼһƬƧԺ鷿ةɱվϣվһͦΡ
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ѡôǲŮԼѡģʲô취Ϸ޶죬˭Ҳʾ
԰˭Ҳ˵˭ŮͲ˼ͳŮˣ˵ЩʲôãľѳۣҲȥ...ϸп
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κĴé·ȸղŻҪҡ˰
۾΢ſǰˣǰ˴װǳɫװȹӣ˷Ľ˿۾
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Ķſץӣ滹ߴ˵Żæȥү붴...


11 
ģĻ棬ٶ۵ͷԣǰת
Ļ˻ͷۣǹɫ̨ͤȣӵש΢е۾۽˵Ǹۺȥˣ
ʲô󣿡߶߲ˣоʱҪſϣͷ۵ĲŲʵҶġ
Ҿ֪Ǹƨײ;ǿӣۺô......ҲҪ...ŶӰ...
˵ʲôΪʱ˵ĺҡҡλε·Ժӷǰֵͣüͷ
ѾƻôôϯʼʱͷԸĵľƻˮŮжģȫŮ»֮ҹľûûصġ
ϯտʼȵǾƣĶˮ...˭֪...ί˵ʵ̫ˣ͸СߣС㲻ģԸչ׵Ĺү
Ѿ·һŮҲ̫ˣֱǸ廨ͷ
˵·λլԺ濿λãǸСԺܱƣԺĽϲĻδ߽ŵ㡣
⣬ʺ»Сޡ
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϶һ˵Ҳּ̧ܸܵ䲼Ħϸɫڵƿôĳǰ
ĽֻôźµǺÿڶԼЦЦĺ˳ôķˣֹһ붼١
ЦԼһһϣ˵ŵĻҲ
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үŵĽȴһ£Ŀڵȥ...׼ԡ䶼ˡ
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ĽļģС˼ŮҪǺ޲ðԼʵܲ͸磬ߵˮرߣźԼԡʱźԡߵϣ㱻ĳȥ
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ĽʱǱ·ʪ͸ĳȻ°ͷļܵʧŤţԼʱǱһЩ
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...ĽҪֹԼСĻشģҪ㿪ġ
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12 
Ժеżֻһии졣
ﴩɫ۵λϣһڲⲽſڣĿֻͣŵСϡ
ʱѾ˳ʱܼҿһѾõյ裬ſ˵ˣҷԸǻµġ
û˵ãҲû˵áܼȥԸѾߡ
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ϻ辣ͷң»һɺԵѪŵİɫѾմųϲǰ㣬ֻΪղæвƤϸС辡
ʣ˭ģΪʲôҪϣ
±ߵС˶ǿû߶
ȥɵӲȥ
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ס죡
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19 
Ŵ, Ľôվǰȴ֪˵ʲô۾ᣬЩ˵̫, ȴҲʹĽദʱ䲻, ÿһζò
ĳôǡ
ĶĽʵʵĵģϲĽּ, ܵȴûĶĽĽ󻨶, ΪۣŸԡ
ĽԶеĶֻǸ￪Ļ׷⣬ʼʱƣ֮ȥ, ţľͷչڵӡ
ݶϲ, жأĽΪЩԸΪһȥıԼ, Ժϲ, Ϊػһȥ˺Լ
˽, ҪӵĽ, ȴֲԸҲΪʲôԥ
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ôˣĽ㵣ǵĿĺ׵Ž
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Ľ, ͷ࿪ӣĽ, ȴĵ嵲Źӣûϣ¶ӡ
㲻ҽȥĶô
Ľһԥſڣ˵...ҡҡͷһµˡ
ĹסҲûпڽ͵Ļᡣ
ȥĽŶˡĿŹŽվڵϵɵ㶵С˶
Ľֺ±ĿԼ˵Ľŵװ塣
ҽˮϴһ¡
š
ˮֶˮȥ
ͻȻðĽڴأߵĵϣһôĬôࡣָϵƺ˵ʲôֲ֪Ӻ˵
ҪҪϢһ...Ľ㿴ϴž⣬ֻϢһ£˵ʶԼ˵ʲôŮҪ֣˵ʵǲ塣ȻѾǷޣʱܵ˼ŮӴӷ򲻿ḡεĵʹͷקԼ½ǡ
ĳĬƬ̣Ȼѯʣһ𣬺ô
½Ǳ壬Ľͷ
ʵҲǵһͬԣǴ鵱죬ƻĽ˯أֻǲ֪Ϊʲôҹ˶ЩŤ
´䷿˵¼һĿ˺üۣһĲϣֲһ
ҹȣӳ˰ȶżķѴϵɴŪɽⲻ˰ȡ
µˣĲԶӡ
ϲôϲһʣΪΪһϲһͿܲϲ첻Ե˳
ϲĽϴߺ죬ɻشȴûһ˿ԥ̹ϡ
ǣûʶá
ҪʶҲſϲ㡣ʵ
Ȼһ⣬ش𣬡ϲģһϲҲе...Խ˵ԽСͬʱҲھеš
ңôĽȻ˵
...ԡԭöĸоĲȻĽǱŲһ¡
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ָķŵĵϣָƤĽдŵǣô
ô
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ڻ룬ӡδʹ֡
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ԺҳʲôһݹȥĽԸ
Ŷ
Ľϴ꣬·̤ţ⣬С㣬Ҫȥ緹ô
ҵȻĽ㲹һ䣬㲻øš
ǡڸոյĳһ̣ýСͬÿնͬղžȻһ˿η塣
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ҵĽ㿴ͥķӦ²
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ĽıӰССһµˣÿһǼᶨģûʲôԶҡû˿˺Ҫػˣκˡ
ߵķҵլ͵Ժ䡣


20 
׸ҵλ, Ľ㸸ŮǹڻӣÿյĳʳǵԼԺõġ
˼깤ļͿܻǲ紫˵ҲԼŮ, ԲԺʳʵϸ˶֪Ľġ
ϴʱ䳤, ȲҵСǷ紫ǰ㷢ײϣȴľǿ
ʹӷڳ, ÿ糿һ㵽ƫ׼緹ܼٴæǰ, үСǰ
ĽЩǣ²ǲǸС۸ıŮˣЩڵǳ׵ľ
Ҵߵǰ, ĽɫƽŰһġ
Ľ緹, ҪҪ͵һãóӼ㰮Ե, Ժİʳùü۷, ϴ΢Ц, еĶԴŮе͡
Ļ̌, ôġ
ȻŮ˵Ŀġ
״ﷺᣬԼҾĺǻĽײˣ֪ĳƤȡ˵ĸоƫƫԼҵĽײ˻Ըģ˵ܲ, ܲ
ŮԼġ
ңҪΪǸСҪ͵, ˡ
ǳСӡĽдżᶨĽķ
ǣҲԲǡ͸ûķŮѣУʱһ
ŮⱲֻһŴ˵Ļȴƶ
ĽΪʲôķɡͲ⣬˵ǰıôһϣǺ޲˺ģŮ̬ҲʧŮôĺͿ
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һ㣬Ҳô
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ƿԣֻ̾ϢһĽ˼ˡ
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Ůĸ첲ⶼյǸСˡҡͷ̾Ϣ
硪ĴľͰԼСԺϴ˸裬ڲˮðɫĲá
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21 
, ͨһڵϣܰԼںܵ͵λϣֱֱ, ӣ
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ҲǺ˿ˣͷŮ˵©ʱżȥҲûҴ, ϸϸŮ۶ͦģЩԽԽ, ͱ˵Ȼȥȴû֪, ȻΪһôҪ, ֮, ǹΪ֮...
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ǰɽںſվŵϸĵĻ˼ĳںĿ˵⻰ѵ̽ģǶ³ôαֶһ١
üԽԽ͸ˣɽߣΪġ
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ӡһĵ仰ÿģôĺá
ϣҹȥֿԿġ
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22 
ĵŴ, ΢ĿĸСӣ緹ʳ˰ɣԽԽ, ֱιˡ
ǰʳ۰ͰͿԷѾߡ
ĳԸΧء
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ɽٻ, 
ɽţߵſڣӣкηԸ
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û, ȥֵʳ
£һԡ
ɽû, û˵˭ҵģԺͬʳ
Ǹ, 
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Щ, ɽ߹, ¡
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ɽͷԥͷ
Էļ϶, ѯʣ滹ʲôˣ
˶˵˲˲ãɽĽԾ⣬ȷʵȱˣŽҵȿɽһʱ䡣
ǰȥھֻʣҺҽˡɽæ¿еʳ
ţ㲻ԸΪˣҲԸΪ£ô
ҡѾ϶ҪӣͲ뿪ʱǰѣҵӰ˽㣬Ҳƽݶɽӡ
룬飿뵽ôǰɶأǲʲô飿
ҲҪ㱨˭֪ԭʲôԹЩĶҪиȰµˡ
ӣǺ⣿ɽ⡣
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ӣЩҶ˵ҪģɽֻͿڷԾͿˡɽ¿ӣæ򵽵ϡ
ֱͷզ˵˵ž͹ˣҿƵġ
ûпңӶҺܺõġɽվһԡ
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㲻Ҫκ˵ķԸֻңĶһ£Ȼ󲹳˵ֻңӵķԸɡ
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Ѿʰϵʣʳ֮ʱķԸһ֪һˡ
ѾߴͦģĵСԺ
ү
Ҳӡֱ⣬źСˣ֪ʱһˣģ
üͷЩԥҪҪ˵üȻүСӦÿ֪ģ븮ʱСѾˣүǰ˵СͻȻҪס...һûκСûʲôͬĳ峿СͱˣʶңүСΪұҲŽС...
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СˤĺܣףѾǶҿҶ¡
׷ԺܣȻӿĳĶһҲǼʶģֹףֱǲб
үҲôģСҲǾľ鿴һ굱вŻһΣÿγһ죬˵ᳬġ
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ʱ磬ʱһ¸ӦÿԸǰʱܺСһԸ
ſȥرû·ĽԺӡɽ˴æ
Ѿù緹ĽʱڷŪŮ죬óЩҸרŵҲδҪѧֻĳ߶Ӹ
ԭ˼ҵǸøµģԹȴʼղҪ죬ȰȴӺɰ
Ϸˮԧ죬ɫëһһ߶Ľ⡣ʵһԶԧģɰҪϣҲ±˿ɣֻѰʽ
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ЩһˣĲСģѪָûпֻҪ˵ĺɰ
ΪûãһɰҪһУȴԼһС¶ãʧۼһźɫͷ
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ĺɰֶһǱ϶ΪϸĲдƷĽóµĲ·ơ
{㲻ҪˣҲٷ㣬ɲԵҰѺɰã͸㡣}
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˼ˣˣɽһ˲éٿѵ...Ӻֹϵϸϸƾʲô㣬Ϊε˳ɻͻףĪ...
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컯Ū˰ӲͳĽ
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зĽֵһ飬ʼûҪʲôҵݡ¥ջ޷ǾЩǼ.ԺЩҲԸմȾ
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ΪǻƿСıӵ˵Сûôɡ
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ˣˡһˣҪȥʲôġ
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Ľҡҡͷ
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ϣһǻЦͥһҲ뿪ˡ
С㿴ҡ԰ĵֻҡţ㿴ʲôûаɡܿģϷƵĴóһʮƯķ糵
ķ糵תĽͷϵ鷢ζ۾գѽգ˲Ļŭţģ
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ĹӴ糵ɾɰɣֻҪСϲ
ǵģġĽ㡣


23 
ٹ, մ֪ٴ󲽵ڻӭɴȹͷŮ, Ůȣׯ, űٵʹѾͷ
֮ʱ½üͷ, Ƿǳᷳģ֪һ۶롣
ү½Ѿͷ
Ҫȥģ֪ۿ½ѡ
½üѾͷ˵, ȹȥɡѾͷԶˣ½Ѳ̧֪ٵ檣Ҫ԰еͤڵ١
֪ٿ˿֮, ̫ɹضЩˣûһ, ȥ٣ǣ֪Цһ, Ǻ, ӵҵŮҲЩ˰, 㵱治İΣ
׵, Ҫʲôעûиĸ֮ԵҲԹˡ
֪һ£΢һ㣬̫ͤ, ǻطɡ
˭֪һ᲻ء˵½ѱһˡ
ɽлͣ, ֪ٺӳһĺûͣȵľͷ
ƫȴĻӿ֪ٴæү
֪ٸѾһյ裬Ȼƫһڲûй飬˵
»֮ûаС㷢׷ϣ˻ַı˵
Ϊ˵Щ֪ٶĵЩ²Ȥ˵˵ص㡣
ǡı˵ȥƻĵĲ¥ұûˡҲûʣ˭ˣǳʱ
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εѵûһء
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֪ԭĵģʱȷʵã豭һڲ衣
ҵˣĽթҵѱһ챻ˣǺʱүպĵԴϢ...
ıļ֪ɣΪżģֻΪ֮ǰûɵ񣿻ԭ֪ԥˡ
ү˹һλл˵Ǵ
֪ٷ²豭ƽıĶı˵ȻȥɣǱȶţҪ
ǣı˺ȻƫֽգҲƲţ¶ġ
ԶԶıͿǸˡ
һ˴һ˳ڽ
ıעˣԭŵͷ΢΢̧һ˫ˮһ۾Ƴһۣı΢Ȼǲ
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šĽŷ糵۾Ц
칫ĺĽ㻹û߶Զϸꡣ
Ľͷ꣬ĽûпչԼһֻֻһֻϵķ糵ǱܵͽͤΪĽöͷϵˮ
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ˡ
᲻䣿ĴĽܻԼķ䣬û˵ԼżΪĽͷ
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⻻Щԥ
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...Ҫ...۸Ƶġ
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ĽŴĵ¿㣬ɿĴЩӺܻôһɰ
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ǽۣˡл赭д˵


24 
ۣɲΪ֪ۡĿת, Ƕ겻⾩У֪Щ궼ʲô
ЩѵĽ, Ҳ, ᲻򣬿, Խζ, ҵһҪô֪Ц
ɣôΪأڣϡлҵ˵, ²ؼ⻰ûһ˿, վһ侲ԹߵĽǶȡ
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ǲҳģ֪ζĿлңǶҩ˿ѡ
ֻǾãĳ벻ҪΪʱɲˡ
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֪Ѿȴֻ˵ţ롣
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š֪У˵ĪҪٽҽˣѾˡ
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㵽ϲʲôģøҿô
ǸСĻһش
Ϊʲô
...㻹С...Ӷˡ
¸¾ʮˣ˼ҵŮͶǵ׵...Ľ߬½ǣ֪ϲʲôֻҪϲģҲȥϲ
Ǻ𿪵۾ֻصĽϣ߽ͷ壬Ժ˵¸ˣ
šĽͷͻȻ뵽ʲôǺʱ
...֪ԭʲôʱգƳƲ죬ҵ˵졣
Ľ㳹׵ĻˣҲ֪ңûи׼ȻľͿĽżĿˡ
ްҶģ첻
ʲôʱ򣿡
...ҪˣҪȥǸ뺦ĵȥʸǷǮƵף߻عȥźѾͷƶߺһӣѡأϱӵգ죬Ԫﷴü...ǰ˸֣˵˵ʱôûһء
ôһԥĽ㳹϶ǽ졣
ĺòװĽ㣬ͻȻСر˵ǹԼ£еء
緹õģµʱͣԡﱸϴԡˮĽҪϴĵСԺϴԡֻܿССԡͰеС·Ǽԡˡ
ϴúĽȥϴʵе㿼ǲܵˣĽ꣬񾭴Ҳû׼ϴˮҲǺ֪ġҪǸð˿ô죿
СҾ棬˷Ըɾ·ˡԡҵţ˵
...
ôҪҽô
Զһô...
......
ߵԺתƣСҲǵģǲǻһϴôһ˯һ...ôôߡ
ŤŤȥ۾ʱʱĶҪԡš
ݡ
һղһʲôſԵѰŷĴüͷ΢΢
˭ẰһֻĴˣĿ¡æߵԡſ·ţеʵС
ôˣﴫŴ
ϴ˳ô
˳...ôˣ
Ĳŷһ㣬ԶԶĿԺӣæĿ˵ˣź¡
ԡĲŻصղŵλãſϵķڣչֽҿ˿󣬻صŵƹ⿴֡
Сߵˡ
ģĽתӡ
ϴŲõЦݣƸղʲôûзϴˣ
š
ҪҪȥߣںء
ȥѷ糵ȡ͸ķ糵
аСһǾͷɢҪÿЩء
ǾͲܴҵ...
ǾͰӣϰͷɢҿòá
á
......
˳ԺӣӰԽԽС
һˣɫĳۡûб飬ֻ۾ǸӲǿ׳ġ˺öǰ滳бǸޣǶЦӤ
ʱѥгذף¶Ÿ첲ӤȻӤһЦذٴصѥȻóϵһֻڣԥţӤһһ첲ϱһѪۡ
ӤޣлҴʧɫæĶСӤ˵Ҳǹġ
СС...ԭѹôá
лҶǸӰд
ȥɣȥȥȥûĶȥ˺˱𣬴ݻ˵һУΪԼҲΪĸ...


25 
Ҷϲдŵˮûи͸, ʯ·ߵʪţΪ¹꣬ѵҹҲ, ûУû, ƺƮɢˮƤϵķ綼, Χˬ
С㡢үͳĽȻͷŵŵĵߵԺ
ĵ߸߼ƶ, ĿȥĬһ˲ŵӣһ˰ѻӵݸվڸߴˣȻͮͮĵͱˡظ, ߹·㶼ˡ
ڿʲô
ûʲô...ЦԼ֪Цʲô, Ǿú
ʲôĽѰߡ
ʱ˿̣˾, ˡĿĽ, רעĲƿ۾
֪ǰϰ߻֪Ѿ͸, 鰮, ȻΪѾ͸ΪԼͣһ֡״̬ʲô¶ҪиĿģЧʣʵŷϲĸоϸˮĸ顣
{Ľ, շű˴ˡ}
ϲԾ¶, Ľͷ۾ֻ
СԽԽ˵ˡ
δ͸ͷҹ
ǵķ糵Ľ㻶ϲϲܵͤ
һתġ
šСĺϧ͵Ķһůůġ
ͤڰڵʯͷϣĽŷ糵ճյĿģĴʱڳû취ȫղŷ¡
˻Ϣпԭĳ£ǻ¶ѡʽ
ߵˡָ˭أ
С㡢үȲ衣Ļŵʯϣ˼ϣʶһ
Ĳˮ״ɱУڵǰһ̧ͷһȻֲɫĿűĲˮ
ߵˣж᲻ߵˡء
ðѱĲˮһ
Ƣζ
С۲ۣС죬Ľš
ĽҡҡͷĶһҪ...ͺìܡ
ĿĽԥӣΪ۵ˣ˵ط
ȥĽǿ˵ȥ·һˣǶ·Լ߹ܾررµһ˹µ·
㡣ǿһ£㡣
ĽǶĻûеֿʲôֻҪ˵룬ϲĽǻ̴Ӧ
·ϣ£ʹڸеĸš
ҾͲȥˣҪԹԵ˯ŶĽСԺſڣľֹסŲ
šĽ㿪ڣллķ糵ӡ
...Ҫôлأĵḧ
...ôлأģĻʲôҪСӦ
ܾãԻٽȥ¾Ҫƫˡ
ȡһ·ղḡĲȥ˯ɣҹһ緹
šĽͷ
ǸԱͷȻתˡĽɻǵȵĵıӰʧҹɫת
ֻΣصĲЩæ
ȥ
õģС㡣ôżҲҵƬ̣æȥѰˡ
ﱾհףѵУҵΪտĴ弼ձĽרҲֻΪ£ѡ
С̶ʱ䣬幤ʵǿϲ޵
ڽҹɰôĽԵúܼС
СȻˣ½ҹ岻ġȽϹֱʵʵ˵
һҪҹǰ͸ģһδ͹ʲô
Ƚϸӵĵط壬ಿֻС壬ҲСԹү⣬ٶҲܿЩ
ôУֻôһ򵥵ĶҪҰ֣
...￴¨ﻹЩƷҿмҪҲǿԵġ
УЩ廵ˣô͸Ľ¶ʧûãʲôᡣ
ϸһ£СҲһҪͺɰҪС㿴...
ڣ˳ʣǰ۾ǰİֽѾ˿һʱˡ
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ֹźӵѾߣͷЩѾߣпǸ¶ˣⶾеġ
̨浽һˮȻīҵһ¡
ëʽȾϺɫī֡
ɽߵˣʵҲһֵûɵĶ
ЩˣһЩ
Ѿ뵽˭
ܣȻĶϤʵ̫ߵˡ
ö...̫˵ҲӦȥ¥¥ˡ
Щգץץͷȥ֮ǰǵúСú˵˵
ȻȽ鷳ĿܣΪԭµˣҲĲ֪ģڰġˡ
ʲô¶ôֽ˾ͲֱӸ˭ء
ա侳ɱĸо
ҹĵϨ˼յ˶ѾϢĽķŴ򿪣Ȳ˳ȥ
С㣬ܰСˤ˰...ŵں׷ϡ
ĽܵȴûͣЪֻһͷĵҪ...Ѷ͸
ڷⲽֱ
DDű졣
˭ôˡ
ĴŵһǣĽ۾գգͣ¶΢Ц˫ֵһúֽŵĶģѽ!
ĴһӣȻļӿһָоָоǱůƶΧ̼ܶΪĻ
һôϲϲֻǸԼԭӵĸоġ
ʲôһ˵һ߰ϵĶ򿪣һӵϸ־
֪ĺѿ͸ĽĲϲļĵȴ˵
ģ
šĽͷĻ˵ϲ
ҷǳϲϲһС
չһһЩ󣬼ͥˣĸȴûһյ㾪ϲġ
ô
ġĵķպ񶼲ˣֻǰС˶ֹɵֱɰòС
־չµŵһС½ǻһġ֡
ָǸַ֣˻һ㣬ģ֣Ҳһϡ
лл㣬ҷǳϲһǳϧ
Ľ¶һǳõЦݣʲô¶ûϲҪ
㲻ô
ˣҲϢˡ
Ҫ...Ҫɣ뷨гƳ
ԼȥúϢɡĽ㲻ٿһۣһߣһ˺
·...ѵĻˣĽײȻöˣ˼Զˡ
׷ûȣŵں׷С...ȵҡ
ĿſЦСԽԽϲ־ŵӣȻСĵİ־˻
ǰǣһ㵹Ǻ͹˺񡣾ӵ񣬸߽࣬۲䣬ٵĻǿϲԭҲԼҪ
ǰƺжˡ
һµİֽȻñдƺµļƲߡ
һҲôѣ


26 
˸, ҹ˯Ĳ࣬ȴǺܾ
ȥԺһֽס, Ȼڲݶ澾˼βݡ
ҹдֽ÷ŵ˹·±ߣ¶һ߽, ȷһ򿪱ע⣬ֲôԡ
ӵķ϶ϸСֽ, ֻҪ˴򿪹ӣֽͻڵϡ
, ֽǰɫ̫ˡ
Ļ˷䣬һӸղժĹβݵϸһڡɫϸ˲ŷ϶ֽ, ˼εѵλá
Ū˹ӣߵ˴, üϸ룬ȡԼһͷ, ˸ڲͷߡ
ߵű, ó֮ǰõ, ָ˵Ƚϸ, СĵƽڵϣȻùβˢȻԡ
ֻҪ̤ӣĶȻ֪
Щ, ԼԼ
ȻЩС˵ûа׿ģû뵽ЩȻҪȱЩá
ϴɾ, һͭԼͷɾݰ׵Ӣ꣬࿪һ㿴ͷŵġµķЦЦ
ߵſ֮ʱһֻվһֻŵĽż㿪ţȻ˺ɵĲӳ˷䡣
糣һһ㱻ϡ
ѾãҪǣ׳ն
ԺӸɽǱҲ˷ţϾ¾ŵӣƧĵطǴȭ
ӽ磿ɽʡ
Ҫȥӳ緹ķԼðɡΪ˵
ǡ
ĸҪߣװᵽһһˣ
СҲ
ҡҡͷڸϡ῿ɽߣֻҪܺҵķ䣬κ˽ȥɡ
ɽѽĿģȻȻ򣬡ĪǷҪĶ...
΢ЦתȴѸٱһ
{ɽɱʧ}
ɽԶߵıӰӽĵһһúӣҲȥȭˣѰſһɾĵطǸʯĵķ粽롣
ϸĽͷʱĽСĵĴһóһֻӣ˵ϣĽȻ
Ҳ̫ˣСƽʱŵĺÿէ֮£ӵģҲ֪СôģźÿΡ׹ӲҪҪôһѿġ
ֱŻȻΪʲô
˴ͬķһζʱʱĶҪһۣȻɵЦеС޵ĸо
ҴÿôĽ˿ֱ̼ǸߵСˡ
ÿĵľСʲôÿʲôҲֻɢͷҲÿ
ֹÿʲôѽүǲôϴС㾫Ļôõױ˵ϴ͸ϴˣ...Ҫȥϴ۾
⿴ҳ԰Ľһ⣬Ե⣬̫ˡ
Ľ㿴⣬ͣһ¡
Ĳ뵽ôԼĿӸ˼жùˣСһմĿˮ
ǸҵĿùˣҪ...˵Ҳûϵֻû˵꣬㿴Ľǿŵĵ鲻ԽľƵ촽
촽۷ۣ滹ģ...
ľԼǸպæƿ۾ҲֹסС˶ڰСڵϻġ
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沿Ť֪ԼСܲζ˿ܻ᲻ʣڱϸһ衣
Ľüͷ𣬼ûôͰʽűƵǰĲ裬һں󣬲ʸвűѹ¡
ˣ˵òҲģΪʲôΪжб˴ˡ
С......ˣĻ˵Ǿ仰⻰ô˵ѵҪС˵ҽҪȥ¥ҾȥѣЩӹ֬׷ǿϵģ⻰ôеĽ˵ǡ
ǲʲô˵Ľƽʱ̫ע۲ˣʵͷƺ˵ʲôÿλֶĿˡ
...İһᣬ̹ϵ˵ҽյóһˡ
ûϵģڼͺá
ǸҪȥһ...¥¥ϸĽɫе
Ľɫ䣬һвá
ɱ룬һѣҴС飬ֵط취ȳ㱣֤ȳ֮ǵطҾԲȥˡҲ־ɫ֮ͽСҵİɡ⻰˵ԽԽûе
ûеԴǱ˴ʶദʱ̫ˣڶԷƢԸ˽ҲǱȽƬ档
֪㲻ˡĽϻһЩ¶һ΢Ц
ﲢûзɣԼҲŮˣ̫Ů˵Сǻİɣֽ͵ҺҲǺϤң뻹顣㲻ϣҼҾͲȥˡ
ȥɣ㣬Ҿڼҵ㡣Ľ㷴ڰο
һСá
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Ӧò࣬ûȳԷɵȡ
šĽ㳯ЦЦ
ˣ
š
תߣתһ˲㿪ʼˣסҪͷĳ嶯Խǻͷ¾Խ᲻ᣬֻᵢʱ䣬ĪȥأȻúõСţģӿ˽Ų
Ľ㿴ԽԽԶ
{ɲԻͷңһ۾ͺá}ĽôעĵıӰֱʧھͷҲûһ
΢Цʧȫǰˡ
ʵĵĽͲûЧᡣ˵ѣҪѽȳ˾ȥֻΪһˡ
Ϊһˣһģ⵽ʲô̶ȣ᲻ᷢչ飿Ѿ...
˵룬գûб߼ʡԽԽðˣԽôԽǻ£Ӹղŵദϸץסϸڡ
ûͷûдûлͷһۣЩƺ˵Ĳˡ
ĺڰкͿ־вϷŴ󣬼ʹ壬ֱɹĽȻԼǱġ
Ľƽʱ˵󲿷ʱ䶼Ƕ±һ˷Դʶģеᶼġ
ǲôҪôסġ
{ģܸܲҪʲôҶԸ㣬ҵģߣɲԣ}


27 
ֱӴ¥¥Ž, ϴ¡ֻõӣ㲻·
ᳵ·ߵöӡ
öŶׯ, ǰһַԽ鼮һִдʲôģ, ϸü΢ӿ˰, չϣż, ˿𣬹һĿͼ
һŮӣô䵽¥֮ء
ôãÿа취̽, Ψö벻ʲôð취
öԭϤ, ƾľͳԿˡҪ̽öĻ, ֮֮ǰͶԼн䱸, ѴϿ̽ʲô˵, ܷö׳
ҲǹڰغǸ, Ҳĵвֱľʱö
㿴ôöͷû̧֪ŵ
ġİѳķŹϡ
һΪ๫Լ˶ءöѱʷڱʼϣ˫۾һģĪˡ
ⲻô˵Ц, ϵЦжˣҽ𣿡
һΪ๫ӲҪ˵İءſһ๫, տһ๫ӣԵķ̡
ⲻѲľòԾôоԼöǰͱѹ˰ء
öһۣΪεĹ̽
ôеĶмô⼸ĳԵĶûעʲôȻжûʲô֢״еԶǼпź˸ÿڷ
öҡҡͷ֮ǰ˵һЩⶾеģӦڴһʱ䡣
һʯǲڹеĶ
ܲжϳŵʱ䣿
ȷ
ðɡ
֮ǰ㵣Ǻ£δ֪㣬ǲ˵ָĲϣ֪ⶾ㹻һ׳˶ˡö˵Ķˡ
ɶĳɵۣ
Ҳ֪Ϊо綾ܰȻʼÿոʩⶾܳЧ΢ҲʲôҪá
˼öĻѵйأյû̫ʱ⡣ԭȥˣĪǱģڵûӰ죿
ǻӰİɣỹǻۡ
һʵÿô
ţÿաöԥʣ㲻ң
Ҳ㣬ô㡣̾һﲻ
öССľһ£ܾ֮ǰҲһ˵Ļպ෴ҳŻڸסһЩ飡
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ʧȥ䣬ͻ᳹׵ıôԸ񣬲ǰ䣬Ҳԭģֱȫˡ
û뵽๫ӳף⴦֮
ֻǾã㲻ġ㶮ҽҪ濪ҩҽݣԼ԰ˡķᵽҩҽʱöһ˿仯˵
Ϊɣȥ֮һ㿪ҩ̣㰲
ôöЦЦģҲЦԼ
ȻֻҪӱɡûָ
ұ๫ҡöЦһ£ЦǷĵİɡ
öһʩķѵʱһҪеʲôֻŷⶾ
ССֱֻۣ飬Ҫ˯˸Ƿ
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áǿƤȻöֵΣҲԭȷʵϤǲ˼档
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˼ҵĹȥ¥Ҫ˰ǰˣʪˣʱǸôĹﰡ
ϣֻ㡣غ죬...
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ǰһˡĿøԲһˡǲǵҳԷţ
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ԣ
ýĽ׵ŵϵ֬ζһ£ȻֶĿֻʲôҲ˵
ûиʲôҲ֪ϲʲô־ʲôȱ᲻ң
...ᡣĽֻñӺᣬȴԼ΢Ц
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šĽ㽩ӲЦš
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á
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С㣬ôˣ
ƺͬ˵ֻת
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Ľ㶣룬ԴȴĺͱӵĻ档
ķմȾ˱Ůӵֻ֬Ǻӵôܻиܵ...㶼й...
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Ĳƭңƭңƭң.......ƭ......ɢ۽Ǽŵϸ΢...
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ӣˡɽɫãӣϸéô
һ㶣ѵһé޶ûȥô
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űƿСĵӽӣſڵϵûа㱻̤ĺۼĵͷɽǸĵġ
ǰԼһˮ淢֣ڹǸϸС̸˵˵ϡ
򿪹ӣؾأӷҲǼΪСĵģѹڵµֽȻߵǰһǸڵĳ֪ա
ȷ˷
ĵ׵չŰֽݺݵĴϡ
ֽд˵֣һɽ


28 
ɽ, ˡƫ棬Ϊɽ˲ˮ
ΪӰ²ࡣɽ˼˫ַŲ豭ʮֹн
ݼð, 㲻죬ûһ, ݼʶһĸ߰
๾DDɽĶﴫ죬æŶ, ͣղ뿪, 㲻ʳ
㶼ţ
ӽ£Сİ̶Ъ
ϴǳЦȴ飬Ѿ, ϲȵȥЩĹ
Ӳ, ¿ȥͼһԡ
û£δʳ, ҲЩ, һͬЩġ
, ɽܳ, ӴĺãӣȴûаԼڸ߸ϵλãƽȵĴرů
㲻, ʲôô
̹ңµĪҪ, ֻӵķԸڷڵĶСľȻǶӺҪĶ
뻹ͦ˵ģϹ˵𣬡ʵҲûʲôֻмֵһֽ
ֽ
ŰҪҵˣһЩ˵֡Ŀתɽľ֣Ŀľ̽ˡ
ɽһ㶣ü˭һɱ
Ǳź...䣬ſڴ˶ص
ƫ˶Իϣͬʱķȥ
ū澱ֱţүˡūʰϲȵæİˤ˵ʰϡ
һ۹ڵϵˣòԾϲȵΪźѾͷҲһʱˣˤӶѣαҡҸո˵Ļ

ʲô
ûУүʲôûϲȵɫɷףڵе㷢
ϸ£ʵҪɽӣſڱضۼûкۼֻ˵ֿܣһѾ쵽רһ塣ǲĶᱻأֿܲ
ǣ¸ɽΪǱˡɽһֱſڣ˱ûŽſûкۼƲȻ߼
ϲȵô
ĿŹڵϵˣĬƬ̡ƫݵİˣܶڵ˵
үDDͻȻְүԹȥ...С...ֲõԤС
ϲȵæʰ˶ʱͷˡü
߻£С㲻õңȳԷһٹȥ鴦ٹȥĽҪȻҲԵĲ̤ʵ
СڵȹүᣬֲҰԼĵ˵Լ޶˵Ĳ롣
ĵ۾Ųͷǿ߬ȭתˡ
ƫʣĺɽĵﻺ࣬ûиղôɽͱˡ
ҷſڣ뿪Ƭ̣
粽롣
ǴأǷ˽ӽ
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⿪ϵģèӣ˭Ҳɵӣ˵ҲġƲ졣
ѵϲȵ...˵Ǹˡɽգô֪ҪĶӸңҲ֪
øôλվſڣҲԣéҲȥɵӶ֪ſڸ
DDɽȥץ
ȵȡ뻹ǳסֱ
͵·
ӾôŹ
¶දӡֻ谴ҷԸ¡
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Ľ첼屾רΪɽģֽд˵֣һɽڶϲȵ
ұȽˡһһ̽һ֣Զ߽塣
ԩɽҴ¿ɽͦĵģҲľҲ
⿴̫ѾɽˡȥĽСԺ·ϣ΢ŻһЩ
ԱߵĲ֪ʲôֵĻĽһ߹·ġ
磬ĳŰӿ֮ơЩĶúķ񡣺ڣﻹһ龻סһЦỶϲϲĳ...Ǹϲ֪ԭҲ˵ġ
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Ľ˵ӦرǸ˰ɣ˺ְ費һǲụᡣ
΢ЦǸطӿ˽Ų
űĽסˣǱ߻ûжõ˺üڵʼҲûлӦһҲûУᵽɤ۶û֮ʱĽСԺ
үˣС㣬үˡ˼
үˣүˣ˭ģġ˭ģˣ
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ʧȥƬ̵ļ䣬İĿǰİֽ
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ģƿĽ貵ģֻҪܿģܺһ۾ġ
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Ҫҿȥ͵˵
ӦÿԡԼôҲǸСҵǮ˰ɡ
ĿԵġ
˰ɣһԼǮɣҲһʲСĻʱҩ̡ðլӣҸøҸĵطҪȻÿ춼ȥһһصõʱ䣬Ҵһ£һƬլӶҪۺʱõضεķ۶󡣡
һɣ˵ľͶˣ˿ûע˵ʲôĽıÿ춼Ҫȥ˼ġ
ÿ춼ҪԼأĽָ߬½󣬵ȴӲűᡣ
ǸѲĻǿ...ᵽס...ĽӬ˵֣ĺǸ˼棬ֵԺܣԼͼˡ
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ԭǸ˽öĽ۾ͻȻеᡣ
ĺ֪ķӦǸղŵĶԻе⡣
Сǲǻǲң˵Ҫôûбˡ
ġ
ܸܲôģķ¿ӣᡣ
ûʲôĽͷС˵
㲻˵Щû취֪ģ㲻ָʲô鶼°ɣ֪һһǼôһʼͲ˵ôԽԽ࣬Ȼ֮ͻѺۣεֻ໥...ϱӲõļ䣬Ƶĺᣬһ˵ô໰Ǹ˲̫õĸо
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һ죬ϲϱأҲȥôе˵һڴĽ㡣
ֻҪϲĽ۾ˮͷЦ
Ҫ뿪㣬Ҳ뿪ұȽ̰أϲҲбˣҲԸô
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...Ľ㳹׵Ļˣڲ˳۽ſǻ˵Ҵˣġ
ĿĽǸӣһӾˣһһۣˮдתĽ㣬ûд㷢Ƣ˵ԲҰ
ǣҲáĽֻץĵ䣬ǷСӣ֪ܲԼʲôǾԼˣҪĵԭ¡
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Ҫ...Ľʣʱܱ
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ʵ֪Լ⣬һְ֮ദ˵جΣҪͬ鷢Ľ֮䣬̫ˣôأûá
{СҸİȫвԭô}
һƬڣĽסԼϥڴţеͷײŴϵľͷ壬Ϊ΢Ħ죬в߶ҴˣҴˣҴ......
ҹû˯ţϺ͹ȥĽֻߵԺʱסˡ
үС㲻...֧֧ᣬҲǿ㡣
￩һ£һÿ
СԸġ
Ĳ˵ʲôֱӴ󲽵ǰƿţŵ˻˩̧˲䣬ǴųЦ
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ּˡ
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{Ľ㣬̫ø㣬ĺõġģ㣡ϲ㣡}


29 
ʱϲǰĹ, ĳʱ˾̾棬߷˼
ͱ˵, ䷿, ȴȫİĸо
ͬһˣɶ̬, 񣬻˵, ĻаҹӰӣȫһСƦģ
ڴϣһֻ֧Ьڴ, ˿ӣ̬Ļζ
۵໥ײԡͻأ, ǹƵģϸ۰ָ, ſ, Դӣ
ü, Щִ, ǿԼЩӦԱߵ˵⿪
С鲽ŲһҡͷСԼŪ, СҲԸǡˡҪ, үǱ𿿽...
Ƴһ۶ˣѱסų
е㲻ζڱУڵĽ֣а֮ԿԲеԹڵĳ档ֻΪִᣬ֪ĽˣΪС
ίͰ͵ĿԼ˵ÿһС£۵ĳԼỶϲϲԼֻΪ˵һ֣˫ַԼ־
Թۣ²ؼ
ߡӵĿһġ
Ҹ򿪡ҪӦҲˣ̸һ̸̬棬ôҪȰûô⣬
а취򿪣
ȻĴӣ΢Ų
˵Ľ䱸ĺأֻ˰벽ûУ̾һֻըëèʱҪ˺ҧ
ʲô
ֻ˫չڶࡣ
վǱ𶯣
ãҲ
Կ׸ҡüͷг䱸Լ
㲻ҰɣĵﻹЩģ׷ԼԺܣǹӺݾֱ
ҴӦ˾Ͳ㡣
õŵֺ˰벽ΧԿӦ㸽ԿСصģȻܿסԼԼ򿪣ܲصԶпܾڴϡ
ƭңˡ
Ҳƭ㡣
ǣ
һ߾Ķĺһһֻûַңܹõĵطֻд
ͷӱڵϣƿȻһԿס
ĿԿǸӵĿ۶Ϊһ󣬿˭֪Կ׷ŵšˡȻľͿһ˫Ż۾
ƭңӦˣܲ˵ĳĳӶȭͷɸͱơסˡ
ʶ㣬ҲͦϵģĬһӣȻͻȻһܣ뵽ܣЦˡ
СǴ
㻹ЦҪ㡣ܻԲ۾󳳴ֵӼֱǸӡ
ԿûĶ˵
ƨ
Ӷͷﷸֹڶ˸ôԭĽ̲ôأƽֻҪϸô£λ˴󺰴С˻ɶ
Կܴһߣ
Ľŵ˶ҪԿ׵ģӦȰԼһ˿һȻԿײصĵط֮һ˿ڴͷʹԿױ֣ӴһˣڡԼϻһص
ĽʽߵˣҲܣֻ뱣ġ
ĵ˵Կ׿Ťӵϵˡ
ιߵأָָԼ
֪ʵʵ˵
߹üëġ
еϹŵ˵İ
ֱǰдſ񣬡ҿû˵
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ǳ飬ͷ...
үร...ѾӾܡ
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Ѿģ汰ɣ˵㻰Ҳ˲ǰ˭ԤУҪȻһӣȭͷĸϿµȵȣ
Ϊһϻ
......ԺӶĵĲҽ񣬻ôһң
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ϣһȼ۾һ۵죬֡
ɽҲʮżֻҲչˣԵñ׾š
үˮɡˮ
룬ޣղʱѾͷܵı˭졣
ѾѹүҪˣɹүҲû...һίӡ
ĶҪˣ˿ǿѹŭ𣬡һֱô
˵С㣿
šȻƺЩŤⶼص㡣
С...ָָԼ̫Ѩ˵˼СɵһүЩΪҪСϣҪȻС֪ѹ...
Ķ֪˵ʲôˣʱκ鶼ܳʹͱ˽Ľֻ˲Ҳûš
ʲôϲôϲʲôϲʲôʲô˭ĹϵȽϺá
ֻҡͷ
ûйϵõˣ
ܺС...û⣬ĽźѾͷֻҪĽһͻԶ룬С֮ǰԸģҲĺ¡
ǰһС˵ǽ˸ģֻʱûпꡣдÿ˶ж˸ȫͬϲãԱ𶼲ͬ˵ЩĲ⣬ԼĿҪһˣӦ֪ʲôİɡ
ȥѸϰѵС״̬й˶е
⣬ǹԹԳȥĽ¡
ɽ
ڣɽվ΢΢񣬱ȴĽ
ȥߴ߳ô컹ûͷˣǸ׼⡣˵տƸղ۾ΧļȻҧһ˵ҵúúò
ǡɽû뵽ģһ˼·룬ӵʱΣңǸɴµˡˣ̫ˡ
ζȫҲⲻȣֻɶΧŹȥŵķ
ɽǱ֮ǰ˵㣬вͣæϷɶӡ
ı˵۾ǺۣʱʱĻЩֵı顣ƫ漷˵Ĳѵļ͡
˵˵еҵĶСӡķˣЩ˶ĬŲ˵
˭ȻشҸİһöԪϡ
㿴ңҿ㣬ֶµĵͷһ
˵ʹϹҪˣôһŭ˵ĵط۵沿
˵˾͸ôһͺĲ۾ֱĶǸԪ
ҵĹү˵һƭô
˵˵꣬Щ쳤Ųӽ˵үҵʱ䳤
ʱٳҳô˵
һ߶ȥɣҿǺͶСüε...
ղŶ˵˵ۺ˼ңЩʲôˡû˼ʼǸ˵
С㰡ֱǸСħСײϵǻǰֻǱֵַڿ͹ңȶ...˵
ǰʱĽҲʮ꣬ڶС첲Сϸȵģʹٴ󣬿ǰ˴߸ӣôҲܱȵģ뵽ģ־Ҳûпܣȷ
ǵȻȻСȻ˺Ǿ仰˵ģڱǰô˵ĲһǸոС㱻˵ģ;ô˵үͬԼ
һ...
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...ʮ꣬ϻû꣬սս˵ǱСߵé...
ۣɱҶˡ룬жһͬ顣
ҾС㲻...ġΨΨŵŵ˵
ĿһͬˣȤ㵹˵˵
Ҫ죬ͱʼǸڴϣүСӸϲãµ˲˵ģСϵ˿¼ˣ˭֪˵ǲǣ˶˵˱㸽
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ڱΪԼҪˣ˭֪ڰСȥ˯һֱղ˵ŵС㣬ȫǵǰһ췢ˣС㱩¸үȻȥ˹ؼ֡ǸϷѾͷȻΪ棬ûа˵
øүûиߣһǮˡ
Ľᷢ跢ǵ˶֪˭ںһ¼Ϊʲôأ
ڰϲְ׵һԪ
ȺеСڴҺ棬Сֳˣ᲻ǰǼ£Ӧòɣôˡ
һ죬ڶĳеӣǷ˶ķϰʮӣϰҪ֣Σ֮ȥ͵Ѿ߰յķ䡣ֻǰ֪Ǯ͵ڶϵɱˣҲΪֻ͵ǮûҪԼ벻...
֪ô˵еġС㡱֪ˣûںشС㣬֮ССߣС㡱Ҳܳ֡
Сںͷű㸽䡣
СĵǺͶС˵˵סһͷ˵˱óطͷվ
үͷͷ߰ףɫĴֲ˵壬Сʮ꣬үͷ˳ףС...ּ֤֮һСһֱΪЩԹС㣬СǸˣһҿеĶС㣬˼仹...
ͷ˵ԼĿʼʱĻе㲻ͷˣ˼ңܲܽص㣡ô
Ƕһ죬Сһ𾭹...
ֻҪشңû㣬˵û˵УЩûõ...
յ䰡̹ǣ˵СֲˣĶС...
û㣿ҧгݡ
Сġǻشˡ
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ȻУô˵ҲôˡͷЩ˵Ƕһ죬Сһ...ͷ˵һ죬СС˵...[!!!]
......
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ֹ֣֮ܳķݡ
ӴЬߵͭǰԼŸ˵ķ٣Ʋţǲм
Ҳһ˭˶һǹߣôˣҾǹ϶ǻˣҲһ


30 
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Щ˵Ļһûкһʱ˵ĶࣿͨݵνӴ, ľӦò
ү֪ͷֿʼˣֿʼˡ
ֱ, ꣬˵ҶֻҪһ֣Ҷ·, ǰ
Ҳû˺Сߵýֻ...
˭Ĳī, ֱ˵˵˵ص㡣
ҵĸͷҡͷ̾Ϣ, Ѿȥ
˵򣡣
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Ҳܼ־֢Ҫˡ
ɽýݣ, Ƕˡ
סڱǣָ, ɵģ
ղкܶӣ...
ߡ˵ֲҲһˡ˵һ߳ȥӡ
ϣɽֺǺǵʰӡ
ԺȵģСԺһϾ;ˡſڿһæµ꣬̾˿
ɽ̫СˣǸ氮ֵĺأ߻Ҫһһˡ
ĵͷ˿ԼĽţЦһ£˲ӡǲȥǸˣֻڶĽֻˡ
ĳԺ䣬ûаԥ˳ż·ȥ...
ԽԽδ֪
ˮ㼯һţˮôһνϣеΪĶԱߵĹܼ˵㻻
ǡ
ȥɡ
ǣүֱܼת˼䳹״ӻ԰ȥŸֱ壬˲ͷĺ
Ѿľʵ̶һƺӣŵͤˡͶŲԶŵͥ˵ͥҵͤһɡ
ͥûһͬ£ֻԥһ˵̫»һյƹɡ
һֻͥͤԵͤӷ·һɫĹ⡣ͺȾ˱оƣĿ顣߶ͥܿүз¡
ոչүȥ˺ܶȥԺѯС¡ͥ͵ɫСĵ˵үС㻹ͦĵġ
ߡһƣ۾ĶŸոչȥĵյΣܹô˵Ķͥ۾
ͥһ󷢺˵ʧԡ
ֻ͸ʲô
ͥվһԣһ̧ۿ߹ģүүˡ
̧˫۾ǰѵӡ
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ʲôŮˡЦľܾЦˡ
ȻΪӣŮ¡
ˣ͵̬Ȼ˼֡
Ľ£
С֪һ¡
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Ĳ׽ԵĵִҵǿÿһúõĽ㣬ʱԶС밡ĳҵУȻ״̬ôϴ׷Ҵ˲ҪһСĶи...
ͺ˵ǵǺأ˵һǡô͵ġ
֪ʲôü˵ЩҲĵǡ
ĽʱϲãһС
վĶԶĿ⽥ʧ˽㣬ǰ
ĽֻǷֵĵһƵı任ǽΪӿ˺ܾáһ֣ȡġ
ĽϲʲôϲʲôϲԹ𻨸⣬أǷǳĵһһһѰ
ҲĽ۵˵ʱǴŲͷ˵Ѿϲˡ
Ľְٸȡһֺô
㡣
ҵڶŮǻΣ
Ӵ˱ûãˣֻʣԼˡͻǵãȥĽøĬˣżֵҲԽԽꡣ
ʮһ꣬һ¡
ϲʲôó
˵Ӧ
ʮ꣬¡
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...
ͷԶ...ŭĿͣʵʱᣬôҲñͷ
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δ߽Ůδй·İˡҲҲδŮֻסŮλ
ɣĿͲ˵ֹ̽ɴҲ֪ϲã
ǻشǣʧӡ
ҵȻ֪һϲĵȻĵ
ȣͥԼĿˮǺ
û̫ϣϲʲôʲôҪʲô...
ϲԵ...뵽ӣϲԹ𻨸⣬¿ңҪҪĵȻǱ...
ôôǵãǴ˵һ㶼ãôϲ
ȣֿͥһ£Ҳʱܸо˫۾ڶϳˣˡ˵
Ĵɻתͷֿͣаɣô˵Ľ׵϶Լ˽
ллɴˣСطˡĵͷת֮˵ˣճţԭΣȴ˿ģʲôϵֻҪ֪ɡ
˵仰ǵˣͥ񣬡үү⻰...
Ϳһͥ㲻ǳôȥˮô
......
ôһջĶסģҲʲôֻϣĽ˯һŴϣ״̬ʱܲᡣ
һôһΣһּܳأٵһͿԿСҲСͻأԱ˯붼̡˸Σڶ
һ磬Լͷһķڣŵɫʱ˺üǽϹŵǸرķݣ߸˵ġˬˬĽſڡ
췿ţȴ䷿˵ٻ
Ŵ򿪣ﴩһɫѣעͷŮķ٣ģɿˣһڻ
ĿˣСķκÿ
ʲôٿڳȻ˵㣬ǻû֡
Ҫͬ㽲
⽲ɡһǵӡ
ǽһôļæͣǻ֮ѺദҲ㲻ϲ£ҲңǺƽ
ʲôô
ôɶˣҿԴȥڸϴģҵĻûֹȥ...
һ仰˵ĿϲŭϣĲ׽ɫı仯
Ǹܺõķչʱľ̹һ۾Ϳŵǡ𻨸⡣
ү𻨸׼ˣȥô
׼ģ￴ģѾһ˿硣
ǣ
һ߷жŵĹ𻨸⣬Ȼĵ۾һȭ
ֻ۾Գˡ
ιİһ룬Ҫһأǹ


31 
Ĳ豭ķڸ֯ķ, ֵĻ㣬䵱ǰŮ˿ʱ
һֱۡǰŮ۾Ц
СӵŮͯ˫Ѿ, ۾תתȥڷÿͣ, ΨǰŮˣС, ۲Ҽ䲻Ը˵û...
ܿʹˡĵĶڵ, Ϊ£Ϊ...
ɫѣ콻аװָɵΪϵϰۡ°ڵȹ׹ĻЬһ㡣ɫŮͯ, ڸϵһʽĽᡣ
ɷϲѡ
ϲ, ˡﲻͷĴߴ٣ҿԳȥô
ٵһСƺûΪŮ, վߵһ, ΪղŵľöЩ, ɾҧķصǰ
ɫĺɰ, мŵɫĻ䡣ߴŵɫͬǲϸİϸڡ洩žӨ͸ӡһ֪ɰ˷˶˼

һҪˮ㣬ʱ˵Ǹ͵ˡ°ͣض£Ŀ˵ļơ
áվŮͷ
˵, ΪŻ㣬Ҫȥˮ, ·Ūĺࡣ
һ£ȻЦ˵ûϵ·ˣٸµġ
ڰЦע£̤˷ţŵĺɰĲһһģǧ
Ǻɰ˶ã߾͸˶ã߳ȥԶվסǺɰҲСС½ǣɰŵĻ
֮չ¶һЦգǲͺͯеЦûжĻͷǸӿһۣȴſվŮˣһ˲䣬ɫǺ죬С߬һӦȻתܡ
̫ԶһԹ𻨸...
ʹĺԶСȵڵٿ죬ߵķҲңŮ˵صԺ...
ˮĺҶ¶һֻܴܴ㣬ͷҪץжãе룬Լĸ첲ҲҪǽˮôͷԼȹڡ
ʵȹӦûϵİ
ϸ۵СҪȹָϾͱɵĸ
ôÿķɫҪȾǵöѿ
۰Ͱ͵ĿǸҶµڶβеߣ۵¶ı飬鷳
߲ûˮͣãµһСۻĿ⡣ղŮ˷˵ĻеˣŮ˺ϲŻл㣬ҪҪø
·ϼģøġ
ۻСС߬ҡڷУôССĺͯ͵͵ͣڴߣҪѷɫĻķڴߣɴտһС˵
㲻ܹôôСûںôһͬķܡ
ǵŮֻռŮ壬ھǵĽ
ҿĽЩ߰ĻЩΧȥǸӣûÿǸʱڷô
͵ҲˣҪǶûвҿԵŮһ㣬ذ״...һӾԽԽ...
ҡͷһǹģֻں£±ЩţŶﲻҪ˺...
...ͻȻסһ§סҺܺ£Һܺ»ʧȥ㡣
֪Ҷ֪...û˵ȥֻǽرסͣˮҲԼܳŲ̫ʱˣᣬʣƫƫΪ
ôôĲһ
ѾûˣֻʣһС
һ磬ȴʼղһֱšļԺҡٽƻ裬Ժⲽ
ҵôŴԺ͡
ҡҡͷ
ʧһʲôҵԼͷϣʹһ£ȻŽűߵɬСӣͻȻ̧ͷѰ
ڸߴķƬϣ˦ĵעǡ
Ϳӱҵͷ˲ðɣŭ
˳͵ӣ˴Σ...
ȥˣСŪô࣡ص棬£ԼԶˮΪա
Ұ·ŪˡŮ˵ʱʱĻҪ͵Űˣ㶼ôѰ
Ҹô
ڤ˼˺ܾãĲ֪òˡ
ӦòҪɣ
û𻨸ⶼˣóȥˣһȺĹ𻨸ˡ
û˵ϲԡ͵͵һ۰ûעԼ͵͵øղɾָ˲ɰմȾĻҳ
˵ŲϲǸܲ˵СèϵǱƣϵȣһееĳʳ
д⣬˵ĽĿζȽ㵹м...
תͷŰſʳĵʣתͷȴְԽԽģ...
...ôˡŮ˼еôԼǰȴģģġ
˰д...޺֮ǿŵ...Ľ...ҲֲеʲôŮ
Բֻ˯ҩҲǴʵ˵µģ˯һǵĽͻˡ
......
ǿ۾ģģǰŮ˺ˣſڣ...ȻҲû֧ţֻһûУһƬڰС
ڿĵطƯڣûϣǴڵġ
ڰһյµƣŷɫѵĲӲǰСƺҲˣϵֱϣֻżᷢһĦھŵҹΪԡ
ƷŵϣתתȻѰһʼ
ͷ󺹵ĿԼڵĿӣֳСʯͷ֮ûʲôˡ
ѵԼǴˣ
ǾͰڹ⣡
ȼˣҹˣһһӭ⣬һûˣ±ڵϡá
ôûСɥĵʹԴֻصڵĵһ£ýž룬ôӦ
µǸӣ٣Ĺһ¶һľӵı߽ǡ
˵ǸӣٳǸľͷӡ
Ӵ򿪣˼˵Ѻͺɰһ׵ѲĴɱãЩϢָᴥһԥһ£ѵ˳ѺͺɰַŻӣٴ񵽵¡
ĶϽġϧĶһܱ˷֡
𣬴˻ĲЬϣչ˫۱ƽ⣬ΪϲŵʹЩҡҲġ
ݶô󣬵ֻڽ￴æµҼͣûʲôޣûʲôϵļҲûж٣ÿΧİģ۾ǸϤӰ...
ӣȵҰ!
ܵȵô㿴ҵ۾ǸôҪǻݿô죡ͷ϶Ҫðˡ
ӣҽ˵ҪĲòǡ
ƨһü۾һ˵ұҪȥ¥¥
ɽ˵¥¥ǳԻƵĵطôʲôʱܿˣĪͬ!
ȥһߵɽƨϣǺ޲Լϻɳȥ
վԺУһʯͷӴͷϣ۾ףͷҲʹ̧ͷ۾ʯӴķŹ⿴壬ֻĵ͵һ
Ҳ첻˳šĽµɽñˣŶ̤һ
ϵС˶ŪŵЦ
£ԭƯĳҲģûϣǴڵġ


32 
ת˺üȦ, ·һֻĥ¿ģСɰô, ôôѸ㣬Ĳ, Ӳ...ˣҪ, Ҳ򲻹ֻȶһˡ
ʵ̫, Ҫʱҵһ㣿
ڹŴҵѡ̫ˣǮǼ޷ǼԺ⡢¥ݡ
ԺǮҲ𣬵Ʋ, 㡣;¥̫ˣڳһ, ˼ʮʮĿڱľԼҲûʲôǰԭŪ, ҲŪ
ִ˼ά·ڹŴչҵ
ҵҲǲ, ھֲҵǰô, Ŵΰ, Ǯġ
û뵽ǮˣΪ˰ǮͶﷳգҪִӰԺ, ֳС档
СڹŴɶ涼û, ʲôĶûϧ
ٻ˼·뿴˭Ǯ
ִ϶Ů˺СǮպ෴˵ǮͨˣԹ...ˣһҸ߶˵Ļ
ߵǰ˲ˮ̨ϣٵī뷨Ȫӿһ㣬Ҳ˲ԼдֺòÿֻѴ˿̵뷨ͨͨ¼
Ҫж๦ܣԸС糡ݵϷ磬ҪͳЩʱԺķիʲôģѻݳеִĻ硣⣬жİ䣬ЩǮĲǰôøṩרŵĳ˽˳㣬...ҵԽԽÿס
ˡ죬ɽӣҿԽô
ķ±ʣֽۺ÷ڽ䡣
Ŵ򿪣ȻɽСĽĹˣкҶŵĸŵϣȻӻͳһƱӣҪƱ
Ľӹһ۾ͷŵһߣ˸ô
ûУҳǽڸ㣬ҼҽҲǽȥéޣмҲһյʱ䡣
šĺáʣǱΣ
ҽסڳǽġ...㡣ɽһĵı顣
ٵȵȰɣ̾ϢĽ͵ôȥˡ
ŶɽֿʼϷѽҪӵһίôӢôµ֡
һһǳҪ񽻸㡣
ӣԸ
ҪеĵͼҪעд;¥̵λãҪѸҴ󻧵סլע
ɽһнֹͼ˵Ӧÿ˻...
⼸ڸˣͳȥ°ɡ
ǡСȥ졣ɽȭҪ˳䣬ֱĽסˣӻзԸ
еΣ̽ʣǸô
ɽ˰ŷӦ˰Ҹոսʱڡ
ˣȥæɡ
ɽߺĴ򿪴濴˿ղŵݶûпԼǹȵˣ֮ǰϸ˼ǰΣˣӦòڶɡ
бôء
ĲЩôţƿųˣȥéһ·ϰȻ
˵ɣսսû¡
󡪡һˤͷˡ
ŶվڽЦ
ĸͷϵĵǣ˿ԼϵĻƳĵҺʶţҮġ
ǿѹŭս˫ȭ뿴һۣתͷߡһһ߻Լ衣
{ˣѾһùӣʲôţСʹ۸}
ϴ裬Ĵˬˬͷ㣬ܲһֱ׽ŪɣǵǶġ
˰η棬ɢͷյİšԱСװˮӡ
ˣɽǿգ
ĴһӿһڣӶ֭ζζס밡һǺãԵĺãõúãĹϹֺóԣʲôȨҲǮã
ԹӺͷɹˣͷȻſһ۾е㷦ۣСһ
ϾҪ˯ȥʱʼое˳ôһץһ̣;òã۾һһֻѡ𹥻Ƶ롣
ǲģǵһӦһ뵽ղԼ־öļæ˦һƤ񣬼ֱǴը
СءվԱߣ˵֪ˣԼϣĲš
Ҳ湻ĵġƲƲ졣
㵨ôСǲˣŮ˰ɣＥ
ˣͲˡֲǳԿĲУ˭ᡣ
ǲˣϵҷ㲻֪ˡüḡ˵
Ǻһܻ˵žͰеļĵ˳ȥ
һĶ䣬еˡ
ûšһNɪ⡣
Ҫ֣ıһصſڣͬʱµ˰ڿǴ죬ڽ̫ð...
......Ҫö䶼ˣҲܽȥˣֻúݺݵض½ţյˡ
ֹӳ켦ҪҰ
ڶ ϣʤ
Ѿ߶һӷˣÿһС̣ش䣬вƺѾĵĿζ
ҲԣĿԱߵѾߡ
ū澲ҡѾߵӵ˵ǹүū澰ۣū澿Ա
аɣվŰɡ
֮ǰźϲȵ֮͸˲٣Ȼ岻ΪȥԺϴ·ˣĸȷϲȵˡڵѾߵͦµģ˾еţֱΪˮޣôô
ʲô֡
ū澻
ر֡ĵͷȻһڲ˷УսڣٶҪһˣ......ͷ۽ǷỨ
ֱҪ
ӻûתȷӦϽȥˮҰѲˮ͵ˮûĹ
ۡˮ
һżĶҪ޳ˣүôˡ
ͷһ޿ղŲûˣֱJô̫ˡƫʣµİˮĵȼü֮
үĲ֪Ϊʲôķûж޿䣬ͲĹˡ
û˵ʲô޸۾˿ɾͲƯˣʱҲżˡ
סˣû뵽ô˵ΪҪأսϰֲ꣬£µĶ˵˵֮ǰźĵǸȵѾߣѾҪ󻻵طҶ˵үźûԸȻ²Ű򷢵⡣
ޣٿͱˡָָԼ۾
￴ĵ۾Ҳ֪ΪʲôͻȻеЦУ̫ˣס
㣬ǲ·...С㡱
үô֪ġ
ô֪⸮ϾôһܺӣǸĵĴܺӡ
Ϸǵҹ
ҹ˷鶯Ӱ˼ˣҲıˡԺůɫ棬һרעʲô
ӣǡɽһ죬ص춼ˣߵԺʱͿСӡ

ҰӡɽҲ
ץˡİһ˽ɽɽȻ֪ΪʲôӾȻһõġ
֪Ըܺӵİ취ôͻȻʵ
ܺܵĺôСܣ
ǾǱܣһ˵һղϷߣܺӾȱĶ򣬵ȴʵ˾ˡѧŵ㣬кЩڸ㡣
ɽԼǺأĵͷ
ˣȥץֻ..Ĺ˵һƤ񣬡ˣҲ̫ݣܰɡ
Ŷ
дŹĹ⣬룬Ҳʰʵ־͵д
{϶ţ} ʤ
ƺֶ˼ţʵֻҪ̧ͷͻֽᷢҹءãڴ...


33 
żһ, Ҷɳɳ졣
Ժİ˽ͤˣһɫվһ, ŵɫխ·ϸ˵ʲô
֪ˡ͵ûаյ, ƺ۵޹鴦ƮɢͥżȻһ, ͣãͥĵȴš
ˡ
ͥݵһ, ʵش𣬡ͥʮ
Ͱ͵ʱɽˮ...żȻȻ̾˿˵, ˣȥ㰲Ъɡ
¸ˡͥԥһ, Լеİѵͤʯ, űȥ, ת뿪
ҹ̫, ֻ, ̲ס¡
ͳһ˵ļңǴ󸻴󣬵ʳǣǼжӣǸ׵, ڼбܳ谮
ʮֵ̤꣬ʱ, ЩͬЩ˸߹ӵɽʫȴĳ䳰ȷʿụ̃ĩλ΢ǸҲ
Ⱥ˼һôҲвˣȭʱһŵɫȹŮӿŮ·ʳ˼ֻ̻ƾ˶µƿԡ˿֪аة֮Ů
һ죬һġö֪ʱҲˡ
̫࣬ة֮Ůģ̲סҪ˺ܶΪ޷죬ȴ֪ĴϻѿһУȴûв
ãвŵŵȥ׸ˣĶˤãĸױ͵һĲֵδ˵ļ̤ʹɾǿĲߡ
Ǻαء
ʱֻۣ˵Ըһһ˫ˣΨ㡣
Ҳ񡣡
ƴĵͷתȥŸ˵һ仰ⳡ³˶֡׺˵ʲô
Ǻ˵Ը˵ǣضƹŷ顣
˽ͤͥµȥɽķһ·ľɫ̫ϤˣѩǵӣҲԹϸʵﶬļ任棬긴һꡣСԽ׳Ϸ
ڼ·ϣܻӿ֣ͺһ
ҺĺӣкضһΪ
жкκãƫŮƯѣϲ£ѵİһƯƯ...¡ĶЦ
һŮһĳСƭˣǺã˼ҵкһ磬ǳ棬һǴ...һԺˣǳСҪô죬ҵʱ򲻴ϳСӵȣҪǶŮô...͵˲ˡ
ŶЦһŮģ㿴ŵġѽһǸøס
Ҳøףֻĺ÷ˮ⺢ŮҪ֪ʼҪģҵҪ...
Ӱɺơɽ֮ϣͨĹԶϲĻ
ĹȴһĹΪĹдţް֮Ĺ
ˡһҪЦҴϵιˡܾͬ˵㿴ҡ
ȣٰһ͸ˬ...㻹ǵúԺӼô㻹ֻСѾ֪ǵڼ...
ˣֳˣƺ̫ϲ˳£һ죬ڵʱ˵Щ֣ҾҪڣڻ...
֪᲻ԹûаĽͥûа취Ľϲġĵ۾й⣬㿴һ...ͺۿٵȵҺòãٵȵҾ㣬֪ҴӦҪúչǵŮ...Һ...
߹ļѰ÷̤ѩƷ裬̸Ц羰ǣ˼
͵ָĸĹᡣ
{ʹôֿһӣԸͬһڣֻΪڣչͳĺ}
΢ĽŲ죬;дź˭
ŲԽԽ󣬴Ӳݴ߳һС˶Ӿϸߣʲôֲġﳯ߹߬һҰͿ̬Ȼ
Ұŵ˰Ĺǰתߡ
㲻˵仰ô
ʲô˵ġﲻͷ˵
ǵлҪ㡣
˭ҵҵĶͷĴڵѰǡɽűһӣͷӵĴǣų˵ҵô
ͲûˮǺιȥһʣΪʲôҪ
˦еĳ棬ֱ˵˵ҾǲϲǸģ
Ŷü˼˰졣
ҲŲϻء˦ԼаĹβݣ߳ȥ岽ʵ
ô֪ĵģôȻûʱ̶֪֮Ĵ󲿷顣
յĻͷôôôʱ˲֪ˡ
Ŷԭˡ
ûôˡˡ
תŰĹ㡣˲ԶǿȻô첽ˡ
˺һһ춯ûˣǿ̽һСԴͷ˵ôá
ĹߣֵڵϣʲôҲ˵ôţˣͷ῿ĹԵı۾Ըĳ
ĽëԺеĻת˴Ƭİɫ˫ۿԼŰɫѣüȥҵΪķɫɰСĹ䡣ַҳԼĵ
߸˵ĳ˷䣬ȴҶŰɫһѣһɥ
ô˻ޱӡССı˴ҵȫǰɫڷһ޴ľӣŰɫ򣬵ǿ
ιءǳͬһµ˵ġôԼ˾裬ó˵˵
Ľ...һ̰ɡһͱȥ
ѽ⣬֪ʲôСܿײˣ˵ŵĵӣѾ߹Ҫȥ˦Ѿߵ֡
̤ϵӿŵˣ¶һ΢ЦιŸʲô
ɫǻɫģôӦûи
ˣѰһɬõҵϣιѽһҪһ...Һòá
һֱûлӦ˰ϵˤ˳ȥѽѽ
Сߡһŭ
ҡָ͵ıӽ£ϴڹ𻨸һûиءתͷŹײ˵ϴι𻨸£ԭˣѽŹϵһӾŰ˹ȥƭң˵֪־ҵ...
Ӵˣ
ΪʲôҪ
ñҵ
ʲô֡
ҽаף


34 
ë΢΢, ۾ſһС죬ĿЩ۵Ĺ⡣
ǰ鵽ʵϤϤ, ķ䡣
...Ľſ˿ڣȴɬ˻ơŴ齱Ե, ˭֪һֱۻȶһһۣŴԼֱϡ
ô
ǵ˵˻, ...
Ľҧ촽, һɵǣ˴ǸڴԿ׹Ȼˡ
ϲ·¶Щ, ߵǽһֻƿֻ, ӰȡһԿס
ԿһŤϰµ⿪, Ľ㿴ԼѾ׵дãȻ, ڷĴƮɢ, һЩ, û仯
Լϵķɫȹôᴩ·˯ţմЩüͷеĲȷ֡
ֱǸ˿еġǸԼ֪ġаȥ, ˩ĳȥΨһĽ㵣Ǻֲȥ֤ʵ, ֪ôֿġԼ
Ľ㱾;Լϲ˵ĻǴڶͱһˣԼִһ...Ļ᲻...ʧģ˵Լ...
ԭأǱڻϿһ尾ڰŴ̵ϾҪ̴ļ...ʱҪ
ĺɽæһϣڶһ˾Ľķ沼á塱
ɽһ߰ĵҪһԥĿڣӣôԷ˻᲻е̫֡һӺˣЩСֶζԸһŮӣɽ̫ˣͬʱĶЩ
һܺӣҽһҪʰʵˡԼ֣ԼֻǰϷˣı䱾
߲úˣһͰϵݶȥϸĲ˵ҰгֻҪվطˮ...
áɽṦݶ
ûзֻұָָɽĵһλá
һвϣϴǳЦ˷š
{ôʰ...}
Ŵ򿪣ԭʧǵ˿ˣ¶ϲ۾ˮˮգգ͵ġ
Ķݵʧôһ˲ԼԻסˡ
ֹͣС˦˦ͷһƵ˵ιѽ
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ĸһ㶣˵һ
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ĲһãĽͣǸλã̧ͷҪɽɽԼ̧ͷΪǸʩһɣľͰصˮҪк
кܶ취ܱһе鷢ƿĽ㣬ǰʱĵһƬհףֻѭʶжϣѡİ취ǰһְĽ㻤ڻһֻֽĻסĽͷ
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ǵģҲãԺʲô˵£㲻ҪߡĽ㼱е˵
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ĴˣڶҪĽǸȴ֣ĽѾʱжɬ޲óԼķ֣鶼ʱ߻ȥǸȥȡ
С㱧Һô󱳶ܣûҪɿ֣һʧõϲ֮УЩʱˣֻҪıĽ㡣
еĽԭɬӵ˫֣˳Ļĵ˵Ҫ˵Ŀڿ˼ɵıϣܹ౧һ
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һ°ɡĽ⿪·ŵϡ
áĽ򿪹ӣһͷӬƵķңźˣ֪·
Ұɡĳͷ
СɰǸСϲ񲻷Ŀɰ
˷ֱ𻻺˸ɾİ°׿㣬ĻǵĽĴرȹȥ˸ɾı»
Ľ㶵Ŀʲôᡣ
Ĵ
СһţĿǰƸп˵Ľ㣡
šĽͷġ
ԲҲö㷢Ƣġԭô
Ҳġ
ĲͷҲͬרעĿĽ㣬дᣬҴûϲˣҲûͼҪ˭ǵһҲ죬һûܸ㹻İȫУ̫ģδ˽㣬ҸһһЩϲ£һǰ߹·˵㡣Ľ㣬Ըôҿ㣬߽...
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泯ŶԷЦЦͬĲãͬñ˴˶С
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35 
氲, ڴĶӣ˭Ҳ᲻ƿ۾Ķסˣ鲻Խȥ, Ȳ࿪ͷ
ĵͷԼĽż⣬˵촽, ͻȻеʡ
ġĽĵ֣һСģ
˵ʲôĿһֵӵģ, ʮİοС, һ㲻Ҫôģʲô˵ʲôֱӾͿ˵ԺǶԶԷ̹, ʲôҲֱ˵ģϣҲ...
...֪...۾ǲŪ...ĽԽ˵ԽС
ǡֱ׵ĸ, ԥҪҪ˼һĽ˵Ļ, ող˵Ӧ̹һ, ˶ҪԵ, ҴŲ̯˵
ôŪģĽҧҧ촽
˵Ǹ, ȭͰҴˡر󣬻ݶ...
Ľɻʡ
Ǹĵڶ˸֣㲻֪ô
û˺˵Ľʹͷָץ½, Եڽš
Ŀĵѹĵİο, ǲ˵Һ˵ؾһܺӣרϲܣ棬أ˵һе㱿û
ǲǺܻᡣ
Ҳû˵Ľָʱ򣬾ͺݺ۸ͷأ
ǲǺܻĽɥ˵֪Լģס
ǰ㻹˵ôԼԸġͷȻתת˵㵹ǿʲôۿ
˵ʲôҶԸ
һգȻָ۲Χʵҵ۾ڻе۰أӦûܿõġ
ĽһܾȵӣȻۿɼٶȱ졣
㲻Ըô
Ը...ֻе...Ľָֻȥ
֪㺦ߣҿԱ۾ɣ׼ˡĲ۾Ǳߴ˴գ͵Ľߡ
...ĽֻֽĿһĵ۾Ȼ쳤ӣ̧°ͣ˫ۣĵ۾һһǡ
ĵ۾˲ȻǱһ㣬ĽٵĵͷڸԼĺ
ߵģûұߵġһЦֱ۾˹ȥ
Ŷ
ȻղŵĶظһΣĵóԸıĽ۾
Ҫ˵Ķ̰ģ۾һתĽ㣬˵㲻֪󣬻õҵͷ

㻹óŻңǴҵŵĶҪˡ
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ֵǣ㻹ҵķˡˮ...Ҷˡ
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.......Ľ㿴ģһίģСֹģǲڶŪң
ûа˵仰ԼЦˡ
СڵıҲ̫ɰˣֱǸίСϱڻñ˿
...Ҫô
˵أ飬Ҫɣһ£ʣµ¿Ƿšô
Ľͷ˵
㲻˵ҵӦˡα۾ȴš
۾һգܸ࣬ܵĽԥ뺦ߣĦоڿԼĵҲʼ̣־òʣеȡ
оȵϢԼĴϣϸڿţһֱģԼȴĸоһ¿ˮȴżϵ촽...
ϵĴûеϱһ¡
ۣͿĽԼǰһٶȻ˹ȥȻ˵Żģ׼...
ˣ
е㡣ĽӺϵķ˹๾
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ĽգգۣʱûĻ˼
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ЩƳһۡ
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ĽķġɵúúõĿסˡ
ôС黨ǲݣŮ
סµ˶ŵ㡣赭д˵ǽʲôΣգʱ򣬰
ϣ϶ô
ôܿĵ㣬Ǿ͵ǰɡ̧豭һڣһվŵͥɫĿһ
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Ľ㣿½˲Լ֡
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ĵǶҪֵˣǣĽ֣յʣʱϲҵô
...Ҳ...Ľ㲻ֹ
԰ľɫˣŻƮһԶ˲һǵֽһ


36 
̫, ɹ˻԰Ļ䣬һֻ˵Ĳ¡
Ķͷһ㺹飬һֻЩп, һͲ̫ϲͱǣ֣Сʱ, ûôǣѧŮмùҲ, ǣˡ
ûϰߣò, ܰ¡
ǣ֣ôȵ죬ܸоĽĶ˺Ľɰյý, ʮã˵ĻҲȴǰһЩ
, 룬ǾӦ, Ͼֵǣһء
ҴȥطĽ˷ܵǸС, ·ڻȸԾ, ϴβ˵̫, Щطûȥô
˵ôʵе㲻ǵ˵⻰ȷʵ̫һ䡣
˵ϴΰǷŷ˵ġ
ɿ, Ľļ򣬰§ڻ, Сá
м;Ķæܿ۾ͷ
Ľһ̫ˣʹǷҲҪǵģô§§ʵǲ̫á
ĵûô࣬ΪĽˣһѯȲȣҪͷģԽĽԽ졣
ȥһƧԺӣԺӾƽʱסԺԱߡĴδ̤ĵط
ҵǰԺԺܶ࣬ǰֻǸͨʱԭסլֻһأԽԽ󣬲ŰլΧĵض½լӺԺĽǸطСʱ򾭳ˣĵط
鷿ĽĽţСʱÿ춼档
ʱһܿɰԲһԹ˳˳СֻϧŴûƬҪȻһҪĽСʱ򵽵жɰ˸ĺģСʱϲʲô
СʱҶд֣ҵ٣...
ⲻɣѧϰʱ󣿡
ꡣ
ǳ飬˼ҹȻһǸ͵ʱܻԺ͡
ֵ˿飬һЩֻˣǽϹһۣһɫĻһСŮڵϺ...
øɾ䣬ʻſţһ
Сǲ㰡
Ľ죬˼˵ﻭġ
ÿɰҺϲ͸ô
ҵʵɲ͸㡣
ǻ˰ɡ뻹ǲҪϻϰκˣĶ뵽һǸһĳˣڹŴֻȥ˾ôŮլԺô࣬ôǮȴ檶ûССﶼȥˣ鷿滹ǴɨĸɸɾһǳˣͿ¶˽ӡ
ǵٿ
ţáĽͷ
鷿ţָĽȥһߵķ䡣ǷһǸŮҵĹ뷿رɰʲôСŵģССӣͿԿĸĳ谮
תתĽִȥһССĿյء
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Сʱ￴ͥȭ
ŶƲƲ졣
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{ʹѾȫÿķݣȻϲ͵һֻ}
ǣ֣е棬һһᵽôʱ£ٴһأʱϲ...
Ļû˵꣬ͲĽ彩סˣɫҲʮֲáľԼһǴĽ㲻飬ϸĿڣʱĽȴ˵
Ҹøģ˵֮Ҫ̹ġĽ¶˾ģͬʱҲܸоڷ
㲻˵Բ˵ЩȥˡԺ˵ҪġİСŮӣһҪĺǻźá
㡣Ľͷ
ãšĽǣĽ֣ߵһƧĵطһ
ĽĻʱĽǶʱ
һ꣬Ľ꣬Ÿĸȥ˽⣬Ϊһֻһͨ棬ĵͬһͷ׵үү˵˵˺þãһ棬׷һɫĺԶˣٻͷͿˡ
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аˣԶ㡣
ҪүȥźǸӣҾͲˡ
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ҲöԶ㰡
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...Ľзᣬ֪롣
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Ľ㿴Ŵŵף˫ۣ촽ףϻմѪʱҵòУ뵽ղЩ˵Ļҵҡͷһ˳ȥ
⣬ˮҩѾߺܶ࣬ÿһ˼һ
ССһͯԭ°ģڳ˶Ψֱ֮Ĵڡ
µһ·ߣûеطȥȥ˲񷿣ڽڷ̵ڿޡ
ܺڣûˣû˻Ҳû˻ܵ˺ˣԼһţԺ͵׷ŷݵĳ
{˺ף......а...}
ֻ۾ͺˣҡͷҪ˵ˡһѱסĽ㣬ͷʵ˵ȥˣȫȥˡңҲһˡ
ĽЩ㶵Ļдź뵣ǡ
һһ죬һͬ緹ڣĽ㱻ÿࡣһڣĴ˸ǷֹҽеϢ
Ľһ㶣ɫС˵ʱúÿ찡
ҹرҪȵٿˣĽЩ䣬һ뵽ʲôͻȻָ̽ǽҿطô
һط䣬㻹һ˻ѽ
ҲԼһ˻Ȼ·ܼįĽ¼įֻҪĲߣڷҲûʲô
ҡҡͷҲҡ
ĽϵЦסϣĹһһ㰵ȥ
ЦûߣɵϡվԺһ˯ɣС
Ľգ۾ϲ


37 
ĿĽдӸղŵѤĹ𽥱ɻҰ, һһϣϲݱ޹Ĺȵס
Ľֻվԭأҡͷҿ, ֻһԼĵӡ
ڴأߡ
С˶ʹ, ԹԵ߹ȥ
ңڵǺʲôĵ, ǴϿĽ۾
...һ˺㡣ĽᣬҪһֱһ, һ̶룬ֵǣԼһв
ѾˣѾ, ǰǱнΪԼż˯һûйϵ, ʵĺ˽ô, Լȴ˺, ⻹, ˺˺ˡ
С˶ôĲ뺦, пֵʱԴʶģžԼǻŵġָƣֻҪԼǰ, ģֻҪܱ֤İȫ, Ľãһӣܺܿġ
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ᡣְסС֣΢Ľȴȵģ㶼õģа취ģҲԼܵ˺ˡ
Ľ㿴ģзˮƺ˼Ļ˼
ѵ㲻ÿͬߣӭϼĺգ
ǡĽżͬͣȻйһ˵ġ
˼ҵķޣ˶ҪһȴҪַ˯ҷ仹ôԶĺί˵ѵԺҪؿշ
żǿһסġĽ˵Լܱ֤һ϶ۣ˯£ǿԺһġ
ҲҪżҪÿÿҹһ𡣡
Ľûô黰ϲ˵ģҲһֱŵġרעĿġĺһ㱻ȣ֮ůʱ֫ٺ
СʹӦҰɡĵƺڿ󣬡뿴Ժÿһ۾ܿԷ죬Ȼһͬ˯ô㲻ϲô
ϲġĽԥһ£а취Լô
ǵȻЦӦˣ
š
ı۵˵黰Сҿ̫ϲˡ
Ҳǡ
Ұ·ĶĽ㣬ĽһӾߺˣңҪȥϴ...Ȼżܿˡ
ں濴۾ЦûˣСʲôãƤ̫ˣ⻹ûôأͺ޲ðͷҪԺ˵ʲôǻ...
סԣģޣʲôأҡҡͷͻȻɢȻһ˼
ʵڻһסʱϾû취Ľһ˸񡪡״̬ǣܺƽദһ˯һϣڰ
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ĺĽ㣬ҪûȥůСıӻ£ܹģ֣ҪΧڰͯǷݡ
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ҪԼԼͱĵĽҲĿÿǶӵš
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38 
, ĲԺǽ⣬Ͳȴ¿ĽܡǴ, ͷˣϣҪһЩĳʳ
ݰ׾˴ɫ˴, Ůһ˫۵ץ°ڡ
үԵİɡŮ΢, ߰꣬촽, նȥļֱƤǣɢҵͷһ˫ſӡ
ޱ飬ۿץ°ڵ, ֿһŮüһԵỊ̇Į˫, Ů֮Ҳһ亹˫ֽ, 뵽һĵܵ, ҧ, ץľ, ſǻ˵...㡣
˲δק°ڣûֱߵǶǻԺӡŮ·𱻳ϣ, ʧھεĿԱ˿ĵܵܡ
˴ű׿ѥһֻ̤ӲݵСԺ, һɳζͬʱһ⼸ȿֺ˭
ԺӲ󣬹Ưζ
üͷſȦԴ˯ȻȻ
Ȼѣ۾˲ǵĿˮСֹˡ
ļʵǱϢô
ûСȻһ죬ղγռء
û¹ܹɣԺѬˡ
⡣ȻƲ˵ոܽΡ
ҪӣڱôԹܻһԺеĳʣʱ߷ڵء
ٻңˣ͹ӣģԼûͣӲټ㣬ҳȻҲˣòһݲ°ɣڿֶˣܻɱ
...ָȻҧݶˣҪǰ˵Ļᶼûôһ뵽֪ʱܰͷּ
ͬ˵ת󲽵ƾɵСԺ߳Ϳſڸոץ°ڵŮڿޡ
...ΪûŮ޶Секǲˡ
ôһ......
ܶݵһָֻûаˡ
ϣ̫ˣ㲻ǿֻǳ̬ˡ
ֵ̯ȳǶ࣬о֮䣬̯ĽȺͷźӡܵĶӹ죬̯ǰŰʳζ¿ˮ
С磬ͷôճȺͷ
ܵѰǮһֻмͭ壬̯ҡҡͷ߼ĵҶ˽ȥ
ƹֻһۣ̬ȷܵſڣʲô
ֵǮĶͶˣֻʣԼܵͷ˿ż⣬һ˫ɫı׿ѥٵƹǰ
ƹһЦʮǮ
ܹŽŴӵ̳ȥ˸ڵҩ̣ץһҩȻٴߵͷǰ˿ճȺͷ򴽶̯˵˱ӡ
ǰװֵĴͷ̫ϲˣԥһ£Ǹ˿ڣǣͷɡ
ϣ
ŰͷĺҶһСҩصԼԺӣһţһСкܹ󺰣ղŻɱڵϣϲϲı㣬
һֲѵŮӺС͸ղŵкӲͷȴ꣬ŵǸСʱСǸŮӡ
...ŮŸܳŽסˣȻۿ΢ͷŸܡ
ѾСëҩһ¡εֺ
šŮӺܹԣӹҩȻĻȡһ˫ЬŵܽűߣȻŸɲȥҩ
ܰѴѾʹëеߣ򿪰ŵĺҶȾһЦݣǿ˰ͷ...
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һһܰͷëëϲϲܻӸĵܵܣСë...˰ͷ...
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ҳԹˡЦŶ˵
Ѿͷ룬һУתֻ˵ҷС͹ˡ
ܵĴ㵵ĿȻ΢΢Цˣеİͷܲζû죬õܵøܿˡ
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ֻû뵽ݵˣҲѰĲˡܵСë˴󲡣µǵǮˣͷºңĲ²ң˼ȵļͲĻֲСë...
һǮѵӢۺ߳жĲ֪Ҫôˡ
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Ľ׼ɽȥתһתȰҪҵһԸɽ׼ĽǱߣеͷۡ
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39 
ΪҪĽ, ɽԭ׼ͨҵĺ
Ͽ͵͵ĵŸ񣬳, ҲѰһȦ㣬ŷ˿, ΪͨӾȥֻڲɴϡ
չ桢, 㹻ЪϢɫĿϳ, ȽڳҲúȡ
ô۲ۣʲʣĹеĿĽ㣬ɽߵĻ, һʡ
ǲŸճĽЦ
Ҳǡļæ˵ǴˮʵĹϹ, и㣬ҪǶˡ˿Ҫ˵γ˸ϳĳ, ֻɽ, ĵһδĽ, չ˲, ԲŹڽš
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, ӲˡĴյỺ˵Ұ㵱˭ô
ѽ...ι.......
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ǰҵĳĺ«һڳȻۻ׵ĺԱߵɽ˵СӣӰѳӷ
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ΪȡŵðӷءҡҡͷСӣǰɵöɫ
ɽûе˼˸첲ӷ
һ㲼˳Ц˿˿ֵĽ̷γԱȡ
ģҴˣҲЦġ
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Ҫԭ̫ԶˣҪľ¥ҪĿ˶ǴԹ󣬶ЩֶסڳǶһƬϵĵͼۿԣǵλ̫Կˡ
ȥ߿ķԸɽ
ӣϿҲʡɽѵǱ߶Щ˺񡣡
ȥɡ˵꣬ǣŵĽЦЦô
ĽЦſҡҡͷۡ
ôأһĽôء
Ƭľɽ˵˼ȷʵ̫ʣǱ߼ֱƶߡ򻮷ԣǶǱ࣬㷢չóģؼҲˮǴߡϱߵһ˺ܶײİϢĵطĵطʹؼٱˣҲʺ⡣
帻ע棬ҲΪһЩӳ¶Ҫݡ³ǶϾϽȴһ·ûСһ̲ˮ˿Եĵط
ݻϸŵķӣʹש߷ҲǲƲǱ˪ϴȴδݡǽֵԵС̷˺ܶ࣬Ķûôĳʳ
ģڳʲôôںġĽС⿴
һЩıӰɡһ˼ҵСӣܳϾͲˡ룬˵ģЩˣڼֱòҪ̫á
ͣˣɽ˵ӣѾ֮ǰҪ۵ĵء
áȳȻĽ
һӲݺʯݣƣͬʱĵطƬǴͷ
Сô߬һĽָЦ
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ǣĽڽֵй䣬òڣָôԸˣнֱߵ̷࿴ۡ
ֵĳһݷ⣬һͨĸŮľϴ·ĽãĿ˺ܾãСʱ򣬼ʹʱһڸ󣬵ҲδܹҲźٳţʹҲ߷Ĵ·ԿЩЩʡ
㿴ţԶȴǻֱɲüͷָסĽĶ䡣
СӣҩĶ͵ҽ첻ץȥ...һҩǰһʮץһСĶ䣬СֻǱʹ࣬ȴûп
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ĽҡҡͷԥĿڶ˵ǸСǸŮء
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󵽸Ͳ˽ˣĽɫ䣬ҵĸ֪ΣôЩ۶ϰˡڲУԣЩȻѾˡ
ĽңȥסĵĶҪԼһС˶ֻҪ˵ˣҪ˵ˣЩܱԽôЩͱøˣԽԽ֣ѾЩԻõϡ
˵ԣǲ˵ĵģôãΪ߲ܵġĽʹĵͷᣬȴ֪ô졣еöģЩģõģϣԼ
֪ΪʲôĽôˣܹĽʱ飬кܶ໰Ľ˵־ЩĻնףܶĽ˵ûʲô
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Ĺˣ˶ڷ⣬ߣĽԼ·մ˹⡣ڣáԶ
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˵ױߵ˸Ⱦ, ο֮ˡ
Сÿɰһ·, һֱĻܶࡢ, ĽΪ˻شҲûоȥЩ˵Ļ
...Ľ㿴̯λϰڷŵްڼ, ʱգ΢΢̧, ͵͵ģɻ
ʲôֻܰſôܶôһĺ, ӦɶԵģһк, һŮӣȭͷС, ֵӺܿɰ
˵Цˡ, Ҳܶ...̯λǸʮĸ, ζĿһԵĽ, ü۴ЦĶС˵ֻްڴͷҹͷ......֤и޻ᶯС...
Ų㾪°ͣһӦȥĽ㣬ɲĽҲڿ
˵Ŀ, һ˲ĽǶǴһ, ּæƿߣһͷ죬һ˵ͷء
ǸЦ˵Ӻͷ˿»飿
ȣţĹƽ˵
ѽҾ˵𲻺˼Ҳ֮飬ҺҼǿӸճ׵ʱҲ죬ķˣѽǻˮ...
۾ԱߵͷĿָĽ㡣
ǹҪô
˵ҪҲΣҪʣݵһº󿪿ڣǸҰɡ
Ľ𾪵̧ͷġ
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ǣӡɽĶҪСɽˣڴ֮ǰѾһֶŻصˡ
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С̣ʵĽһʱˣǾȻнǼ£춼û׵ǲ̫ˣղײգ˵...˳Ļ...ֱ...
Ľ᲻ܺＱ᲻ǸСôûаȫУ᲻ҪϹ룬ѽǾᰡ
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аÿ㣬㶼ڹ֡ôĶأܾϻЩаԣЦ滢˸о
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ƣƣʲô磬أ
򡣡ҧгݵĳƺĽѾ޸ңôƺǲʰɡ
Ҳǣ˱֡ϻһЦ˿̯λǰʵúͱ÷
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ĳֻ˵仰ѡ
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öḧе٣յɽ΢棬ĿֻϧǶŵǰﲻɵӵܡ
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ǣүͷԥĿڣСͷûи͸ǵȵ˯!
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С˶Լ˲, §ָһЩ, ء
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ڴŮ, ŮҲڴ
̨ĻɢŵĹ⣬ĵӳĳůɫһӰŮе, ıһֱ, һ˫ڴ
Ů˲ϲĵĴеĶ̵, ׼ĵʺ, ˭, ô
˭һЦ, Ե̩ȻֻԼ֪ȫǺҵĵ̣üŮ˵ı仯
ĵ̣Ůӻɵظһ, Ȼ¶һã
ĿŮ˵ķӦƽ, ΪԼûʲô漼ܣеֻǸ·Ͷ˵и֪ǰŮˣɱһĲˣҲ׷Ǻˡ˵ĵҲûдɽׯӦԭĵģȻġ
ڲƭңҲɱ㡣ŮͻȻ¶еĶ̵ʶĺ˰벽е̨Ů˶˹ȥ
磡̵̨ײ̨䵽ϡ
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н£ðӣɱǷӷԸ˱ȭͷ
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ȥɡ»бۿһ۹ڵϵŮˣȻƿˡ
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44 
ع, ڸλϵû˵ͷһ˵ȶЩ겻ǸҶʱ䳤м̵꣬Ĳ, ֪Ҷ滹һӣ䲻, ֪ÿʧܣҶǵĲпͷӷԸġ
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лӡĵĻ䣬޷ӵļæл
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45 
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46 
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, ôôĽʶľȥסԼ졣
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ͥ۹ⲢûзԶҪ֪㶦ȶѽ...˵⻰ӽ¥ȥһף
Ȼͥɻ˵ĳţĽôûͣ
Ͱ˼⣬ľʹʲôֶΣǿŮĹ˳
ͥȻԭٴܴˣҲвʱ
ͥСӵȣƮƮ˵
ͥû˵ֻǵʹ۾룬{үѽ}
ͬʱĲһ˵...ͬ顣ʵ͵ŮͦѵģԣκŮūĹүͦѵģ˼СƢˣСڹϵãֿʼԴס
ԺŮԲ...ԲŮ֮˵ȣҪֱӴ˼ͷ...ֱɵ...ʱŮ᲻ᱻСԻס


47 
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, һ㣡ɴһԸ
ϣһޣֱٵĹ
˴γԼĿȻȷʵмɴͲҪҵ, ͳҵҵľͺãô, 
ҪôܱԼǮõˬοз, Ҫ˭, , ҪĽȥô, ǾҪǿʲô¶Ϊµľѣмве
˵ľ޵ģʱ󲿷Ӧ÷ĽϵģҪ, ҪһרΪˡ
ҪˣĿǵ˱, ÿһ֧ǵϸģ˲ֵ̫Ρ
ôúõΪأĥš
ͣԼõľ¥ſڣɽǰ·ں档һ¥ɢˣľʱǵĶԻ
ʲô...Ļ̻̣Ǽǿŵöҳ...
Ů컹С޶...޶Ҳ...
ɻôӽ㣿
︮ΪǸ˾ܴȥô...
ֻƳһְۣ߷Żصǰȥ¥ıż䡣
㡢ӣģšɽƿţȵԭӡǸ˼򵥵ĵܵܣգѾıһγ˲١
οɲ͵ˣĵ˵ϤĵܲǴȤɽ֪ڵ٩
İɣӣԲˡɽЦˣȻΪǹżķš
˳ЩζԼԼ׵ܵܺһҲˣĶȺԼϤһЩ
ĺĵμ棬ǰεӡرãܾͬؾᣬƺһֱԼԼʵԼʵ뷨öͬ䶼Ǵϻ۵ŮӣöԸһЩǸ˿͸ĸо
»ӡ£̬ǫ
Ĳû̫ྪȣ෴ϵһ㣬Ҳ㣬ҲҡҪôʹķӦ
Ҫ¡ͣһ£ּ˵ҲҪӡ
ΪʲôҪ㣬㵹˵˵
ǰЩȥ˺ܶ...ӿǳﱸµˣ²ڳ...
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ӿϰɽߣҲ֪ܵЩһȻΪЧͲͬҽЩȷʵ٣ֻð£ûжֻ۾ڶš
ʹҲѡһ߰ߵˡĵ˵˵Ļ෴
Ҳӻҵġ
Ҳ̫ƶΪʧ...˦˦䣬˷ţŵɽĳһ£ִӿ˵ŷ￴ŵĽ㣬ζӳ¡һҪǽܹͬΪЧͬʱ־ý࣬һ۰˳ӣĽǼ˸ӣΪϧĽ㲻ôƽһˣиһƬ죬κжĳЩ泬һЩж
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ûӣָúȥδӣȥӪκһֻΪŮӣʱ̱ȥĿû˻ȨʩչĲܡ
ҪһǣĻᰲȫķôĵܵܣôܷĵ£õܸܵģҪԼڣٻܱ...
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ҿԸһᣬĺãҾͿ㡣
˵
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Ľһֱڷǰд֣ԱĥԼСһЦһд̽ͷС㣬үʲô񰡣ʵ
ҺĵܡĽڵֻס֡
أһۡ
룬ѽŮӰһˣͱһƵģϲڱϡûԼ
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Ҳǻ...ſ...
ϳ£˳Ŵ⿴ȥĹٱںһ໥¡
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ĿüӿһֵĸоԾ⼸ԽԽңٱҪץǲɻ˭ҵĹﱻ˲˻Ͳðôץɻأ
²Ծ...룬Ժ⼸տ˳š
̾ͻȻ֮ͣĵһֻ棬һ˸ͣ£м飬óϵ...
үǼҹү...ʲôɻ...ͨͨ......
˸ǳ...
ô...ɽߵ˵...
ģüͷȭÿһ˫ɫĵĺѥأĹӣݰףüҴò˿һ۾
վλĹٱһߣϣļҵС
ٱЦ
Ϲ˵ʲôɽƿϵǰ
ôĵӣӹٲӳ͢...һǳ⣬ҿҪץĲɻ...ȥ..кܶնԶ˽
ԶĵطͣһŮӴСڿŲԶһУϴĿŰµ湫ӵһһ߶ǣģ


48 
˭Ҳ֪˵ǧ𱻲˻ϢǴﴫȥ, ֻ˵ɲ෹İ̸ʣݱ˼ҵġšٵ, 𣬽ϵץˡ
ԾǸѱĲ, һ˵յϢּԼĸͺһ, ϱһӪ, ͷмСմԾͱˣһӪļ
ԭַٵĽֵΪԽԽԱ塣δ˵Ů, ѳ׶ĸˣ׵ĺŮҳ, ڼﶼ䵥ϴҡڵӵû٣̸ʱҧг, ²ؼ, Թۡ
ֵϱסĺ, һµĸ, ǿӲĹٱúܶ˾ｫҪһϷٽĲݶ¥Ĵ򿪣˴ֻ۹̽ͷôһٱץɻĺϷ
컯֮£ôͺ˵˵ɽǰŭĵǼٱ, Ѫܲ˵ֻ, ԼƴҲҪסӡ
˵ɣӾ͵øһˡһٱ˵
һѣԼ¡վλĹٱЦš
...ɽŽ΢ۿ佣Ҫʡ
Сүүսʱ²ǻڳˮأվүүѵѵ...еĵȳʣֱָɽĻǶ˵ģСʶľ͸үүһˣǲɻΪͬһˣ
ǣЦڴϣ˼ָǷˣΪƾ޾ݵƾղ룬ԼҪһˣʲôЦܳͱ֣ƽͣ;ܣ
ү治ǴǸɻʵżϻؼͬž̬ۡǫǸ߽ͳǮ̫㣬缸Ը裡
˿Ǯ۾˲ˡһڣ磬ҿ´ҲǸɻġ
ǣ˼һúϱؼأ...ӹеǮϱΪ׵˺ǳ⣬㶮ƨ
ҹȻٲл...˵óѵĽ
ĵջأȴûе顣ү˵ЦˣֻǺǳԲѡ£º߾ˡ
ΪǸӣǵͷ˵Ǿ߰ɣ
ǣү
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ôϻ
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׸˭ҲȤһҲĴµı顣
֪Ҫ˵游ǵة...ү϶ҲȤ...
ةࣿŴ͡˸Ŵ͡
Ĺ٣ְ΢ĹٿԶԴĽߺ˵ǵةࡣһ¿ˮ΢΢ͷһ۲Զ֨ΪԼ˸̨ףţ......ǱãӦòҪץ... ؼͬž۰...
...֪ҪղҪǴ¸ö...
죡һĭڵϣһ
ԶˣΧ۵İҲһɢݶ¥ûֵҲֵ쳤Ĳӡ
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£Ů΢
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ذ׸...Ů˵š
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Сһ·ϳüչһֱԽԽԶеĳ벻ɢЩ
ղû°ɣ˵ղˤ˵¡
ͷүǡȻѸߣϾǼͣ˼һǿͿ
İǮû˵ʲôֱӿ˴šɽҪϣס˼żԼӣŴʲô֣Ұȥ...
ŶɽһĵıӰƲȥǣ
ĸ븮㿴ͥһˣеߣҪ˭ȥܡ
֣ͥôȥĶ
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һ㶣İŲæ˵鷳ͥˡΪǷǲġתȸղŸеĽԺӷߡû߼ĽʹҴҵ˹
ģƽʱׯԭҲôĲܲ˵ġ
ܡİĽ㱧˸ͷȥ˻һʱôô
˵вɻҵС˶һĽ͵
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ûаǣĽ֣˲УǾ˵ԼͦĵġЦһ£ʵٸпʲôһֱΪԼǸͦѵˣʵﻹǹ¶İɣһǱԼ롣ȵڣůŸԼ
Ľͷģûдת˲ŵˣȻ뵽ĵļˣһʱ䣬δ˵ĸĽ˼УĲ˵ȻҲȥʡ
ΪΣ
ûаĽͷСС˵Ժ㣬㡣˵ŮӶϧģģԺϧòã
{СɵϣǸӦñϧǸ˰}
ãϧң㣬ô
ţĽͷұúܺã
ô϶
ΪһֱľͺܺáҺܺá
...ͻȻͣסˣ鼫˵иɻ֪ôҲһɻ
򣿡ĽΪ棬ңô죿ҪҪߵôҲ᲻ȫ㲻ҪԶңң......ĿİͰ͵˵
Ǹ˲ɻ͵أֻϲߺһŴŴֹԹ˳˳ĿС~ĿƵĿĽ۵촽ָĦĴǡ
㣬˵СǲңĲɻǲ......ģҪ......
ǻط...


49 
, 㣬Ҹˣ
Ľ㣬𼱻, һ̶ȲˡߵСԺΪʲô, ѯʣ˭֪˾һƵĴԱ߾, 㵵Ŀصıϣ˨ϵ
, 㣬ʵûۿ
Ľ㱻ĵűߣһֻ޴С¹ãȻСĵ, öִӣǱֱ¸µ塣ֻڼĽǡ
~
ȲסĽ촽, Щ³ȻԺﲻϵԼҪһЩ, Ҫһ, ҪԼĽǰֵǸֻռ˵ġޡ
촽ѹ, ײһʱЩ, Ĳǰڽǵȸղһ㣬ſһ졣ɬֺܺߵС̽һͷȡ㡱һ¶촽, 촽˲ûзŵ˳Ŵ̽...
С~ĵȻ, ɿһ~
~ֻǹԹ˵ѣȴû뵽...ȻĽҲ֪ΪʲôԴͻȻһ棬Լվһ΢΢ķǰһֱתȦȦƵƵκģĲҪˣΣַֻ̧˫ֻġ
ĽֻĵĺˣоԼ˻ͷڲĿŵķԭľګͷƺҲڱȾһһ棬׷Ӧ
˴˵ĺǵ˲ŷֿͷŶͷ˴˶ζŸղŵǸŨҵǡ
Ľ㣿
ţ
ƺ˺ܶݡܾŶּ򵥵ˣ黰ڵḡ
ģΪղŵǣĽ۾ʪģŴˮո˵ʲô
...ĸϽһµĻ˵ҽô
ҶдˡĽգø㣿
á
氲ˣȻַѽĶӣĽգ۾ģɰ...ȵȣĽ㲻ҪȥöôĻعŷ֣ԼֻİСڻ
ȡεɿ֣εĸһ¶ͷҿдʲô
Ľ㵽ǰĥֽȥ̽ͷ
һͬһ˯ļһǣ＾һͷҶһѩȥ̤࣬Ϧһ꣬Ԫһƻ...֣ЦһֻǰĽдʲôȥ棬ƻ嵥һһɣû뵽Ľд򵥡
ѵ...Ľ͵͵һģָһ룬ĻӦô
кѣԺÿһ죬ÿһ꣬Ƕһд
ĽţȴЩĲҿĵ۾
{ԲģǲǺĻǲǺܻҳŵÿһ˯һͬΪ˶ռ㣬ҲбˣҲϣͱ˷㡣һļԶߡ}
{ŵҲԲģǸûĵˣСܽסǴΪҲ㣡}
дĹڼˡ˵ִд˺֣ܶĽ˶ɵˡ
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úõԸ嵥ӲĳԼ
ҿӦǽ...ˣǩ...ĵȻĽУǩԼĴȻѱʽŵĽ㡣
Ľ㻹ûи״ǩԼ֣ȷӦֽ֮Ժֽдôֻб˴ˣĿֻԼô
Ľ㣬ԺҪǸϲˣҾŹ㡣Ĺ¶һ׺ݵı飬ǵһμʱ
ģĽ޲ðͳֻ֤ϲ㣬ģֻҪ㡣⣬ЩȷСʣҲֻҪô
⣬һҪռݲµˡҲǳĺĵˣҲҪ檳Ⱥӡ
ԣҲֻҪô
ľúصһڹǰĽ㷴ȷǲȢЦˣ϶Ļش𣬡ǣֻҪ㣡
ĽЦޱȵĲãԼոյСĻھεͬĽģʵдΪһֱңûʱϲˣҡǲǺܻϴĺӣСĶ£ƫƫԼʲô˲õĴ£ϴ̬ȳϿּС
СɵӰ붺档
㲻ԵСĴ˴ĽգĽ㣬˵ҪҪӽ쿪ʼ˯أʶ仰е㲻ףæ͡ɣҪʲô
ͷеã
㡭Ľͷ촽뵽ոͷǺ˵䶼͸ˣʲô
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찡˵Ľʲôһξ챿ˡ
Ľ㱻⼸仰˵˶ˣ
ǱһƧһӵլԺͤ䲻ֻҪӴ˾ˣֻĴҴһƳҶ־̾ǱʷƮݣҶϾɣ˵Ĳ
Ҷľ̾ͬſڵдµͨͨĲҲûкܾޣǴ¾ɳ̶ȿǴּⶼǳͬһ֮֡լҶµģֻǺд
·ڴͣҪ̾һһϸж֣Ҫ̾ڴլĵλ
լǵܻʵεĴͥõļլͥóң游ǵʱСĻʦ游ǱʼȡΪ٣ֻ游͸ĹپģһͥòĹҫ鹡
ͥñƽӹŵʶˣڵӻǲܴûȨƵɢү֮ʱͿе֮ࡣһ·ӵǲʥϻʵλ֮ʱǻȥĵģöӮˣͷûвˣܰŮ޵ʹǵλȹˡ
ϧͲһͲһ
ôûץˣͥ𣬵µĳһ
ˣѾˣҥʼͲö֪
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Σӳ...
ӳƨҵ涼Ƕˡ
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ޣޣޣ֪ޡͥصİѲ豭ˤ˵ϣɱƬŽĵǣűľٶŵ˵ĿȻֹ
ͥ¶׺ݣҧгݵ˵һҪǺ˻ң
԰棬ܿ涢һ使޵ĺ컨˼ƮԶ
죬˵׸Ů顣ѾСЩȥϴ֣ѾߴȸһͣĿ׸ҵŮòжôʣʱֻҡҡͷѾ˵ӵĲŻòҪ
ڶһμǣǱμǵıһߣԵɺô飬жһѷ¡дȺɽۣ֮ľ飬ֲȱ֮¡ΪȣѾȥ˻԰ˮɴʣƣƷ
ʱֻһȻһУ˰ץɻ֮Ժ涼С
֮գ˹ԼĴš
ܿߴǶ仨ƿҡҡͷ̫Ҳɣ
С㣬ôһҲżأСװףȴѾ߿ɥһίĵᡣ
ʧ֪Ǹܿɫƽǲü޵ʹԹȥˡ
⴫㣬С㽫ҲѰ˼ˣ
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ΪҷҪˣ
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ĿĽ̵ЦȤֻǱ˵ôá
ǰһõġ˶ǷʱԸ⿿ң㿴ʧصңҲȻԸ߰ң谮ҡҪ֪˶δһ㡣
С𣡹ס
㲻Ǹո׹
һ
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ģҪ...
С...һ...


50 
ӱƿƵһ, ˼ٵĴϢţΪղͷǣ˶еȱ, ȺƽȺ΢ת, дĿֱϵС˶
ĽɢһֽߵĴУĸȡ֡Сһ, ΢ӣշ, ãȻ֪롣
ӵģģ
ôɰĹﰡôԵС, ΪʲôûбĶԴľĽйܺͶҪáĽ㣬綼
{С, ҪĶ㣬, Ҫʲô}
Ժ﷭̾ʱ, ĽЩΪĴӴ, δȥϻ¶һ, ֧ţңң...춼û˵һĻ
ôˣҲӴ
...Ҫ...ȥһ...Ľͷҿģ˫۾, һͻɵɵİʵ˵, У֪
ȥͻȻ֮ҪȥˣղŻúõģѵǸղǵ̫ͶС̫ɫˣɵˣѯʣȥʲô
ң...ȥé...
ŶĿڴΪĽÿɴʣĽ㴩Ьһɵ㶵ڹӱǻֲĴ򿪹ӣ͵ģȴڿ˶Ҷˣεվһߡ
Ҫȥô
áĽƿţÿſںŵͻȻ֮ҵ˾ǣҪſѯǷҪʳ֮ʱĽ㼱æţһߣ˵һ仰
Ȼĵͷ
¿͸ɾȥѰĽ㣬û߶ԶͿĽл㱵ĴվţƺڿšΪΪ¿գżܹȥС㣬ȥӰ¿㻻...
...Ľ㿴ֹֻҡҡͷЩʧС˵...¡
˵Сһ̶ֱܹôǰ
ĽԾһյӣոиоñͷǵʱǴƣеļȡŶԷϢ...ǸʱСһů...Ϊ¡
ոȥ鿴ֲǣ֪ΪΣãȻ޴룬ʵǶŮӣֺ֪η˼ۻ࣬ô֪
ôˣô֪ʱѾӷߵߡ
ûûʲôĽɫҡ
ǲ...ĴսĶ䣬Ҹղ...㲻ˣ
ĽĶϣֻҲжץģָоΪ飬ֲòϲָо
ֻͣƬ̾˵ľ룬֪ĽƤʡԼǲ̫ǸˣĽԼ飬ΪĸԤԼĿ
ǵģֻǡֻǲ֪ΪΣҲ֪ʲô
Ľҧ촽½󶼱ŪͰͣѡ
ˣˣˡĴǸĽͷҲã̫ļˣɡ
Ľ㲢δĵǾʲô˼ֻ֪緹ƻ衢ɢȻԡ£ÿһճÿһ£ΪģױˡΪˣ֪ϲãǣ֣ɢ·˵˵ЦЦǰϲɢֻϲһڷΪڴɢʯ·ϣϲɢֻϲһĸо
׺˵һףһˣһжǲɫģ貶ֲǸʲôʱģʱ¶ˣΪԶˣֱġ
ĸо˵ҪŨ࣬Ǻӣ£ΰɽͣɫҲãҲգͺˣЩ޹أΪϣǣĵ˾ֻõģġ
һ綼۹С˶ϲŲ
ϨķһƬڣûй§ñԼġ
ôˣôڰС˶ϵԼҪˡǿŲԼʶң¾Ŵŭˡ
Ľ㲢֪ʱڱšԼ
{ģǸСɫƦ}
ûϨ֮ǰĽԡ֮ĵ۾ǲĶӣΪм˯ʱ·ᱡİɫ˲ѱĽĶǶɫ
ǵķɫ֪ʲôƣǻݣԧ...
ĸ֪ԼҪ벻ҪĿӲĽ㣬ϵ¡
˯һŴϣֶȷ˱˴˵⣬ǼҪ룬ûôĽ㣬ȻԲܲȫԼĽô룬᲻̫...
أĽôϲԼ֪ԼҪһԼİɡǰôе᲻ǲϲ...
ľᣡľҪܶĽͺˡ
ľˣתһӡоߵ˲֣٣Ϊ˯ˣֱ۰˻Ǹһ˯ʱĲ̫ϰ§˯ڲ§Ľ㣬ܾȱ˵ʲô
ĽղŵĲɢ߬ĵ½ǣܸġ
¹ͣ׺ҹ֪˿̣мΣ
ٵĴϢǳԽˡ۲ŮӲĴſǻĿ
... .........
һ̣ԣһ...Ǽ͵ģ³Լ
.........㣡Ȼǲ˺˵
Ȼ۾һĺԭֻһ.ΡޱֻһΣڣʱǸǵԼ
ΪոǸΣĲԼĳƿһǣҪ´ȥһ¡뾪ŵĽ㣬Сİִһһ
еգ˯е˶ϾѣɳƣһһĻĵ֡
......Ҫ...
ʵղеĳغϣĸȴıץס
...Ҫߡ
ϣҲҪôĺͷ΢΢һ£֪˵Ĵ𰸣ȴҪʣڵһɣȴһ϶
۾ĽʲôҲǰֻһƬڰԾɻشţ...Ҫ...
ĽһҪʲô
ءǸԼͻȻ֮ˡ
ķѹԺĽϣڰѰĴȥʲôˣֻҪڡ
µ˫§ĵϸԼĻӦ
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51 
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Ľģ, ɴʡÿһƫͷֿ˱Ƶߵ¡
~ܵķ, ֻһ΢СԼⳡλ澪˰֡
.........ΪҪˣ
¡ıŲ֣ɵůϵļ, һһӣСս, ٴůĸоͷٴλ磬һһӸǹǣٸǹ, ˶ҪؽѰٵ, ҪҪ...
...߬˼ϵ...˿̵Ĺ̡
ô...ţ
Ҫ......ҪŪ...
һЦ, Ȼİ, ǲ, ҵ~ϵ¶, һһŵװϡ
ֻϣԶԶ뿪Լ
լԺĳһ̴ƮһƵ̣֮ԽԽŨڿɢ뵽͵ľĳһ䷿Ŵ, ۾ŹǷ˳ʱδ, 󲿷ֵļͶѾʼæµñӣæӿŲȥò
ι˵ү...Ƿ...
쿴...ҿ˿Ȼص˵үСĽ˷
ģܳԵô
˵ǹүС...
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ô֪Ǻ˵
㲻רŸС͹үϴˮô
ֻǸˮġ˲Ӳһüͷ룬˼ֱǴĳ฾ҴɲЩֻСүռϴˮܶý˸˵
²ȥ¯䷴ԽԽ죬¯ҲԽԽˮཹཱུķðݣæȥҨӣˮһưһưҨͰˮͰ˾Ͱᵽľȥ˲ƶӳźҲźСӵԺ...
ۼһУŵûִС˶һ£ĽסͷСϺѽ
šһܸоõĸĽ촽˵ϻδȥĳ죬ӵĳطϡͷĵĻɽ߬ĵò񻰵½ǡ
۲ۣһģһ϶ûô˯Щھ𣬺ڰùķΧﲻֻڸסĽĺߣͷųеҰޣˣϾͲǡֻĽôõˣĿƣϵİʾԼҪΪĽǸġ
һ㡣ʵشֽһ£...һ...
¶΢Ц֪ʵʵϲô
ʲôĽ˼ϸһԱԼˣľͲϲˣһ˺þöûֻһĻꡣ
ǲϲ
ûСĻȴżķϣԽԽСĲ˵ûУûвϲ
Ǿϲ...ϲ
Ľû˵Ĭϡ
ЦЦջҪĽѭ򽥽ԭԹԵСҲϲܣҹС˶ȰﻹҪɰԹɵĽߺ˵˺ЩﶼͬĻ
ǧģõǽһ
ģ
ţ
һС˶ְ˺þãĶҪΪĽ˯ˣֻѯʣķô
ϸ룬Ͻ˵ţϸ˵㡣
Ϊʲô㣿Ľ߬ĵ½ǣ½Ƕ߬ɸСί˵·ˣҲ...ôͲˣΪĵӣһˡ
ĻĽپȥҪˣ˵ҵ...öҪãһġһһİԵ...
ĻĽ˶ŷۣգӡЩںҹܲǼù⣬˼չǰںڰ§ĸӦܿüĵطִҪĿԼׯţ紿ֻһԽԽˡ
ͷ΢ңӻֻűԼҪ֪ĳЩطǺۣǿ϶޲굽϶С
ôˣ
ģ·ϡ
Ұҡ
ͷһ£ڴ˺ܾãֲ֪ʱ˵ϣǶڱҵˣֻǱͰ͡
ȥüµġĵҲûõȥͺȫӣ½ǲ㱻ץһ
ĵǰ棬ΪĽ㷭µ·ĽԼǸӼֻ۾޹գͣѵһû·С
ҵˣɫĺòá
ţáĽ첲Ҫ·ʱ򣬱ûסһµߵߵĵɴ۾
Ҫˣ
ѾֵĳͣСԺߣվԭûжʵʵĵȴŴСѾķԸ
ңרźĽļкܶ࣬СԺֻһʹѾͷҪΪĽ㲻ϲˣҲϲ֡
ˮƵԡ
СүС㻹˯...װͰ͵˵ҪƳӣĦͰᵽԡСһ...
ǣǣǣ
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һжһֶһˣ
뵽С͹үĻû뵽һҲܲͬѰС㰮ɾ֪ģļʱҪϴһ裬û֮ǰôȣϴˮȻ׼ţһֱйүͲϰϴģΪˣͰˮ͹
ּһвѰ
ֶϴ軻ٵԣԵľ緹ˡ֣С͹үе㲻ԾСһγԷʱȫ̲ү
ѵǳˣ»СڲӦ罺ôô˭Ҳ˭
С㣬ү͹ӣңִǳһ֮ȴĺĽɫ΢䡣
ڿĽ㣬ĽԭҪ͵ͷҲ̧һ㣬ġ
߽㣬һ룬תߡ
һӣҷ˿˿𣬶֭ζϸϸ׽촽һһĽ͵͵Ķ죬Ǻɫ֭ˮ䵽ĵĴϣһĽֵͷ
ӣͦ...İʢӣҵĽǱơ
.....ˣһ仰Ҳ˵
죬ŵĽͣ˵ӣ! 
֣˲ԼͬǸ˵黰·͵ԼߣĴ컡
Сӣó԰~
...~
ЩܻǼ߳ܣ´ٵǸʱ̣ɻǻ˵ǼҲҪ밮˰ֻб˴ˣﰮķʽҲǼֱӡֻº찡ǧ˵
СҴҲġĴ˴ίС˶̬õĵǸ
...ģе㻵
Ϊҵϲôʡ
Ľҡҡͷһݣǹģе㻵һǺϲϲ...
ŶǿôأΪ˱ĺϲϲҲϲϲòã
ţ˹ĵͷ


52 
Ӻĳһʱ̿ʼ滺
֮ûٳ, ÿճԡϴé⣬ʱ̶ĽһĴլǸмɽл԰нкɽ, ؼĻĽļһԴ, 㲻Ϳǧ
ԽĽദ, ԽᵽԼϲŨ, еĺֹĽءҹ˾ʱʵĽһģĽˣ˭, ҵ˱˴ˣΪ˱˴˵⡣
ʲôʱľԼǱİŵģ, Ľӹűȴ˲ԼҲҪĵĸǱӵʱ򡣴ÿٷʱ͵͵ƳĿԼʱǺŵ˴Ϸ͹ʹϹϲʱ, ĽЩͨ, ᲻״İЩִֺˮĵһ۾ܿλϡĽĳɳ, ԵõĶõ, ȴ֮󣬹ִҪõԼ
ദʱԽԽ࣬ķ˺ܶĽСܣЩأĲǸ˼е˿ܶעⲻճ顣Լᶼ, ԼǸñˡҪʲô, žҪԶ뿪
ĽĺۣСǵԼܶܶమܶܶలȫУĽкööİ취ʱеǷǷġ
ţһ߾ӮˡС黭ͨĽȣִѧļֱǷϲģҲǿĽ塣
ԡĽĶ̣Ȼִָһöɫӷŵ롣
һŰںԱߣСǰ־͵֣Ҳ̫⡣Ǵӵֿʼòã
ãĽһź¡
ҪҪĵʲôļװ˼һ£˵ҪӦӮ˵һκ¶
ʲôأҪû취ءĽԶԼǸ˵ˡ
һΧ֮°ҲһҲأôĲģЩ˷ܵ˵
á
ŴЦóСֵͷץ棬ҪһȴֺһĿһߣһߡ
⣬...ˣ
Ľ̸ܴһϷֻҪһѧᣬһرĵǿһСѧʼĴָù
Ӯô
ǵģӮˡ̧ͷĽЦЦüëȼʤҲѾҪϰˣֱɣĽ㣬ҲӦս
ţãĽӦԭܼ򵥣棬͹ԹԴӦ
ϺӰӶ󣬲֣ףСˣһ˽üͷע֣һʱʱ͵͵ڿˡ
ȫעģôĺƿ۾ʲôʱʼԼôԸ͵͵ĿĽҲ֪;һħһһʱǣÿܶණһأÿһ춼ŻĸԼϲԲں˵۹⣬ǣ߹Ⱥ˶Լ衱ʱģԼﶼԼаȣôĲأ
ιСӮˣЩĽ㡣
ŰѾһߣĽһ΢ЦǰӮˣ
СûӮôҪӮҿԴӦһŶӦġһ߼İӣһ߲˵
ջ󣬺˲ȥҡ
ĽԥûҪӮҲûҪǸӮ˵ĲͷĵĻӮˣһ...ԶԼһ
ûһӮġľ£ĽӮ˵ڶ֣
һඣҲҪԸķģɣƶԼһӮƵġ
ţĽ㻰ˣһ˫۾޲ð̴˸ĺӮ
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С˵ӣӲĺó......óԣ£ĴǳЦ
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žһµϣĽ޲굽طȥ
ˣһĵ⣬թӮˣ
...Ľ̾˿ųʣҪӦʲô
һûã־ݣ뵽ٸ㣡
ðɡ
ֽдţĽǷһ£ֻҪᣬĽضΪ֤ʱơ
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šĽ㾾·Ŀ̣뿪µĳԵġ
Ľٿʱʣǲ˵ʲô
ɲһ...ĽҪôµġرҪǸǸдģԼԱ־ݡ
ð۾䣬شرɴ࣬һֱһ
ϣ֣ĽӮԸĵõдġŵ־ݡ
ҪҴӦʲôأػĽ㡣
롣Ļشؾġ
ôĽ̽ʣʵϻġ
ţô죬ҲģһɣߵǰóֽٶۣȻҳֽóС鲢ֳ֣һָĽ㣬һԼĽд¡
ĽÿһֽдĶǣϣԼ
İֽһ˵ÿӮһ֣Ӯ˿ԴѡһֽǿҪԷƾ֤ѡԼдģҲѡдġô
ţĽԵȻǰĲǵ
֣ӮҪǱӮֽĽõĸһ㣬Ļ϶Լдģֻһдġ
ĽЩֽǱһ㣬豭һڲ衣
{Ľ㰡ַֻʽףҲǿԶҪģһ֣ᷢûֽһӦÿҪһԶߣԶ㣡}
ˣȥԶɡ
ȥѶĽЩֽͬ־ݵŵ룬һźɫĳ񲼰ϸķŵӵ¡
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԰Сȿֺ֣ü֮һƺʲô֮¡
վԱߵͥıȭԼռϢ֪кЩ˶Ųɻ»ˮһЩ˾ɻǽ԰ֹС޵ʹȥΪҵġټϽСӵĻ£ںö˫۾֪ٺͽ԰أ
Һͽ֪˵ǻ»ϲ£
һɣСͳ˹үĵϱʹйʲôӦҲʲôԽ֮¡ͥûм˵ȥ
κ˶ܰĴĽߡһԶڵ˵˵ЦЦˣüͷĸʲôأ
˵үӳ⣬ǩСڿ⡣
еģͳЦ
λүǻأͥʶԼʧԣϱ졣
һ紵㡣ǻڣֱˮҡҡͷ˵ͦġ
שļ¯滹ʮ˵⴮߬һѾ˵ģһ֧ݸĽ㣬С̰
ţĽӹһЩɣܳô
㲻ԼգҲҪʦİɣɺóˡĴڵĽš
ĽҲһ飬۾˲ˣζû̫ھޣֿģԭҲԵġ
Ҿ˵ܺó԰ɣǲǸøлʦ
û˵̻ͽܶʦ仰ô
Ҳ£ΪһиġŲĽƮƮ˵֪ˡ
ģ...۸ңĽ᲻ĵֻܾ쿴ġϣֱСһڣ
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ˡ
ǲ֪ﳯиȨıⳡ˭Ӯˣ˭ˣڱ˴˵߽˴ˣһһԼԷ
ðⲻƵķ


53 
һյɫĵ, ļβɴŵóΧŹת²ݣŵԹҹļӲ͡
Ϲ˸ǳ, пľӱߣʹͷε̾һ
˼ҵôžƺ«Ƶ߹, ѰһľƳʣ㸧һҶ, ܰѿʱ˷
㶼ҿˣɽҵĻӶϵ޳ſɧ, Ѿöûнйˣŷ˳Ժ֣ŶͲȴϰ꣬ȴ, ϣԼ׷ǸǿߣдԹԵɳ⼸ա¡ĶŮ鳤, ڳбٱʱĵü˳ۡҵ鷳Ҳʵ̫˰ɣɽĵڴֵ̫, Щʧ
ΪĴ٣ƺ«, һھˮ, ɽûзƮƮ˵, ʲô¶Ҫһʱ֮죬Ҫķֱ˵ĿģҲҪȷԼĿģü򵥵ķȴҪ˼ӲӲǲç򣡡
ʶˣʲô˶㿴ҵǸʲôˣ
ǺЦˡ
Цʲô
˰, ѶѲ⣬ֻƾ輸¸һ˵ȫ, һпǺùٺͬʱҲǸʼˡһɷȴһǸøףԲһˣû¶֮ǰе˶...ͷҿ׼׼֪ҵӡȷʶһ˺ܶʶˣҼϻۣ˼ϸȴӵ۽ҪߵŮ...
ǸŮӣںδɽһģ뿴ӵ۽ҪߵŮǺεȵģˣһҪһ
ȥ˺ܾˡƮԶ
ɽ˭ֻδھһٻɽɫɽү㡪
ʲôӽңԭһݵ˲Ⱦϲɫӿ죬æ仹кͷˣѰأ֮䲻ε¶ϲá
ҡҡͷͷһھƣģǸʲôˣֲ߿գǸֻǿкƤҵġЩŮӵľô紫һİŮľǳİһˣ
һƽѵüʶˣϣµѪɼ̳Ųϣϣ޵ʱﻹܼ֤ʲô
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ӣɽǰѯʡ
ҷ.ӣҪȥǷ֮ϡɽûΪηҪҹݶֵֻߵߵİ˵ȥ
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Сĵ㣡
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ģĽֻ־һ鲻Խĺ֡
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㲻Ҫ...
Сݶ֮ϣƽˣĽ㿴ϵķǲԾһ̾

ĽͷܾȵĿģô...
ḡ컬ࣿ
ҿûô˵С˶꣬¶һЦ֪ôСʱ򿴼ͥ...ʶĲϲôУʱĿڣͥݶ֮ϣһֱҲȥֻǵ׶˵ŮӲûأҲΣգҵԸݶ֮ϣҵƯںܿġ
ĽĻԺһ档Ľʱݶŵ...СôվȣԼһģһˤˣʱĲСôҲ棬ͬһˣͬ˸Ըȴȫ෴
ģ
ţ
ʲôأ
ûʲôֻ...Ժ󶼴ڼòã
ԱߵС˶չ¶ϲãֻͣƬ̾ͱȡû˵ֻǺ΢ҡҡͷ
ô㲻ϣôΪ仰ܿġ
...Ľһֹӡ
ĸҡ
ֻҪ㣬ҾͿԿİǶ...ֻңǲģֻľá
ΪʲôôãҲԳΪҵȫľԼĺסˣ˵ĻɱɳƣҪ˵Ľ㣬ȴԼնԼҲҿ϶Լ˵Ļ
ңҸϣȥϲ£ֻҪ㡢㣬ҵҸҸģҪʲôϣܰȥΪҷʲô...
أȥ룬أ˭ȥ롣
޸룬Ҳ룬ѾʵˣģĽ۾ʲôҶ...
Ľ㣬ۿбᣬǾůģһһҪʵ࣬Ҫߵ˼緢ܹ仯ܶʱֻܶϣһܹԸ⡢ȥ...ҲãҲԣȴһδεĻʧ
û뵽һգõ˰ˡҪĽ߳٣ΪĽӢۣȴ֣ԭĽ߽Լ߳ãˡ
ĵ𽥼ᶨûһͷԼҪʲôûһηģΪĽһƬ졣
{Ҫÿһ¶йءĽ㣬Ϊһδĳ谮ͳͳ㣡}


54 
ݶ֮ϵӵһ, Ľ΢оʲôӽű߻䣬ԺһաݶڵϷ, ӱɽ쳤ӿߴˣ, һ
ģС˶彩Ӳỽ
ţɿĽ, ͷ, ݶŵ˰ɣ
ĽҡҡͷЦ, ʲô£
ѽСѽ, ̲סҪ~
Ľŵֱס죬ǰĵ٩Ļ, ܲ˵, , ôءĲ, 棬Ҫģ
úúãġЦ춼Ҫֵ˶ˣСͰ͵˵Щ棬ǿ治, ֮ǲڷʱôǿԵģҲû˵, Ļ˵һǷ֮Ȥ˵ͳ˲ɫˡ
ǿ䣬Ī⡣
ʵÿǵҹǴˣûʲôر֮˾Ǿýڲͬҹ·ҹ߽˴˵Ŀʼ
ϵôÿôĽڿǿգڿĽ㡣
ÿĽһҸЦǺýֺܿҺңԶأ...ʶʲôͣڴˣЩŵĵͷ
ĵĸһԭ˵ʲô
...ĽЩԥԼָǸ˵ĺӡ
˵ôңԶأҲǸָоôסĽ֣ٺˡۿҪ˵ָȳޱô
...Ľ۾ŵӣ۾˲ˣƺڵԼô˵ǵĲˣǴǳܣҲ˵˲˵ĻĲġĿ粽ĵ۾Ҫ͸Ĵ֪ˣײ񲻵ûᣬܵԽԽ΢֡
ǵǽһġ
ԭĽš±һ㣬Ľţģ
ţûбҲûֻǺĸԼûϵ˵ʱԸңһֱڡ
...Ȿ˵ĻദĵΣôĵȥܡĹ۲ģ֪ճϢеϰߣ֪˴󲿷ֵʱֺǺǵģ֪Ҳǹ¶ġ֮һ֪ľǿսϵһˣңԶءߣǵһͻ뿪Լĳŵ
֪˿ʲôĸ֪ǧǧִʻ㶼ݲĲ֪ôӺ˵̫ˡ
һھ׶Էжãİ±㲻ᡢлɡһ˸öãֻ㣬㲻ʧ֮⣬˵ǻܼᶨܲ...ǣôף
ңеʱ...һһɿڣе뷨õרעּᶨ񣬱㿪ʼһ㵨ӣҺԶƵġ
ҾﰡŲŲһֻ߬Ľ㣬ֱ۰ڻиоһô
ţһˡĽĻ˲䡣
ҹķеģֻƬһƨɶģɽ
ǣµȴŷԸɽĽ㶯ӣкηԸ
ȥü
ϣɽӣûĵ˼ֻҴԶȥıӰҴһ𼱻ǡ
ŴɽɽϷҪĶϡ
ĽỺ˵ҹٿһǾͻطòã
ã
ĺĽһɽƵԶλãǲԶԷʲôԸȥ
ݶϵడһʹˡϵӺͷιΪʲôҪˡ
žĸ...
ɽĻعͷÿƺͷӵɽɽΪӵŵĺĽ㣬ŵ˶һ𣬡...
ҹɫôĺȻδñˣֻɽ
......˵İɣ
㲻...תͷ¶΢ЦһĽ㣬ͬģһЦ
...ʲôѽɽӵʬ忴Զôֻһͨҹ
ͬĻŵžվˣҸһŵͰ£С͹үҹ￴ǣǲΪʲôǷҪǷ֮ϣҴլʲôطûаͤӺܶ࣬Ĳt̨ܹڵĽֵҹܿҹйĹţܱǷ֮Ҫɣ˸Ƿֻ֮ϴЦĶԻ
Ժ󰡣ȵʹˣɻǣʱ˵ѽݶ֮ϣһҹжôô...
ǻôĽЩʡ
ᰡʱһ˵ҼǵҼǵ...ϷȻ˺ܶƬأ㻹վˤȥӢ۾ʱס...
˿ű˴˵췢˿Ц
{ǻһֱһֱһôģ}
{ĲΪ֯ŲɫΣǻһһʵ}
˴󣬸ԡ£һ㣬Ȼص䣬пڴ߿һƬҹ߶ĳһƽûв˿ûкĽһǰɣЩء
ʵ...ô˵أһ֮ģڵĶûбһ˵ĳɳԭͥµĺۼô׵ıĨȥиıҲһǳĹ̡
ʵĽջ˼ֻװû˱Լ˽ԼҲĽһһᡢƵˣƫƫͲǡΪԼǣŸ֪ƵĿɹűĽ뷨ʡԸûиı䡣һˣ԰ԼȫһޱĸĽ㡣
ƣܵαװãҲװʱƣֳһһĽᷢáʱĽ㻹ᶨƵԼô
ҲǸСһ쵱ԼжķȫȫĽʱ򣬶Էʧȥˣ浽һ...
ϣһ졣
ġƿµĽ㻶ϲϲĽԡ꣬ջźΣŵĽѾԡ֮󴩵ĿЬϣֿɰģСܵǰСԴǲǵżѽ
üĳƿС˶˲ɢˣˣֻҪûǸɵֺǵġ
ѽеż!
ѾϴˡˮѬ˿̿ĸ졣
˼趹ĴսĽգͣƬ̣ĽΪҪӱܵȴûеŴǵͳĻҪҪȥ߿
Ľգգ۾¶⡣˵ߵߣĶͫ׷Ŵ󵽲š
ģϣвԶصת
ʱӮ˵˻õĲͷһǱƵķŵӵףһóŷǰؼд̫ˣҪҪһǻġ
ĽǺһʲôҲû˵굽˴ϵıߵİѱͷŴŹȥ
ԽԽأСůĴܶ˵ָƽ΢ģɴĵϾͱùˡỬϥǣȻ󵽽ףţҽţڵ
~һգĲϣ˫ֽĻסϷ֮˵Ĳӡ
ڣԶô
ý~
ϸİɫ޲˳ûҴɴʷ϶䵽ߵĽ̤֮ϣһһ˿ĳ
ϵҡҷе֣ҪȻͱûйϵĴķ紵ϨˣֽƬһдţҹȼ
һֽƬд֣û壬һС紵ֽƬ֪תȥ
ССֽƬһݵĴɫ֮Сܡͬɽ꣬еĸдֻԼ֪
ģҪڻ...
ʲô...ţ
......


55 
, ڴ֮˯Ůϡ
~һƵĺŮӷ˸ͷסͷ, ˯չҪռŴ, ǡ״ܵĶΪ, ҲΪʹǼϢء
峿ķһҲ, Ƥ˺ëܵĳ˳ӣѱĽѾѰԴ, üͷ滺
˯Աߣ˯˹˳С˶ë΢΢, Сϴı۾...
һҹ֮ԭ˯ڴĽ˿˯˴, ˫˵ıδصĸ, 󲿷ֶĽ, ں˯ֻ˱һ, ѹ˽ôǵģôôűأ
ǸС...ĽѱŪ˱ǡ
.........֪ǲĺ첻
ʲôĽĶĵߡ
......Ȼĺ...˴˯ˡĽ㻹Ļ, ĵƤܰģ..., ҿĽ˵С࣬ȷʵһ¡
˳Ľòװĵ˳ѾͰˣؼ·...Լġ
ĽǺһ·ߣر鸴ӵĿģָĴ˴ĵǣ죬...
㲻Ǻϲô۾ͻȻ˵
ˣŵС˶Ӵϵ㣬ʲôʱѵģ
...ı۾ȻʧС˶
Ľոգû͵...˵ж㣬ҲŰ...ûпʲôûп...ʵҲǲҪģֻһ㣬һ...Ľ㻹Ľֻͣ˵˰죬ֻһģ...
ʪڷȦĽ㻤סĵͷԼ
ߵߵǸŵС㡢үôү˵緹󣬵Ǳ...
ˣ֪ˡĵ촽Ǹ˽һˮ
ǣ
ĵͷĽĶͷлˮС˶˵黰ϲĽ㣡
ĽҲϲ...еµС˶ճյĿġ
ĺĽĶ磬ǶȴÿһնЩĽ֪ûǲҪȥģҽջҲȥ
δҴʱͼȢ˰󣬳߶Щ鷳˱㲻ЩأôôˡңǴδҪĽҪ밲ֻСĽԹ˳˳ÿյĶҪճǣʱе㰭£̸˵أ绨ѩ¡ÿÿһᱧСӹ˵ƣֳԴ...
ӿأƫ΢ۣǣһ߹С·𿴼
ǿʲô£
͵۾ǣŵֿ֣һŮĽ⹫أǶ˾ȥ׸̽Ѿͥȥ׼ˣҲȥ׼һ°ɡ
⹫...ô᣿ԭü۴ЦС˶̼ơ
ģ⹫ûµģĽ֣Ľǿ¶һЦݣȥ׼һ°ɣ
˴γһ˶һֻͥһˡĺĽߣɽڱ˿ĶĽϸģ汸̺ӣʱҲԷĽȥֻŮ࿴ٳǰͳ˶˵Ľӽסҹҹ......ܿĵطӡ...˲Ĳ֪߳ܣǻĻĽϡ
Ŀҭ˸ͷҭ˰죬شǣˡ
ĲĽ㣬ĲȷʵһǺۣ֪ҪţͲô֪ء
ģ˵⹫ûµĶô
ţûµġ§Ľ㣬ʵĸܵ˿ĽĵǣΪδסĹذĳɳѲۣҲûо˾ˣүүǸŮԿ׷Լײײĺӡ
˵⹫࣬ٿЦҵļȴЦÿÿ꣬ǻΪ׼͵͵ҲҸ߱ˣԵҲ֪Ƕ˵ŮӺСǲԷģȴִıңһһιʱҳԷ...
С⹫ǸܺõˣһûµġȻĽе⹫ǴĿе㲻һΪĽ㣬İݼڵϣû¡
ʱ͵˰׸ſڣةİɵĸϣŴ󻧣ӸܸܵɺׯϡͥȥͬſڵĻ˵⣬ܿʹһʮСͷڵӡ
ø񣬰֪ӭ... ̬ǫͺòӡ
ǰ֪δҲ㶼ûϳͿһԼˣҪ㽲ġ
µĹ򲻿ƣ֪׿ʫ飬񷨣ΪǺúù...ƮĿÿһǰͣȴԵò壬һת۱öô...
šĽˡ
ãĽ˵꣬һģĻǲԼҲýһ磬ֻûи˵Ļᡣ
֮ǰ˵óףԵϺϲģǼæǡɸ...ʱøĪҪ
Ŷ֪жŮüѾŲãȴԾɺ׵˵
ǸжѽҵǾŮҲԹ˳˳ҲʡģֻǶӣҲûйøи
ӣҲãֱֹҪǹֵǫ;αˣǰôôϲʮУǵС˼С׵ʶҲȥ԰ʲô׽ֻϧûöԵطĶ֪ͲϲֵġûõĿס
ҹ˵ˣ
ûнܣĽķġͽܵģĽ˾˼ҵİ֪Ĵ硣
磡
÷򣡡
˾˵ôһ仰һ·ϱ㶼ǰ֪˵һŮ˼ȻѾ˼ֵͬУĽһ·ͻΪڡ
׸լԺܴ󣬱ϾͬãӿȢ檣ӣӾʹôһˣլԺС¡
֪ڱˣǽͥɽǺſڡʹĽģһٶӣģǺͰе
Ǿ˾ˣģͿ˵
һ㶣û뵽ֱˣȻǱܵĵͷ񣬡˾...
ϸĴһģֿ˿ͣʲô˼ҵһŮѣǰˣ
ǾƵˣ˿̰ȴ㾿Ϊʲô


56 
˾, ģĽķһδĽԼȸոո, ࡣ
šԳμģ÷, ΨһѪ϶ûκĲ, һ壬ŲΨһı顣
˵̩ɽ, ֪ôչֻ̽һ˼ҡͼ򵥵˵⡣
ʥ̫ҽ״˵Ǻ壬ּϲ͹ȣҪԴһӡ
һü, һ˵֪ý̽һ£
ҹȥ...տ粽뿪, ͶĽĿ˵, õȥ, һ...
, áĽȻҲȥһ⹫, ֪˸ҪúϢûоȥô̽ˡ֪⹫ֻҪָܻŵҲ
ߵſʱͥ˵ظ, ֻúտĽ...ġ
ͥһ£һ, ͷͣǡ
Ľģ֪ڵģǱߺıɩҳǺֶһ棬СһǶˣӦûܸ...
Ľ㿴һԱߵģԥƬ̣лл⣬һŵɡ
ҴｲĶ࣬Ů컹мСĺͯ¶ͣƽʱҲߣҪǽӴõĵطĽȥ˿ӣȻȥͲʣҪĽȥˣҪһ
֪һģ׼֣޵úͱ÷Ǻãߣһ԰ﾰɫļѣǲ֮ǰܹɽ϶ķһ֮ݽɵģúͱ÷ȥߡ
Ľ㿴һģѯǷȥĻĽһ΢Цͬʱ԰֪˵Ҫллָ·ˣһȥ;
÷ˣԼˡֻϧæ游ֲأն͵ãҪΪӦͬúͱ÷ڸϸתһתġ
¿ɲܵˣȥæɣȻԼˣ÷Ȼﵱɼҵġ
á֪εЦЦתˣϵ΢ЦŲӿ죬˪⣬вⲻ죬һûбµСǸӱźĺˣôԼˣҪ˵ģǸ΢ˣܱȵԳ͢ٺ»ģպΪ׼ҵļ᲻Ƿǣö°ڣżֹ˼ҵƣųˣ̼΢ЦִˣʧԶӭ...游ʥϻʶҽѾ...
ǣĽ֣е˰׼ҵĻ԰ɽǲԶͥ
׸Ļ԰ɫȷǲһ֪ȻûдţϵĻ԰Ͱ׸ϵĻ԰Աȣͬ˵õϲûشǲһϵĻ԰ǰɽͬضһͬ˹ȥڼȻӽȻһЩ׸ϵĻ԰ܹɽĹÿһ綼żܣԵʽ԰ַ
ϲīʫ̣ϲõĻĻ԰ͣÿһܿȫµľɫͬʱнӦľ۵ȣ֦ܿҶïڰܿߴɽ֮ϵͤԶԶȥͤɽۣ֮ǵжߣҲͤжΰֻͤ°䣬Ʋڷ
ССĹţֵָĵ̣ܰʯͷ̵֣⹤²㾡˰ļա
ϲĻ԰ϲģĽ㿴ĳľ棬Сѯ
Ҫô
ҲǺҪ...ĽͷССġʵȷʵûôҪֻǣϲĻ԰Ժ͵˵ʱһһģһĻ԰ġ
ţٻش㡣ÿϲķһ԰һСһ㣬һһЩۼĸϲ׸ϵҪǲģǽͲһˡĵЦˣϲġ
ǣĻ԰ܾ£㲻ϲô
ľɫٺãҲòץ棬͹㣬ܹĻ԰ĵ߷Զ˿ܴУе֪ͻòһˣ֪ôҳĵطƯĹ㳡ﵽٽջкܶȪˮм¥ôߣڵƹӳвͬɫÿҷѧ...Ҳ...ûʲôرġ
ĵͻȻͣסˣ֪ԼΪʲô˵һ㳡ȪѧЩĽ㶼û˵ͷĽ㣬գˮĴ۾ɻĿȻôܻöأ
Һ˵ЩԳ
ģϲ˵ЩĽĿ¶УأǾûʲôرô
ڣͣŲھڵÿ춼رʵԭϲģܾӳر࣬ȴܺ㹲ͬһ仨һرһ£˶˵ָоǺ۵ģǰмЩھȷʵ......
жѽСһ۾дڴ
СʱôѽĴսĶߡ
ģĽ㾪ŵĿ˿ңϸ۲ɽӦû󣬲С죬ôô...֪...Ҳ...Ůӡ
Ҫҵģֻ˵ʵ
Ժ˵⻰ҪСС˵ĽͷС졣
ССĵ촽ˣĽŵӣֻ˵ģ굽˵ѽ
ĽŲҪӿ̰Ĵ˿̸Ķĸо֪ǷޣǵĶﶼ̫ͳİôþܾûˣֻ˵ĻӦû˿...
ѽСҧ䰡һˬʵЦĽ˵뷨Ǳץ˸Σμʧ룬Ƿʲô£ʵͬԼķ䡣
ľķӦץĽ֣嵲ǰͬʱǰĸˡ
㿴Ұ˰ɡ־Ц£ǵıɩǵıҵǰͥͬڸһ䣬Ѱģյһμñ÷ūǾǶɲŮòһԶ
ԴӰȥ֮Ľ㼸û׸Ҳû֪ӣʶˡ
ɩӵˬʣĿĺġ
绹ҳأǱ÷˵Ͽ˿Ľ㣬ãҪҪͱɩЩҳ...
ǲ...Ľһ˿˿ܣϲͬ˵οǸողżһˡ
÷ɷҺͱõ˵һ仰
ĿһĽ㷢˵ͷ㱳ӣֻ֮ϸϸһ仰û̫壬תʱĽɫЩԾ
ôˣĹеʡ
...ͱɩһ...ҳ
һסˣʱ̶ҪճСôôһ仰ͰˣŵѯʣСҪ죿
Ľԥţȴǵͷ
...ðɣİɣȥͤ㣬Ҿ㲻ԶҪͽҡĻǲĵĿֿÿһ˵ļѣôոǻĶӣֻǸ˵һ仰С͡ġء
ĸּﺢӳˣƭˣҪ˵̬ţҲҪкѵ...һҰοһ߱Թͤ
ҲҲԴ...ҵСҾﶢ...߶߶ĺᵽʱĽڼҵ顣
ԶˣĽְ֧һĵطͷ֧ſָ˵֪÷...ԶϲԼķô


57 
֪, ÷...ԶϲԼķô
ȻɩǹˡһЦǧĵ˵, ҿǰźر벻~ϿĽ㽫Žɣԥ, ǲҹҹǷ...
Ľɴ˫ۣû뵽ܰô˽ܵ˵, ˵Ȼ˵ˣ뵽ҹĵСܱ֪, ˶ˣǱڻϿ̵öҪðˡ
ʲôɩҲЦ㣬ճײ, ġ
...ôĽСӡ
뵱Һ...Цһ˵, Ӷǳĺĵ, һʾ, ׷űĺȥ, ǱõʱɲҪ̫ʧ...
, ˵ֻҪһ...
ɵôܷŴѵﲻҪֻһ...οķò滹֪жٸ˵ΧתءҪһ˵Ļô˵÷ԶϲԼķ, żأ
...ֻĽӲ˵
ѽɵ, ͱɵˣǿɲЩɵɵڷԹǵȡĳ谮ҵ׼û
ҵҪôأ
ֻ...ϴյĽ˵ЩʲôĽĶҪѪˡ
ͤ棬ԶԶĿԽԽǳţĬҲҲ
ɽȥ
ɽǺԸȥ˼˵һӴչȥְ죬Ҫȥô
бһۣˣ㻹Ǳȥˡţ㻹ǹȥɣ̫ʲôΣգ...
Ǻðɣɽ鲻Ը˹ȥͣĽϲԶľ룬ɵɵվţɵվŵĻ
ǹҰĵ̾һլʲôΣգԼΪԼҵš
Ǹǰ֪ȢŵС檡Ȣţ֪ʶǹһŮӣ뵽׸Ƿ˲Ůر̸Ц䱰΢ȴֺøϵϷ˺ܿ...վͤſڵͥ˵
û뵽֣ͥԱ˵ļĸȤһüëڴ˴ͥˣȻΪͥǺͿ˵
ͥûжĵĳа㲻ĿڣةֻһޣһһŮգҲСľ˾ˣүոռãҲСסүӦ֪˵ذգһޣһˣӣŮռİ֪ĳӣǶ
ȵȣ֪ǵճûеô
У뷢һŮʮӭǵĵһӡ˶ӣǰհӪȥˡ
룬ҲǲͰɡ
ʮİɣ
ǺúݵİķҪˡ
Ϊ£յķޱճիã
ĽüͷˣǸϻ˭ķ
յĵŮǸ͵Ӫĺӵ׽㣬â
Цһվվͥߣ˵ЩΪӡҵɷԸô
ʵЩҲ˵үҲֻ֪ͥǾΪݣүһ֪һЩ
һζЦȻҴϵ˽ҪҪҵ۹Ҫ֪ĻҪǡ
վͤǰƬ̣ԶһŮӵļСʶĿĽǱߣɽѾǷȥˡ
СһӣȴѾȳ˳ȥٵıʱͥѾṦǱߡֻҧʹȡ
ĴʱſĽڸ
Сôˣҿô˵Ľ㶼ϰ˿һҵĲӬԱߵϣô£
...Ƕ˻ѪҲʮ־Ųסҡͷӣû°ɣҼƺдҲܲˣ֪ͬŮӣͼĽǽ
С㣬ȥɽ...ͥ˵Ǽɽ
Сҿżе㼱˵ĿĽŰڵŵĿĽ˲۾ͺˡ
...ǲǻˡĽ۾ˮ⣬ӵѯġ
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ʱͥɽҲ˻ˣͥһ߰СֶյĺӣᵽߣСﻹµſң֪˭ôҵ֪ɱǵġ
ӣС˷ˡɽչƣĶĵһûҪˡ
ʯӲСõİϷҲΪ˸Ľģǵģ΢ʹ㾢达ͶˣǸ˺Ҳûʲô𡣵⺢ӵĵͭģƤҲ¹˿ֱͰûʲôˣٿʯͷӣӴСһרѡǵʯ⻹ôĽʱƫˣֻǲˣҪƫһ磬롣
ҧгݣ۾ǵкݺݵ˵ΪʲôҪˣ
ʹΪʲôСµ˵ķӵҼˣɣļˣӵļһҲǷӡֻϧҸոմƫˣҪȻϹźأ
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ڣѹһ𣬻ȴȼһ
ǰĺӿɲܺôˣһСħ֪˿ǶִԲǵΪⶼ嶯ڡ
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Ϊ֪ﲻ...ҡĽ˵Ļش
Сôƽ⣬۵뱧
᲻ҷǺӣţĿ۾
ᣬʵСӵĻҲģҲ޲ȥһţ밡⹫ţҪ֪¸öѹҲ⹫ͻҪ˼ҵĺĺûģҪ˼ҷ˵ֻǸӣԵǺСĽҡҡĵ֣㻹ô
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ţ˵ʵ
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С˶Ƥˣ棬˵ԼǶѵ°̾˿治ۣ
ţƴĵͷĹĽ㡣
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ŮӵĽյȭͷɿδֻǿٵ뿪˵ء


58 
ɽ˻, һСƿһϾɵĺ«, ҩ...оƣŷ˿õϣͰľƺ«ùˡ
㵹ѵûһأĴɽнӹһԵҪĽ˿, ȴڵɣ
, ¶һذϸСۣϴɾ֮մŨŨˮ޲, Ľ˵ܻһʹһ¾ͺˡ
ĽܹԺĵ˵ͷϥϵֲԾ߬޲ϵľˮմѪ˿, ̼ĴʹĽ㱾ܵһ¡
𶯣Ľüͷðණе, ԹԲҩҸ㽱⻰˵Ĳƽʱ嶺ʱǰ, ܸܵרעڲҩ, Ľм, ǲĶŪžеİ, գ۾þá
޲ĵָͿҩ࣬Ľ˿ϣôڻô
ĽջԼߣЩȵĵͷ, ۣеġ
ץ, ûУ
ţ
СĹ԰ͷڳ谮һֻԹԵСӡ
˰׸ˮѾ߶˼ıܿߣΪСǶΣͥŤͷ棬Ӹոյڽüͷûɹɽ۾ûй鴦תһĵİĻС㿴үǱ񣬵ȻҲע⵽˹үСᡣΪӶǴִֽšˣȻСΪʲô˵үᡣ
ǿ϶үСͶ˶ͬ
ģҹԹͿҩˣҪʲôĽżֳŮƤһ棬ʱҲĵר
ʲôķʵģԼոճŵĻ
ո˵...
Ҹո˵ʲô
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ҾǾ̫ɰˣģؼҸ㡣
һһ˵һķӶĽ˵ҪȥһéĽǿһɽȥȻɣȴ浱·ǶĬڰ׸ڲǰȫġߵſʱͥһģСģײʱֹסҪ˵ڵĻ
{ֻͥҪĽ㣬Ҫ£}ͥĵĻӿһַǳǿҵԤСֻϣԼˣĺ塣
ӣҪҪȥѵһǸ˷˵ĻСӣɽﻹһǺΪʲôôˣΪԷǸӣҪ׷ҪȻٵһǸ
ѵôѵһ٣ȥȥ
ĵķɽһ㶣ϰ֮۸Сܣȥһӣȷе²ȥ֣ʲѵôĿŷ˱ˣС˵ǽʲôûгԵͷָôԴأǽ˼ҵĺӣݼҪģڲܱ֤˵...
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ͱȥˣǱߵζҲš
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ȥʣ㡣
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һ˲ɽԴ룬ӳԭͲΪé룬ֻȥأӺСϻԿ
ĵĽŲŻ԰ȥǸСֶգιС£ܲ鷳һܶܶ...
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ĿǸСֶգһĳģ˵ĻûһҰġתߡ
Сֶ˵ǲҪȥ游ȥ״
Σ
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ҡҡͷҲᣬҲᶯһ¡
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С㣬ǻȹүɡЩǵ飬оıϾǸӣǺԵĽ㣬ԳȥǺõѡ
ҪȥѰ...Ľ㼱еżԱ̽ͷ̽Եģʲô£Ҫһʱ令סС㡣ͥû˵ʲôû߶ԶĽͿɽվڲԶĴɽأ
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Ľ㶼ҪʱȴˬʵϤЦǵˡ
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...ΪбڣĽҲûаǾ䵣˵ڡ
Ҳߣղ·˵λСҴ·ĶԱߵ˿˵֪λСôƺ
ӿˣСİ״󾮣ǰ׸ϵӹŴֲ¶첲û뵽˵Ŀʹܹͬ
ллˣҲ鷳ˣСǺˣȻкñġĶŰ״
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Ҷһתصʱֻ԰ķ򣬴һͨʲô䵽ˮУȻһŮ˵ļ
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59 
ˮ, Сˮˡ˰Ƭ̵Ĺһ߹һĽкŵΧڵÿһˣȼĶŹ̵Ѿ߶ԭذæк, ˰Сˮˡ
Ŷ̴ļҶܹѯʡ
Ǵӻ԰Ǳߴ...
һʱ֮, Ҷæ԰֪׸ĳĳʲô, еļҶѾ߿ܶҪꡣ
˵ıܸȥ֮ɽͥСˮĵһʱȥġϴЦ, ͥδֱЦǶĽ㻹δȥЦԭʱЦ
Ҫȥôɵ㶵ģֻʶİ˵ڣü, ҲûöԶܰæ
, ǻȥɡһĳɽһȴܿ⣬Ļ, ·ӵıպӡ֤еĲ, , ܹȥ, ƻļƻģǾүǸźӵıӦһô죬һӶĲˡ, ΥԼ뷨ȴȻԥ
ģǺӻ᲻°ĽЩǡ
ġץס, Ȼüͷһɽ㻹Ÿȥæ
ŶáɽܳȥʱͥһģȻṦ˹ȥҲĽ첽˹ȥ
죬죬סСӡ
Сӻʪ͸ˣǱط䣬ϴˮ...ҶһСֶǺܰŵˣ˱߶ûһ
ͥԶԶĿǰǺӱߣе㲻ԾʲôԡɽȻûеһʱӦ߸ϣõṦ˵ӦùģʱҶѾǺˡոյȥԱߵϰƵġҲԻһַʽ룬ǺѾȥһˣǸոǸͨǺӵȥĻ...ʱϿпġ
ȥһˮô
ͥĵı飬ɴʱĲδʲô쳣עеԱߵϣûˣ˰ɣĽָ
ö˶˵ôˮȥأΣգģ˵ҪҪͰѼˮΧդ
ǼûܺӣΧդġ
Ŷ...Ļ̌ۿһģ촽
ԭΪⳡͻôˣۼ˸Ҫɢ˭֪֪ȴæǳӵѾߵôµģôˮҽղ׸ļš
ԭ޴Ѿ߻ҵĹڵϣŲӺ¼ˡӣʵ...ū澵£ǣС...ˮġ
˻˶һϾΪģǱ׷ĿܾСˡɽͥüͷ
˼ôҰҵĵӣ׼ҵĳ!֪ݺݵʡ
ǣ...Ѿ߹ڵɪɪͷû̧
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㡣֪һԼ
...ĽɫܲĿǰˣԾڷ߬Ľ֣ĽͷһۣĽƽ
ΪôüȻԴ»ķ׸Ѽ˸İ׼ҵŮͲܻ游ô˵ĿȷŵĽϣ֮תĵϣķҵı÷ɡ
ˣҸոպ񿴼÷һأâ֪
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âݵһ£ȻһüëǺ⣿
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㻤ŷ¾ĿˮģҲ˵˰ɡ
ġʱһ𣬻ɽͥһͬġڳԹ۲ֻС˶µĶڷˣԾɾǿĵǰ
ӣȻӵġ
ΪʲôǾղǸѾߵġǳԩȻǲҪ˵
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ĵһȥĽı顣
ұκ˶˽¡ȴ
лһᣬսĽ֣ƺڶĽ˵лл㣬СĽ¶һˣģǶڰˮá
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׸˵ԺﰲΪܹðɺúֻźţƽӶǰɵķչ
ߵſʱôӷڳһǲδ̫ྪȣˣ߶ˣϼһĻһ׼ȥ̯ˣȥɣء
˸Ȼƿš
ŨŨҩζͿż漱еĿ
⻹˺һ̤븮ϰɡ̫ʦһ׷ԲԵˣҪǴȷͶɡ
ӡԶһڣˣҲܹһеˣķ·Ƥͷо̬ԡ
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ȿȣû뵽ҲӰɡ
Ϊ...Ϊװ
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Ѿ׼ˡ
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ͱһᣬû뵽֮껹ܴӰɿ⻰̩ɽ˺úñ塣
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Ϊ˸ΪŮ·Ǻ£ֳΪһࡢȴ֪·
һ㶣ӣֻҪȥ
˻ӣҿֳŴӿܾΪ˱ȫɣһʱ֮䣬һе۰֪ˣΪ˸⣬Ȣ˲ϲŮΪޣıΪҪĴֿɵã벻Ǿлˮ£ͷʲôûеõҲΪ¡
㻹ǲĲǸүɣΪ·ˣ㿴᲻㡣
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Сֶҧ˵ǱƵˮģͱˡ
˭
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âĿͶģĵ۾Ҳ¶Ƶĸˣ˵ĿӣһˮĮ飬һƵȼա


60 
ĲδΪǺӵָϱֳκεĻ, ෴ǴЦߵкǰһ˫۾עʣȷ
...к֪, ƺ¼ˣۼСж, ڶҪĺˣֻû뵽һͯ, װ޹Ȼô
ղŻİ֪ģͻȻúܸˡ뷴ȥҲǲ֮, οҲԼҺдȣҲڣĪ
Ҳǰ֪޷ˣ˱ò¶, ҿ÷ҲǻУһˮ, ҿ¾ô˰ɡ˿֪һٶǲΪ², Ϊ׼ҳʶ, ȻĲûôˡ
ˣ˵ĺ, ǹ, ǹ⳯ӵ۾ģǲ֪ǵֱɱ˵ȥɩ˵ξ֪ûпˡ˵˱ɩ֡
ΪǺӻ·һˣֹׯ, δ˵۾һ۲ĶǺӲд˹, ϶˲ǰ֪ķޣܺӵס
˵仰Ǹɫ΢䣬עԼɷ
֪ɫҲã˺˵ĽˣδԼҲˣдŲãȴҲõĶǷĴС檣ǹģ
ǵģҽڻ԰浯ֻҲ̫õƫ˲Ŵŵıùú...ίĲᣬҸǵǸˣǲģøҵĵӵˮв...
ĸ۵İ˻ͷο¡
ôһͥϷһԵɽҪˣǿʵʵǺӵʱŵ˵ǡ
Ĵһˣȴû֣ͣ˵ڶΣִƫ˴˵ڶ...Ҫ˵һʯͷһӴˣĵ׷
Ǻ޴ӷֻﻳ꣬Žס
ǲǰƵˮǸӡӵڱﲻסˡ
ǺøͻݻӸǴ˼ҳСɣոմıɩҲʮˬأĶӣҪȥƵģҵıɩ...
ôĽŰ֪СΪɩȴδ֪ķκγƺϹҲסˡ
֪ɫΣȷʵȥкĽģķΪ˸߰˵ϲ෴õرֱ˻ģԼ߸ĸľЦֻ֪С檾ԳԼǵġɩ
տ΢΢üĿǰȴ˵һĻһŮô
͵ЦĬĬϷ
˭Ƶˮģҡǿ˭أ
㡣ڵɪɪѾ߿ڣ΢΢̧ͷָĵֶڲ
㻹ڽƱ磡ҲǶɷ̫ʧˣŶӳŰչ£󹫹Ϊ
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ʱճø׸ƫãԶӣ׳˵ĲԶʤԼ̾жʼãȴҲΨһãС꣬Ǵ׷ֵĺͯӮڿȤ꣬ٵ̸ǿʤɾͲϲĹ㡣
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ҿ֪Ǻֳһģһ
֪ͷ糣ˣҰ֣ôһ˵׼ô֮󲻼ǰˣ
֪ûһʵӺֳһģһ
ǵЦ˵Ľ˵ӵǺһģһ̾Ůѡķ˲գ׼ҶҪˡǸ˵...
մֳַͤĸˣķޡ
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ҶھӪﻹ֪һȵķûСƳһۣ߽˷á
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ң˶ȴһԸ֪ǳ
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ϲĽҪĽһѡ
ʵǾ·Ĵһ㣬ȥס·Ľһ𣬺òã
ҶġĽԹԵĻش
ҵĽԣһһʰòá
á
һԸôǶԵġ


64 
Ļص֮ǰסСԺʰ
Ľ۵÷һ, һѣص޲ϸðɫĲϰƽûɱ˰ʰϰ, Ҳ±Ѿ֪Ůݣ˴󲿷ֵ鶼Լɡ
ĿõİѾռŴ, ź̾ôﻹô·Ҫ֪, ĽӵĹѾռ˲СĿռˡ
, 촩ôڶ컹ȥŪôǱͬĽ촩ģе죬Ľһγʱ
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ҪЩ·ᵽĽ·, ʱƣǻиǣ, ǻиһļ䡣
Щ, ĻĽΪ׼鶼ȥ, ҪĽ׼鶼, Ųһ⡣
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мֲϰߵĿ˿棬ܾӦùŰɣĴʱȴһ档
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65 
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ǸӺٵģСԺ, Ĵѥĳͷñӡ
, еĲɻץôкһף棬ݺ, ҲֻܿĴӢ۵
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ӣطˮðغֵð
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һΪһ¸Ŭϣ򵥡ûж˼ֻǵֱ׾ĿԼŬһһǰ
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֪Լ򵥣˵٣ٴЩͺˣ䷽棬ȣҪɺӽÿһ뱣ӣ뱣ˣΪǶܺãܺá
µˮˣۣûͣЪֻҪŬÿһΣ֮ʱסǡ
ңз...ɽİĵĻǵ
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{Сһջ᳤󣬻ΪҲǿ󣬻ΪӻأΪԼΪ㣬Ϊ˲}


66 
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ķǿɿڣǵֲſ˶Ըºۺࡣ
ϰڵĶİԵģΪ࣬Ľó˲ױߺȱߵ٩ôȥҪѪˡ
춼ˡĽеϸĵỊ̇Ѱ˴̵ŵֱߡ
ҰҲ԰ݵԣôɲˡĳһĽΪõ⣬óԣ㲻Ҫˡ
Ľ㿴⣬۾Цã
ʲôˣ
·...Ľһڻѧϰ׶Σֻ򵥵ġ
ۣҵô
ѧͱ˼ҵȣһʲôᡣĽһʧӣȷʵԼãֵܰ£ҲУ·ҲᣬҲá
úͱ˱ȵģٺãҲǸһ㣬ҲǸΪ˵ҳԷŶӵ㣬ٺȴˡüһڵ黰ҲˣͻʱԱˡ
ȡɽһǺĶɽԽԽϲϲ򵥵ˣϲŬģɽϣǰ죬ĽͬҲһԷˣҲ˵ġ
Ľߺͷÿ
ķɣĵһ
ҳԱ˹ӷ԰ȻطɽŵĨˡ
Ե⣬㱾ݡĽһԵ⡣
ţã
зϢһĻҪĽ㵽˯Ĳͷ˳ĽĳĽķĺãֺ˳
ô˯
㵱Һôʲôᣬǰ׻ڵʱϵµף׶...ʲôﲻ㡣
ʲôᰡĴսĽĶߣůѰ...
ֲ...Ľ졣
ĴȥһڣдȻʣǸ˰...
Ľ㺦ߵĵ˵ͷķѹȥ
...ĲСĽҡͷûϴ...
ûð˵£˵ûϴ裬СҲҪİɣ죬Ǿ͵Ƚ...
šĽ࿪ͷȴҲǻشˣĺ⡣ɽţ´ˣǰ...
ĺɽֻûȥǱߣֱȥ˸ߵһլԺ
鸻٣ûС⻧ּң˵Ҳǳĸ̣ɰʯשġ
ĵڶѿеĹͷӵȻҪשǴּҵשɹһשʱ˼ͻȻˣשǰ¶ıʹµΪʲô֮ǰשô˳˼ҸĴΪ֮ǰ˵ġ
µĻ˵ҪשҲǲԣǵüǮʼӶ٣˻شʵ˳Ծļ۸
ôܸɣֲԩͷȻֶܻ̼ңΪש˵¢ϰɣҲࡣשɰʯֶһģﲻɽп󣬵У滹һЩٳϵĵ
שһڳǱǲǱ߼۸ΣһͳԿˡּҵשǽǻͻ
Ȩ£ľûӦש̸һ̸ֻּҵļصģ˵ǲ֮͡ǰ˵Ľܣ֪ϲãһ
͵һʲô±飬˺öӲġ
Ҽȥļ˵꣬һŵסͶˣǰο˶ֻˣŶû
ּҵӱƷζĲԶˣһҶǸɫңһô˻ýҰͺڵĴһѿû
ΪּҵǸ͵Ĵӣһģͦź룬üϿͦģҲ䣬ĸģ
㵹Ǻг⣬޹»Աϲ͵Ķ±˺ܾöûҵû뵽ҵֱ͵Ŀ
Ҿʵʵ˵ɣ̸һҪשѰһڵĺ
ǱרŵĹµģ²ֻô򵥰ɣ
Ҫ󣬶ҿҪ곤ڹ...Ҫ͵ļ۸񡣡ĲֻǿǰӳԶȷʵҪȶĺü۸Ҳˣ۸Ҳǲܽܡһ͵ļ۸˵֮ټһ㡣
Ҳǲ...ԱЦЦ
һе£Ĳһ۸û˵ء
ֻҪӦһ£һ˵ļ۸㣬͸...
˵Լе㲻Ծ
ֻҪȢҵŮ!


67 
ȢŮԱ˵Ц, ѾˡĻһ΢Ц
Ժ롣Աⲻ⣬ģּؿ, ģ׸Ǽ, ҪŮһŮģ볯Ϊ, ұ³ɣ
Ļͷһ˵Ůܱǽŵģ
ԶҵӺ롣ԱⷬҵһҲһ, ٵɾ˾Բҡĳһһ룬⣬κ¶谭Ǯ, أ
ҪǼҵŮͲ˵⻰ˡҵŮ֮ò, ϶·...ҵŮŮЬ䣬ҽ鲻, , ּҵ, һԸأ
úԱ⽻̫, ȭĳл£ݷԼٲ߾߲ˣδ̤ſӭײһ׳ͷæǸ, ˼ֵ~
˱ĸһͷ, ˶ײ˸Һɽۼֿס
......û°ɣСұ񣬽ϲˣӵļƤˡ
׳׳һŮװУԣԣԣĺɽͷ׳˶ŮӣŮӦһ׾ţһɽɫȹ۰ļֱҪˣŲһ˿в˵һƶشͺŵˮףٿĽţֱĵСۻҪһֻܶõضɽҡ
...˭վԱ󣬽ߵŽɬĸԱⴷź󱳣ľһȭܸԱⴸ
ôҵŮǲŮ·
Ա˵......ŮϵĽɡ
ҪҪ̸̸
......ݶˣٰݷ...ĺɽѾܳȥġ
Ա⿴һŮôСӿô˵ĻΪ
ͦÿģе...Ůӽߵҡĸ첲Աĸ첲ǰɡһ
˵⾩֮УŮǰղﷹ̸۶һ׸֮Ůһǳּ֮Ůǻʱʹˣ˵ҵŮǷӣּҵŮо֮仹˸ȡšǶ֡
Ҳ˶Ҳδ˼ҡд󲿷ֵĳҪĽϵģԴĽ֮󣬺ܶ˿ʼĽķģ㣬ĴҾͰѳȫתƵԱŮϡ
Ա⵱ȻԸ⣬ΪֻҪȢԼŮЩֻתƣȢԼŮʵ˭
İԼ鷿뵽ּҵĳƤˣҡҡͷǿԼǻ档
ľԼܴܣһûǰ飬䵽ȵס
ģҿԽô⣬Ľ鷿š
ɡ左ۣҲģĽǰǵԼϣԼĻӰĽ㣬ΪĽûʲôһֱڵԼûԼĻøõԼ
̫࣬˺춹㡣
ҴĽ֣һС˶ϡĽıĽ...Ϻ㰡...
ĽЩڣ̫󵨣̫Ϲأ仹鷿ЩнǻģΪܸܵĵ鲻á
ڿʲôϷ˺ܶ飬Ļش𣬡ɷ
ɷϸΪաҪӵط棬˼һרŵɷʮᣬдĶǲȫǶ˵ƣͻȻͣôƵ£׬ݼҵĺܲס
ǿô
ķ
費Ҫ...㿴
ð
ĽһʦһĽɷһһѧϰĽļĵʦҲǸ
ͨɷ֮ҲһЩ⣬ͱɷйڹ͹ⲻǺ˫׺󣬸Ե涼ܱϡ
˲ϰ壬ϰҲιӶˡܽҹ˽ܣ֪֪ҲȽϰȫҲȽ˼һ¥̻ҪǿڱҲΪʲôЩԽõĵ꣬Խ׷ԭ
뷨һЩµľӪ˼·
Ľ㣬뵽...¶ĵЦݣҪһĽȻ̧ͷĽС˯ˡ
İţԭѾôˣĽ㱧طڴϣǸС˶;ԺԼʲôʱˣĶͷ˯ɡ
ƶһ׸ܵԣҲϵͳְ
е˷飬ÿʦһ飬ǳ䵱ͷĽɫȻ󶨸޸ȣǸõһͷõʮÿһ£һӵÿ
Ϊһ壬ǱضԼһЩ鴫ڸֵµˣ²ѹ׵գճӦҲû⡣ûֱǽˣĿȴǴﵽˡ
ѡͷֻǵÿ¶ʮôʵŶӵġܹʦǮõö࣬ĵҲ࣬ǮһҲҲֲҲܰԼиʱġ
ôͷ˻ΪһˣõĴĻլӣͬʱŮĻȥѧáģҪ֪ѧҪٵĻѣֱӽǵ⣬͹ҳ϶ˣٲֱǽ¡
ˣµĿשģҲһϵͳֻҪŬȫ㣬ЩӵҲᱻ̭
ΪϵͳĹĵҰĸˣֻҪܰЩ˶£ԺеķǲǶ԰ˣ
һĽˣһʵͷ󣬱Ͼûשʲôǿ̸
ӣּС㲻Ҫҷһˣɽĳüչ
ҵչýҵô
Ķȥ...Ļû˵꣬ĿһɽɽĿİͰ͵˵ңһС...
㲻ǿ˵ԼӺˡĵ߶һȻϿĻ˵ȻСվһ黹ͦģԱӦÿģƶϡ
ĺɽһ룡
...ûл䰡...վߵæŵĸߡ
ĽĵĸԴһסͲ̫ʰӣ¹ĵ㣬ûпУĽŰһ·
ѹĵ·ó׼µһ£óž顣
Ľķһۣ;һ¡ϵҲŵϡ
ô...ôῴ...
Ľţһȴǽס棬˰ᡣ
ΪʲôҪѵô...
˰ܺһ˻ģһҹﲻ㣬Ҫǲ˱...浽ǸʱҪ취˹ص...Ľڰ׸ϱɩ˵Ļ
ǣŮ˰ҲôѾЩʱûˣֻΪæǶԼûȤˡĽϰ£뵽ģǲˣ˵ϸϻ...
ΪʲôҪ...
ΪʲôҪ£㲻...һЦ
ĽܸˣΪѾ˵˸ȥּңеüĿˣһ¸㶨ϹܺúõĽˣȷʵĽ㣬ǰĽ£ǶûǸ
һԼϴøɸɾڴϣŽҹĳһ͡˸ǷСôôһֲ˺ü趹ڴƤеأһһ...
洩Ҫᱡһ...΢΢͸һ㣬ұ֤˲Żϲ...ɩĻصĽĶߡ
ȥɣԼ¡ԡͰĽշֻۣΪˮԭȻѽȴҲûʡ
Ľϴųɹɵˮ£Ľ̤ľͰߵ·ļϣѰʵĲ򿪣΢͸ĵɫǶ
ĽֲԾľڣȻ滹·ǺŶԡߵҡ
ϵֻʣһ㣬ǻΪĽ߹΢΢ڴϵ˳ɴ˯ţ΢΢е...
ôһ˲䣬һ֮ĸʧ䡣
ĽϴĻĵ˯̫ˣûǰر۾۽ǻһᣬģҰ㡣
εԼĽһɫķֻһǶߵջħƵһһҪģֹģ֣㣬...
ѾĻ۾ŷָոֻһΣĽ㣬﷭С˶ѹ£һ͵͵~еĲ㣬Ҫ...
ӦĲϤֵĿһǧģƻ
ӳúΣܿϲĽȣЩŵסĵĲԼĴܿԸԼĴ֮...Ժϲ...


68 
סӵֱս, ȵԼ촽ϣһȴûе󣬴ֻߵϡ
ѵˮһ, ̫ˣ㲻, ֻǴ˲ͷˡ
Ĵʱҵһ࣬˸ո˵Ļ
Ĳͷ, ܿü۴ЦĿģǸ˵ĺ, ר˵۾ƺֻҪӵˣܱӵ׵Ĺǡ
ұҪҪ...һֹĵĲӣһֻѾƵĵ, ߲ϵĵ촽۾ƣĿŵĸ֪, һҪ
Ĵ㶵ģܿЦ, , ĵ, һαȸոͣʱ΢һ㡣
ˮĴ, Ƕ㣬ĵ޹ģѪֱӿ˵һЩжˣλ, ƫƫµöӶתˡ
ϲôֻĵĲʵҲûдĶ, ƤĲĵĶŪܣǸѥɦԼе궯...
ǹϲ...ţִܿĵĲ˼ȻỮǰ...
ĵ˲ع飬ʶץܿҶ֣Ⱥܴİ˫ֱַѹߣҧ촽ǿԼǣܿ塱
ڹӵĴϣӾȻ֪ҵ־...ǲ...еء
ĲŷӦ˵ʵ̫ˣæ˵βѾȷܿ塱Ľһ˸ǵһμ棬ӦÿòĶ˽˽ԷһԼΣһסֵġ
ֻǼסҵôܿҲӴڴͷڴβ˸ܣȴҲľ롣
ܿԸԼĴ֮...Ժϲˡ仰˶ˡ
뵽ʲôˣⶼˡ
û...첻ˣǳԷɣĵͷĬⲻĽ㣬ȻͬһˣԲ㡣ﰵʾһã˲˵
Ӷô
ĴʱܿﻹҪмܲסֻϿ档
Ŷԭܿ˵ͷ˵ܿǲùӶġ
½ɢɫϻ䣬ܿ籩¶ڿ˵ȴĴδĽ㴩ĶǶ
ʱ㣬׿ǶᱡԼĴɫȴ̱ðƵģļ䣬޵롣
ΪݣӱһԵĹǽڣǺᡣҲܺõڲŮݣֻǴʱͣʿǻڵĿˮҲԡ֪Լö￴ƫƫ۾ͲӵĻôֱĶǴɫ
ʵ⻹Ľ壬ӣԼһôˣҲˣå...ɡ
Ŀ۾ˣʱͷܿ˹
Ǹȥﻻ·һǾԲ뵽ԼȻһ챻Ľµ˴ߣˡ
ⲻĽ㣬ҪĽ㣬ֱҪͲôˡ
Ӷʲô
ǹҪңֲҪԹ...
ô涥ס
ҪҪ...ӣ...⻰ôô찡
ǰ죡Դǵ˵ǰĽ㽿ʱ˵Ļ
죬Ǹ̼ô...˵أ
˵...ϣһû˵ϣӴϹ䵽˵ϡ
ĳԹڷԣһӵĲ˾ȻθڣԼĺףͷµԹϿһһء
үҸ򿴿ɣͷϵ˿ɴСأǵĿġ
ҡҡͷʾԵܿ壬̾һһʱѣ˸ͷˡٿλڣͷˡ
С㣬ʲô֣
ҵĹﶼƵôɰô
Щô
ǰҲ...ÿô
ǳ飬ܣܿ廹ǲˡ
֮⣬Ļһ¡ܿǰڷŵĶƽĽ㰮ԵĲˣȴһûʼǰСȻĿζҲˣúĵϲһģһ
ԭͼƻȥּҵģǼ²֮ԽԽ⡣
ɽѾǣ˴ſڣЩŻҳȥһʱ֮ܻСǱ...Ҳûʲôð취°ɡ
ſڣԶһҪȥô
ҾͳȥһĿһܿ壬ȴܿ۾
أ
...޽üͷһԵĻ龰ʶɫ뿪ˡ
ˡ
ʲôˡ
ܿϲӣ½ܿһμӣоǿܿĹӿܲţܿʶ㣬ʱܿҶ߻ţҲҪ£...
ĳǰ㲻֪ܿжٻϲ㲻ϲܿ... ܿͷոôˣ˺ܴίſǻӾȻϲңǱһ¥¥ɡ
˸ÿһ˸ӵŲһݣϲãԶԸص㡣
ԸĽȫվĽ񡢴ƽ⣬˶һЩƵϴ꣬ҲǺ͸ǵĹͬǣǶͬĸĸ֪ļҡ
֪ܿǸ¶С¥¥òټˣΪ¥¥֮Ϊ˰üǮѾһ˼ԼΪ˵ȴһˣǸʱˡ
ûвϲ㣡ֹţֻ...ֻʲôأ
ϲô
еΪѣ˵ϲ־ԼԲĽ㣬Ҫ˵ϲһܿһҪȥ¥¥ô졣
֪ˣӾǲϲܿ壬ǹӾͷ뿪...
ߡĸ첲ˣϲϲ
ʲôû塣ܿ۾ת֮죬ε˵...ϲܿ塣
棿
档
ǹӽҪǳȥˣͲұ˹ôܿǣĵ֣˵
̾һǲı˰ܿ年ܣܿ屳ˣǼʶܿ年˵ԼȥһĹԴϾͶһͷݡ
ˣԼѡţԼš
ɽվſڵ˺þãȴˡ鸴ӵģŵ...ˡ
ӣ˺һ𣿡ɽεĵͷ󣬡ȥ׼
תܿ壬һôҪµĻͻ
ᱣҵģô
ǡ
ʣܿԼסܿ廤ڻץһ㣬ţ
ܿһ˷ʣҲˣճɶҪӺܿ干һˣǡɱӵ֪ǽͲˡ
ҵ˲ô붼ûѿڶܿ⣬῿ĻһС˵ģ
ʵ˿ĵ߾ĽһˣȻֻ֪֮Ĳ𣬵ܵ˵Ǿһ˰...
ܽҹӣǲ֪ҵô
Һ֪֣ϲ㹫...
ĺ֣ܿ嵽ʲôʱ֪Լأ


69 
, ԴׯƬֺţǮҵĸ˻Сճѡͨ˼ңŮҲҪһ»ǲƥ, ϰǰǻʹվտ˵, ¸ƷԢҲõġ
С㣬رʺ¸»֮ҹ, ԢͺϰԼƷ
Ҳ֪ܺաЦţָһСĲ, ϸ⻬ӴͼҲܿȷʵƷ뵽»֮ҹĳһġ
ϰЩΣ˭˼ҵĹ֮ǰǺߴ, δ޵㽣⸱ģһǶԷҲ, ֻܿ׵ĿƯ㡣
ƯкãҪ޸һ
Сô˵Ѿ߼æĴ, ŵſڲԶ, 쳤濴, СȰԼС, ๫һֱǺأҪ...
˭
Ѿֹһ䣬๫ҲǣҪ˻´л, ǻɻأɧüѡѾ߿û˴˴γĿ, Լѡ֮ɽȴĶɢע
վſڣ۾ĶĳðŻ棬Ǻ޲ÿѪһķߺޡ
һնͼֺý浵컹Ϊ浶ڿԼϴŲõЦǰֻû߼ŷ浿ĲԼѰ߿ȥֻǿǸ˵˲䣬սȭͷ
ôġ
йĵĴſǲ٣ǳʢġлĻ֮⣬ðղ෹ֵĻйĵĸַ£˺Ů鰮£ԽԽֵԽйµŮӣһҡҡͷŶ񶾵ĻȥۣеȻͰδӣ浡
ܲоĴԣܲ˵ǺδŲ岻ԵġǸСͿϵģĲ䲻ʲôҲǵģֻǸСӣȴΪ곤һЩͳΪġ
ԶŲͬԭŭ˿ģûע⵽ϵ֣Ķ˵Ҫ£һ£˫СĽҪסǸС˶
ܿŵգûİĻŷ߶¿еµģǿĵֱڿͣ˺þãֽĵ
һֻϸСɵ֣Ȼ΢ְסܿȴޱȵ㡣ʧĵܿ弸ײĵĻվȣʱס
ܿ壬ɺᣬûа취ôѣʼʱͬʱǱȽʢ۸űǲԼԿ...Ľĸˣ
˿Ľ˸ʱԶԶģźѾߣ׵ԼܣҲ˵Ĳ룬㿪ҪһֱߣҪĽſԶ˵㿴ɣûʲô˵ģҪ£һ
ķܿ壬дŹУû°ɣ
ܿ۾ûκεӣĶͬ˵ӵ...
ϵҴüͷǰˣǸƤС˶֣ܴ˵ƽ
֮ˣɽһͷˮͷʲôƽ
Դƽĵһɽ֮εҡҡͷǰϣĽܹƤһ㣬ܿ幻Ƥˣһ취ҲûС
£ӲҪڽϺŮ§§ŮҲŵȻ...ֻһۣԱߵС˶
һԹŮѡҲ߹µĪҪ浶ۡ
ڽ죬ñŷ䣬ȻԱһεεС˶¶ˣֻץܿ׼뿪浿ǣָ֣еıӣ...
˵ʲôĵһۿ浣С浶ʱͲ³վǰľǽ浣԰ҵĶŮԭѾ˼Ҫõˡ
˵ǡ¼˵ġ浺ģĽ㡣ĺͱң͸ǣ֮ǰֻһ棬¶øлУҪ˵ĸҲ̸ϣݹˣһһֱѺͱ˶ĸоָоתΪޡ
ĵһҰھʾŵˣߵС˶ͻȻ˵ǲϲ㰡ôһֱ㣡
ܿͻĻסˣһԵ㱩ףҧгݵĶģ㲻䣬浶ҵӡ
ҿ񲢲Ǻܴ㰡λӡܿС˵͵͵Ķ㵽ܺӴ˻֮㵽ԼҴĻܿǹϽͣǾֺֺЦ
ʱܴһҳµǽԭԼһϵĵطĿźһ·ϣˣҲϿ뿪
쿴Ž浵ĿһֱģݶҪҧˣǲİ...ʲô
Σ浳Цˣȥʥǰ˻鰡սȭͷô
촽ҧѪˣߺ޵ģһһὫܵ軹㣡
ڽָǰİŸ죬ҿøҲһ˲ˡνָûô鷳ı֮󣬼;ʹˡ
ŵǡܿ塱˸Ľ㣬ɽ͸ܸ󡣾԰ʱԶԶһ׳˶Ӱ
ǸּС㡣ɽ¶ͬͱһ¸ܣܳǱ߿˹ȥһ飬ĺɽ˵ּСòرķϴڵҲԤ裬ǵԶԶĿεʱ򣬸ܻǱŵˡ
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ּܿСиߴģŵ׾͸ڵƵôҲ̧......֧֧ᣬսս
е㺦¡ܿСֹıСһյˣ޿ˣԱ⿴ŮĶҪšˣ˰˲ȥ
ǲͱ˲ȥˣñСֹˣС۾ӣϵƤҲֲܴڣֲڵʲô̶أΪӵĸܣȻƤҪã˵ᣬҲòСŮӶԲλŵ...۽ǻᣬıƺˡ
һǸһ뵽Ľ㣬Ҳûκ£ȴܾôԼϡ
С㣬㲻ҪǸġ̫ûò
ǣҾӦö㵽ﲻҲó...ҳ...
гɣͳҪȥ˵ʲô
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һڣڳÿͷƤһ飬ּСְǴǺ«ӳȥ
ллҡּСͻȻЦһ£ҿһӶ޲ȥˡ
ϲģ˿ĺá仰Ƿĵ˵ģδĽϲԼˣԼûʲôֵϲĽ㣬ǸСǾԼǸ鷳˶аԼõˡ
ϲôС㽿εεģһҭԼԼڿأ
ιûôܿǰһǰҵˣ붼롣
ָܴͷɥ˵ӣûò¡ʲôȢ޲ȢޣӽûɺáɽһָղſּСŵȶˣӲ˵ûУ˾ֵСӣ˭ҲʾǱ죬ǾͶ˵ˡ
ҲôҪ㣬׻ǵòС
ϣ鷿ĻԽԽߵơĵĺ󱳵ܣָܿĵؿڣһ˫ӺŴˮô
Ȼ...
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{Ľ㣬ɣҿܲˣ}
ͷȥǰˣڸָܵļ֮ʱĶŲˣ۾ͷԵһ...


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ʱ, Ǳ·ĳŪͰ, ͷϵķҲΪղŵġ˶ɢң⸱Ӿսĳ, 治...Ҳò
ʮԼдǡ
ܿ塱˸Ľ˵ı¼ֱҪǵ컨, ΪֻѾӦԷʱܿһϵΪﶼõĵȷ
ڰ˵ĴսĶ˵һЩĻﲢû¶ǵ黰, ĵĶʮգһ仰Ժйճһ, ÿһĽҹ컵Ρ
ںڷڵܿͷųı£ԷֵġĽ㡱, ĵӦԷʽԼסʱ, ñܿһ, ܿ, ļǳѹϡ
ΪסֽŵܿͲòԼˣһأ
ϲôѹܿ壿Ȼѹܿ壬ΪҪ...ӣܿ屻ĺȣҪӰܿ......ĴϢе...ʲô˵ô
ܿòʱ˵Ļ޿κε˯˵ķ˵, Ľ㣬ûСô˵...ĲԼȻôպ, Ȼ˯һɵЦ
ҿǰ˶ǵͷˣ֮Ҫúõ۸...ĵӱ͵࣬ʵ˽Įģ߼ĿĽɱ˸ʱ㿪۲Ĳ˵кôģһҪһֱߡ
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ο˵ĻĴǰ̫Ը˵ʹ˵ˣҲԲԵķ֮ʣһ̫һʶĽǿ̿ʼı䣬ҲҪǿԼԼӲָ꣬˵ÿ£ϣ±˵ĸá
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...˯еС˶һ۾üͷĿߵ...
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ǸβõŮӣһһƵģĹֱ׵ĻӦúģûмǺޣԸĺܺڣһΣѡתķʽȥЩ
ķ˼ԺԴҪԸϺº͵ķʽ
ŵˣһͬʱҲܵһЩ˺£ദҲԸ˸˽⡣ĺֻ趨ôķܳڴֵʮЧɡһʱһŮܹҪӵбӸ
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ȱʲôԽĽʲôϲܶԴ˵̬ȣԼѾܼˣȴԾɲ벻Ϊܵóһҡ
Ǳ߹ڽе˳İе¶󣬴ӹ˵ĽĿһŲʣڱ˿²Ƿһ󡣳ԷĵһαϷ˼⣬˲һɵǮҵŮ
ܣһҪҪ㡣ڵһƫڣüͷĶԸ˵һʼܾͲ׵뿪
İ˵֮󣬾ͼüͷ¶ȡ
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Ƿħ˰ɣҲɵľȻѡһӡİ˵Цĸп
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ҪػˣȻǷʵĵüۼ¶زסϲɫҲֵô
ôֵô
ЦǶԴ˵ͣĻشҲǷģҾãֵã
Ҳֵá
Ϊһ˵ʲôжɸ̬ܵȣм̵Ļľþòƽڸܶ뿪ˣԭطԼҪ̫̫ʱˣƫƫðŷ׷棬һ̿ʼĶԸۿˣ£Ļ飬ѡ


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ú...ú˲Ѿƣſǻġ
Ӻڰ߳ĸ˵, ˵㿼ǺûУ
˿ܵһ˲һú, ɱΪСˣС˵ٴҪĶʵûа
ȥүģȻûģһŰ߷ڵأ, ˵ûУҴﶼʶ㡣Ȼ͸ҹ, ÿζͬƲ׼ţҪǸ, ȻͰˡ
üͷȻһٵȭ, ȹһ, ֻһûֹ
Ӣ...СһںҪǶ...
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ֻɵֲǴһ飡ȻΪ⣬ڳ, ûأԸܵԸıȻ, ʱһȻǺȣ뵽ȻȫҵԼ̾˿ѵԴտ²ƺӲġ
ȻԼҲоĶĲԴͬǸλӣ͸ܶɽ͸˵ˣ֤ܰγ̶ȣֻԼûв£ܵһ仰ʱܱӡĽ֮С
ȻȥԼĸ
ӣ׼ˡ
İ˰̫ѨһնûϢɫܲţǻЩˡվ˸°ڣµʣʶô
Ӧû԰ɡ
ȥط˵¡ĺ͸ߵſʱͥ׽ͥϹϾĽĹүͷĵ߶ݵֿ֮ͣ˿ˣЩͥˣΪǿȥеֵֹġ
֣ߵĸҲЩ֣ͥüͷһֹӣĿǲ˵ʲôԥǰ˵˳һʱͼͥʱ;ոһ˲ͻȻ뵽ˡ
ӵĲ֮ǰ˹Ҳ磬иЩ˷ָɵģǸָɵ˺͸ոǲ˺񡣡ͥΪҪƻĵĲݣȻҲˣȻҵļ뵽еǣϵʶȥĵɫ
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ȥģ
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Ľĵ»լԺ⣬ʮɵľ룬ͱֶվͥվˣһЩһͷ߰ףһĵʺáԣЩͷǿʼͬʱǿǿĽڵԺӣҲǴ
˷ֹȷ߳߶߶ľڵϻȥ
ЩȻٵĽԺȴǶŮһ֪ģѾ֪Ůֱһģ֮ǰδйģŮֱµĶλ긽ˡ
ڶ˵ǰŰɵģôҹôץΪȴȲŮҲЩɳŽŵΧŮתתȥΪһʲô
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ֻ鵽ү˵˶ƺ˺ܶ࣬ʲôûв鵽үǸиܵºСģʱֻܲ鵽Щ
飡Щķң̫ˣ;Ĵҡڵظ¥Ǳ򵥡ƫƫѾ鲻ﵽʲô
{İģԽԽ͸ˣ} ͵ƤһֱһõԤС
һƬƽ˾ÿղܿ鷿ҲûţܿĸǿȵˣԽԽӦԣżҪסʱҲǰĽͷϡ
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һȥ˯İǸȥ˯Լʷд
֪ǼμʱֻӶľˣ˶ûеˡϨ鷿ĵƳʱѾһЩļԷſھְţСмô
ûһֱ˯أ
ţȥ˯ɡ⼸Ҳˡ
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Ҳһֱô
Ҳ㣬ÿʱÿ̡
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԰ݶ֮ƴ򶷣Ѿʮغϣϸ۲ܿһѴƣƵĵ¸ܣһ򶷵˱ͥ
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72 
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䡪ž
Ͻ˿ɫ֮ʱĬȻȼ˳ɫ̻...ȻϽ, λ...Χ, ֮ΪĲϵܱɢ...
İҹûзǣֻҫڿյ̻иɫŵ˳λǾܵĲֲԵӵִ, ţԶ, Ϊڵ׺
쿴Ǳǳɫ...ѽǸƯ...ɫ...˷ȫ̻Ľ۾ͣĻŷλ, ˷ܵڴ, ִһЩ, Ϊֻ˫۾, ģģ쿴Ǳ߻...
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ϵ̻ٶ࣬Ҳֻᱻǰ
ģģ쿴Ǳһţǻ...ĽͷڿԼļֹôҰոյ̻㶼û
˵ˣĽҲûɣȻΪĿˣʼ˷̻ܵͬƯ֪ǺӣΪʲôô̻ǲ˭Ȣ׻Ǽбϲ¡Ľ˿̻ûⳡ̻Լйء
ȷʵϲءĵĽĿôôĶ̻һ㶼ȣڱֵ̫ƽ֣ĶЦĽ㣬
ȥĶ
жҪ͸㡣Ҫס۾
ĽԹԵı۾վֻḲ۾ϣָ΢Ľֵܵ¶ֻðġ
ĳŲԶӰɽһͷ
ʱԺаҲǺ㣬Ľٴ۾һӾͿǴرĵطһŸɫĵڰγĶԱȣΪ׼ģ߽ŷǵл
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ˣ׼Щһ࣬Ѱɡ֪Ľʪ۾ĺЩơ
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ǰǸܿ塱ĳ֣ôʱƫ˽ȴǵãΪ׼Щ
Ľ㣬ϲôϲЩⳡ̻ô
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ȻͷһۺˣЦ˵ҲǲаȻͷ˵ô֪˻ϲɫ̻...
Ҫˣ봸һǰˡ
еһпͻָƽֶüͷĿҪԽˡ侲ԵͥһԻңүδôĻǵ˲ˣ......Ǹô죿
ԼŰ졣ͷȥȥ֮ļͣѾĺӸ˵͵СǱߣ˵͸...ĵߺǲһ˿Цݡ
Ƕ̻һƬɫǱϣǹ̻Ǳ̻ӳĳ˲ҹ...ģ֮δţٴ֮ǰ˭δ
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ⳡ̻ļ֤ԶֹЩˣгÿһգеվԺУеֱߵ˽һһһⳡ޴ġ䡱
С˷ܴµˣˣǺСҹɫ׷ڽкˣŮҲе֣ΪҲַǷ˲Ϻӡⳡ̻Եɣе˵Ǵ󻧼Ȣޣ˵ǻʹڵ»ӣԽ˵Խ...˭Ҳ֪ⳡ̻ˣ̻֮µĻ԰Уӵǡ


73 
¥֮, ۱վޱĿϿвڿ̻
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ĸӣǲҪ, ôĶعּΪźʵۣȻôĲⳡ̻ⳡ̻ģ֮, ÿ֮ʱʵȼŵ̻
˵֪κսȨ˶Ҫκˣ
û֪Ϊ˽, һϸޱȵļƻӲ֡ˣÿһ۵Сϸڶֳġ̻ӳȾɫ, µĶ, ȻȻӵ...Ҷ೤, һǹ, ĽĻߵĲҿҿΧ
˽Ľģ֪Χ˿ţС˻᲻ڡʵԭڻ԰쳤ӿֵɢ, ʶɫȻùܣʶɫȱ۶Ҳͱİųȥˡ
ʱ԰, ֻӵһˣЩǵġ
ⳡ̻ʼ֮ǰͷԸߵͻĳһʱ̣ȥԡ׼ˮǿǴԡĿԣԶֻƻĽȴŤĲϺһͬԡҲûǿֻỽĽ㣬ڷ...
ţĽǺһͷеĽҹҪĲϣȥԡ
Ƕ֪ҪʲôǸԶҪһʱ׼һ£ڴµķ
ĺĽ㲻ûܹҲռǿҵһÿܵĽʹĲȴˡӺʱʼԽԽĽĸˣòôôҪĽ㣬İˣӦñԼģϧĶԴһرʱ̡Ǹʱ䡣
ȻǸرʱ̡
ĲһʽеˣЩ֪ĽԼһǸС˶ǳ׵ʽһҪĽŮҵС˼ȴޱȵĵСԼʲôٶ壬ò˵ϲ
ҹ׼˺ܾãðž޴ķն׼ǳȫǶ֤̻ΪĽ׼ҲĽĳŵĽ㽫Լǵⳡ飬ûлͷ֮·
ϴص˷䣬ʵҲǸС˶ǽϴر죬ĽԡﲻͣͿĨ趹Ļ棬ǾƲסķ
汻µĲùµı졢ͷţĽϲõġǽϹǵķݣϰڷŸСЦţһķŰڷױ̨ϣкܶ๲ͬкܶ๲ͬĻ䣬ĶĻ䣬Ժ󻹻иࡣ
̨һĺɫĶܾãһһЩġ
ĽصԷŷֻһ˿΢ĹȼһְģΪĻûϴ裬ںڵĳ׹󣬻ûͱ˴Ӻ汧סĽʶһŵ˵Ű˱š
쿪ôĵϢĽĶ䣬Ƚеĵطһ£Ļش𣬡ҹĵģлл㡣
ֻǿͷϱʾôҸϲñķʽ...ĵ촽ĽĶ䣬룬ĽĿ飬ڽ...
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氲ֻ...ԽԽ졣ָĶֹֻɵĻȦĽ񾭣ȴڴ鲻Խĺһ־Լʧ̬ӵİͷ
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Ľʪ󣬽촽ĿơõĴʱԼѾԼˣԼʱ뷨ģı...ࡣ
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˵ʲôңţ
Ľ˫ǿѹò񻰵壬ƵĸĿڵǸ...̻᲻鷳...仰ʣȴһֱûҵᡣ
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...Ǻܵģõ̻ǻһϵе鷳
ģ㿴ϵˣǰһüëԽԽ
Ľڵһ͸˵ӣңСսĶͬ˵ĻЦĸѽʲôúߵģ֮仹ҪȤ...ЩʱҪſһЩ
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ˣץһȼ̻ˡ׵ָŴͨӡ
С˲֪ҷʲôҪץʻ
˳аյİ...˳е񷨡
ˣСĲ֪鰡Сֻ˼Ǯ˼Ұ¡ӷĹڵϣҵĹүΪ˸ףŪǵ̻ɺС޹ذ찡С˵°...
Ӵ˾Ȼ¹֮˵Ļһı飬˰ԱߵĸܼʱסҪǰĪҪӵ¡Ȼ죬Ȼ⣬ȴǾܵûϾǴˣǴ̶ӦúӲɡ
߲ܵûƶ֣ûпһȺˣȻķߡߵȻƾԺǽʱѾǺҹˣܿȻıӰȴȻǼƷһ˿档
һüͷ֪ȻѾûˣȥ˵˽£ֻȻΪ£˻ȻլԺֻһСŮܴ磬ĺ˷...ϲ⡣
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ļңңȴûסĵط...
סУһСѾͷ˯ڽ϶Σա
ܴӴķ϶пǸŮݵģȻŮӲԭڸܼſҪǸ˳ܶ㵽˰ȻһӣںڰǸӴĶԵøɸɾȻȦϲƬ̾ʹ׵ĺ
ڰи̾һȻɵӡ
ߵжǣңۼʱʼһյơܲŸջصӵķű򿪣СŮ۾磬зˡ
شĲǸܣеĶӣһ춼æ飬ʲôûԡ
磬»᲻աѾֻܴ̫࣬ĸİȫ
뻹ŵķˣеʳﵽ̫࣬ǰӶԲϣڲܳԵװ棬ǮܵЩ£һ߳һ߻شõ󣬡ģգΪӡĻ鶼Ǻˣĺˡ
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ǲ...Ū㣿Щۡ
ģ㱧Һ𣿡ĽЩţһҪС
һͿ۵߶ãҺúñ㣬һֱ...
ܹɫĵֻЩ֪ĽǺϧԼ͸ĶĳݡŪ˵ֽƬĽ㵱˱ǳ̻ɽѵǵԷ⡣
Щһһʱ˳򣬰ڵһλϵĵɫģ滭ˣһ˸С˶۽ǣĿ
ģǲˡ
ǰѾҵıˣԺ󰡣һõġ
ͺܺõģģ...ĺܿġ
ҲܿģδйĿģҰһֱԼܵùˣһеĵù¡еίΪ˻ҵĺˣһ㡣
...˵ǰ...
Ҫ֪Ժÿ˰ɣԣȺú˯
᲻˯...
ұ֤ܿңԺÿһÿһ춼ǣһӶߣԶ뿪...
...ŴԽԽСҹɫ


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˵ôġ̯˴˲С, δἰ£ԷȻ˼׸ңҾ˵⾩˭ôֱʰ, Σ
С...
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ҵͷһ˵ôԼﻶģҲ湻ҵ, Ȣ˷ӣ׸˼, Ҫ㱰΢...
֪ʲôô˵ҲǹĹӣôܴҲҪ̻֮ŮЩ, ĸҪȥֺҡ˵ĺС, ˽, ǹүȻͬ, ºݻ˵ҪǸȢͰţҲǾ󣬾ôȢĽ...˵֮Ҳûǹ...
Ҽҵ÷ҵļͣ˵ÿ춼ܿҵĹүСǣɢ, ˵޶ɪĸǰĽȥǻ...һҲֻۡǼ, ǵЩۼ
Բ֪Ⱥɢı䣬û֪ʲôӣʱֱСȰԵ˱㶼֪Եɡ
ʲô˵ôģֻΪ˸һŮֱжôûϢŮ鳤...ڻʹ鷿ۼ˻ʵ۵ĸ󳼣Ǹ糯ۼڴ˾Ϊ£˵ǻʵһ󽫾ʮ꣬Ӽ˵´֣ڸаϴ˻δʵۻ㱨ʱķۡ
˶һ亹ҿϵˣֻλʵ۲ûзŭü۴ǳЦڳãȻض񣬳Լ...ĵδλīĽһŵ̬
ϴˣȻѾ֪˭ģΪλץˡͿϴˣҹﴩŹٷڳתתȥ˵лҪϳаյİȫ˭ܿ˿ģıǻʵεļˣũĸУȻҲڴˡ
ʥӢ¹ٸаյİҹ³¹ٵĹϽ룬¹ҲȨϱ˼Ҹȥץˣ¹ڵһʱϱ̲ԴˡũǸˣôģ̻Ȼ񣬵ȴδƻеɷοǹ֪ٵĶӣŲԸȥˮͰԼժɾƵһԵԴϡ
䣿
̲ԴǸŰϽˣպʮ꣬ȴΪᣬ¿Ҳ͸յʮӣũһҲżɱе̬ȣĹ棬ʥϣȷд£ô²δƻɷȼ̻ĲҪץʻ
أʵ۰ѻƸˣ˻ʵ۵˼ԴˣĪɷһҹҪģ겻ڵôģȼ̻ŵóаҹ߳򡣡
ԼԺǼſڹۿûκҰȫ¡Ϊ˸ȼŵ̻
Ц͵ȫǵſ
ʮ꣬ȵ۴ŲżȻߵһسǲһ̻Ȼɱ˷ޣΪŭؾ֮䲼ɣǹڳ޶ʱ˺ܶ
Ͼֻǳ
Ѿǳˣµ۵ǻһ񷨣鵽޳ɻɷȥˣеڰʮҳȷдŷ޹գɷȼ̻÷һɣһٸһԣɷȼ̻ҡ
˳Ծˣ֮ӺĻʵֶסˣȷʵӡλ֮ʱϳ˺ܶȵʱ䲼ķ棬ȻһƪдȷʵãĲɱīѵöԼͬĵطԭⲻļӵɷС
ͻȻס̧ͷϵɫʵƮƮʳһ仰ȼ̻߽ģ
Ȼش𣬲һ˵һ䣬ٹӣǰ˽˼ҵŮأ
ʵһɫŽ԰԰ĪҪЩо֮ĽСŮٹվҪٹĹˣʥԴ͵Ļ顣ɫܳ޲ҧԼĺ
ҪˣҲȥһˮأʵô˵µ˶񣬾ĽҲĵͷʵۼ˵λҹϲô±ߵ˷׷԰ϲҲ鲻Ը˵һ䡣
ͷ̲ԴˣһյͻȻſڵʥϹղųϽʵûƻɷ·ô˵ΪҪ˵ʲôֻ˵ҹϴһƥûĹ...
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鷿һ˦ߣҪǲѽ԰޲ߡ߳ˣϴͳһӲԴˣԴ߶ǹڹټңҲð...˵ȥڷҵũӵ۾ڳô꣬ɷʱǽͷһߵ˦ҲǳͣһαԱ񣬼ֱܴ衣һԵ󽫾̯ͷһΪӡ
ǰվĻʵۿеᣬڰʮҳȻдţΪҪ۰ӣȼ...Ϊװ⣬һѹڷ϶֮...ʵۺȻһҹ֮ϢΪδĿ죬ȫǵ˶֪һɷڸЦҲƻеһ...˼...ģ޼סˡ
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ĵ߽ԷĽˣʶȤĿ첽뿪뿪ǰѷŸˡĴӺѻݵ÷ױ̨ǰĽ㣬Ļ͸...
ױ̨ͭӳĳĽ㾪ϲЦЦĽ㣬Ҳ鲻ԽЦˣͷĽϣĽ㣬...ôĽ㿴ôɵľ;úЦô¸ңôܶʱǻҪáɰ
ĽͷĿģһۣʱɫָḧĵգһֲҵ⻮ϣϡֻĽĻش...
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ǽ컹Ҫȥô˵ҪһȥģʱĻĽ۾СƵԲĵʱ룬С˶Ƕκ¶һݺĵģĵϲֵĽġ
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˵ĽѾйκĵ飬ҲΪοǰ̹ȻЩָָˣγ˽˾ȻҪһ߬ĵ֡
Ҫ£ļᶨĽԭĻ˼֣ɵĵͷҪҪȥµһ䣬ȻĽõκζõģľŮʱȤԭʱĸࡣ
µźܶƯȹĸĽر𾢶۵ġϵġƵġɴġϵġеÿһĵıȶԣĽȴЩĲɣΪſкЩƺ˽
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̤̣ݵĹܳһ˫ַϣллСΪҴɽҵһ⣬ģһҪ£ףС͹Ӱúϡ
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𣿡ĿĽ䶼ˣٿһҲ˸ͷѵ...
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ѵУһѡɴŮ˵
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ıһ£ףӷģС֪ˡԥƬ̻ûʳڣЦһǲǲ֮ǰ֪ɱģȴһΪҪǣΪòˣö˲Ķ۾һֱżһġԽԽԶıӰ
Сһúõֻǣĺ֪ڼûʲôͽ浵Ļ£ȥô
һȥġŮתߵǰԼһ裬ϸָһöɫͼڻƵָ


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Ҳȥġû뵽ͽΪȥμͽ浵Ļ, ĵĵһӦǾܾò״ǸҲҵĵطŲͷǽײ, ûԭļ䣬Ǹҡûи, һһֱһҪԶҪԶˡ
ͺľܾ, ϸƷŲ裬Ȼ
Ʈݳ, ǹֱıǿ꣬շĲͣʱķ, ûʲô˵Ľ㻹ڵҡ˵һ׶Ը, ߡ
˵׸ңТ˳Ҳ޿ɺ֮, Ľɻ, ˻ΪҪײأ
˼ʹ˵, Ҳֻ˵, ҲТﲻɴͷϰɣ
ͺЦҡҡͷһ̻ƿ˷˼⣬˵ǸǰݣǷ, ǳ飬, ǴЩͳͳϣ㣬ҲԲ㣬ǰԶǲܸıġ޴ӷǾ䣬ٹĶ...
漴һ㶣˼Ƭ̣ǴųЦңôƲϵޣʼģҲǵĸ
˵ô㡣
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㳰ҲȻƷŲ衣
ҡҡͷǰţһֱͦϸݵĺ󱳣ɴ...ҪΪҵܵܵϱ׼Щ񣬺λظʱڸҶ...
ĿŶ費
ãͲŵһԵͥͥҲһôҵİɣΪΪѰµĿɽ׸ơ
ˣôһĿοͥΪʹҪѰҿɽҲôһȦȥ֪ٵĹϵѡ԰
ͥ²̫ţ˰ʱҲȲѵȥѡ...Ϊһ...̾һùǵ˶ŵ...
Ͼ֪ٵӣʹϵٲҲʲôΣգǹȵĵˣͥĻζһۣ֪໰ˣȥ׼
ۣĲò΢۾ǡһֻչųͷɹվԭط
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ϧôõǴ...֪Ľġ
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ۼĿûסߣ֪ĽǵС˼ŸԼʲôģ֪ĽΪִҪŮϾȻյĽĶῪģÿÿĽ֮ʱһģŮôѣô죡
ʵѰ˼ҷޣӸɷҲȫΪϲͰҪǻΪʡ...㿴˼ҶҪַƣ֮ҲǺܶġ֪ҶҵϲĶ̫...֪ĲΪԼģһۺ...
ǣ˼ҵķ...ĽСҲǾǿıԼЩĲͬҲ...ҲΪģŬѧŮ죬Ŭһӡ
ҲаĴӻͳ˫ĸĽ㿴㿴Ҳаġ
һֱϣ
ţһֱڶϰҵĽ͸ҵģҺϧҪһֶģǿһֻ⬡ŵˡǲƵԶĴ̣ʱ̷ıԼԼϤĻԼĵǰԶ¶һ棬㡣һĵطģûˣһûκһĵĵطֻҪǰС˶ǸᡢůһҪɸõԼ
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ϲһ͹ˣҲϣΪϲЩ¡ľԼһͷ׼һѵĻ˵Ľ㣬֮һҪ˵С˶ҪôԼ嶫ˣˣϲ飬ʲôãαԼó顣ʹҲԹ֣οȻдٶĲݸ壬ҲסĽһ仰
...һ仰һӻ˵ˡ
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ĿЦŰЩʽɢһͷҴ󣬼ֳ磬ʲôѽţ
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ͦõѽţûֵ£˵λѽ......ЩĸоΣȴֺʵķƵģҲе˵ˡ
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һĲŷԭѾ쵽ˣŸ緹ǰ齻ɽһ뿪ӣǰĽϰһڡ
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˵ȱ˴¸Ȧ׵ˣǲŹġ
ӣĽ㿴Զ˲ŷԸԡ׼ãΪԼˣΪۿķˣʱϴĻϻҪҪϴֲǰİʣǾȥˡ
ȥɣ첻ź򡣡
ԡµˣСϴ趼źĽģ֪ԼʲôЩίЩǣźС...
Լԡ
Ҳ˵ˣ֪СƽȻ˵ȴûƢģĽעʪĵ棬ǰǿԼڲԶĵط
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֪ѬãĽ뵽ʲôˡ
֮ļһദϸ˿ĽȻĵĲԾĳԶǴã˼ɵģ⼸ÿһǰҪԥһ£Ҫ˭ģԺ󷹲Ҫȥˡ
ҹ˯ĶҪʵʵʱڵģΪԼصĺãⲻ֪Ľͷˣֻϣϻкܴһϵĺۼ
֪ԼĽûΪʲôˣԸЩ̲ĲƷϣʳ﷽ľָҹĵ˿ڣһûĵĻ˯Ϊ˻мֲġ
³׸Ѭ۾ĽԽԽãһЩ״̫ÿģ׸ˡԶһ̣һ̣ߵ鷿ſڻûţִĶԻ
ӣǻǵôӳ顣鷢ڹֶͷˣǵļıóѣµһҪľٹıΪʲôҪôٹһǰìôǻһ˼·룬ıٹˣʵˣ뼤ìܡ
ӳƨôĥĥģ˼ҶƵͷˣҪǺ¾Ͱ½ܣ֤ﶼʶ
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ҪıʧԶʧôÿȫͬģᣬǺݾԾĳĽҲĶס˽š
鷿ű򿪣û뵽Ľվ棬ЩΣһлģʽ㣬ôˡ
ҸЩ׸Ľ۾ЦһոûЩƵġһ׸ġֶŸܺȻ˵һǵġ
ȼ۾˲ˣҲа۾Ͳˡֵ׸Ľ㱧ȭлĹȻѾˣ챻ģһ㶼û˵׸óԣЩ˵һ죬׸Ľ㻨һġ֮ȼǰ׸ֱˡ
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ûȼ׸ûĸܱǸϲӬһĸˡ
ǳҶô...ĽģԺˣԾͺˣǵôأ
ģҷҲûʲô
ǲʱ䲻ˣ
ûͺܺˡҲģȥһˣҪȥ㣬ô
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ǰÿһʮ壬Ľ㶼Ҫ㣬ԴǴ˻֮;ͲȥˣһγУͥǣĽ֪Ĳϲܾͥš
ȥ·һռǿĶԣ޲ö㵽ӵ¡
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˻࿴ŶԷĵĻϲ
ʢղȴҲˣСõģƽģеδĴԵģĺĹ۲ţǰûнӴЩϻĳ飬ȻҲЩء
Ľ㵹ǺܶЩ㣬ǮݶʾõĽνĴҹɡĽϣϵߵݣ۾ƺĬʲôѧҲĬĬš
{ϣĽԺһⲻ䣬롣}Ŀһͷ
żĽСģģʲôԸ
ɰæԶһ𡣡ĿĽֵֻСʶָƣô
ҲԸ
Ϻæ˵飬ءʲôʱԸǸոô֮ǰ
ĽЦŻش𣬡ÿһ졣
ÿһ𴲣յƣĬԸÿһҹ˯ǰͷʱǶʱǣûʱڵҹϵϣݷô࣬һϵȴࡣ
{ϵɰŮԸŮĺ˸ŮİģЩõŮԸеƽ...}


80 
ԺһðĹ, ֪Ӻ꿪ʼԵĵط֦ҶĺڸǣԶԶȥһźͮͮľ޴ڹϡ
ŮӰдĺɫ˿ϵ֦ϱɻϲĵȴԼ֪, ķްдֵĺϵһ׹ҵ֦ͷܰͷϣ
ǰÿ굽, Ľ㶼˴ʱĽΧŮ, ԼҲѰŮһССԸķĽ㿴˺þã, ô᲻˶࣬ҪץҰ...ǱߺأҲȥ...
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յ, ʮָۣһЩ, ˶±˴˻߶ˡ
ǮСɳﻻ, մīıʵݸĽ, Ľ㻹صڵס, ľ, һǲϲˡ
ûУϲġС˶ĵĴȤˣ֤Լģȴһʱ֮䲻֪ôô˵, ۾ϵظţϲ, һ...һֱϲ...
ôΪʲôҪСܣҿдʲô
Ҹ㿴...Ľ͵ǰеϣĿһ۾ԼĵѰŴ𰸣Ļ
Ǻдǵ֣дĽԼİ⣬дšִ֮ϡŲĽ㣬֣ǣεºܵõĽİأʣдˡ
֪Ϊʲô˻ϲŵΪԶסɣڣд¼֣⣬Ҳİ⡣
ע°ϵһĽգ۾ģٴδȤ˵ôңҾҪ...
ĽͷָС˵֮.........ھĵĻĲٶǣߵǿ¡
ﶼŮӣȻǴ󵨵ԵȴҲǱŮӵĽߣڲ۵ĽϵԼ˿ĬԼԸȻߵӳ֣ĺĽǣ߹ǻ˵עġ
Ŀʹ˭˲ûǣĽ㣬Ļһ󵨵ĹƫƫѾ˼ˡ
Ǻ׹ҵϲʲô£Ľ뵽ϻˣԼ
˶Ƚϳٶ۵ĽЩһԵĵְָοײȥҲûϵֻҪԼξˡ
һĺ񻮳һߣĽŵָ߬ı𽥴ӽűϲ...
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ʱĽѾǺҲҵסˣĽעŵϵģĲҪǸˣǺԸˣ˵ĵģ漱ת
ӲĽʵȥã̤ȥЩΡΡģɽŶһ
İýʵʵҲͷ󺹣һһ£ͻȻ˶Ūģۿм׾صģװһ̤գûĲܿƵʧصĵ䣬ΪԼܶ˵ˤһ£ȴû뵽һֱעС˶ıס
˫˫һ£ڣվˡ
ģģҲˣʲôҪˣֻҪƽƽĽıſǻ˵ҪŪҪӵҲôСһԼˣ˵ԣ̸ˣôԵĽ㶼ԵĻܾǻˡ
ʵҸոǹģƭ㱧Ұ
ĽĴһ£ֹĴƭӣ
֪ΪʲôײȥҾͿԣаʲô˼ô
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˵ҸǵÿҡĵĻ˻Լ֣Ľϸ⻰ҲеͬĵͷĸĻζָ㿴Ҳͬ˵ģҵָȷܳ...ĽĶ䣬ƮƮ˵Ҳ...
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ľ棬αִšϽɽн浳УҲǳģһ̧ͷͷ˵жãҲӦǳˣȰһ½浣û뵽ġ
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ĶǴŸмģϲϰʹͽʲôûз˷ֹһҲ˵鷳ϵĹҲһһˡ
Ľ㣬Ǵɩ⻹ĵһθܼˣĽԹɵĽˣɩ
һ£ĿǸֹ󷽵Ůӣ̾գҲǴ˵еǸ˵ŮӣĹɣʹȫһ
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ϷĵĿһֱ׷ԶĽ㣬һûͷûβĻôȻ˼ͬش𣬡ûô
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һ£֪ʲôҲ˵ûô롣һ飬ɫصϣԼһģ
ǣǺͽ...δ˵꣬˶סˡ


81 
ƽ϶޼, ĸĸ飬Ҳö֪Ը˶ĳ, ݾߵߵͷʱʾԼϡ
...£ǩϺȻ뷺, ˫۾κ, ԺȹʶȻ, ǰḾҲ޶ãΪ...
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Ժһݳһϰ, Ǯ, ȴһǩһŷ, ΪԶû塣
Ľ㼰һҲĽЩḾˣᵽʹΪʱһзѾᵽĳһҵСĸ˽ȴֱԧɢ֮ʱ޲̾, Ľȴһ˿ĽǸСôһ, ãʹղһأй֮ˣԼʲôûС
ΪԼһʲôУһոһգһһֱ꣬ġںڰĹۣǿůĽ䡣
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ϲĽ㣬רƺʱƺ뵽һЩݵǵշ̣Ҳϲƺ˵֮ǺܵĹϵͬ˲һܵĹϵ
λҲΪ󣡡
Ļ̌߶һĸˣǸ˵òʮޣǸ۲۵ĴˣԼеƽǳЦ׽ġҲ֣ȻΪǵĿͬġ
ţǾԼһòĽҲ׵Ļһ䣬ҲΪƽô
ǰˡչƣĶչĽǰ˵ӣӦǺķ۶...
˵ĽȻǲ˼ֲԸΥĵ˵һЩĻ˵ûĶĺã˵Уеҡ԰ڵ˼ŽߵЦش˽浣طҲ˰ɣ˵ģԳΪƽȻΪָķȴԹԵĽ˹¡
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ĵҲڽ⣬ҲΪһ꣬ƵľڴʱĽǰ˵Ĺмֺ档
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˵ԸȢңȢң
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Ϊ˿ǣȴǰĸ˿дšĹԣ˵Ļӡ
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ЦӣȴԹ
һֻ޵Ůˣʲôƫƫѡ
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Ĺúܲң½浼޵ĺܺã˺浰⸱涼ϣĽ㡣
ǣһǳС˵ϣĻԸԸҪ
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ԭС㰡ôΪԵô
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ΪͻȻˣѾɫƿ˽ţĽȻҲʰöƽԷŮӵлеעⶼеöѾĻɫֽƬϣǰ۵ĲĻҳС
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ϴż꣬Ǳѿˣԭڸߴ䵽ȵ׵ľ㣬޾ĺڶë˺ʹʹϢһ㡣
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{ϰɣĲϲ...}
죡еʧĽعһּΪı鿴ԼٿɽΪֵԼ֣Ľ£еĲ豭Լ÷顣
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82 
Ķݵ֮, ͷԵж
һģϦǶһ, ԼеĸһЩ
ҪץסĽ֣ǸС˶Ϊҵʱ, ᣬᶨĸҪ, ԼһֱߣȻ...û뵽ĻûдĽ, Ľξһ֡
ǵһΣʱ̣Ľܾˡ
...ŵĿĽ㡣
Ľŵ˫дЩỨ, ҼصָݺݵĴţҪĲˮ, Ҫƣֻġס, Դͷ, ıú, ɲͣ, Ϊʲô豭ޣΪʲôҪԺޣո˽н, ޽ʶл, İ͸־ˣޣ...ôбˣ
Ľ۾ίʧԹԼһЩܸӵĶɼʹ鲻Խ۾ȥѰģһϰߣһֱܣѾעԼꡣ
ѵ㲻ǣҵô...ĵͬԼ۾ᣬԼίԹʧ᲻ĵ᲻úޣ᲻
ҪҪؼңĲǴɣǾֻһŬ²⣬Ŭ׽ĽһСɵϣΪոĽֻΪǸ˵Ĳ豭һȥ·ϸκĽ㡣
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ڲ֪ľˣ𽥱ħôǰǸаƾʲôߣԽԽ࣬ӶڲɱµƲԼ
˱ˣµǣԼ˺ġ
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ĽôԼôݣɻĽʲôʱΪԼ׼˸ôô, Ķһ֪, ֱǱ
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ӰģۼûأСʵ̫ˣǼҽ, С㿴˲ǰɡϴһ͸Ĺˡ
ĿΪҶϳѪ, üֱƨɣ֪ԼԼ˩Ľ㣬ǲҶаɡ
Ͳֵܰôͱ˲ͬԼ˵أҲûһ˿µĿڴ̧
...С춼ˣ˵Ļﵹ˼֣Զ㡣
㿴ղŵĲּˡҰĽüͷרעоŲŵĲϣʵǺҶǼỮĶղò˺þòȷΣСһЩ
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ôһ춼ˣ߰㣬žôţҹķر˿絶һ㣬ʹ۷Ứ֪ΪʲôԼֱ˩סˣôۣϵʱ䲻࣬۾һԼССĺͯһĵһףһһԼ׾ͱСЩΣ͸·ˣȻֶ˸...
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ţͦõģܹԣûҶֶö˵鷳ӵֱۡ
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ΪϷ...Ϊһгӡ
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ûͷԣˣĵ㰡֣ܼ尾Ķ㣬ţ˵ʹ𱸡
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־ôôϴüһ𣬲֪ĻΪʲô, ⴫ԵĶԻѶýȥ...
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, ôûзӦѵûšüȸոո˼ġƬ̣ȴûеȵĿڡ
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ҲһʾԼŭĻᣬĽ
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㲻˯
ЧﱻҲ򲻵еϣֵ֮ǰԼĽϰһ޲
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أֽŰסǾͻָ׽ָףˣ˶ݼϲСŮޣʲôϴŵģѪȵġ
ΪСʲôҲŲأ
СҲ˶٣˵бۣ̬棬ôƵģﲻţľ˵˶֪ˣϵ˭ʣҲ˸һش
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ĺ೤˯ˡڴϵ۾Ĵ£һпĵط˶˯˿йָ׽ָ...
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ģˣŵĽġ
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عͷ£ӡ˼ԼֳĳĵͷϴǵһΡ
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ڴϵﻹһսսӣİѱã˯Ȱţһ˯ʱţ˭ú±ҧˡ
ҲǲУֻ̬ᣬ˵ıԼԶ㣬ĴӦ֮﷭˸Ƿ˵ҪĸҶԼͲ˵仰Ƥܣͻ˯ȥ
ش˳ǰ鷢ǷС˵ҰСɵӡҴ˱ǣ˵㣬Ƕˣûô¡
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һ˯̫ˣ˯ĴӴԼĸ첲ܳܲ㣬ļҲ˵֣ΪһȦһȦϸӡ
ͷԼ򵥣󲻵Щ黨Ķ೤ʱ䣬ﲻĵӰ
ϸϸ˺һӲͷƤȽݵģӼᵽǰȻ˵϶˲ˣͰѷ˶˽ţ߷Ų˵ʱ޲˦ȥ̫ﳶˣҰ޶ûô¡
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ǲǵéް汸ľͰҲ磬ñŵġɲĲ֣ĴȤòΪһڷ¶ɣ
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Сʱ̹𻨸ԸģҩǵµģԶĻ˯һֱǵõ£ʱ㲻ԱĶʱȥ͵ԣʱʣһЩиˣҲ
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ǰ뱻СɽװŵĶһĸ㡢ûж
ô£ò𡣡뿪䣬֮ǰţˣĸ̻
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ҲûУ˭˵ҳԵģ˵ʲôﶼһҧԼûԡ˵Լո뿪ʱ붼ģʣˣƲǱˣ
󣿡
ԣ˵ǸҸղſˣҪңһӵĳԵľͱˡ
ǾͲˡĸԼ˲ˮҲﵹһƵǰˣˮأ㳢Ŀԥ˵ҵⱭ
˭Ҫȹİ豭һڣĵɴ˫ۣİ
ڸϴһͨˣҪžӾµʮ²ܴ򿪣һûûҹֵ£ܴ򿪣ûһ޲ֻܿӾ⣬ǴȥԵǺܣǳ׸˭ܿҲܵõǮḻҹоһŻ˵Ĳͼҵġ
޿֮һǸḻܹɽӳ̶˾̾оۣо磬ۿ춼Ҫˣڽ
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үСǸСԺô
ﻹľԴ
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86 
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ôһͲˣǿôǰƬ̡鲽, ʹͷѵӵм˼ҵļơ
˫ü, Լذ׵ŵĳв䵽ˮֻۣרעѰһ˲ʡĵС˶
ֻȥϴһ, ҩĹСͲ֪ȥ, ô˽һʱû˶İӰӡ
ҵǵ..., ҲǸҲãִ򲻹, ̾˿Ϊ, Ժð˩ڿ....̾Ϣ֮, ͸µ, С, С㣡
˳żָķȥǣüһ˼أһҺɫȹǲǰҳջϵ, ⻹Ͱ͵ģ֪ĻΪء
ۼﴩЬӲڴ, ˸Ľһû˽̵С䶼ģˣûаȫУĳʶȱģ룬Ҫ̸࣬һӦעһ⡣
ǰ·ôƣʲô̶ȡ
߹ȥߣ˫۱ϥ°͵ֱϷһף
ԭﲻͣ...
ڵϲͣĻȦֻʪһֻСӱʳѵġɽԽ롱ȴΧıöͷҲ
·Ҳˡ
ߣ˭Ҫ㡣ŲһԼĺ󱳶ģɵһͯ㲻ǻԼĵطôôŲϹˡ
ΪҪȥǵķû㣬ҵ
ʲôǵķ䣬ֲҵģ˭ϡ㣬ûп㲻֪ж࿪أ㿴ö࿪ģ㿴㿴İеԽתԽ죬쵽ľʱֻҶĳӡ
!ĻһתûĻǻؼҳԷɡ³çȥǣָ֣ʱ͵ˣ䱸Ŀ
ΪʲôҪҡ
ΪҪؼҳԷ
ҲҰɣֲǲ·
ող˵ûʲôԣĵʻ̫Ȼһﲻ֪ôشþԼеĴʻҪȴֵĵ߼ȦֱֻܶķԼոյĻ
ԣҾˣڻ...㲻ң
Ŷ...ڲ㣬ǲǾͲˣ
.....
װɵȴװһϵĸ߼С
˫һĲȥֻץ½Ǹ
С˶Щһֻ֣ȴûԼΪʲôҪߣҪȥĶ
Ţĺط֮ǰļһƬĽвֵĺÿ䣬ʱժĻ͸Ľ㣬ڲήˣΪ¹꣬γĽŵͬʱصࡣ
ԼĽӡԭĸӾͱ߳һЩȻҲǴһЩΪ˾ϣＸԾСŸϵģȵͻȻʶ㣬عͷȷûиʱӭ...
רעڽµʵʵײĻײ˶һ£̧ͷ͵ͷһ˫¶۾һעӡ
Ůӵ۾鶯ͨ͸עԼֱ棬Ľ㲻ͬ˼Сͬʱ飬ҲΪ򵥣ƶϲŭȫϣֻҪ΢õ˼ܶȫ
˫¶ûаĽ飬Ϊࡣ
ϲ˰ôֵܷôԼᣬ鲻Խֻס
˿ֻ̣ӵ
Ǹʵʵӵ§ڻС˶ݵĴ㶣ȻҲʹ̧֡
뱧ȥȴ־òӦ...ս
ͨͨͣȴ뱻Է֣Ȼͬʱ˰벽ֿĿɫѿΪԼᱻᣬȷˣһҡ
˵һǲǱҵɫռұˡ
§ҵġ
˵һġ
˵ûС
ҶˡЩͣǶˡ
ŭĻͷЩͣСڵǷҡͷƲԼʲôҲû֧֧˵ԼҪȥɻˣӴܵʱΪײһ
Ƕ˵ûп
ȷʵ˵һһҧаھʲôġ
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ŮǷô죬ֻ׷Ŵˡ
ˮŭȼգ첲һ˦ƾʹ򣬻ĴܵĿ죬ΧŴתתȥǰΣɵŢŻ׷Ҹϡ
ƴȫӣϾץĻܻûҲ׷ڱ˿Ǹڴε֣ͤڵ˿ġ
û뵽ô̵ʱﾹܺСദô...ͥһ̾Ҫ֪ôЩ껹û˭ôĵӸҿС㣬û˸ǰΪԱλҲû˸Ұο﷢˴ûûء
ͥĻûл͵ĻӦֻһ
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˵үСͦġ
ջߣһƽ͵ģ׷һˣڣͥǼ¸ȥ׼ˣ
ͥȫ亹ԭʵĻΪոյһʽ˶շԸȥ£Զ̲֮סͷһվͦεˣǸһעԶֵˣһûиĵ񣬸²͸ʲôһԤУһַǳõԤС
ʨҲվʨӣҪѪġ
˵׷ĽƣͶβ˵ԼˣﱧԼһ£͵ƽˡﵱȻͬ⣬˵ԼһӸ˲赹ˮҳԷʱԳ䵱С󣬱֤ҪжĻҲȶԼ
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⼸죬еʱͦõģʱ־Ļһ˳ӣֵǳǷĵͷͷȥġ
ģúܲͬˣ͵͵һЩ˲ҪʳԣٶٶȺֻĸԣĲˮȣĻһһ룬ǳһĶּͬÿ켸ͬʱͬʱߡ
סͬһ䣬˯˯ڴߵϣֻҪһۣܿҹ˯úĴռıˣ뿴ģҲ֪Ϊʲô֪ԼΪʲôͬסǸ˺ĵķ䣬ǲԼĵطĸĴļңǵļҡ
ҹżļ䣬ϣʲô鲻ԽѿڶĵĻ˵ϣףĬ˺ܾãֻǿ϶ĸ˵ܺõġ
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ĻҪÿϴ裬ΪֱˣҪԼϴ裬ôܣľûռˣǸͿˡ֪ˣû뿪ΪżԼԱߵʱͱú֡
ﳣһŮǸ˽öϲ䲻ϲ˵ʱӣܾʱĶرᣬǸԼҩĸԼҩʱϣöܿ
ǸŮ˵ԼֱϵֻҪʱҩͿˣ˵æԺͲˣʲôȥߣ˵ĲŲȥأģҪȥǸŮˣҪġ
ϳ극ر˺ö࣬ļԵö࣬ܿĵĿԼ͵͵ĿЦʱӣܺÿ
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ⲻԶĻԥһԵ˵Ķ԰ʹүС㷢˺£һûﲻҪ£һڶ϶ôǷ֮£˵ǰҲԡй˶ˣǺһĬĬ߿ˡ
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ˣҪ˯һ˸, Լı, ˱, һȫĵӡ
......
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......˻صһŰɫƶֱײĳ߱
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ģ׷㲻ͷССһ˶ȴ׵Ҫ
ҿı¡ڻ˸ת䣬һ
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ûǶǽǣ
ۿߣ첲ӣﻹһ鳣Ҳš
ôˣң־㡣˵⻰ǺǷʱһģһĽ뵽һҪһ̳Ľᣬʵ̲סȥЦ
ЦʲôЦͷ㻹Ц
Ŷ㶼˵ˣǲʦ̵úãͽһʦʦͽı¡
ޣҲͷ
ȵȣҪǶ֣ҾѿˡİַϣҪŶ
åɿİַϽӣŵĴʧɫҵĶ鳣˫ָ۾ϡ
ûʱ⣬ΪǰƫȴĴֺϡ
浹ùֺҶˡ
ʵһ֣ʱˮʱõÿͬͬʳڷϣĳʲôҪָһ֣Ҳ֮ǰԵ͵͵ķʲôʲôͳʲô
ദܺгȴ˭Ҳ˭
ϲԵĶѳԵĺܡеýζҲ۾ȴĹ𻨸⡣ĻĿһۣ˼Ȼȴ˵ġ
ѽ𻨸⿴Ų˵ҪҪأ
Ҫ˵һ䣬ҪʮģأʲôҲû˵ֻգգ۾ĵһһ
һ𻨸⣬ƫƫַŻȥˣ
ǲˣЩԱءķ¿ӡ
Ҫ϶ŶӿɾˡʹĿӹĵС
ٳЩɣԵʲôأһǳԹ𻨸...һĹ𻨸⣬ĳԵýζҪָ˼ûС
Ǹǹʺģ
𣡡İ죬ҡͷԣ㡣
...תͷҲˡ
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˭Ҫ...㰡!￴ոշŽȥİ𻨸⣬˵ĻȻ˵ڣ̧ͷͿЦӯӯĶԼ԰ɣԹûжԺ󰡣˭붾㡣
ʱһССĹ𻨸ΪԶʹǵģĶԻǵõʱԼжѹǵʱһֱڵĻޣȴ˰ӱĵϷ˵ôʱôůʱô䡣
ʱǿڹ𻨸ʹǶôڣҩô
㲻ϲĻҾͳˣĹ𻨸ˡҪãһ
˿ŴζǾΥζʱٴγԵ統һγʱһޡ
СһԺʲôҪʲôʲôԸҡ
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Ȼᡣ
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кѣ
ҹԲ¹ڿУҶҹǿ紵Ҷӣֵ֮м֮⣬ˮĵӰָƣˮƲ֮ԭеҹɫ
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㲻Ǵ󻵵Ǵƭӣʲô㵱ɵһģҧһ֮ҲҧԼеİ
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ƶǶֱԼΪ˴һЩˣǲոյһ˲䣬ʯһ㣬ͻȻ֮ˡ
ҩǰ𻨸⣬ǰˡ
ųԵ͵ĳЦţԼ߽һЩҲ߽Ľһ㡣
Ȼһжпܣֻ...
ҹ紵ݶڴųɪɪԺĴéǱ߻صø͸ȴûɢ⣬ΰѵصϣһ
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˵...Ǵ΢Цε˵֣㣡
ĻȼյĵĴ𣬻ŤһŴ˻֮˵Ĵϣһå!
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Ҫ˵ⱲӺٷ˭, ϸҲֻˣһȻ, 㲻Զ˿, Ū̶ұ֤׬, ȷʵ, 鿪ȫ׬׬, Ϊֹ֪ôġ
һȻʵǲԸϡ
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ðԲҴȫɽˣһ㶼Ķɽˡ
һԵɽһ±ƣԼϱվݶϵ￴öҪճ˶ٿĲݷưͳԻһӦš
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ϣҲźһˣǸСĳµ꣬һȥĿ˻ôǻôⰡ
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˿Ųʱĺ¥̾ǡǺķԸǼӲ͵Ȳ裬ȴλ쿪ᶫҡ
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ıӰһ̫̫׳һ̫̫ݣȷӡ
ͷ˻ӻߣĸϣ൱Υ͡ٵſʱȴǱסˡ
ȵȣ˭
СүããҪˣǼСүն飬Ҳʵ̫˵㣬ⲻظϰõİ˯
ǣǮ˼ҵү档ҿ
ĿŵŤˮ߹ȥӳǸͷ΢΢һЦͷѪڣһ֡
֣ȫҶ֡ûƷζɵϡȥĺ͸ӲǿߣʱǶЦŶԻ˵Ǯ˼ҵĹƷζǶأǰֵ


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Ű±Էһ˿ľǿС˶Ҳûһ˼, ¶˾ľǲݡ
һϣǼɹľ, ͬʱϢֶൽըϾ, ҲԵС˶С
ϸոչѣĶʱ, ûгɡΣյ߬֡ĴǺܴģֻǻδøαû뵽صϵĵһ£ǱС˶Է
ôˣǻ·ϻߴ, ôͺˡ
˵ŮƱ䣬ҲŮ, ûԻ·
ڽǸôֲԸҪ, Ӧͱһ, ٻҲͬ, ûһ, Ժɡ
ƭ
ʵҲƭ㣬Ǵ֮󣬾ȥǺ«ġҪ˵һ£ȥɲΪǲòȥġ, Ժȥǡ
Ҫȴ, ҽȥ֮úģСһ䰡
ûװ˼ҹ䣬аһ±͸ĺëŴ
⧲ıˣһʲôҹʶֽ̧סһıӡ
ıűӲĿû̫ʱ䷢㣬һͷɴϣȿƵĸպãأۣȴҲᣬǰŪһ¡
Ժ˯䷿
Ҳ˯⣬Ҫ˯Ҳҵķ䡣Ĳ±򣬲ﲻܹ̺ǰ߰ҪԶЩһֱͼ˴˵ľ룬Ľһ̣ӵ뻳
˳ĺ󱳣ͬ㲻Ҫ£һֱߣԶػ㡣
УҲܴڻһ̣һãܺ£ǸʱҲҪԼʱľġ
ҹ˯һ˵꣬صĹϣĿŻеıӳĬá
է𣬴խȣص졣ӰҡΣͬڴڵġλáɫ֡צ뷽跨ô
͸˺󱳵Ĳϣֱ굽Ĺͷ죬ɻеȴůġ
бŵͷƽģɱ˦ıȴСϸǵģеıԸ񡢸ءů˫ϲԼš
ʵǸϸĵСһ
ľһңãߵԱߵԼСһ˼̫򵥣εƵˣҪԴãԼ
źصıӺͷߵŵƵ鷿ǰԽ߿š
һ㻺򿪣ĸѸٴվȭ
İеĶһߣƵǰ£Щƣ۵Ŀαϣ˵˵ɣô£
ʵһϣֻǷ˵ķӦһϡ
ʱݵĺſڷֱĳŰͷܱ㲻ǱڸߴΧ
ȻģѾﲻԶľ뿴ģʵʻﻰⶼһȥ³ϵ˵ӣʾ͵ȥѰ
ûͣ½ŲȻĵֺȥѾߡѾɪɪĹڵϣģŻˣ֧֧ĽţʱȴʡʲôǷ³
Ѿ໥һۣСĻش³¥ͬʱٴǿ˵˵Ҷô˵
һ˼״ʣ¥Ǿʲôġ
Ѿ߶Ůӣ˵ֱҲǣ¥ѰֵĵطȻ⼸ֱֵҪըˣѾ߼״ΪԼĿĴﵽˣûˡʱ¸ðй۲ĸܾˡ
ʯ龫׼Ĵ˶ڰĸܣСȳʹݶ֮ˤɭϣ±ѾСˣ˭ȷľȻССӵ˵Ӧͷ
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ֻΪұ͵͵ȥģȥԺóԵġֳͷյĵȥ֮ǰʲôҲʲô...ڹ￴龰ԸСһûʲôɣҪǰѺӽˡ
Ƿʲôô
ûʲôû뵽֪ĲõľǱƵģƱӶð̶
һ֣ǰӣǶĵˣ֪ȦףȥȦ洳һҪѶڰϵĶժ˳׵ع֮£ҪǺŮˡ
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һΣʤֻǣʤµ󣬰ŵȫûйϵоʤĹؼƽıߡ
ڶ뵽ѾΪԼʱҵı飬̫Цˡ
ӣҪȥѾߣ˳ϾĻ֮ˡ
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˼Ѿ֪ҡĽ㣬ʹԸͷԼ򵥵˶˽Ⲣûж
֪˽Ľ˱ضĽߵˣ˵ߴ˺ܳʱˣΧһˡ
ȻͶĽģΪʲôЩסҪ֪֮ǰûм˸ȢĽģǸõˣֻҪϲĽ㣬ƷֻȥͿ϶ԸŵŮġ
ֵľû֪һĽ㰮Ľˡ
ߣ˱Ǽùģ֪ʹףҲǾܴӦġ
檵ˣΥ˵Ҳһ...Ůˡ
ĴʱڿͷƤ飬Ϊһϸ˼ֵ£ƶϳûпܣĽ㱻ָű˵аҲǱڵġ
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ңĽ㱾ǸŶôĴС㣬ôڽôʶ
̸һ˹ŵ˵ĿǷó˸ȢĽ㣬ĽҲĻ䵽ҿˡ
ӱɱĽǲһӾͲڱˡ


94 
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бһۣ·˵˵ɶأ
Ȼ, ȻԲ˵¡µ˼˵ԺץôҲһ¶, ѵҪԸ
Ĳûа̸¸߸ܣѾ˴𰸡
Ϊ, ô˼ֶıԵݻôûоԣһʱܱ͵ĵط˵˽¡ҲԼǰɣ˸·ôܡ
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ĲΪⷬں, ǡǡ෴㡣
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͸ܳһֱ͵˴ſ, Щֵ˵ܣôе㲻Ծ˵ʲô
ʲô
һţҲӦͬ˵ˣǰɽԺ...
ﷳ߿ӣѾ֪ڼˡ
ⱻӣһΪĵζвŻʱʱӡ
ٴη˸ÿɵС齣ô£ģĶСһģҲ˯ˡ
ߣ̫ˡ֪Ϊʲôðôһ䣬ǴʱȷʵеڰĸϳȥҪǰĽлҲˡ
δĵֻûа취ģ촽ϵУֱġ
УСʲôءְѱߵͷƺֻҪԼסڸڱ£촽ζǸǡ
{ĵ촽ᣬϲһ¡}
ϴĵĵζֻŵϤͰģͷ߬ĶðĲ١
Х˸Ƿ֮ƤԽԽأԽԽ
ǺڰһƬš
ͣ£ֻܼߣȻǰһ͸Źķ϶
ԽԽ̵۾ʹ۾һǶȵϤ

۾ȴǴӷ϶濴һһŮһϸѽѽĸҥ
ǸҥԼϤģʱɫ糺죬飬Ҳ¡
һ㲻Ҫ˵Ҫˣа취Ӧǡ
ǼСү
᲻Ầ£
Ű
ĵ
ϵȻϲĴĵķ䣡
ĽЦ̣Ϊִʱҹȴԡ
ϵͷֻһϸŵûıӣǵ˵ġнץ͸ĵĴ־
ôԼУ
Ľǵ־ڽϣֵУΪʲôԼϣ
ĲҪˣô
һкԤʾĲԼˣĲҪˡ
ջѡ˽浶뿪ԼԼܸʸˣҲԼˣΪԼ˹ģ
˴꣬һǵС˶һֹסΪʲô뿪֪ˡ
С˶ԽԽСɫٴΰΧ
ڶ죬ıֱȥǰ͵СԺ
һƾʲôΪһǮ㣿ʹųЦݣͷһڲˮ
̩ɽˣСҪһƽ𡣡ĴǳЦҲһڲ衣
ôĿ浱ǿǮׯģ˵ǲǿǮׯģǣΪʲôҪǮ㡣ȥȥǮˮƯǿԣԼȥ𡣡
̩ɽǸˣⱾΣһΪڣϢһƽ𣡡
͹Ц۹⿴ģҪǻƽΣ
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ûԺԶ̩ɽ˵Ļ
Ʊ䣬˵ͷ˵˵ڵĻˣĳ벻Ķ
ˣŲæѥӱ߳һذžһϣʱûǮֲĻʱȡҵ
һٶ͸߿һۣȻϲˣе˵µǷƶš
һ׬һƽô֪˵ûпܡ
һƽĵꣿҲ̫Ȿ
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ףĿɫʱﲻԼˣҪѡĵȥѰ
˺ü£ϸĲſڣСһ𴲳Է...
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Һ㡣δĻûδټһ棬ͱڸԶĵطһˮϣ˼...
Źѷһһϣ֮Ǻڲ׵ġ޷ѵڡ
ϵ͵۾ۣͷ۵ĶҪըˡ
ٲұ㴳⴫
𣬱ң...ڴ·ܣﲻ֪ڴϣŵ߬ȭͷ
㴩·ԷȺģҪɾʲôʣˡ
صĴŵڵϵ̨ˤ˵Ĳ豭һŵֽ¹Ʋ·
һݵǽ壬ûӡģ˯ʱﻹ㡣
һߵͭǰѣǸҲ˯ǰһֻ۾ֺס
ˣ
Ľ㣡
ΪʲôԼأ
˰벽˽±ⶪ־Сĵļŷ֣־һۣһЬӡӡʶĿԼĽţȻ˿ǳվڵϡ


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ڤڤ֮, κβɵ˺֮䶼ǧ˿ƵĹϵһž޴ġųһ, ҪıǰĿ˺;ͷҵչơ, ±֯һµģԼ
Ʈ, ͬʱҲεһ˼λ۾Ҳ鵽ʵ¾۽ɽשһֻһĳӡ
Ĺ, ڴģڻݼ, ںĶڱķǼ, Ҫץǽ֮ϡ
, ƴҪϣ
Ϊһ, Ǿ, Ҳ̾ĵزҲÿ춼£ƬͻȻϸ΢ı仯ǳ
ԭҲŰ, ֻǵȴͣżǰС
һ̲¶ϲ, Ҳһһ뷨һ
ɢֻһɲǼ䣬ȻҲֻһůŢһжˡˡ
֨һ죬̧ͷϸտżС˶Ŀ⡣
...۾ôˣĿС˶׵ò񻰵۾ۣκ˿׵ĵó˽ۣ...޹ô
ĵģʻҲΪģ̬ȷǿͷݺݵǿûޡ
۾׳ˣûޡı˵ĻҺּʱֹסˡ֪߳ӲΪڶеһΡ
ãûޣ𶯣ҿ
˵ûпޣҾûпޡһ˵ʵɿĵ̬ȣֻƴĶŽţһЩȴһЩܵضɽҡܸıĵ뷨ĵǲܵģ֪ǹɶ˴Ӻζ뷢йܴˣˤֲ᲻תͷߣϵظԼûпޣȴѾˣ΢һգ۾ˮ
úúãûпޣ㡣ץס֣סָĴգȴֲҴ˵۾ԼָǾǿСһˡ
ô
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û뵽ĻͻȻգ۾ʲô⣬ǲںƭ
Ҳȥ¥ΪʲôҶǲӦȥġ֪ƭ㣬ȴˡӦԺҪ˲赹ˮҹȴȥ鷿˯ҹﲻϰߣû˯...
ǰ˵ûԣһʲô˼ԼĳŵôôҲĵĴﷴҲûвϰߣҲûû˯...
ŶҪҪԭң
ԭ£˵⻰־Լ̫ˣĿڵҪͷ㡣
Ҫôͷأ
ͷ㣬㣬ҹҪָպÿڿʵĻҵˮҪȥéȥʲô͸ʲô㲻Թ...
ãıЦԽЦԽ죬ʮֲΪʲôǳͷĿôģԼ
ҺöҪȥԷˡתܣȥȥ鷿ѱӺͷطϾ͹
ӽһ£Щ˵ĲҪĻ˵ڣĵ̵ģһ֪Լĵֻĺ
С˶ԶĵԽԽӡ
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һԵȻֺſȡúã˰켷˸ݴʣţһȡġ
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ĻĲֻ󣬻ЩΪǸɻĹˡһûп˵Ŀ¥۷׷ף꣬˴Ƶ˵ԼûȻˡ
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żϻͶݣǱʲô
ۼ֤İһ˹Ļƽ𻻳Ʒӣ̯ӣֵĻƽδ浽Ǯׯͱİܹ⣬˴ִšǮˮ꣬˭š
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ڴҲȥˣʵʳָ˯С˶ȭͷͼСĵĳָȴ˯еС˶˯죬һĽĵ֡
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ҡҡͷ˻ƣҪؼҡ
һɫ磬ϸĵİרķɫϵã滹ŷɫСñӣñ߻ɫ㴩ֿɰֻ⶯ȴе㲻̫Ů
һС̽ŰԴߴĿֻ˵͹
֮ûôΪܺȻܵɤƵһӶǼѣȻڴ·ˮʪֽ֮˱ꡣ
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ЩΣæ˵Լ⣬ĵܵúȻһ𻭵ģû˵һЩˣΡ
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Ҽҵ춼зԣñֶˡٺ١Ȼڱܵһۺ֪ʧԣʱ˫ס죬˵ֻһĵͷ
ȥúϢɻףæء
ȻһʲôæģܺɽԿһۣе˼ɽ˷֪ҵӾͲ˵ǰҡ
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ϴǳЦǶϲôҾͬؾڴأ


96 
үնС, ŵСé޶Ҫڸ鷿ͥĺദϸڣǰ, Ҫסˡ
ڵĽ֪ʲô, Ż...͵Ľ㷴ġ뿪̫, ϶Եɱضϡ
ĬƬʣĵͣô
ҵ, ֻһ¥ϷԺһ΢룬ȥҲǸүս±Ĺˡ
ǣ﹤ҲΪ롣
⣬ү...ͥԥ, δ¸ô˵߸ò˵, Ͷĵ̬Ⱥ΢ʱĵСһע, ͱһóЩƽ, Ǽ̵תʽ, Ҫźܴķաʱʮֿ, ַ
ʱ裿
ͥԸе͵ĲãҲܲôˣ¾
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һУͨÿ׹, Ϊһ굽ͷҼҶҪðҪûļ۸ÿʱ̶ӵĹ»ھжܾá
ʱ԰ӷַڿջŵĸ̶ӡ
үЩ̶ȡչɿˣϾÿε١еĿջҲͦŵġ
ͥʲôʱҲЩˣô㲻ôͥô⣬Ȼ̶ӵЩ¡
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׳ϰԴ̶ӣǶȥΣѵһֻӣʣµʱָͷЩصĿˣ
Щ治װףԽԽ²͸ˡ
ǰգԼڼſʱԼ˵û
գС̩ɽһ͵ǮĴл̩ɽһҪƴǣʲôֻ農ĵȴ
ȴȴʲô
йĿջſڣͳһӣòһ񣬡պӽ̸ͣ磬ع١
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žԼʧ̬ˣֹסᣬѡˣˣԺ󶼲Ҫٳҵˡָ⣬µ侲ָɴࡣ
Ůһ£ǵһμԴӦˣЩ˿ɶǰһɵģǳƺΪˡǻʲôʱ뿪ʲôʱ԰ٴǰĺͱ˶ͬ
ĲԸ߶Ĺ˵鷳Լȴͦ˼
ΪϲĸأŮ˶ĵĳƺ㣬Ҳû˹¹ĿϻһĨЦݣڳЦĵľҲǶİ̬ȵһֱûзڷ߶ҪŪǸӵж˸Ľ㣬...ֻĽ㣿
ǰߣ޻˵˵ĿɲǺô...Ǻǡ
ʲô˼
ҵ˼ǣزˣ
ΪһУǵһô
ҵȻһУֻǱ֪øѡŮ˹ͣһ£ģĽ˸ϲǰ...ɵĽ˸񡣡
𾪵ĿǸŮˣ˫ȭգĻҡ
û֣ѾܾûлôŮӵֻΪ䣬ĹûиаӰ죬ӰӶûС۳һŰƴСĻɫֽҸʱ俼ǣֻȼɰٻʱٸңľ
˸㣬ҽͫ
ŮϸһɳʣδϱǹʧڿֻǻɫķֽƮҵһһ³Ķǰֽסˡ
ǻĹ鷿үɡǱȥԷ
·һ㣬ĺһԷֻǸﶼ£һٷϵʳﲻ١
ÿ궬ҸϱرȲ裬˵ǱӻĲҶݵĲˮȷ궬첻Ⱦ纮Ц˵ţֻҶ˵ģεһںϰԵĿԱߵ⧲ײĵĿ⣬Ӳ豭Ρ
ƽӲСһԽԽε͵ǸСӣĵһĨ΢Ц
Цһ£豭µҲһЦݡû֮ǰΪʲôҴҵ뿪ʵһĵǿ־ԼЦ˵ʱԼΪʲôҪ
ȴҲԽԽϰǣ
ҹʱ֣ڴһҲ֣߱ӾǰͷбۿСϷģ߷˱ӡ
ģҵıӵˣСһҪעСѣϵ鷳ľһĵļҳ䷳Ϊһһα߷ıӡ
䣬ôôʵˡΪҴñǣĸװ
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ģϨɣ
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ǺҹϨΪľºڵģҹﷴ̫࣬Ҳһ
ǣ뿿źڰڸסԼ
Ĳֲָ֪ĺڰУﳯĵķ˶ãƴĲ׽ĵӰӣʲôҲֻǱߣƺܸ֮ܵ͸ˡ
Ҳ֪ҲĳŴǱ߿á
ļҹߣֱʱȥһָġС˶üëӣָͣ촽Ϸһԥջ֡
ͷڴͷʧ
{㣬Һ㣡ò...ұ֤Ҳˣұ֤һ̶ֿ...㣬òá}
һϢѹֵƺǾÿϣ
ġĺ
ҹĲˡȾϷ纮һʮص£ҩЧϲϼصĲ̶գֻǸоʡѾ̵ĳ˯Ϊ˯δԽԽҩιȥˡĶѭ
ҩôԽԽ˯˦ҩ룬Ⱥӹҽҹ
ϴҩŽŵĴܳɽ˵ϵķ̫ˣûϣͱˣԺҲˡɽȹϵϣˣȥӿ...
ȥ
ɽſǻĴ˵ˣȥ...ġ
ɽ˷䣬ϷţԼɽͻ˵ӻ...
ڷȦ÷죬۽ǻһЩֲۣһ۾տϵġı˴ϣڴָ񱻣Ļż૵˵䡣
~š޽ĵĶͷ
~...
ģ˵ֻҪϵĲӣܿͻ......ĵգ֮ǲӣһ£޽һߣַµһ
½չ¶һྫͿǺİ֬ļַ½...


99 
ﱻһ, ΪϸݲҰ׵ֽץ½֣ͬ½һ𰴻ǰһ˲עع鵽ո, Եǰһζİɫ
ܿʱĺɫҰ, 촽Ҳûһ˿Ѫɫֻ˫۾ûԵ, δ¶㻰˼
{, СһҪԣ}
̫֮Ĭʵƽʱ̫Ϥ˵ʱ
￪ĵöˣƫץ·, Ķˣǿװ򶨵ΪԼ⡣
ҿûҪռ, ڰ㡣
֪ɳһ˱ڸǰ, ȻһҵĿԡ
֪ô, Ϊ̫Ŷҵվ, ˴߷ŵˮ, ˮҡε˴ڴϵޱϣˮͬʣµˮ۵һĽϡ
Ͼ˼ԼĽţֻæҵ־ֱǱŽϵˮ飬ˮѾ͸ʵֻǵһʪ˶, ĺۿ
ģԲ𡣡Լôôûأ
űˣȥŷöҩվ, ɽˣȥӿɣôȥصġţȾҼӰɣ
ԭʮᷳöŰöɽſ˫۵ſڲöԷӲ˵ǻˣ
ɽͻİﲻ޶ԣˤ豭뿪öŴŵûа㶯ߵĶ˵㲻κһȥô
˵Ҳ
㲻ᣬΪʲôѵΪô춼һֱ˯ڿСôöվ⣬һ۾ͶСϵͷͱӣ²֮ǰദ״̬
ȻǾǿĲòǵǺȻϡ
ʵֲҵ˭Һθɣ㷢ʱûٻ˶ѡöת뿪ɽںӲ۾ٵȵȣһ˵˵...ҿҼӰ...
ְصʱѾֻ˯˹ȥԼϣϵĸűӣôͷɷ̣ģ㲻ҪһСòãҲ......㡣
ʵǹⲻôĿЩ򿪵ҩĺÿζ£Һȹ֮󲻵ûкתøأЩҩǶҩ
оŵ˻ȣϢԽԽ΢һ̣Լվڹ˰ײķ￴ԼôûзӦ
ױһһһװ׵ġľӡϸƴڣڵֶѪҲͣЪšΪʲôҵ
ʱе˶ڿޣȴû˸Ϊʲô
˵ĵ˵ٺ֪ʲôҲܸ£ҲóԵģҲܺ˵˵Ҫ׵ȴԾΪ
˵Ŀ޾ģҲһݵĶԴһڿϽһףѳڵ£Ҳˡ
յˣյľһκԤ׵ݣԸҲһһСҪΪʲôĿʲôֻҪúõĻţֻվԼǰԼͺá
öûߣһƼˮ˶ʩԮֵˣԴĲˣԲȥͱڲһϡеĲҩοģΨһ֪ѣôŲ
£ɽĽסϣҹʱⲽ˼£дһҳҩûĵ֪ҩµأµ𲻵ҩЧǰ׷ˣˣǵĻ˵ĵĸ
{ãǳûС}öŵͬʱ׼ٵǱ߿ʱ͵͵һ
߳ȥԶͿ˹
ҿ԰ҪĶ㣬ܲܲıСһǿĺӣ۾ͷŤϲˡöͬ⣬æ򿪻бŵӡ
ﶼǺöҿԶ㡣
öĶüʲô߰ģ·СӴģ˹ģǩʲô
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ģ
û˵Ĭϡ
ö˼άһ˵Щǩ͸İɣֲ˵öֱʱôСǩʲô
ǳԹıǺ«ģġͷһ棬ֻҪ㲻ıСЩͶˡͷۿȦȴ־ǿҧ촽
...öЦˣ㵹óⰡٸĺɣʲô
ﳯķȥᶨҡҡͷ...Ը㣡
öһ£ʶ˵ʲô𾪡ʵǰһοȣڵʵĿ࿴Ƿݵĳöϵִһ
¿ĿȻЬӣﲻ֪ʱˮʪҹ˿Ѿ˱ꡣ
{С˶һ·ôж...ܵİ...}öͻȻ䲻֪˵ǺãΪʲôҪšһˡ
ҰӰɣȥЬӺͿӰɡ
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......
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ϸģδչ˹ˣŬĻƽʱôչġ
ҹһֱڴߣŴ˯ŵ˵
ģҩǲǾͲˣ
...ĽëóıҲÿ...ģҿһôû˵ͬ⣬Ҿ͵Ӧ...￿ĵϴһĬĬı۾
֮䣬ľԼĴһĨ
һô
۾һƤסһ㣬ûǱһ
֪˶ãٴ֪ǶͷϷһֻõġֹ...
ϸϸĲĦܸ֪һ˫Լʲô
һ˲ʹԼȫס֣ץסĵУСһԡ
ģҰӺòãڷȣȥУҰòá
ԣ
...ң㰡
ǿ۾ǰϤݣӡ̬¶һĵЦݣûֽɿĽĶ
⼸岻ʣּϼδ쳣оԼ⿪޽һһĲԼǰ
~
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ڰΰѼ䣬ĵԴһҽΣһһĽ㡣ͻȻ֮뵽ոպĽ˵ˣǿ۾ϸĿǰС˶۾գһ¡
̧ҪӵסĽ㣬㣬~...
á
ܹٴӵס㣬ֻҪıסʹҲԱߵС˶⣬󣬡ģұ㣬òã
С˶ֱ۴ĵĲĽڻ̧ҲʹرҲ֮Ǵᡣ
˵ͽʶ㲻ϣͲϲͷͣЩȴоݣ֪ϰ͹ٱ顣
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ıΧڿͣЪһЪĽǰŵһƣ㣬Һ㰡á
㻹ڣãģлл㡣
㣬кö໰˵Һ...
ұأ˯ɣġĽѱҴãͷĵĺ󱳡
㣬᲻һΣˣͻ᲻
ĽĶͷһǣҾߣ˯ɣģһúõػ㡣
ϲ໥ˣһһˡ
ǽӵܲðѶԷӵԼԶֿһһ
{ģΣ}

սգʶԱȥԱߵı춼ģȻͷϺ󱳶ϸ۾ĴѰ㣬...
ˣżƿ´Ϊ̫ûڵϡƿʱʹ۾üס۾ɽ
һܹʮ־ϲľȻ´ˣ˵˵̫ˣ˵ˣóЩ嵭ʳĲӡ
ĸеץס˻ھȼһϣĿĽ˶ԲԣҹһֱߣչңԲԣ
ȻĵľٶŻˣ¶ɫʵ...ǶС㡣
ģôôŽžܳƽҸǸʲôҪء㿴ԼҲǲŵװ嶼ˡһҩȥ ҪٰԼŪҿҪˡ
ŵĿǸˣȻǰľʧĴӦš
{ûôѵֻһΣ}
һֱչ㣬ǲǺ
ˣĽӹҩǿɬҩƽŵҪ̲סҪŻվȻһҩٿҲûࡣ
ſߺһڷ۵į
ԭǿջϲ
ȻֻǺһ࣬˾٣ȥԡ׼ݸˮ跢ðľͰǰ½һһһߣǰŵİɫϣշת֮Ȼ뵽ʲô
ץǰɫĲϣϸĴһ֮ǰһ
ֻĽ֪ĲĶ壬µĲǱˣĽ㡣ΣĻˡ


100 
޵ӦҲ, ΪʲôÿҪϻڶ뿪أĿܺСǻȲѣһʲôԭ, һʲôҺԵĶܹĽ㻽üͷҽⲽ
öôȥǰԼΪĽ㿴ʱ˵Ļ
˸öδֲŽ, Ҳδɡ
ģǿԷҽ鿴û˵ֲ, ҲԾŬȥҽֻû˼ǵ...Ҫ˭
ȻĽ㣡һ, ǻôı顣
أ㲻Ҫˣ
ĵסһ£ʵûô࣬ЩӶôĽ㻽ʮͫ˵ĻĽֵĴԽԽ, ᳹׵ʧҪĽһֱһֱԼߣȴȥδ
㿴, ҲԥҿĪǶ.ˡöĻžϷ, ʵȴʵ
ҪЦ
ö仰Ĳ, ɵñ, Ľܲƽ, ǶĽıѣԼƬԥǶĽ˺սȭͷּ㡣
ҴʼվֻĽһˣҲֻҪ˵˵˭أ
ν̸, Ϸӣöǰõҩ, Ҵ뿪ˡ
Ѿͷ÷Ĵбһֹ˭ӷǵǽ£öֻһ۱ϳбŵǸ
ҪǾκģǰͿԸ㡣
󣬾ǿȴ顣
öԶǵǿС˶ҧ촽۾Լչʾһӵıǰ㲻ȴƴñϲֻΪҪԸġ
Щ֪ô֪ǿС˶ô֪ܡ˵ʼֻĽһˣֻҪһ˵Ļô
Ҳǻģʹ֪ˣҲǻѡİɣֻʱĵĵѪͱһ
ǲиҪĵģ
öֺΪʲôżҵҽĽˣĺĽĲ˵Ƕ˸˫˸
ζһһʧأĽеĸ˸񣬶˵ܲһֱˣΪ˸ܲһҲϲġĵҲӦǺµİɣεá
ȵȣ
öȻüͷ⣬÷ģʲôʱֵģ
๫˵ʱŶһССŮӾû֪ǲŵ...
öĿһ¡
ˣ

ͣʯϣΧһﺢͯΧ֣߳е׽Բأе˭ֶ࣬һ䳳˸űˣһ΢һ㣬Ľϴʲô
˽ԼվҽʱĶԻöǲǲҪԼˣȴشʼֻĽ㣬ֻҪĽ㡣
Ķʲôǰȴ˵Ľ֮ʱʹ̣ˣҲȥˣֻϿ뿪Ҹֻ·ֲ̫УΪʱĵ˵Ǿ仰
ĲҪԼֻҪĽ㡣
ֻĽ㣬ǲζŲ
һ·һ·ޣһɹˮǰ㻮գ°ͣһЩ˲壬һƤˣ̲סᣬ·˿ЦϷһư°ˣڼҲûֹͣᡣ
߰ߣްޡһ̧ͷ㷢Լͣ
֪ʲôǰô
֪һһŮףɵĺͯ˵ǺǵЦĺҲЦ
ȷʵѾĽס׷ʣѾ׵أ
ȻҪ
ͷ૵ţ
ȥȥȥӽȥд֡ɩӸΧߵĺӣóð޽۵գĸһᣬҲﲢûп
޴ͷܴβͣҲ̫ġŮˣɩҲǹˣҶɩӿģ²˾ŷ֡ȻҶóĺҲ֪òô𣬴ձ鶼ֵˡ
ɩȰӰɣӻÿЩ
ᰮô
ġ
˲ͬһƵһҳ⣬һȥˡ

صĵɫźЩһ뵽СһĲèǾ
أĿɽܹձӻóձСĵţóðġ
...ûסˣܳȥˡԲӣĳȡҩûɽﲻܡԴͶһܵİá
ȥΪ˸Ǻ«Ϊʵҩ󣬿пġͱܳȥֶˡǰվȻŵһʯʨӣΪ˵ʯʨӿԱӼƽ
Ҳû˵˭ԺﻹҪġȤ˵ԼӶ࣬ҪȻøСܼҡƲɡ
ÿĶֹ֣ȻůůģҵСһˣЦݻδ𷽲öĻأ㲻Ҫô˲ͻҰȥ
{ãȴ...Ҫ㡣}ĿЦҡͷпɬ쳣ϣԼһ㣬ٲһ㡣л᲻һЩ
Ҳãǰ͹˵ĴҾȥһٻͷַ˲ˡɽС
ˣҲܹ㣡ҪȥҲǿסġ뵽ոɽ˵Ǹ˴ͶˣҲ̫߳ˡ
ƫŸƿƿ޹ޣвƷҲǼöģǲƷһͷĺöʹɽе֪Լ֪ٵӣ㲻֪ʵ飬ϷҲֲԼͬĸļٵܵܰ˼ҿиܵأ
ĪЩԼΪԼ׵ܱܵ𣬵ֱҲ̫һЩɣ
ô룬ͻȻѺô붼ܹ졣
һиӣһڵҩֹʲô⣿ô
ӣ...¹.!
ľ֣еڵϣһ½Ƿ֣ᷳ˵һ
ʱɽһһ̾˵ӣҩȫǶǷõģӵ!
ʲô㣬ʲô
ԴľͰᵽ˴ȥ˯ͬѾǵˡ
ķ纮ѾõòˣһԼˣԼ´Ѿ϶ĽҹʱûûƤҲҪ˯һŴϡ
첻ô˯ڴߣӿű
ģǻСô
!ĲûҧԼͷôҲûϵͻȻôһ仰ľˣӦΪڴϾͻкӰɣ֧˰ţڴֻ˯ǲбģһЩ顣
찡˵ʲôأ˵Ļôޣ
...أбô
Ǹ...Ҳᡣ
ǲڹ￴һ...
ʵ...!
ģתģ棬ǰ˵ҪʲôԺ㽲
԰Լе㲻õԤС
ģһڡ



101 
ڣ!!!
ǵӦ˵ĻôҪôش
ѵҪǸСһ˵ԼǸŮ, һһҹĵҲնġ
Ŷлˣҡͷס
ȿȡԼ, һ齿ģҵ廹ûȫ, ЩѣЩ˯ɡ, ȴĴϳһֻ, ģϹѡʲ...֮ʳõúܣһҲӡ
а裿һ, ֻ˵ֹСһǰǰúƭˡֱע, ֻش
ҪλشЩҡڲ
һֱﶼ, ĬһĿ, ڶ˯һŴϡ֪, кóԵ͵ĵһ, Ӳ˵Ը⣬ʵϻסԼĻʵʵĸܵˡ
ΪģΪӵģ
ʱԼʵŮˣǲǺò׽̼ͻ᲻ܵƭ᲻ʧ, ᲻ģ᲻ῪʼԼˣ
ĿҸȥ, ԺأԽԽܣһ֪Ůӡ
£֪֪ҪãԼ˵ȱҪáɵȻĻǻԥ
Сһʵ...ĵɬĶɿˣı仯ʵ...Ů...
֮ǰԥڵ￴һС˶Ҳڴ½ݱԤϵ𰸺ʧѹ
˵ԥ˶ãһ㡢һյ衢һ˲䣬һġĲϲɿܵһ˿Ķڸ
ֿЦԼЦҲԼվһ˵˵Ի
ЦӶһͷۣģԭҲᱻƭ
Ѿ˵ʵ类ͷס죬૵ƭ
ôֻƭңƭô! ˭Ҫӣ˭Ҫһôĵ¡
ģ
ѹһͦĵİ·ԱģǿҧסԼ촽۾ˮգһ¶鶼Ҫĳ׵Ŀˣʲôˡ
رޣĵǰ޳ԵԼںһŲںһҲںǿŲգۣᴢһ̶Ȼ˳۽ϣͷȴôҲö־
ʲôûУΨһ䱦Ҳûˣʱ־ϧҲս
ǱóںϵСޣ֪ԼҲ֪ŷҪƮδֻץŵĸľոһյĺšһ죬ϷһֻɫĺȻͣĸľ֮ϣ˼Ĺ£һ𿴷Ϧ
ӹԽģʱԽġ
˵Ҫ뿪ȥҰˣԼûгȲܸ棬޷˵ԼĿźߣĿһľϣһԼһģһСޡ
ȻһģһΪʲôԼҲԺܹԺǸС飬ҲģΪʲôԼأ
ͰС޺ҸҸһ𣬹붼ᶼҪʽ
Ľʧ佻֯һɾӿ£Ԥϵܿͽںˮᴩ޾ıį...
Ȼʵ...ĲǱů
ıס
ͷһͷһ룬ĵĸ첲ĻסӣȻûİ־ȴһֻֽİס
ͬһκ͵ڶΣһûκνڵӵֻΪӵ뱧
˳£ﻹʲôСޣʲôֻǰԼҲޱϧˡ
Զ㡣һδõĿǻϰӲҲδ𴩣ɺƤ˵䣬˱һ˯ůͣ
ҲŲҪ߿ҪǲߣҾ㡣
ðǵ˯ˡˣʵʵᡣ
Ǿ͵...죬ҵɣͿİõķıš
ҪҪ£
Ҫ
һսڣһ˼ƮԶϴνˣ
֮ˣҪԡ
...ǹ¾ͲˣΪһĶ죬ˡ
ôأ
ǰԲҭأ˵ЦЦ
...Ժ㲻ҪԲ...Ͳ...Խ˵ԽСѾ˯ˣǴǳǳЦ§ø֪ոյЩƭ˵ģΡ
޲谭еıˣҲЩ
{СһԲ...Ѿ㡣}

ڸڼʵһʲôԵá
֪Ⱦ˷纮Ǹܣûͣ˽ɽһ˵ǲˣȥɽɽΣ˵ɽر𲻺ңһҹڵģũʱƾɵЬӣմ೾Űõɽλ𼱻ǵĸ˫ַһƬ⡣
Ӹ֪ϢȻһͷӳԴͣǮͷҲԣˣլӣ½һС˵һդʵֻȻֻͱĵĲϡ
ȻǸû˼֪ȻͣͶ֪ˣĵĹ׼һЩĳʳҩøܸҴȥһЩģ˼Ҳͣ²͵ĻԺ󱻶Ҳǡҿܼʱֹⳡʱȵ̽
ƽʱЩĿҲͣĹ֪Ⱦ纮¡
ӵҲϰӦ£֪Сʱ̽ǴţŲȴֱüʹһ᲻صҩĲƷϸȥסֱִס档
˼ʹϵӣĳҽÿܾ͵ĶԼңе˼֮׽ύǽύҲҪ֮֡ˮ״̬ҶƱǾ֮꣬һֻһַʽƲϵ
ｻʵġϵ淨
һЩе淨̽ĵһЩˮˣĶûʲôʶҲûڣǰĵæĳҹ䵱нá
Ըһ׷
λֹӣҼӷ纮δȬԴµؼͣĹػѰæת
ǰջ˿๫ȥҩҩһΪް
ѽɽҡͷ̾Ϸĵ洫˵ǴΣӳǿҪȥŻδȬٴڼض²ˣɶûζˣҼ˵̽ǸжҰƾ˾ͿͣǲһգҪӾͿ÷ˡ
һжñ㲻ȥϸֺ࣬ǺǵˡɽϻغԺϽѾķԸ˴ˡ
ʱģƨɶһ֦棬ϹһЩϣһϸĴ֦ڵס
ӣ˵˵⡮µ淨ʲô
ɽչɽһ˷ܵĹȥ˭֪İе֦ְԼϵĲ϶ɽɽһ±ƵıαװһӡĻһĸζ֦
ھ͸µ淨ɶΣ˵зƵĶԽԽԶ
ɽһ£ʲô˼̫ûһȻĹһѲ֦...ģҴˣɵҵ˰ɣ
֦䣬ɽֵĿǰˣĿİͰ͡ηηĽһˡ
ʲôô㰡ɽɽһ٣һͷ㿴ҡе־
ǽϷ׽ԲأҪӮ͵ץסģҪӮ͵õ־־뿪ݣֻãľǲҲ͵־￴ŴζӰֿſҪȼվ㣬Ϊһץأ
ӮˡĵЦ
ʹɽΣҵע⣬ý͵־ġ
Լļһֱ־ܶô
ֱţйһͨ˵˵ɣҪʲô
˯ɣеĴ˸Ƿ
˯ô˯˯춼˯ôҶ
ҪҪ˯ţСһ
Ҫ...Ҫ...Ҫ!!!
ɽۿ˵ŲҪĽ˷䣬ɴ۾ûг룬̾Ҳ̫ˣֻĸո˵Σʲôˣôµ淨أ
ڶ죬ξˡ
ֵˣӦõһɬֲܿ̽ڡ
Ҫ˵͵ľˣ͸ˣ
͸ظѾߣ˵׵ûɫεȵز񣬲˵ĵĸϲã˵ݣǱ˼ҵŮˣŮ͵̫ùˡ
ֵܣɫĲðѾͷúź㣬֤֮ͻġ
ǣЦе˵ѾżҹﶼðЪԲ
ʲô㶼ˣϱǲŹ㣬Ҫҹ...ͣϱҲ̫֪ˡǣ˵ľ̫˵ԼϱԼܵķ˵Ҫݰܹϱ
߻˵꣬ýƫַûɫһ˵Լ͵Ѿͷúտģ￴ظѾֱըˣȥ͸һٱᡣ
ģܹǼҵķӣαñͷܡ
˵˭Ƿӣø𾢶ˡ
ѽֳҪǼСڰСƽʱҶҪᰡҲסѽĸ棬ҪܣֺûСߵĸҪģﻤָĵǸ
γ˿ְĵûķѾߡ뿪ˡֻǿԺҲˡ
ղſŮˣ˵
ûУļʱϡ
ǿˡҷ㿴ġ
пŮôҸҪ
ó㲻ǲǳúÿҪˣ
......
磬û˯ĺȦϳ˷䡣ŹǷͷվſڷվʵոպ˵ģȷʵѾû˯ˡ
ԴжĽҹ֣϶ǵ۾ģÿŴС˶˯գһһԻϵڶǻûɵġҹǴ˼ѪƵĵ۾
Ľһֱûг֡
ոһգûоͷĵȴÿһ춼úܳʵɾǿյġ
һȥϣġ˯С˶աճüۣǣעİˣĴѵջȥһ촽
ҩʼͣ
̽Сĥŷ۵ĴΣŵ˳ŷ϶꣬ڳݹ棬Ҫſ϶͵͵ȥ
~С˶ѣĻҵĽţСһ...Ҳǹģֻ...鲻Խ
ʮ۶ʮһ...ģС˶üۺЦһ˫۾ˮĿ
ʲôû˵ʲôǰС˶ϣĸģ㻹ڣá
һ˲侪ϲʤκĺۿԭһֱĵȴֵõģͬĽգۿ΢Ц㣬ллܻ


102 
˿, ĳȣ˵ʲôȴǧڴ֮, Ӧʲôӵ, ߻ԳӦñȴ˿̸һЩ, ֻǿţĿű˴ˡ
ϣʱͣ, ôһ̱ԳΪ㣬ǾҲطֿ
Ľȿ˿ڣĹģӺЩô
, ˣĵŲСİסĽ㸲ϵ֡
ȴ, ֵůյļ
㶼ˡ
ֻܿ, ʳر, ܳһͷ
ѽ, ôϲ˵ЦĽ㿩Ц, ЦʱرˡҲǰЦȻܹһ۷ֱ֮Ĳ
ϲô㲻˵ϲӣѵ˵ôͱˣĴȤΥůоûἰЩӵ˼û̸˱˵Ժǳ̬, ϣÿ, س̫ʹࡣ
ǲĵģһԶϲ㣡ĽЦøŴرʺ˵黰һ䣬鶼չΪԼϲЩõ黰ԭһ죬ԼҲס
㣬ҪҪң
Ľ§סĵĲӣĹšûһ˿ŤĸһӵϵζʵҸС
㣬Ǵ֮ǰǲǻһΣǴǲǿˣסʳһֱɵ¡
Ľһ£Ϊû֪µġɵĻһ֣־Ļ͵Ұʱû㣬Ϊ㲻ҪأҾͿһ¡
ô᲻Ҫ㣿Զ᲻Ҫ㡣ļͷĽ޲ðͳĽ㰲ȫУ񶾵ķģһҲҪ㣬Ͳú...ֻδڣĽס͡
ݼŵǣζĻδƷĴͼ̷롣
գ۾ʸոշʲôֺɻôôͽˣ
Ľ㱻Ѹٴܺ죬ոֻǲ˵ȥǰû˼Щ˵ģôȷʵЩߣֵʹӶƵעӣʵôһ죬Ҳǲ㡣
ʲô
֪Ļ̌ͷֱģ¶İ˵֪Ҳڵʱ򣬳ֵǸǻˣԣʹ㲻ҪңԶң˺ңҶ㡣
Ļ㶹֮ǲɵЦģǻˡֻǸЩɵϲ˵Сһ
ǣ...вõĸо
£㣬ֲɵô˺أǻˣҲа취ӦԵģʲôҪֻҪ...Źӵͣ
ҪʲôĽգŴ۾ʡԭĻЦŷתһ壬һ˲任ƣѹĽϣսĶ߲˲䣬ֻҪҡ
ҧĶĽ飬ʶӣʱɴ۾һֻ۸ĸ
㣬ոյ...ĵָϻȦ...û촽ζ˵㲻ٴһô㿴ҶˣθȻҪһЩΪһǣŸɣ˺ֻܶ࣬˵һĽٴֻ̧סĲӡ
ǺһϷĵĲӣּͷȥӭĵ촽
ɬСͷ࣬Ǵŵ̽ͷ˳ݹأ׷ϤġѡһȦȦȦ
{ǲǹأ}
ë۾һ϶뿴ʱĵ飬ı۾ʮרעӣ±۾
{ţǲģ}
ϡԽԽ٣ȥҪϢˣҪɬСջأˣʹķһȻŵĵԲ۾
ľȻҧסͷĶǺģôҧ
۾գ£˵{ģΪʲôҪҧң}
жشΪʲôҪ§סĽ㲢סĲԲôۡ
ӭǡֵĽĵ...
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...ô
ûشֻ˸§סˡ
˪֦£һһȣһš
̿ִůι̣
.......
Բﶼҧˣ۲ۣɢ𣬶С˶ҡͷͷڸϵĺΡ
֪ߣ˱Ļ⡣
˵˺ܶ໰˵Щ﷢£ǵͣҵ׬ӣǵģǵģΪʼͷΪĽһԿֵĵطС£һ£쿴һֻڷǰУúԼ
ı仯νѣеŻ۷ˣҲǰ㿴ϡֲòύˡ
߷£ÿһ졣
룬۾ģڵʱҪŬļסÿ£߹·ƷζҪһһЩʧʱ㲻ʧһ߹ġ
ӲŬĹÿһ죬ÿһӣõġġεġҵĶܱϧΪĽһʱÿһͲԼÿһ죬ǹͬÿһ졣
˵ûɫĽýζ
Լһ죬𾢵ȻֹŤͷһ߿΢΢ɫһʧֹҪ˰ô졣
˶ĬˣǸԶʲô
ĵʧ䣬Ľ㿴ĵ֣¶һο΢Цʳ嵭ͻȻıˣͣȡô
ȻľһȡģϻǽֺͻȻ뵽ȻʱҲʣЦ㲻֪ʱȻǸʾֵ֭塣
Ǹأ
ҪΪһ㣬ҲŲ˵ģŵȴĬĬĽ
ˣҶûĸܣ㡮뿪Ժҵ˼㲻ڡʱȫûʶô
ţ˯һһͿĽ۾ش
Ҳͦáְ§ںڵĳϸĺ󱳼૵һ㣡һֱ㡣
ż֮伸ûо롣ĽĿĵطʹӣȻʧɫ
ɫԽԽĽɬİѹµ·ݸĿͰ͵·ҪҪµģɵҡҡͷĺȻ˼
֪֮Լ뿪һлָӣǻһ·˸鷳
ǰϸģѾûˣȴǼš
ĺܿ촩£ϸĵİĽϵϵϡĽĻУĴŹǷģе
˯ɣ˯һܼˡ
Ļ˯ȥĶͷȻĳ첲ƽĴЬӣ¼ŵĳ½½ϸϵְﴲϵС˶Ҵ˱ǡ
뿪䣬峿磬鷿
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ˣҪڰɻܿǷŹˮ
ʵһġͫĲףǰǴǺͿΪҲȫԼţŷֽûޣһ죬֮ʱٻҲһ·
ҡͷѡʱôѡ֪ˣԥѡңֻʣһ棬Ҳѡңһ˿ԥᡣĸԼ·֮䣬һ¡
õ㲻ڣ
˵ù㿴иײͶͶ̥˸õ׼ͶأˣʺҡĶͫɵЦһ¡
ͫˣδ£ûˡ
Ͷ̥˶ôѡģõĽʲôģ
ûУͫĻش𣬡ִЩһа˰ʮǶѡͶ̥ǵһѡµˡ
ЦŴȤҲһĴˡ
ԺģҲ˴ˡףˣͫһָ͸ϸɳǰҲԽԽģʱĶԼ˵ϴ·󣬽Ȼʺ㡣
ͫ˵һƨ£һԼѾ뿪ˡûȥ
ڴ߿˯Сһˣ߶ţͫһɵ͸ˣҾһ˱һɵɵ͸͸ģǰȴǹɣ֪ΪңҾͲ֪ô
˳ͷ˯˵㣬һа취㲻뿪ġٵȵ...
ٴλصڰеĽһ۽ǵᣬٴźڰǰУĬĬһ...
ǰĲһδӺڰлصԼķ䣬ںڰ˰ʮǧٶʮֻǣһûģΪĲҪˣĿһϡ
ڶλʮǧİٰʮһǴˣȴĲûչһϡһϡ
λʮ۶ʮһ
˵ˡ
ͲǼ򵥵˯һ޵ĺڰʶұܼ尾ǰںڰһšڣΪ˻صߣҪͣЪߣһҲͣЪߣл
֪Ҫǰ϶ٲ߳ȥֻ֪ǶԶʮ򲽣ʮ򲽣򲽣ֻҪй⣬Լ֡
Ѿ۵û֪ۺۣǲͣҧ촽ԼʱŲͣ
Ϊ֪ڵ


103 
ѲȺˡ
Ҳ, ѺˣҲŲҪȣд˲Ը⣬ǰտʼͱú֡
ÿ糿, Ǹоۣ, ˯
Ҳú֣ȥ, ϴߴ˯ˣҲڴϢԽϢ, ƺԽۡĻʲô¶ͷСĶҪΪͰѷιˡ
СһԣӺõ, ٺúЩһȣҺһ, һڣòã
ã֪Ļ, , Խѳ
, Ҵȥ, ȥǺ«ȥͣ׽Բأ˵ĻԳԵɩ˵öƽʱϲģЩĶգգ۾, ɿڵ, Һһڣ
ѽεҡͷȴûаֲ˵ӣٱ׷һһ׺ҪʡһЩ
ɫȹŮķýС￴ȥʵСӡδȥ棬ͣĴߴŸģ˵ȥıǺ«Ҫˡĸᡣ
Ǻ«һ̫̫һִֺģȵݸԱߵĳԵһڣЦе˵áֱӻش˵ãʲôϵû˵ֻרעĳıǺ«
̫̫ͣãȻ˵ԭǷް˵ķΪδ̫̫Це˵Ǹá
ʶȥкβײ̫̫ôãôһƳŷ·һĺۡ
Ǵˣôӡӡ
ʵѾ֪λĽϣֻҪ˯ˣһǱĽ㡰
ǰĳ֡ҹĽ㣬̸˵أδʱȻȻǼ¡̫ʱķֱһӵȾǼÿζҪս
֪ôףʵǣҹϢʱĽ㡰͡һҹҪ棬ô߲ݵܵˣŻڴ˯׷Ȳӡ
㿴ʲôģĵͬʱڷĽſеİеķɫϣϵúպõסǴӡӣҪҪٸһ
ͷС˹ģﱻġ
ͣһߺ͸˵ͣҪٰĻһעŴǰﺢԺܵ
һֻǵСܹɵİ֣㿪ģĵҲóһЩͬʱЩۼĸкҲһЩ
翪ɩӵһһҸǣһСԴһСַҡΡɩĴǵģЩСȥϴ֡ʱֹһ˫ɾ֣ҲҪǰʾţҪ³İӡ
Һ˵ģ˵ķݡ
ɩЦеļĶƤڵİӣӱ֯СݸͬʱĲЦе˵ĸײԶأ
ﵱ¾ʽɩΪʲôô˵ɩֻЦͣ׷£ɩӻָ˵һ䣬ΪǸá
Ǻ«̫̫Ҳ˵ģôĸõأ˼⣬һֱϣԡԡʱʱĳشЩʱסˡ
ԷϴĹ͵͵Ĵӻͳһ飬ǰͷ£־òױǣӲ档źЩ˳
˷ĴΡ
нŲæҵİӵףѯǺˡſǻɽ¶ɫĺ˵ˡ
ĿһװĲƷҪôǸ˲ģҪôǸŮ˲ӵģȫӵġһƿƿ޹ްĿͷˡ
ߣ
ӣȥⷿˣ
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ӳ׶꣬ȴδϣͨѾͷУԺãӲ³ϣ˫ȫͻٷˣôһɷ˵ķޣΨһϧıûһŮ
ҲǹģҩǣҲΪˡϴݳΪǱѾ˵飬㿴ŻŲӳ˷ѽӰס̬࣬ɿڴѾȥҩԼСķӻط䡣
ܼ˵˸Ͷˣ
Щ洦ĲƷǷ޶ټЩƷӳ֣źܿͻºӣ˵ŮֻҪºӣҲǹѪ
üͷһ壬Ҳ֪ĵŮݣδԵɣ֪һ򲻵ѲŻһŮԼС΢Ļšûи֪ĵŮݣܵİ˶ûС
֪࣬ƫƫ޷֪·ʹù
ɸϰɡҵĳӣʼӦиӵġ
¶˵ʲôɵס˫̧֣ͷӣѵԸҺͱŮôʹı˫ְۣ˵Ǳ˺ӣײϣ߻أҲǵճ߿ԹһǺӽףҵ...
ſҪ˵ʲôվ֧ţȥҩûһת۾ȻǺˡ
㲢ûȥֱȥСԺûнžͱ棬浵Ѿ߼䲻ָ鷿ķ
鷿ѣСһס˶ӵıͷֿ°Ǵδϵ˺ۣòһ֪ܵϱϵ׶û֮ͬǰǱһ˿ġ
巿ϣ̬Į
ҲҪ˳ô֪Ǹܵˣ磬ҲͦģǸô޶Ůֱ...
˵һ飡ݺݿ죬첻˵ˡ
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㳶ס죬УһɩӲĻҾɱ㣡ûС
ֲֻһ˶ɩ...Ҳǲġֹס˻ͷ
˭˵ɱ˭˵ɱ𣡡˳տ˷ħ
ˡһ¿ˮʵĻشţǰҶ浶У
ĻĶҪϺʹԼһЩòӢ࣬ǰϼǸСӣҲճȡ
ҹ˺ܶƣľٻѵģ֧˽浵Ѿߣ͵͵Ǳԭͽ誷ŵԷ
Χζ˺мҵһܲܳɹܲĵõ浣
һδӴϵȥ
΢Ĺ⣬֧ߵѾ߻ŵɫ࣬ڵϷʱһĨֲʺѪӻûһ˿˼ɣвҲûģĻ
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ϵСһе㲻Ծ¶ĸˣڸ̣ô壬Сһǲ˯
ԹԵ˯Ҵȥ档˵⻰úܣôǾԼƭСһ˯ΪԼĽ㡰͵顱俴˫۾ľ͸ھΡ
ҲҪԼҲԳȥ档
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{ǽôҵĲǲǣ}
һ£Сһķǲ֪ʲô漴ְοԼӦòģ̬ȸ˼֣˯Ǿٵһȣ˯
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ʵ, ּҸĵһˣּҹܼԵ͹, ˵СһҪȥμĻ
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ģҪôǽ˷ܣû˳ף֪ҪʲôҲǵһαΪýˣҲ֪ʲôӦֻܺ˵ݹĲ˰ɡ
ҶڣζǸ뻵ˣôݹǾˮǵĲͷ
ȣСһͷ۽Ƿ⣬λϵҲʣҲܵӡ
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ĶռϣĸȥìܵģÿʱֻΪԼ
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ǼĹĲ֪Ҳ֪һжĸԸ
Щˮ£ˮϱĵĶᡣ
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ǣö¶һֵЦݣʲôҲû˵ͷĥеҩġ
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ĳĬˣȻöǾ仰
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106 
ıΪǻܿͺ, ָֻǰǰ㣬֮ǰֱŤÿһΡ
ⲻ֪, ǡݷ𡱵жˣҲûһ, ˣԷ, βҵ̸ǾûӸ
Сһľˣĺܻţ
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ȥŪˣеĲҽ, Źȥ
ʱøոպãͱŴӵײ, Ϊһ˵Ļᡣ
ȿȡĿȵĸƢ, ûײ, ȿȣ
Ĵʱ̫, ɫɷף촽ϣҪǴģֱҪ˵ܵظĳС
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ƮҡеСƷʱᵹɾһҪӵķ˺Щ˼ҿݳƷᡣ
һ˴ùļҡ
붥ŷһľǰһˣݰ𪣬챻Ʋסȴֱ̧ͦͦͷһ˲ŵ۾Ȼ
ĵûлңеĿȷѴüͷ滺һЩ֪ʱ䣬Ӧÿҹµ塣
ҹڱѺߵ·ϣЩһֲҪȥʺ͵ؽɿŵ֣Ҳʱ˻£һ
㣬ʹûб׷ɽ񵽣Ҳᱻʲô˼񵽣˭ڶһҲһȥ̰廻ӡϣԼˣܻڶ죬ϣڶ͵߿ܷ
ȷʵ㹻ˣݺ˵ԴͷϵľȻ֪ɽбµģЩָ࣬ĺҲ֪Щץסɽ͸˵ˣǶӣҪȻǻҲץסġ
ΨԼ书ûǹӲӲеƿһץסǾԲߵģɽҲǣ˶̶ȵ֪ǲˣѽ˻Ȫ
Եʱľõһѡ񡣹Ŀ˱ͬʱץܵɱֻץסһһֻҪԴϢ취ܻеġ
ȻһӮˡ
磬С֮ǰ˵ûдӾǾ׸ǧǿǮˣСҲǸǮɱˣŸô㶼ǿ뺷˵
죬ǽнĵ壬˵ҪһĭһȻ˵ϴֿʼü߶ãੲݵĽɽΡֻ˲ûаǾ
ֹݿ˻ʲô壬ֱѿӷƨ֮ˣͦĵġ
ҪǰСңҪһǧС飬漴ĵ϶ϣָͣǮƣһǧӻûȺҾͻı˵껹ŵЦЦ
һǰͿӵˡѾƻĵƣô˵ûĿڶӳȥˡ
ô죿
ȻҲѾһҿǸŮľˣһСͷȥһӡӣǱҪڽճŹǰǣ֮Ҹɽͷټֵܣɽ𡣡
һ˵˶ЩģǶ֪֪֮˵öԣûзԡ
ˣߺߵķЦжƲ̫ĸ󣬺˵ĻǿЦ
ҵҪִʲôע⡣ĵ϶еƲڴֻô䣬ֻֻǻ°֮ʲôû˵
㲻Ǻ˵ôô֪ˣưˣ϶ȴǲ˵ֻЦķţסõסĲӣ˵˵
ѹЦ⣬Ƶ˵ֻǾÿЦǽӵʱҪһ¹ûôôЩ˾һӵŮָʹת
ŮˣСʱŮˣһмѿڶ
Ӧһ٣ӹŮˣǾͲǽ浣Ҳ˵ǽ浴װɷ죡
ǿ׻ɣ϶üëģһҲţѻԲ˻ҵܵܣһ֪ͲˣСͼңұúãˣȢҲңϲҿһȴӶɱң˵ô
Ҳ̫ˣԼŴñӣɱô£⻹治ܸϳġûʲôۣĵĻͷӹȥˡǶǰȷʵ򵥵ĵһ£պģʱΪʲôܵҪɱ磬Ľ꣬ºˡ
˷ӦİһûͣЪʤ׷
֪ǿ϶ǹĵӣסôķӿ϶ǮȷʵǮ죬ҵĺõܵûǮ˵ʮˣǶʮҲõ˷˲ó
ΪңȥԼĵصȡӣɵˣȥֻŹٸ˰Ƕץסʱ߲һһﵽĿģҲᱻؽΡ
ģ⾩Ҳ̫ˣżֱš
ļЧﵽˣҲЪ϶յֶסĵ죬û뵽ľٴƾﶯҡֵǣ֪˵ľǰֵܴԼҲͬ˵ĳЩ
һɣҪ׼϶׼ȥԼȴӹӣٰѹ쵽ʱôɱľͿˡ
ϴ϶ȥԼǰǧƲ˵ܰѺڵ˵ɰ׵ġǰŸߣͰĵĿеĲɵ˵ô˸ˡȤģСǵϱζΣ
ĿûйȤ֪ʱ䲻࣬˼೬һʱԼ...Ҫʱ䡣
ǰĴͷ˵ûӣҲɵӡ
Ժﴫ˰󲻾ͱһ׵ӵˣûʲôȴ콵˲ռļңòΡ
úҼʵûгԵˡĽűߣıͷһţ׵˹ȥ
ʮ˶ۼźöʱһҿСķӦֵЩҪȥ̵ԣѰܻһ̳Ӿơ
ĺð亹ˣŮӵݿɾͱҴˣʱֻҡںճȭͷǿɵı飬λ˵ò·ͷȷʵֵЩǮԻЩ⹩ãֻϣʱܷһ⡣
СǸӹǾͲˡ˳ĺֱð亹
ȴǰǳǼɵôСӷܣǽ·ƱҪ⿪ӣܳûܣȺɵӰɣһ͸ĵı顣
ڣֻһΣաĵĺɣһ¿ˮ
ģʱΪԺﴫϴ϶˵ǾôĻˣĲȷǲĴӹȡˡ
һ֮䡣
ϣڵ˺Ϣ֮ǰɳ̽ѰһܿȺһԺƶľڴˣ˿ӱްϢ²豭̫豭ˣĽһͥ
ͥƬ̣ݶϾȻ˲̤Ƭ졣
͵ܳԺӿһĨһķɫһˡǰ׷ϣֱɫС˶һǣһĳ˳ȥ
ϵҡҡλΣ°õΪ̫߬ٴαճѪûиоһޣ۾ıԶ
{ģСһˣң~}
̤һ·ﳾһĨġԶķɫ


109 
Ǵ硢ˣ˷ܵ˳ȥ, Ҳųȥ۵һֵ֨֨¸µϡһһ˵
ŵĸЧΪ, Ǻ˼ɵĻ쳤ýǿ, ĸǾ˵ʲô
ѵôŪڶΪǰϵˣõűܿô
ϸԸȥԼ, ûдӸЩͽߣ˭ǼҪ֤Լִűأ, μӦ̸ˣǻǽô졣
·һ߳ŭɱ, Ӧòѡ·ͬðգΪոԼǷ, Ƕ϶ûӡһȻߣԼ׻, Ȼǰ˼, ҪðЩѪ, ܵõ, ʹðŸķҲԸ
ûΪѡģΪ֪ѡʲô辶˱ļƻʼǲԼŵġǽնݳ, ֻԼ׵Ĳ˵ˣŲ׷Ǳ
ĸŴ, ŻвʱѾȲˡ͡ɽܹϹ֮⣬˿Լűιȥˡ
ιСֵܣѣιűߵڽԺ۾ǴϢĶǰȫǸ˵ѪԭģҵĿһ۶ûۡ
СֵܣסǺܿͻȥˣҪסȰο״̬⣬ƺʶѾʼģˣСֵܣļˣںˣΪҲҪס
...ѾûмˣǶѾȥˣֻһˡ
...Ŀ˿ӵ飬˵ǰ̣ΪĲսŽĶԵĵһҲһѧӣ֪Ϣ㲻ѪôոеĿܾ㡣
¶һ΢Ц˱Ұ
룬ǲǺܺô
ǵԵĵһ...ʱǶˣȫ˵һǰ˼ֱ̫ù̫ˣοҲˣ㣬ˣ
ˣЦŻ˶ᣬֻкҺáֻһΣ֪ǸùҴӦҸУض뿪Ժ...
ĸ䣬һԺüͷ
˾̻Ů࣬ȴŮӣҲһˣʱĸˣ˾˰ֵطѡҲһװ׵ĺùգҹʹĸ¥һ飬ֵӣĲǮǶˡһҹ
Ϊ˺ҲûȥĶԲɣ㻹꣬ɻڴѺӳⲻӦô
ԣҴӦģȼһϣĹ⣬ˣ׼ſæ⿪ŵ֣ɻûſڣűһ߿ͷһ߷˷ӡ
ûпҲһŽŴڸС
ȻվӣҧгݣǸܵͲǸˣ˵㻰...˵ʲôɺ϶һͲټ˵ˡ
־̫÷йһؿڣеĹ⻹û¾˵Ŀɴ˫ۣзӿܵý뵽ûˣýĽİĺ̻֮صġ
˵˱дǰʲôأֻǱֵַĶ飬ֻǡסƷֵùı˿˵ط
ֻƾ仰֤һ˵ıһܲζ
๫Ǻô϶ŴЦĪ£ǲ˺㣬ѾͻңȻֻҪһǮֻ࣬ǧƽѡֻҪһ֣±֤Ļؼҡ
ĵ۾Ųֹ
ȡĵͷڣһԼʱ֮һֽƱһֽˡɳȥŵ˰ʱͻˣĸ֪ң浽ĵˣۿžͳǵķˡ
ʲôƴˣµ
˵мˣ
ǵʲôûʲôӲ˵
϶ȴüͷĺȻЦˣһ㰵и˼ǺţŻ
˵ĸһȭһѳĲϺ޲õ˽ᡣ
Ŀ˼º󣬻ȥĳһУֻǸӵģϧ󣡡
ùǺֻ϶ڰֹˣǾһѴ㻯Ϊҽˣ޶֤ˣΪһеԩ꣬ǿûκιϵ
Ǿ㱨ɣ¶һޱȲõĹЦݡ
ͷӲ϶˳䣬ӹ˵ݹĻѣڷӳſڱϵģȼԱߵĸɲݡ
һŶ磬һ˲ͰƷӱ˻ӣĴӴܣҲɣȼյһӳİ
ӳ죬ưܵķ֨֨죬Զһֻ˻Ļצƣƴ
ɽȸϵ˵ؼľǴ˾ԭﶢסһôı顣
ɽ۾ҼģʮֲԸǸյԽԽķڴ˱Ļشʲôش𶼺ã˵ǻ˴ˣ˵Ļشʧס˵ĲŭʣΪβΪβȣô
ίĿߣǻ˷ֲ׷˺һ󣬵·Ѿˣܲأ³үļͣ³үͷԸҵΣգҪ³ȵġ
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һƥĺУƥսײײ£ɽץסϣһʣ
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ڷǲǣ
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ɽĺǲǣͷĺǲǣ
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޷˵ĳյӳĵطֱǻĸ
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ȼյķӣΧ˸ȼյŨģߣʲô塣
ģˣﰡľȼž죬ŻĴчRһҵǰöÿ죬ҪȻҵľǽ棬ǽż⡣ɫ廨Ь֪ʱһ¶ĴֺѾȾ˺졣
ģҪ£ҴؼҡȿȡƯ̼ңÿһ¾ܱŨǺ
...ܱԽԽȣգֱȵþˣʱһѹϤ½ǡ
ģ
ûȣҲںỤ̃һ˼þȫƿȼյĹӣֳ֣Բýš
ͷ֮ϣľͷҪնϣһֻս
ᡣ
ӱƿ¶һֻ֡ЦˣģҵˣҲſˡ
Ҫץסֻ֣һ˲䷿ѳͷҹԤеҪץĵ֣ԼһӲץסһӾûˡ
ȵҺôһңɲԡ
ȼյľͷָϾҪ
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һϥվȼգȴ˻˻𺣡
һж̫죬ѾȼյķӣȵҪ۷ʱѾˡ
ˮȻ޼£ֱյòʱһһʧ
Ƿԣ˶εֻ̾һӰڵƴš
ģȵңһҵ㡣Ⱥ֮УӰСѪ̼ȴȥȰƴڣڵˣһ߼ֱ治˵Ľʬڵɻ̧ͷôҡͷⲻӰϤֻҪӰҾ֪ǲָϸڵģĽŲһ֪ǲιĽŲǲ
ʯĳ˿ҲĲǺ۾û˸һشվʧǵֹģòãԺܹԣĻһúϴ裬ҲôǣҲͱ˴ܣҲܲ׽ԲأԺʮһκòãߣʮһΣҿԺ󶼲档ֻҪҲҪô࣬ʲôģֻҪ
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ԲСһ飬ϤĶԣõĴûûԥתķƴıܡ
͸ָ֧վȫҪٶȥ
ԶͿˣĲȺмͿ񿴼һɢǰߣϡС˶ĵ߶
Ҳϳˣòã˯˯òáҲҪôࡣҲˣҲֹò...
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ķС˶ֻһ£ҷɫĵ¼Ѿ˻ɫôˣŲϻѪЬôˣĽҲôͷɢҡҲ˻ңĿԱߵĽʬһС
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ԽǿԽС˶еĻ
Ժ㣬Ұ㣬òáٻָֻʱò........
СһﰡﰡȦĽתͷʱǲңһŵġ
кĶЦģ
ţڣ
ش˹ȥ
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ȥǺ«ȥɽƵƵͷȻ
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áģҵڶϲǺ«֪ҵһϲʲôô
֪һϲҡ
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Сһ΢۾˵㲻лҪ˵ô
......־˵ǺܺʣҲû˵ڣﲻͬûдߴ˸̨׽˵ʵҲл˵ġһ²
ʲô
㿿һ...ġ
İѶߣԽԽСʵ...
Ǿ仰סˣֻǶЦЦú𣬾һƵģ۾ϣĿкʲô´İ...Ұòá
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ףҵʮĶġ
ҿʧȥԼ
Ϊ֪ûңֵĻš
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κۣɻ̤ࡢ׷ϵЩ££Ƕֵܿһ
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ǵĿ֣Զ󲻳治ġûҵĴţĻΪҸǸˡЦøãЦһҴδġ
ԸҶݵһƽ˳죬Ľͷϣһ}
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Ǻ«ˣ·ģǶϲ...һҡɽӿ˯ȥˣ׻ˡ
Ķһǣޱϵע۾㼯˺ܶˮžµһЩϣ°ϣɾʡ
Ӧ㣬òã

ڴǰʱոϴҲ˸ɾŪбˤ壬֮Լһȫƾ
ﳳܣĽˤˣϣԷܹɽ޲ϣûҵȴȵ°ߡ°Ҫʺûĵڶ¾ǰƬڣԱʱ֮衣ˣֱŵģһҲûͣЪƬļӣֻǻررʱ䡣
ǻ˺ȼʱʵҲûг׻ϣֻǸʱþȫӣ˻ѵڻûʱ˳ȥ
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Ľϧġˤ壬һ
ģˣö¶ɫĽĹȥüҴϲɫһĸоЩôСһ...
ģôˣ˫Щµ۾һգգĿġ
С...ԭѾõǰֻôʹĶǱĽ㿴ˣʧ˵廵ˣǡҡŪô
Ǳ߬ƵģսĵĶڸڴ߿Ľ㣬ԽԽǿҵıᣬôǿĽˣֺѹָоԼеĿĶһ˵ʹ֮ϣԿصıĽ
ôѹҲ֪ѹʲôֹסˮ
ԲģҡŪǵ壬ǲǺģĽ˳ĵͷںһӣοᣬŵƾƽһһµ˳ģ֡
İģҪģһֱ㡣


110 
ĽĻ･, ЩԼʧ̬ԼովǸʲôҲֻҽеܺӶ軳Ȱο
Ͳˣѹصʱŷǳһĳ侲
һΡһοޣһް
һ, Ľû˵ʲôֻĵ˳ĺ󱳡׾Ĳסÿεĸʹ, Ľ㲢ûΪĵİοһһ
㲻һЩ˶ںҪԼڱǰݵ๫, Щǰ侲ҵӣǰ, ԾԼ
һֱԼ֣صǿոޱӲŲҡ
Ҳûʲôð˵ظ顣
ظ顱һ֪һ⣬ѵ֪Ϊʲôޣǲ֪ˣһ̵仰, Сĵ̽Ϊʲô...ô˵
ĽЦú, ˵ĳ̶, ɽܡȻǲ, ѡѡ, ѡȻ, ȴƫѻδɳɽԼߣΪأ
㲻Ϊ˵ظɣҲ̫ǣǿ˰ɣ
Ȼԭк֣ܶۺϵһʹѡ񡣵һΪǿǵĸأܼһȺ׵ĵܵã㲻ʱ˩Լ, ʱڳ㿼ǵļˡȻ, ֪ںȻ㻹ǵһȥչ˵ĺӡ
ģʵԶõ˷ǳںԣʱܻǳ侲һںϣŻƲסȥ
ûУøڳΪͣҪȻйڣҲϲŲߣɽңΪǣ...״εķ
ʱ˸Ӳë
У쿹ֳ꣬˼̾˼˵е˻һ˽ԼΪǲңֱ㣬һ˼ˣҲ֪ǻңǰҡ
ϲΪԼûСҶθе˴һ˵ĺøУΪҼûңʵϣʵͥˣǿܵˣҡҡͷȻЦһ£³һڳһת֪࣬˶ʱĶԼôΪʲôô׵Ŀң
ֻģ
ŶİԼΪλϸĴĽ㣬۾¼Ҫȫøոջ˵˽ŵС˵ģ
һ˼״ļҲ㹻ˣ˵ܲܰȫȫĿսﶼС˶ζ
Ӧаɣ
Ӧû˵꣬µˣñǼĲӣ...

Բ𣬶ԲǲѹָǲǺۣĽָ۵ǴҪġĽˮ۾ӵգţģ
ĸϽ§סĽ㣬ûģǶ㡣
šղŻ·𿴴һеСһ굽Ļĺ㣬α§ŶԷһİοĸоǳá
뵽ʲôԵЦһ£ԼղŵǸʮֻЩ顢ЩԥЩֻСһ֪£ô֪
Լɹ顣
֮Щ飬һҪĽһ졢һʵʱڡ
ģʲôúܿ죡
²ɽܡȻϲ˭¶нŶ
ĽѿڶȻ
ڶذɣ˲ϲΪʲôҪϲ˵ԼҲˣǣǣû˵㣬㣡㿴죡ޣ
㣿ȴһиԴ뷴ȴϸ뻹ΪʲôʱͰȻأֻΪ˼ô
ҲǿˣĽƮƮ˵
ǣòʮ꣬ƾôŬɽһܳ㣬ҲҺҴģ
츳ǶŬҲܼ!
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ԣ
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㣡
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ĽϺӣƤĵĹ飬ôһ㲻֪롣
磬ϴʱ
ȥԼԵġ
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.......ӣǣ˳Ĳô
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Ľͷûǲһܹܣǵ£ҲڱﰡҲ̯ǰź£Ҳ᲻˼ܲû̫ϵ
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үһ˻Ǳκź˵ˣǰ˵þأȥɣݺݵĲţŶͷϵĺС㣬ϴɣһˮˡĽû·һֱʲô
ǰûİɣ
ˣү˰ᵽİɡ
ŵλòԡ

ȥɣԼԡһͷĹԡźĽþȫ˹ͷϵĺֱƵ档
ˮһĿӰӣַʲôûС
ÿζǳӡԼԺУҵСˮưˮưˤˣǵƬĽ𡰰ϡһĵ
Ժ
ҪƬ֣ʱԺӿֵͷ˵Լû͵ϴ衣֮ĲЩƬΣС˵ҪΪһȼư˻ߵĺĵ֡
ԭԭΪСһĽĶŵ棬ΪʲôԺͻȻЩɢƬΡ
үһֱϲЦ

ǰߵĻڼǳ߶ţ˵ǴˣǴˣȫҶǴˡֲִֽţֲûźϴ裡
ŶĻ
Ҫȥ
һԭķ䡣СźţͲҪźˣһصԭķٷԸǵȶٻɽô˵ΪĬģҲˣʵеĲ⣬ˣٻô
Ҳûлش⣬ΪҲ֪
ǰɽܡȻ֮⣬Ĺһѡͷˡ
ǰ°ߵˣĿôе㲻Ϊǵÿ׵ú͸ͷһ
϶ң˵ҵ˵öԲԣҪллĶ񶾣Ÿһ˳ȥЦŶǰһһͷɽսĶߣӣǱߵǸ϶ǰ
...Ķ׵ò࣬˭ó
û뵽ܹôİ˸ץһڶҪúýһ£˵ģ˵°ߵڼǲ߲ݵ㣬˸ж
ˣЩһһۻˣȥͣӰɣŸܵļһοӣܰͷ£ʵ˵²칦ʵЩ˶Ȼץġ
˵ΪץЩ˷һʱʱ䣬۴ӳ˻سֻʱۼҵŶôãЩǸģӵǮ۲죡
ǳţĪҪһɤӡ
ˣôһ׺ݵĲݿܣѾ˵ƤӶҪˣǶǶһһҹǿһͥҲûаհȫץȻȻһˣһֻʱ
˱ˣĽʺޡ
øľţӦÿޣȴЩ͹ٸȥٸ;Ǯ
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Ǻ⣿
⣿ĺݺݵĲɽĽ棬СӽȭôȥŬ
ӣȥ
ķ̫Ѩ˺©֪Ȼ֪ôȻӴ࣬ôģ
{Ľǰ²ŵ°̯Եİɣ}
ĵһ¾ȻҪĽ㵽֧̯ͣЩй󳼡֮үʱһӡ
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ǻɽ˺ܿ챻ٸﲢ֮ն
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ȻҡڵھԺ֣Щ´ָʹġ
ɽȻ, Խ˵Խͳ嵽쾾ʹһ٣ҿǵĸܼʱֹǡ
ҪˣΪ, ô˵ҲӵĵܵܡټʱӺദ
ӵܵܡɽֹʶԼʧ, æ䵽˭ҵĵܻܵҪ
СӾǷ, һ, Ժ֤ʵʵ
ܲܳӣȰ˵δ, ܷƢֳ˺һ, ͻȻǷ֣Ĵӿʼһ仰Ҳû˵ֻĿ⡣
ŷͻȻŽüͷתֻһ, ǷԸϵɽ͹һԹԡ
Ľ˸ܣ, һ㣬ŪüһͷˮǲʲôǳҪ£ţʣǰЩӣϲƥһЩϺõ޲ÿûȥһЩΪԼΪһ£
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ȻȻҪ£ֺǺǵıƥؼȥˣɽȻʲӵĲдҲ뿪鷿ֻиԥû뿪ǲϵˣѵôô
ôˣ
ҿǸСǼأ
ǣȥг
Ǳ
ʲôԸ·ǣ¶Ӱõģ
ôˣȥԺһһҪС£κ˷֣
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˽ԺܺõĲ¥żȻΪǰŮ˵һˮҲĵĽֲ裬һҲĶŮ˻ܾ顣
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ιﵱȻԲͬ⡣Һͷװ磬ô˳뿪ԺҲ裬ĶĳһֱǵãҲһܱ㣡
ոյ뱨ңЦųѵ㲻Ϊ˱˽ô๫ʱԼĵܵ۸ȴû뵽֮๫Ӷ۸Լĵܵݾ
δ֪ȫòֺ֪ԵأڶݾôҲͬ⣬Ϊܵôĳͷң㣬Ǹˣ죡ôһЩ˵ֺһЩͲ£һ㣬أһʣͻܲң
һڲ裬ϸϸĽ͵֪ι;꣬ȴδйӻظϵ˼ǰ֪㸹˺Ҳֻڳðһլ
ͷһݺݵĶģ㣿㾿ʲôˣ
ڴܻӮˣҵһᣬȻԲͬ⣬ҲԹ˼ٵү谮Ҳ£ϷĲں˵۹⣬ĺأǹӣ̻֮ʲôٻǸŮӣô죿
ˣҪ˵ˣһԾĸŶӣȻƽǳĵʹӡǰÿôһӣߣҲǰˡ
Ҳʹ㣬뱨㣡Ҳ԰ڳһҽͣĵطĺӣҸոյ飬ǡ
ͷŹˣ
취ǻġԸֲѣֻҲ̫Ū֣
ҽ飬ҪӦҽ
ãˣι֪ԺûһкĹһҪ!ĵùʱʬϳȥúðģʵڲֻԼס
Ҵҵȼ仰Ĳġʵһ˿θУһԸ
κȻЦˣǸǲһ
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ǲ˵ԼлȢ֪ж٣֪жѣһҪԶٿ;Ǹз˸٣һ¥ӽӽżԶ;Իðյô
ԶûдˣΪˡһĵģ
ûõľģҪʲôȶд⣬Ц˵˵Ҳǣ֪㲻
ιᣡ
᲻Ҳ֪Լ۾˵ǸССˣҿ۵ע㣬ҿó˼ϣ񲢲Ǻһܺܳ谮ȴҪģ˵ʵǣܴһΪǸճյɵ
ĿЦҡҡͷ㲻֪ʲô֪ڷУĪĿɬӲʱӣƤʱͷҲ˵һ仰
ģҺĽģʵҲӰģԲҵģģСһＸ˵Ǿ仰
ôʹֲûģ
ؿڣþõĲƽ

գȵʮ־ˣѰúܺãáԺӰڰ֣ߡ˴ȤȥԼϱź˷׷ЦڣЦšڸĵĿɬ
ǰ·С˺·Ƶģ߹հ˺þãƿǰķ䣬ƢζЩңŮƻҪջ
浣ҵݣ˰ҵɱ
СˣүǲǣǽȲʵ¿֮ʣոջ˳ŮͻȻ˺ѵĺ˰˰Ⱦң
ţһղ·С˴󺰣ôĵӣүҲҶ
ȺŹҲҶԱ֪˭ôٹĵմӣ浵ķ죬԰ɴ...δ˵꣬ͱһˡ
ǰȵþ̫໹ûȫѣֻԼ˵˵
ҪɱҪɱ۾
ү˰ɣٹҵĹӣǽ˵ŮҲûóѣҲûɱûȰãһȰۣˣ
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ҺӣСүСǧ𣡡
˽լ˽ӣû¥ǻ֣
öͷϵ𣬾Ҫ뵽еֻ̥ܻһţ˭㶼ҽ߲䷿Թȫϡ
һ̾˵үǺαأûȥҲû˵ĺӣαֵôҶ죡εһԾ˵ʱǰǽεεģԽǰ˵Խݣ׼ɲݺݲȥ
أԽԽ΢ɲ˺ɫ
ԽԽ...
ɫ˿ŷƮʹүôô
ĿǺ޵ĳӣ˵ͷܺãһתŴźɫӵĽЦ۾㴩ÿ
ţ㴩Ҳÿ
ǵȻˣѡķȻʲôÿ䣬֪˭ҵܺȼ˱һͻŵĽ㡣
£ֻǱ񣡡
Ľҡҡͷظһ䣬£ЦӯӯĶЦģǹĵһϦ
԰Һһǳڴأ


112 
ÿĳϦ糿, ͶҪдһĴ֮⣬ȻҲˡ֮Уһʱ, ͷѾһϸܵĺͥҧ
û˱ͥڴлסŮ˶Ĵۡڻǵҹҩĳ
ό̿ں󱳵Ƥ֮ϣ󶼷ֱ治Ǳɽ̿Ĳ, սƤ⡣Сһȥȫ֮Ѫĺϡɼһ˿˿, ѪģӣǿŶͷƤ顣
Ƥ, ʹ̣Ծҧһֱܼ˵Сˣ˹ȥ, Ҳʱͥŷ͵ָȫǴѪľмصľϱٳѪۡ
, ɣͥšҪȥӣδȬ, ֪ȰҲûõġ
ɴˣһǰ, ֲЦ˵ԭ˵, ɴ, С¾ָӿɺã
ãͽԽĲ˳ۣۣø첲ִ, ȥ
ұһ, ţˣˣĽŹĺӣÿһһһָӡҡ
ճסġչƽһ򵥵Ķķ͵ȫ󱳵ʹһѣֽץӡʶȥöǰ׺ĵһϦ
һ˱һٺֻʣǵŮŮٹµ߶һˣȻ˺ۣܰ
ʹϰȫİһ֪ܵ˺أҲװ·ӣΪһĽ֪£һ
һĿһ£ϣĽ㿪ĵġֵġûиĹꡣ
ĸɽ٣ؼҺ꣬ɽܿĵĴĸؼȥˡ
磬ϾǵƮѩȵĺĽ˯󣬵ָȵѩһûҪͣơ
Ľһ¯һ°⿴ģģѩµúôô󰡣ҵڶμѩ
һμʲôʱ򣿡ϵԼ
꣡Ľƺеźֿĳ˼֣ģ
ʵֻһͻѩӡһ͵ĶѣĽ˵ʲôʵ£ĽĽӣײײļ磬￴Ŷû˼Ҵȥѩ
ǣѾСˣ£
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Ľĵһͷľֳ˷䡣
Ľһ£ѩ·ϣСָţŲںĻѩϷ֨֨ҲһĽӡ
Ľ㣡
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ѩģ
СŸʲôأҶˣ㲻ôô
ĽֻЦҡͷڴֻں棬ڶģΪʲôҪģЦеĿ߹Ҫſ˵˭֪һѩֱӹ
ѩ˳Ųӽ˺󱳣ǱˬĸоĽɴ۾Ųӣֱţ
ģĽίͰ͵ĿģΪʲôҪġٽͶһѩɢϡ
׷ҰҰ
ģɡĽ˵ţȴҲŵϵѩųһ޴ѩѩ̫ˣòֻֻ֣֣תɻûӳȥһѩҵϡ
ôһĽϡͷϣ¶ѩ۸ıһѩޣأϽеǵѩΪĽӣЦöۣŰҽһƨѩ
۽Ƿᣬӽ￴ʱĽһѩŵ׷ܣô׷ֻŵģֱֿᣬ֪Ц̫ɰˣ
ҲĽ㣬ҪǻķַӶѩĦġ
ôһôķҲ׷ô˵Ϳӳ׷ƺȸոܵÿЩˣֻ...һͷѩ
ð죬ûж
żˣ𣬾Լʵ̫ˣ㣬ôĽ˲䣬һ޴ѩﵽϣ˷ܵĺģڴˣ
㣬㣡
թĽ˵Զˣͷ
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˵²£İסĽ㣬ĽصĴնú˵ģ£
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ģý㣡ôһУֱӽеöҪˡ
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ĽͷյĶߣ³Ҳ㣡
......ĿԶͷĽ㣬һĶͷˣֱѧˣ
ǰ棬ܼ˶һ̿裬ůůˡ
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Ľɺܲһָ󣬡ԹģҷҪȥ...
˵Ͳ͵Ů
ձΣǹܼЦǺǵĹŴԲСүСԣȵ˵ͻصģүСүȥ滻ɾ·ɣ
Ҳˡ
һǵһα۰ĵѵ⣬ƽʱĵСոһܼˣŰοʵҲĽ㣬ŻѵġȥѩӦôöһģҪҵĴԣҵĴ
ǰűƿۣôѩȸոջѩĽ۾ĵĴյĵĶߣģһȥѩ˺òã
ȥ˵˵ģҲأ
͵͵ȥĵȥ...
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113 
֪ѩʲôʱͣ, ֻһͷʱ̫Ѿ
׵ĻѩϿ֨֨ӡ»æĽӡʹֺڴſԸһ, ѯŴʱȼǷǡ
ֻһȣĽɻ, ˫ָסĶ䣬ִȤ˵Ц, ҪǺ¾Ͷ㵽һŶ
С˶ͷĺ棬ܿóڴдһ˿, ֲô㵨ӡ⻹һ뱬
ʱʱС͸ĸ۰ǺЩΣﱣһľ룬ʱ, ֻǵһںͯħΧűȥĳʵϲֵ죬ֻҪǻֵķΧ, ͨ
ϧһֱûУ
ӵȼ, ǵõһǰƽ, ʱûںҽɢڿ, ǽ׵ѩ, ֻͲĻҩȼգӱѣֻö¡¡죬ֻԼ۽Ƿ, 鲻ԽҪġ
{ϵɰԸʵˣ } ڿԺϲһ, һֱڴŵ¡
ԽֵĽԽ¼ţܾرѰҲܵһ˿ʱӦеϲá
žıһʽһʽѾߵܣϲѾ߰࣬Ȼ棬Ȼһͥе㲻š
ͷԵģֻĴʱֱĶȼı񣬶۽ǴȻЩ⣡
ΣĻ㣿ʱʲôأ
Ľĳȣƽ࣬ʱٻͷԼʱ·ŷԭԼѾǰԼôԶԶԭ͸һֻһңԶġʵΡ
ڵĸо̫˰! ֪ĵİˣĵĻ飬в̫ĵҵܴն񣬾ôһЩվӵЩʲôµģοԤУڿĵطĬĬİҲŰԼġ!
ߴһĨȣתͷС˶ԼɵЦŽżòƣ˫ָԼĶϡȻ֮䣬ǶǱʲôÿûжԼ˺ÿ
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ˣ겻ܴӡ
СӣɵЬӸϽžܵúһͨ˼һ굽ͷһ¡ЬֻӲϧ׵Ьⲻ֪ЬĺֻС԰һԼġ
˺Ӵܵķ̫󣬺ͯ´Ŀ˺ˣŷƮɢһƺضɽҡ
ΧۿֵļȻЦţԺҲֳԼĸ׷ʱ⡣
ֵֵķΧøոջڱ˴ġĽЦĽĽģСʱǲҲСʱģۺգ죬Ǳ˵һ䣬Ҫʮ䶥ȥģŲԾü۸ˡ
ֻСʱأĻЦţĿ֮ʹһĽƨɣȾܳȥԶ㲻֪Ҳô
Ľһ£ӦʱпڱЦһǿĸղŵΪ
찡ʲôɶˣ
ĽǺŵ׷ģȻе˵ۣ־Ĳ˵ĵطḡĶӦڷ־Լʲô߰İ˦˦ͷװӽĻ׷Ժܡ
һ죬ҲʰʧĿ֣ǵһ֡
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һӵһԣӲðӴգ֮һ첻ʳﲻԵŮæǰæ϶˵ζļȣһ߳һ֣㵸Ա˾Ъһһ˾ͼ׵Ͷιһ¡ͻݣĸ״ȰȻƶ࣬ܳһһͷһһʲôȥĿء
ͨҹһҲҪΧһ죬˵˵꣬ҹҪͷ˵黰ӼСʼһһ곤˿ͷ˵黰Ǻ߰׵ˣֻҪб곤ĳҲҪͷͬãĴͬã˿ԽԽ֡
˼ҵǰ壬ůպ෴ݳ޵ıŶپͿԷŶ٣ǲʲô⡣ճͳԹ˵ɽ亣ζҲûʲôرҪ£˿ֲ̫ͽͥһԣҲĸ˶ѡ
ǼҵҹͳԲҹ
꣬͸ͱˣǰСӵͱͱȥӣŶ뷭ۡ
ţüͷעⳡϡ
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ҹԵ͹ֶģȻûӡԽԽۣɴ۲ĲĽӣֱֲӷ¿ˡˣһˮһ£Ҳһҹˡ
ĽͥǺһˮɣȻûģȴͬľƱͥЩ͵壬֪ԼȰ͵ģֻźһˮ˿ڲ⡣
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Ʊ븹ɻĵǲˮ
ĲʤǺ˾ƾͲˣǺȲҲһİĽ㻰ǽӵĿ죬ˣʤΪҲҪȲ裬ĽҪ̫ƫģ
ѽ̩ɽˣǶȾƾһ˺Ȳ裬ǻ̲סģ㿴һȲҲǲǽϵعĲˮ˵ʥϲ֣̩ɽȥĶ...
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ֻʣˣЦʣ㣬㣬ǲ֪...û˵ȥֻǿĽ㣬Ľǣҵôˣ
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ʵⲻһ˲½ѡǰ, ɽׯѰµ֪ȻҪѶϢһҲû鵽, ȴĲ鵽½ѵ
ӵϿ½ѳڸ֮, ĸǸ׵ķޣȴĳʱҲǱ׳谮Ŵģʮ꣬׽ܲʧܺ޵ԺеĻ, ½ѻδü˾ͱ׸˸輧ԺеծҲһ꣬Ժп۸֮ʱ, ҵ˵صĴ󽫾֪١
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ֱʮǰĲűҵ, һҲܹԲ
ҲǺ߼ģܾ, ̫Ҳ̫ˣô˵ҲǶʮǰˣûô˹ⰲŵһ½ѺĽ˵ĻҲӲ˹ڡ
½˵ĸĸִ֮ĸ˵ģôӴأ
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һĸӣ֪Ϊвĸ׹Թصĸֱвӵĳ롣
Ҳܽͨ½ΪʲôĮˡ˵ſ̱Ļͼģ뿪ԶԼҪĳ׵ʧľȫԼˣ֪вģľͲˡ
Ϊĸ׼ŵĽԶΣյ÷ʽ˰ɣʹĺӺҲԹ޻ڵİɣ
Ĳڿֽ߬ţܣھ飬ȥʦѯͼȷͼпʲôطеĻҲпǴżͼڻܣȥԽ֪Խá
ӷģ˴γУֻΪȥΪͣѡƺͲƷʳġܱȭӦ𣬵ڶ׼ң·
ؽôһˡһƥôһߣٻҲǼ֮ˣֻһβǰһˣܹһõϢıվֲٴȭ
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ҵԶ׺ܶ, ȥƽ̫ҪģһЩڼҪݷõĳ
ͷסݶϸץĵ־ͲˣǯƵ˻ꡣ
ѽ, С޶˵ҶŵϵĵζЩСǾǲһõ޵Ĳû̫, ·𿴵ЩվߵġСǡԼﶼŵ⣬һЩĶܵүү, Сı͡
Ѯ̫̫ǵȷǳСӣһҪͷı֡ĿɲŴ, һ顣
̫̫ľǸֻ֪֡ûϢСɲҺ塢үȽϡܳǰմȾϵ֬ζǶ̫̫ϲ, ұмЩ͵ĳûֳأĽ㡣
䰡, ...̫̫ͻȻͣüһ˵ʲôʹʱ˵Ļ, ֮ͣЦøӴ, Ժ޿ɲ֪жÿأ
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˿Цü, ֱ̫̫Ⱥеһ󾪺˭ҵСӳΰѰûѰʵĹأҪҵŮΣ
ǺǣŮѮҵԧס
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ڲ֪İ, ҴҵĵһյһյӳԪҹɫ
һ㣡ҪʼˣƣֺСŮߴĵЩ, ǵֻͣܿԼ°ÿ, ȴûע⵽ϵ·Ǻʱһ²
ֲֺܴڣЩ, ȴȦޱʡȫĻÿʣʮΪʲôĺ, йķмһرġķʵΪʲôֻҵſû
żȥ˵ȼҲ⻧˼ҳűȥˣֿ, ΨԸ⽲Ϊ᲻öĿܡ˼ңٳԼͷ, ҲҪʡԪҹĵƻǮ
ѰİУԪҹﳹҹĵƻɲֻƾɵķ, ڵ·, һϣĹ⡣
һϣĹ, Żڴȥ
ĸŮ֪, Ǹովﲻãڵڱһ΢Ĺ
ǴӷĴģ֮⣬Ȼ䣬ǳһֻϸ֡
!Ż, ̽ͷ˲ֿ˴ءŴŮװҡڵĴ̫ͣðգȴڻֻǸƷ, ʱǳʲôа磬˰Ѱĳڶ˴°

Ľͷϲ䵽ĻҳǶһ䶼µ˵ʱǶһȹͷϻŶ㵱ॵ׹ӡݣ˶񾭻ȥʱ򶼲ûŵصĿڵϣ˵ĽִŲŲĴС㣬ĽǱӣľúھΡ
ˣ
һҲࡣ۾Цеİοھεģ˵˼ǰδԹ߰Ծú棬ȤŰݶͨ˼ҵĳ裬һЩƷСϸڣ־ֳݣģʲôʱŪЩ
Щ⣬˵ԼΪҪŪôһо˲Ϣ䣬ͣԽԽз磬һ˵ĺ·δȻҲûʲôáɽҲ֪δʲô鷢Ǿʹ
ģĿĺܳԶһҪʱǶӦԵǵĳ̶ȡĽίģĳ̫ͣˡ
Ǿһֱͨģ
˼۾ɵ˵ҲһΪҲпǽһԼȹӣָĽ㱻󵨵ľٶˣйҵȹӵİֻˣҲ̫Źˡ
־ⲻԹģһúõŮαװ˾ΣղˣҹҵЩҲûӴ֪ʲôءĽ㲻ⲻģġ
ģˣĽͻȻô˵ĵĵһӦȻǣʲôò˵Լ࣬ǻûָ⣬ǼȻô࣬ҪҪοοء
Ľͷ˵Ҫʲô
ţҲûʲô롱ĴսĽĶ䣬ϣҴһŮװô
ȻĻǸģöׯ䣬ӶǴɫġ
֨һſأվһ𣬵ſڵĺɫڰķҲΧΪһ壬עڡ
⣬ϣȥ
ӶЦ
һССĸ壬ͽϵĴһЦ߳ϲõڻ㵽ӵȺȥ
Ⱥ֮УŮ٣ŮЦ˵ԵҲĸ״ŮƵľ飬ӴţƵҲķޣȻٲ˳ֵܺӡ
ʵҲûбЩܺǿȥһɵȥ⡰ǡĽ㣬ĽҲĸȾˣЦȺ׷ţţһǵĽá
ιӢۺú
ұͲʲôӢۺúҰһǳСŮӡã׷㡣
ģˣ˶ɢˡ
Ϊô˵ҾͻϵôĻô˵ȴʱĽľ룬мҲôһף첲ָԷ˺ܡ
еʱôôأĽҲȼһʤŽżһץһž
һ·꣬Ľɵһͷϵñӣһͺͷ±ı¶ವС
ˣ
ķӦ죬ϵñӾԴۣԲλ磬ʵڲǹġĽǰ棬Ľ㾾ĵ½ǣСӵǸ
ĹҼңûûأҿⱲǼ޲ȥˡԼͷѵ꣬ҴԶˡ
ĿĽɫͨ죬ŵú͸ƵģѲĽһδŵòС
ʵײҲʲô¡ȻСӲŰĴʵҪͷͺöˣŻǡ
ȷʵ£
ˣⱲӼ޲ȥ񶾡
ǣҼ޸ˡĽС˵
ϣЦֲ̾ǴĴϣ
ӿԽԽ࣬ĹҡӳϷҲ٣ôһһЩˡڹĶǱȽϸģȻʲôĽССĸһСģױ˲ײʲôġ
ȻһңҲ֪ǰ˭ȵ˭ˣôһ˳Ľײ
Сģۼֿ죬һסĽ㿪ȹ绨һ㵴Բת˰ȦðĽԼͬʱĿײˡ
ǰһͷڵӣڵʵһͲǱ˻֪˭ҵ竹ӣֻ̬ȺײȴһҪǸ˼ûС
Բλ̫࣬Ҽ˸ոǱײ˲Ųѳײ˶λڹۼֿ죬δðڵվһ͵ˡ
˲ãҲ˱¶ˣϾͲĺ硣ץĻ֣̌Ҫߡ
λҼ˳˵أȥǵͣ󣬲Ϊ˶ʧ˷򣬿ͷָ·ôڵλ͵ļ͡
һ仰Ҳû˵ָһ·򣬶ת֪תĺһ̣ͷڵ߲ٴξ۽ϡ
ر𣡡ĵ˵һ䣬ߵϼͣأ
ūǾŮòӺˣӲദλɿˡ
ظ֪ʲôŮԣ
ū֪
òģԶԣǶôǵŮˣڵõһ̣ȻζЦԳȻ޸֮Ůˡ
ظͷøͣΪȻ󣬴ʲڹ̫Ƚ˵Ǹ֪ʱҪԣֻεЦһ£ɵĻʵ۷ԸͿˡ
ߣȥЩӣΪ͢˰ͣ󵽵кر֮ʵޱ˵û֪ʱʲôǻϲǾ黢˵У


119 
òϳϵĵƻ˼ĵط, ֱ˦Щᰡҹʲôİ˰ֵľʳ̶ȡ
Сʲôʵûж٣Ƶൽ۵ĳ̶, ˼ǴѡƵʱͻÿּӱ
ǸҲǱߵǸСӻƺ棡ĺÿۻ, ȫǲ⣬ؼû˰ණ, ʱеɽˡ
˵ĸ
ǾѡǸһģ
۹Ⱑһ, ֤ܹǵӣƵΪԼǸὲģⲻ֪һ仰Լ⡣ߵһ̯һյС״ĻƣͬʱĿһ־硣
˵ƻδŮģʵöʹŮ, еΪ˺һЩСеŮӵƵ, ΪӵƵĲ϶˴
Ľ㲢ûӵƵľ飬ּ, ʧ֮ģĺӵơȻڼҲǸԼŬ, üΰĽĵæ
ӵһ˳, мһһ, ȴͻȻһۡ
ӦڴʱģܿƵ˵ģӵ֣ĺӵƣÿĳ, ͬӵҲдףĻһĺԼйء
ϵķͻȻ֮, 糱ˮǲɱ˵Ĳʱˣ˵۵Сˡ
ģҪǣģȥǣУñȥҪ棡ʤģС
ģֱһַʽ׵Ů
ģҲֻϲңǲԼᣬͬҲӵкǿռСһ
ĵǻһ˺ĶһСһʵҲӰ
ı۾˺һ۾ѾָǺӵƮǰ
ǲҲΪŹӵˡ
仰ʱͻȻЩңƺƽĽʱƽԼġʵﶼ֪һ˵һĹĽû׼ãһĽ׼ˣЩԥ
ǸӵʵÿȴĵġʵദˣͻᷢǸЩɵˣСӣɣճˡ˼ںӵд֣ҲҪʫʵ˼ҵʫͲõġ˵ɵɵĿЦһ£תΪ࣬㣬ûģϲҡĽ飬ûкܾȣȻôһСϸѾˡ
ϲô
ĳĬ˺һӦϲġϲǲһģϲϲǲͬģֱܷĳҶһԳҶУ㶮ָʲô˵̫̫Ĺâշ˹ҵ˼ô
ҲĽ¶һĨ΢Ц۾ģǿջЦһ㣬ǸĵĶһ
ĻˣĿİͰ͵ĽͣҲǸ˼ոձ⣬ָΪ㣬ԸһʼҶ῿ƺô˵Ҳԣ˶˸ĽƵġľͲһ챿ˣˣҪô˵ĽֻһҲĽ˸
ôͦ˵ġ
㣬˵ԺҪﻹˣΪ˰˵һЩƭĻװȻҲ£ﶼᱳ㣬ôʵѾ뵽õİ취ˣǵĽ⡣
Ľֻǿӣƺ˵ʲôԥŲ˵ڡ
ǲǣҲôˣҿԶԶģҿ...ͻȻסˣйԲ㣬Ҳá
ģĽҡͷǣ
㣬ϣôأ˵ôܽأĲĽ۽ᣬҪʲôҶӦ㲢ңϣһʲô̬Դ
˵ʲô㶼ӦôĽ۾ģһӾͿƵġ
ԣ˵ʲôҶġޱĵİĽĽ㿴ĺһżѵݣϣܽ׵ĽϲİĽЩʣֻǱģ
ĵԴ˵һӡ
ܣʵһֱǽܵ״̬ҶǺãţţյ˺׵ĽʲôǸãʵѾ˴𰸣ǲţȷϳ׵ĽǲԼǸ˼
ǵϲǼ¡һһ㣬Ľ¶˾
ļҡͷһǼ
֮ܡٴο϶
¡ƺʲôȻˡ
Ľô˵ɴ࣬һİͶûеľô˵ƵģȫûںĸܣͻȻúʧԭĽҲԾĴ䣬ҡͷһ֪˵ʲôô
Ľû˵Ҳûеͷֻǿģ۽ǵƵµ
ĵһζĽʧĸоǳĲ˺ˣ˼̤šĽ̬ԼǰļǶôĿЦԼһЦ
İ飬Ƕռ޽еģһһġĽ˼ʲôϣͬ˸̸˵ôѵͲŤôѵôĲںԼôѵϣһô
ԵʲôĶ⣬Ҳܽܡ
Ľ㣬㣬Һʧתߣ£һﲻź˵뷨
תһ̣Ľͱˣһ۾һƴץסĵ½ǣÿץסһǣͱ˦ˣĲҪˡ
ģίĽһĹƴҪֺˣ˵ҴˣٿҡȻε龰ͻȻĽ㻹޴롣
ģԲ𣬶ԲҴˡߵ̫죬Ҫ׷ҪСҪͣԶѾҵˣҲʧȥ㡣ҿƲԼҿƲ˸ĳ֣Һܺ¡
Һ˸˯ˣͲˣʲôķʡ
ҿƲǵУǿܻϲϱˣܻͱǼ£ҲܽܡԼ㣡ϣǸ㣬ϣֻһˡ
ͣס˽ŲԭءʵǺ̶ܴȻᷢģܿԼУ˽ҲģܿסϲϱˡǻһôɿƵܿأĽĲβã˭ܱ֤Ժ󲻻µ˸֡ÿһ˸񶼲ͬϲãϲͬˣס
ʵĵѾ࣬ǾñŤŤġǲ˵ԹԵǰߣĽ
ӰʱֻԼߡܺڣ·ֲƽ̹ĽһɶʯͷϣĲȣۿҪԵҺķס
ߵˣɲĽ˵ֱصͣķڣҲʵԭǴͣҹģҹͣʫᣬҪûǲĶԻӦ̨Щʿѧʡ
Ľʪ޽ݵǰǰÿζøģͷһе裬վƿֱȥͭϴ֡
Ľ˸ίͰ͵˵ʲôľǲһʱĲҪˣⷿҲǵĲ죬뿪Ҳܿĵ㡣
һǻȥɡͷòСǷŻû򿪣ͱ˻İŰϣô
Ϊ㲻뿴ˡ
룬ȥ뵱ȻΪҿǣôԼʵѾʼͬߵ·ϣľѾ侲ˣʵһҪԭĽû˵ǾǣĽٴʧڵȴĹ̫į
㿴ɵȿĸܡˣ˻ϲʣոնôˣ˶ȴҧ˵ɡ
ԽԽӦҵ»ûߡ
Ľᱧڴϡ
ģģ
ʱŰ屻죬ɽվ˵ӣʫĵһѾѡˣڿȥ佱ˡ
ͻȻϣĶĽ㣬С˶մŷۺ죬ɰĽĴ˵ҸȥæţûգҲ֪⻰˵ɽǹ˵µС˶
ģ㻹ȥɣзʪС˶ȰӣĿ᲻ߡ
톪¡ȥҲġ
ɽ˵ȰȰ־ûǱûȤˣҡͷˡ
ǰͣãЩ˺þưѣµżѴʺþ䣬ԺķѯʣһΣ
С㻨һֱʱϨ
С˶ϣߴһë۾һ¾εǸ
Բ𣬶Բ㣬ǲǺۣûﲻ
ġĽģ˵ɳƴһһʹ鲻Խ˻һ
Ҳãǻ쵰ֻǺŲΪ㲻⣬һֱ...ھǰա
Ľһ£ĵĲıģ㿪ô
ЦŻر
ĽıסģĽëмʧ뱧Ǹ˫ûгڣֻĬ{Բģң֪}
ҹļֻͣ˵һΡм䣬ڡ


120 
Ժľ֦Ѿð˼ѿ, ʱҲóˣֻгķôԺһ, ٺÿķҲᱻҡ
Ľ°ͶڵϣĴǴ͵Ц, ĿԺֻĴеľ׽ǵ͡
ʵûʹֻӵȴ޹ؽҪĳӵ, ᵽദϸڡǰԼ⣬ΪĹͬĻ, Ϊûֵǰ̹ϵ˵֮󣬷ûдǰеǰ⡣
ҲĵĻ̫ᣬҲֱ̫֮, ڲ̸ܻ
Ŀͣ鲻ԽķɫС, õӱᣡ
㣬ڸʲôأĴ, ֪Ϊе̫, Ϊļߵ̫, ֻһһͷĺ
㿴Ľ۾, 紵ķ˿Сӱ÷죬ԾĻϲ˫ŸĿ
Ķһüһһ˵Сӡ
ĵµĵһӦȻ, ôˣĺӵķֳǰСӿɿɰ, ʮʮѱһܼڣܰ绹ǺҹһѶˣܳ˵ؼǻϲڶúõĻ԰ŪȫӶ
ĵͷЩ۾ӣĵ˵ϲտζġǺյģҪȻһͷ
ιģ
˻ֹԵİյĽǰʾĽݸһЦ̫ˣСİСӷŻĵߡ
㶼ҲˣǲǲϲˣͶԴʱʵ̫ŵɽҪŻˣ
˻...ĽͳĲͷϵĺ˭֪˻ƫôߣ촽ţ죬죡
ôˣ
͸ɡͼֱ̫ԡ
ݺˮȥ˵ת鷿
ûãɽһЦû뵽ĶЩץĸֿ
ɽЦݽϣôң
Ľһ鷿ţհϣҪſڽ㣬һֶû˵ȫͱӭĽ㻷ס˲ӡ
С˶ŽţסĵĲԼıǼĵգ촽һǸո̫ˡ
ͷ̽ȵĿǻĳȵ⣬תһȦõӦ֮󣬱ֿʼһ㣬ĻӦ׷֮ʣ˻Լأ౻ͷҪ׷ȥС˶ѹûᣬɿס֣Ҳ룬תǰ˲ˮ
һϵвһ£ĽȻĺܣȲ裬ǿô
Ǳ֮ǰˡ̵Ц
ĽСϣеϣǸԷᡣ
̵ϰ˵ЩõĻѡѡ£һЩġôҶϲĻ
Ǳµ¥󳬹ԤڵĽϣһɰͣһ¥ϷԺ׵ķͣҪҵ񲻱䣬ǹӸǲΪ·ϷԺΪȡµ֡ͣԷһȫڵϷԺ
ͣԷӽʼûд٣ĸ⡣İ﹤ܿǾǸпõǮ
˼ҿϷԺһϷӣҪڼɱ뷽跨Ŀ˿۹˹ǮȡһЩ΢󡣵ĿɺãӱϷ԰нڽǲ˵һھǺüϷӣ˼Ϸ԰һףƫƫҪ⣬٣ãеȫкҵöСĵߣɱһȥˡ
ⶼǮԭǿ٣Ǿ仰ϷĻΪʲôҪԶѡ񵽳οƱҲˡ
һ棬иʣڲͬϷһϷУÿ춼Ҫµ֣ÿγ¶Ƿǳ˵ϷֻͣԷرģһ޶ĴڡؼһǣҪһЩرõĹ¡
뵽ЩòĻ
㿴䣡ĿһЦģЦöӶҪˡĽ̽ͷ˵Ȿͦÿģݻ...̨ġ
оϳĻ϶鰮ģٲһЩɫȷʵʡ
ɾЩֱϡƽˡ
ʵҲһҪ£ǿԸݻıҵһЩֱǿߵߣǵרŸͣԷдһϷ
԰ǻԺдߺΪϷˡݿ˷ϵƳ³¡˷ܵƵ㵸˵۾ﶼŹ⡣
һƺûôףǷʮĻһ󲿷ԼУʵǰ᲻̨ôȷʵͨϰϵߡ˼ƺ̫ʺдġдϷȱһǰһĸо
ͽ֮ͣʱͬǣһߵ˶żˣǶΪа취áͣԷҲͣģҪһäĿݵ״̬
ΣȴûôֹۣʵԤڵȻǲһЩģҪǡͣԷһоͶ군ˡ
Ľüͷ̺СһЩ˳ûо֮䣬Ѿ˰ʱˣûѯϰƼǴЩһĻ淭ҡ
Ǻܰģ⴦ȻССĽ˭ѵΪ˭ײ˭еĳţͬʱźŨ̻ϢȼľζձζǰЩϵùζ
ıУһ˵Ļ롣
һ´Ĺӣ񣬲̧ͷĶ϶һŮװĹңװȷʵ㣬Ҳʲôϡ¡
˭ҵСڹˣ뵽ôо֮ǲأֵͣдЩ鰮Ļͼʶѡ
ϰȻû⣬д˵Щռĵط֮ҪЩǮ
һǰѾһӵ̯λǮ
Ҳ˵һǰµĻû
㣬֮ǰɲô˵ģŮӴŴδ㲻˰ɣһӶôĻˡûʲôܵľ飬˰ҲֻԼǺһ
ѡõĻȥǮǹӴĹƤ˹㱧ԼĻһ䡰ˡˡ
ǣҲǿʵģʲôèĶУϰ溰תЦ˵
Ż֮ʱʵǰ¹û̫Զϡо֮䣬İ¼ѵĴȺǰµһȴûвȻȴԸȥûҪĻ
ڵϣ˶ˣȴûȥΪЩæƵ˵ǻͷֽûв
ľʹļ˵ĳ
ǻʶ飬ֻ˳ֶѣҲδһҪһĽȷĴһߵ໰
дúܺãĽùĿʱĶûоʲôرޣĽϸϸĽ֮ĲԼеİأԽԽ֤ĽĽ
һ𷭿Ȿ飬һ̧ͷʱ춼ˣ˾ԵĿһҹ
Ȼҵ˿ĵĻһҪҵߵģϰ߻û˽öءãã˺Ѱһˣεȵѡ
Ҳû̫취Ҳֻܺ͸ϰǰкôһСһЦҪһʱ֪ͨ
ʵĲĴԼſڣ̫ǵ˵ĳ࣬ס˵ͱӰ
ӦûȥիԼĻɣûдĻô˰ɣӦǰɡ
뷨жʮ죬ϣȴһһ١
ѵôȥѰһߣûʱƣǿңʱѾˣû֮ǰ͵ԼӻǮʲôȥҵ
ôŬôã̫ˣ
Ȼһ¡
Ǹ𣿺ǵģӦǵġ
ץסһϣ½ǰȥŰµ˵ļ
˭˵ᣬЩ˻ƣԷкᣬһӣҪҵˡ
ԲϴˡʧҡͷЦתո̫רעûעˣתײˣеĶɢһأĸæǸ˼û·
ûϵԼͺãͬʱҲע⵽ɢϵдǡһЦ
̧ͷעǰˣȫϲƺѾץ˳ɹĹؼ
ȲóǱ飬Ѿ֯ԣѵ֮ȱǰˣ޹Ա޹ݵλֻΪıʣĲŻ
˭һô÷£οĹ顣ҲӦˣƽһ飬΢ʽһЩ˵ҲṆ̀빫ӴæһƳԵɺϼĻһҲͣģܷȥ⻰
Էͬˡ
ڲ¥࣬Ĺ£˹Դ̬ȣĹ˵˼άǴĵ˰
ô࣬Ҿ֪
...ܿһ£ʵǲʺ˵΢ôһ֪ݡҲǰҲ˵ɻ¼ҲҲЩһ
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ǰĹ˵ɷǹ⣬ܿһ˷ִ磬ˡ


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Ľϻۣĺ½֮ǰ䵱ûн̫Լ˵½ѶĵĵģΣգһڲˮҲȣɵɵĶȡĿ½ѱ糿ʱҪ㲵ģһʱЩݡ
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ϵļвͬ˿½ֿʼעԼ̬ˡ˷ͷϵͷΣոĽ˵òԣʵܵ㣬ſڵֵģ㿴㣡
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һ꣬ŶʮΪҹͣ޶ˡҲһ꣬Ȣһͻݵӡɻĵڶ꣬һŮΪȡΪʶ֣޽Ů죬ŮĻȻһҸĳһȻֹһ˭Ҳû뵽ֻǲҵĿʼ
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ŮǰɵˣҲ˵ʲôֻ˵һ䣬Ǹӡ
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ȻݻŵӦ֣ûʥĸķĶԼðͨһ㣬ҪζԴǸ쿪İˣ
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֪ôȡģҲΪұ...ڵѪһһӡȡ
½ѰͻĽʱŷģܸܵĽĵĺãΪĿģΪԼġ
ôȫѪ˵ҿҿ
ûʲôˣȺˣ
찡ôôѪ
ⲻҵѪϵѪ϶½ѱʱϵģԼؿڱֳ˿ҲϿлʵҲûҪɱ˼
Ľļ㣬ע⵽½ϵˣżҪ½Ѱ½ȴɣӦˡ½ûҪȥлңΪʲôҪ˺ġʱֿĺüۣŲ뿪
ף½żʱס½ȻûϵĻǵĽͬЦúܿģӣ
ףл߰ɣ뿪ֲһ䣬ߣ
ᰲȫô½ʡ
һᣡ
ã½Ѵûһ̾ԼҸȻϦ֪ԼܲǼȻ֪ջ᲻ҫϣ˿ޱȰģ˶ⶴǱԭ򣬴ǰΪ˸׵ף¡Ķӣϣ
ᵽĸǰ˵ȥʱΪʲôЦŵġܲܿⲻҪ֪ĺһԣԼԼᶨԼøãĸ׵ľɡ


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ĲȥôĽͷڴϵʬ, ȱľţҪЩû, ֻȹˡ
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Ҳûл, ǽһμ棡, ʱϹȥҲǼˡĽҡҡͷģҪ׼Է, ǰѷ˵ɣ˵תȥ档
ĿͷԽԽ, һͦȳһȱųȥ, ɽ, ǣ!
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ĵ˵ͷ
½Ľ˵ȥˣĳյһȳһյߵлߣлбۿСȣû˵
Ҫȥģ
ĺǣ㣡лҵĻشܷܡ
Ӧøϲϣ
ĵһ仰л˽ȥ˼һʵģ
Ҳµģ֮ǰ˵ȥ϶ӣݡġҲӦġʵԸһ飬ľﶨӣʹӣЩʧ˵Ҿ㻹ǵһٸӵ°ɣ˵̫ˡϣȹһοֵʱ⣬֪...
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ģҪȥôĽ㵣ǵ


127 
ҪôȻ, ĲŲô벻أ뱾ǵ㣬Ϊ˱֤ԼȫŲŬѧϰɷӼƻҪȻŽɽ, ǣСϱԺֵĲôοƻŴĽԶ뾩, ɽˮ֮Ҹס̹ĵط, ʵĴгҪǵ˹٣һӶñ˩, Ųأ
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͵ЩҲңīùζĿⷿӰ, ͸εıԹһ˿˵Ľ
β͵¶ˣΪ⣬͵ܼŮ٣ɲ֪˵ĸ˿ɱ¥ĹζָָؽһͷḾˣ㿴ǸƯɣϧȽЩҪȻҲ޸һСòҸϣţ͵ϲҿ͸㳢ʣõɷ򲻹ҵģ˵ֳ㰡һҿɲãҶ˿ɺüأ
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οɫˣΪǺµģ͵ﶼãмʶڵëøĸģ;治ģĳһӣԾ⣬·ӵײϣֻţ˽һͷЩɢˡ
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Ҳо֮ԣҲҴģ͵Цɣǵȥ괫÷зС㱻ɻһô˵ʵСûɻ˹ˮģ˵ˮı֮磡
룬ݻܰôȱµأûôϣȻصŷںʹ糳ܣѵõۣϾӵˡ͵͵ܹȥһЩ˵ܿ¾˴ģĴһĶ⣬ʱôñڶ컹˴Ҵҵİ¸ģ˭֪ȴ˵һ⡣
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ѽᣬ죡
ɵ簡ôΪʲôҪԣĿΪΣòǳԱ˳ŵİɣΪңܿ治ʹӣҲƣһĻʿɾͱˣӿ޴󳼰ŪȨ
ղŻ˸߲ҳԹϵζʱɵۣӦǾ仰ּˡĻĸ첲͵ܣ취ⶥñӿǼ嶼Ҫ군Ҳȫˣ
һСϰʲô취ľץŵӣһ̯۾һգ֣ûУ°γŵˣʼ״εУһתʼЩвζһǿǽݹİֵܣ˼Ҫ꣬ҲҪ㡣Ķ˵ⷽѧÿ졣
Ҳˣ˼Ƭ̣˵ôܸܲأΪ֮ƣֻһ취ܾ㣡
ʲô
ף
κԥԼĴô˶˵ҳ˵Ҳûʲô֤ݣһ͵ʴףñݱԥ˵֤֤ԺĻϰ壬ɷǲ̵ܾģʵҪ٣øʱתóȥһ˹̹ᣬ͵͵̷ǰ;ǻˣҳ͢Ϊ˴ٽյļලٱǮơ
ٱҲҲ˷Ҳ˵ĴףȻǮãҲˡλԥҲûȰ˵
ֹһգξķָװѹٴˣԻʹˣҪ֮ˣһڶ϶ǱʥϡȰˡġ˵ǣ־ôǹʱſǳ˴ͬʽѥǹƣʱ˶ˡ
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۶ĵҳѰĵǣȻĶԸһͨһҵı췴òǰйӶԱϡ
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ͱ˺ܰԼ˵ɵȣСһȻϲ, ᱣԼ˽, ǹɿɰˡ
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ĺ͹ԱٸǻʹжǣæĽͷöĽֵҪȥСᣬĽ˵ΪáôΪĶġ
Уܿ岻ʶģȴֶ쵽ŮӵݣźСһʼ֪Ůװ趨ҲӲ淴ӦĵƲ⡣
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Ĳ뿪ô
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ۣ͵ЦֲأͷӮ˼ΰ
һҲûУ
ԹԣҲ湻ùģ
ĴСճţžȲĹˡĿŴȵСᱳӰҪ˵仰ο㣡㲻Ҫģ
Сתߺ̫ˣȥඣѾͷȥǸƵķܣǳ飬ŴŵҶͻȻе᲻ˡ
γУĴŸܺȻͻһһ·ϣһЩڴģϾ⻹һγԶţ
ƺôһ㣬ʦ˼
ۣú氡㣬Ҫ
ʲôҧźСͷˣýģģƵģϵģҶҪһҪһ·򣬼档
ҪȦСҡĵĸ첲εĻ궼Ҫɢˣϰ壬еȦҶҪˣȫ.........ΪôҲ׵ЩɣȻһûУСò񫣬ҪȥģСЦ۽ǵӶˣСƼһӵϷ
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СֿŴıƴǳóСŰѽƷϡ
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ߣȥĵȻסСᣬżŸһȥ
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ңҵȻһҿԶ׽
Ϊʲôԣ˲ԣ
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ûûεģް취
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ʵķҪһ۴ʱҷȴģһŮˡ
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ӣɫɲðҹûϢô
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찡һת, Ҫˣ
ʱΣǰ·, пڸϵһطǰû֮˸̣Ҳĵ뷨ıϡԭֲ, ּǵһԶУʲôﶼ, ˾ߵһЩҲ࿴
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סڡƣǡĿջջСǸ˳ģĵŷڱжϳˮƽֿЩһľò˵סŻݣסһסޡʱǿջĵǶЩʱգҪǮȷѡ
С̴졣
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¶ޣĺС֮Сİ࣬˶Եõ࣬ϴ˸ˮ裬ֻ˽ֺչˣ׼¥òͣСԷ
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հ𪣬üĿһ¥䣬ɴû£赲סߣһ˾Ŀһ顣С棬ʮΪʲôƵķʡ
ι㳤ÿÿĵҲôÿôûֵܽãҿԽôڿʲô鰡ÿôҲôιΪʲô˵ѽ
ȫûߴߴСᣬأԶеı顣
ŹӿˣľסСᣬԼ龰ѾٴˣˣС˻⣬һ󰮺þǿˣǺÿˡ
Ҽҵģİ˵һǻô죬һɫô죿
˵֮󣬾Ͳİ˰οÿһǻˣСһգŴ۾еĹһһϵĲȣ۵һ㰡
ˮҪΣһȵݸһԱ˾ͻúϢⲻȼҪˡ
㰡֭ˮСľ׽ʳգգۿģո˵ʲô
İ̫ѨһĸðСԩôı顣
ȷʵǭ¿ˣҪ֪κʽ˵ǣļƵĶӦһǽȫˣСûģûģҲû䣬ԶǲĶ˵Ļ
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ӱСᷳһϣѾᷳ͸ˣĻش𣬡ʲôҲੲݣôû˽̹ŮӵĵôһҴ׷ʶҪô
Сû뵽ͻȻᾹȻô׵ĶԼлв˵̺ͳһʱ֮䣬ڵһ˵ֻ...
ʲôˣ˪ûϧĸС˿ӡƽ˶ǶСٰ谮ô˶µģ޴룬ֻС˵Բ𣡡
˿ȥýţȥ˵ףٲȥ¥...еΧ㣡
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ӸղҲֻǱ˵⻰ȷʵΥʥ֮ԣҲΪڣֲӵǸ
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ҪôͰ͵ӣֻǲһԵģΪ֣Ϊ̱
ůů޵ıСĵӣ۰Ͱ͵Ŀ֪ĻΪ᲻á
ȥӹСԩ˯ᴥС۽ǣޱ͵ʣôôϲЩ⣬ҲЩζ
ﹰ˹Сֻ¶һСԴԹԵĻش𣬡úÿ
ҳҲÿ
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Ҳܴ
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ϦҹڿջĴڳҹٶЩ¼壬һЩžۺζ̶ֻЦϰ;йڵӡ̶ӵͷ֮ǰĹ䣬ǲʳ
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⻰粻˵εǳ飬λϵԻҲֻǹСɰļƣֻС᲻һ˼ȫڳϡ
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ȻãľǿԵģƱϾˮֵһˮŵСǰûĸװǸСԩңСԩҵƮ
ȻעǸˡķĳԴףǳˣһȾоơһֻֽץСᡣ
Զøð˿յ֣еɻ󣬿˿Сᣬֿ˿ģã
ǣεĻشͬ˶ԿһۣСش𣬡ǽ...ֻδھͱס죬ЦӯӯĻش𣬡ҵķˣ


138 
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ÿ˵϶΢Ц, ȴЦ, ҷʲôȤ, 仹Υ׳, ǼȱѪҺڵ˷š
ô, ҲǱȨƬ̰ĶĻδüȥͱžžǺò㵱ŻѪ
СѾͷҧģѺ, ܵǰһЦĿ, һ˹µôҪҪ!˶̬ȣ˳Ļ˰۰Ĳ˼ҡ˲죬ĿƮġ
ľԼۣûʱ˵ĻʱûдʼʱܾСᣬҲ˼ʼܾأֻˡΧ˿ֵ֮УԼͷŶɫġ
ֵܣһưɣ̶ӵͷҪץػֵգǴʱѾû˰㻶ֵ£ֻСѾͷڴϣƨɡ
գӦ˾ƣһˮ¶ǣӺյθǺʲôأСѾͷԼ۶ǱˣԼΨһ
ðŻ֮ʱһ۵ġ족ǵʵ
ף
ȻŰȣ˺ˤڵϣշźΣҰ죬㰡㰡Եĳ˾Ƶ״̬
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Ȼòʡ£Ϊ˰ط䣬˼ڳˣ̧ȣ˹߼ҪЪϢһһȺˡڰȭȻӵ˴ϡ
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Ҫȥ簡ԼԾƣҪҽأ
磿ðô춼֪ˣüͷȥ˯Сһĺ죬ȥ
ϣСѾͷ˯ǽһ㡣Աߵȴ࣬˯ţһû񣬾СѾͷ͵ܳȥˡ׻˵úãŮ׷иɴοĽ㱾ǸɿɰˡɵԸСһĶûУһıĸռ˱ˣǿǺá
Ľ˵Ļ
ҶԲ㣬ͱˣһȥ...ңֻ...
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ڶϣбڴϵķڵϣһδܺߣᱳʹСķҲСĴϣȴΨСᡣ
Ī𿴵˰ߴ˯ð
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ЩҹûһСΪԼˣҲıܷԼһЩ
һƵĳ嵽˵ǰС۾䣬ƺԼʲô£ϲ÷ģĿڽһ·ϵļţر˼
컹磬еø׽ˣԼȴյĽţԵøˣĶС˫Դ׵òУʲôʣ˭ὲƵģ
Ҳὲ㲻Ҳǵһ뿪ô
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ĵ˵ŮѲ⣬Ҳ⡣
ҰοһСͶѣܳʲôһ뿪С϶ٵ˼ˡţֻҪ뿪ܽ⣬ɼƻϲϱ仯ĵ糿С˽ţҪۼô˵ģΪСѾͷװġ
¸ˣòȴСźЩ̣ǲżߣҲżߣҲôס
ֲż·ڿջ޲ģĻл˵ţƵģش𣬡İÿպȲ衢顢ʵĹ£ҵǾñڼЩأ
ľԼɤˣֿС̸ӣԼҪιȥˡ
СԽԽ죬֮ĻԽԽ࣬ĵΣиˡĺ͸ܲһͬ¥¹滮˽г·ߣЩĲɣţҪʲô취ץСġ
ǡСһֽҲ¥ľһ䣬֪ӵС᷿ġֽ£һֻǼ򵥵д˼֣ںԺͤ㡣
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ĵķԸҵڴڿСᡣǣСʵʵδ˵ҪȥҲûĵȥ򡣿˼ҳ
ιܣ˵ĺںԺ̸ôˣС°ͣķʡ仰һ̾ô֪ȥ˺Ժġ
֪ȥԺʲô
Ȼ֪СŻ棬Ҫǳˣ˵㲻˺һ˫Ļ᲻лң
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ԣΪϲΪ...ӣܴ𺳡
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Ժͤ, ֪ģ˫ַ壬˵, ýɽ¸ңҲСߴߣ
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ֻ˵ʵһΪҲϲ!
۾ɴһеĲ豭˵ϡԭС˵ĻǣҸһĵܣϲˣСΪԼͦģ˵Ůܣⲻ֪˸
£Ķ֪νˣֻУԸΪӵңӴԺ˶࣬ô
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ǣİ۷죬öЦˣ߶ţˣˣһͣܣһƥ
뿪СҲƢĺǣҲ̫Сˣ˵ô֪ͱͱϵι˵ϲʲôŮӣ
亹ֱʱƺ˵ʲôǴģɴͲ˵Сῴľľģ߶ͦ飬ôľ˵ץŻʣ֪ô
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ƾʲôҪҵǸȿʼģҷôİԵ
ҲܣãҪң

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ģڴǰ۷ſաܰѳʳ͵˼ϸ֪ûʲôһˡ
Ľţ⣬ɫСˣȻأ
Ѿѳʳ͹ȥˡ
ĵͷ˼׷Ƿϵ˵ôӲأգǰܾﲻദСѸ㣬ģᣬСܲҲںӲģ˼Ҳһס
˼һ˼ãֹˮ
ѾúܺˣҲǲںǡ෴ںȻʽʵ⡣ദʱ仹̫̣̫ͬ١˵ճᣬᣬһ¸飡
ܵǰһǸСһﲻҲڿĿİнôһ˲ػģŸܵļ򣬿ӻ磬ԽԽˡôһɨθڶ󿪣һ뷹
ţգһСѾͷܶܶණȻɺСѾͷͣµҲã±ҲУֻҪܺͺãս
һ棬ȺУǳţȴһ˶ĵط磬żյߣ㣬ò
ʵֻҪϱˣ㣬ãҲûʲôõ...
߷Сһżȿе㣬һ־ȵ߶᣿
ǰС㣬ᣬʱŮŮٶȥ֣óԵģģ˵Ⱦǻ!üɫ˵ţҪҪҲȥ֣
ȻҪȥС۾ˣ־һȡ
ͻСͬˣһضᣬСĺͺ
Сֳ˼ϲǸǧѷĻᰡ
һҪ...ΪһϲŮӣ
һܶǧС㣬ҲһϲġԺгһĺһǣһ֣һݺĺܸжԼܹԼ˵Сᰡҵĺãĸл㣡
Сָһ±ӣ̾ȫõˣļֱ̫ˣ
֣Ĳ࣬Сῴ֣۾ˣﻹǵս£ǺȻľͺͺˡʳ;Щ࣬˺ЩûĳʳСģ룬ʵСѾͷͦģܳԣ棬˯սԲ¶οЦݣԾͷЦеģԣ
óԣСԵ֭ˮæ˵ҪǸ
úúãˣվɲҪУ㻹Ǹһȥɣ
˶һСһСߣС߳ţȥ̯֬ĶԻС㣬֬ʺ㰡һֹŵĹ΢Ц
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˵ýôýأ
, ǰߣһ˽ý, һӾҸýˣҪûǮ, һ, ɩ...ϰ忴Ŷ, Ķ˵, Ӻøһôһµĺã
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ţĵͷ, ιһСιһ, Һòã
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ңǲĺѽ
ǣҵĺã۾ԼֻҪСãСһᶮģܻһ죬ԽԽ˴ˡⲻ֪СöǸϱ
СҪýˣȻǲֵܰĴڿջģҸڳţĸ棬Ҫһϲٵ˼ٰǰͲţʱܲĶʱľͻ֪жãͻлԼŶЦ
ģҪȥЩŮҵ˽㲻ҪңС˵һ˿Ϊ˵˻Ѷҡ˼Ƭ̣Ӧøɴ࣬ãŸһ滵˶࣬Ա㣡
ɽСĸߣ̧ȱߣЩζһ£
СüͷòǷ˰ɣ
ôͳǮСǰ˻ΣСЦտǮӣǱĳȥˡм꣬Լȥôôó˰ҳͷȫͶ벻ȥŹ滮һ½·ֲ̣ȫ
һʱ֮䣬¿ˣֻѾˡ
鰮ۣ˿಻...°ͣĽ㰡Ľ㣬˲ǳϣ
ĵľСҲ᲻ģճջţܣȥǱߺȲ裬˶ͻ㣡ң͵͵ҲС
ұ...
ҪǸģҾҳߣʱľҲҲңСԴвŸܣԻ·ȷʵܸɳµˡȨ֮£ֻôӦ
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£һʧ˰ɣСſģֱĿĵء
˵ý֯ͬС죬ý˽ýϵȴĹý˽ýٶȣԴ涼ڰһЩǡٺԵõ˽ýɵ˵ý˿Сһ˴ţ˭ҲûɿͻֱʣǮӣ㶼£
߰˸Ŵ󻧳Ĺδ䣡֤ɩӵĲѡýŸ̬飬׺ӡ
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ÿģаиĻ񣬱ֳ֤⣡һϸýŰСߣ˵žóСѡСۻҡ
ÿʲôãԵѡҪѡͰΪֳѡȻҪѡദģһһƿСӳֵ֣üȮһɫƵýСᡣ
ѡͣʲôãӻǺģΪҿ֦ɢҶ֮ءﵽ￴涼Ĺ...ΣһýĶ˵˴...
˴󣿡СᲢδ⻰лֻýŽɵĵͷ
ΨֱýǺĸΪβȢĸȢ޻ǿʫܳɼѻ̬ýһϸý˵иƨãòŮҪģҪ˳ѿô̷⻰ýŵ
һ˲䣬ҵıչýĭɣ粻ݡ
С˵öеһ
Ǿѡһãʫ磬ݣ˴ŮӡҪܹģ˯ԷԶ֧ܹĹˣҪһ㣬̫ҲЩģҪΪĵһҪóãģʵأ
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գĹʱߴ·˶ĵطȥҲƫƫСһŵС̹
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ǮͰˣͷϴһͷ͵¥ﻻӣʱ򱨳ʲôϵ
˵СۣŵҲԵģĵҸǮһؼң֤ǻã
СѾͷǲΪɵ
СĲԣƺĺžæҵҪ죬ɸûжסʱһɬ컯գǬЩô۸ңһվ˳һɪɪͯ
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ڶһ磬Сᱧſջ˵ʲôҲߣģңһû湻أ
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{ûиҵˣҲǺˣ}ѩn
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141 
С, Һ˳·ͬУ·ҲԻиӦ, ڶ̶̰ʱȻޱĽԼĳ, ҪȥηΪʲôԵɳ, ǣĳ̶ȲС, ƫƫСϲ㻰ġ
̫ˣ·Ͼ˺˵ˣСֽкãһۣ, ˵ң⻰û̫ڸУСû, ջΪһԹѡ
İ̫Ѩ쳣, ˵ʱСʱ, ϲ֮鶼, , ʮȷһС
СȫںݵĽ̸У˴յһ𣬻񼸰Ѽ¸¸¸ͣĸɿ˼ҲСע⣬ǸܺͻһȲ, һó硣
Ŀƣ̯̯, ˼ң֪ͶЪţ
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Ǳ߶ˣ
ǰ˲̯ߵ֮ʱѾˣ̽ϰ׼˼򵥵ĳִ󷽸һЩӣ̿ϲǸмʹʹãЩֲ赭չôǮ
°ɣһҪл˼ǣҪȻЩ˽ֻҰ¶ˡʣ˼ңǸһ·Щˣ֪ôϢ
ԺշǴ̣ͨÿסˣǿһ䣬Ůһ䣡
ô䣬Сᡢסһûʲô⣬ľҪŸܡȻݺͯһˣüû˵ܾվԡ
ҵ˼ǣӲϰߺͱסһ䡣²ܱŷȻ˵˯ƨĥҺһ˯ѣ˵ˣȻһͨί죬Ǵ˯Ժ˰ɣ࣬һŲϣȻ£Ҹﰡ
סݾͺˣÿĸˡСĻɰ˶ˡͻǵ˼ΪūΪ澲٣Ҳע׵ŮӣģҲǸӰ¶֣˵ôˡ
ܺȻȻĵģûзʲôվߵ˵һĸͬãҲܺùһҾסҪǻùҵҪҪҲżңˣ
˭˵Ҫżˡעݣĵ˵Ҿסһ𡣡
㲻ܺһӣܣͬ...Сð˵ţ׳Ҫȥ٣Ϊֳ˽°ܻ
ȥ氡ĵҵҪҺ˯һ䷿кι
һ棬ЩˣһֻôӣЩΣæ飬ĪҪҵ˹ӣҪȻ˯Сӵķ䣬ӻСҺӷ伷ˡ
ǣˡͳһӣ˵ʲôҪˡ
ҹˣǸæϴط˯ſڣ۾ʱʱעźԺ
ӦþͨũĪҪˣЩȥ˯ɣȰ˵ܣ֪Σշ⣬ǴСĽΨΣա
üͷϷЩ֣ĵأԲʮôһ˼ң֧֧˵ԼӶϱȥ˳ջ˵ôѾδסˣ˵иСӣȴڣ˭֪Ǹ׳Ӿ͵˯أһǺȻֻػӺͷ˲ŷġ
ҪǸģ¸ɺҩҩԲѽЦļ磬˵ţĻΪϸģһɰȫС
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ڴշת֪ǴХ˯⣬ΪŻǽʱ㵹֮þû˯š
ճǺþöûбһ˯ˣǸС˶۱˭ůůġֻҪС˶ڣ˯úܰġ
İͷ״ְֶֻµݡ
Ҫ£Ҫ㣬ҽ˯ůůˣַ˸֨ǴⴲǺⷿһϾɡĲòڴһģԼ
ٶʮһֻʱŰ屻ˡ
˭ǾֹһöǸô
ӣһţֹ
ľĴ򿪷ţֻлԣָָԱߣ̽ͷСԴϲЦ
С۾˵ҿǳǶ˯˲ܹģ㻹ҽȥ
ļְȥģôˣ
㺦£˯ţˣΪºڣһ˯˯ʱҷﲻߡţ㣬˯ˣߡС۽ǷỨ
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һӣһţһηҲģΪ˲СᶳţƴӣСῴİӶ¶棬ֲסŲ
ҪҲ㿴ܸǵҲֻǱӶ...
СҲԣֻǺĹһӣĵıѡţ޸
û뵽ôһ仰ͰСˡʲô˲õ£۾תת䲻䰡
а
ǣҺ䣡ĿͰ͵˵ҪұҾůˡ
ҰȻͷ󣬿϶ůͣУ࣬Ҫиܡ
ǲҰ
ϲŮģǽǻ...Сش棬ĿǳҪҧ˵ҾҪҵĺã
ҰСҡҡͷУ
÷ñ˵Ҿºڣ䣬뱧ҵöѣֲǱʲôοø㱧ʲôϵأίͰ͵ԹһĿǣ˵ǰԼĵˣĵ{İģ˵˵ǣСҪŲż˹أ}
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ХҹЩ䣬˯ԺĻ꣬л㰡̫ó...
ʲôУ֭ӣңļȣһӣңżȣĴƮɢƲʵķй䡣
֣أôһһأۣﻹкööƯ·СԼ·ɾ֮УһֵЦ󣬿ȴͷƤ顣
ʧ䣬ӣңҲӵȴȻֹȴһ˱ƽԼһذףһһƵǽǡ
ģҪɱңҼ䣬ţţţȭߡ
֮УСῴ˶ԷסˣеذҲ˹


142 
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ذ׼ϵѪεϵδδŵĿǰˣǺһģһ, һԼȫͬġԼ
СᣡСᣡ
СϤ, ҡΣҡε۾ŷǰĴս, ԾǼƷ, ΢һ¾Ϳ֨֨ôϡ
, ֻجˣİš
СãĿ, ǸδĿ־һͷĻȻȻ̧סĵʶϤУε
Ǹ˵ôĵǵѯ, ìֱܵҪ׽
ʱɫıѵù˳С˵, ˯ôоĹԹԵͷһҪڳҲǳԵóԵ緹⻰˵СС̡
һŵ㣬ʱĸǽ̣һӽ١ȴѾǮһĿˣô֣һӶǱˣ޹»ĵǶġ˵ʲôˣֻ˵ҹС˯ǵĴŮһ´̰ɣնٸ𾪡
Сᴹź߹ĵ˵ǴйƵģҪ˯ˣµİɣô˵æеʣ˯òôô˵ţҰɣ
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һʱʱѾС⿴ܿ··ˣֻãϾû˵ѼҽУǰҲûǰ۵ˣСѾˣ׷ҲѾˡ
ĿߵСƺҲѾˣʱҪβ͹ƶ졣
{ɣСӣСûϣ}
СȷʵЩĬԾɾǸΣֻǸ̫ʵˣΪһǿҵĸоǸһңЩ־塣
ھǸôĲС˼ڱ𴦣૵˵Щ¡
ģΰǷġҪɣԺסһ䷿ߵĻͲجˡֻ̽ʣȴû뵽СĴӦˡ߳ŤŤû뵽ξȻôú壬ʵС˼ȴһ֣ԤиûĽ...
С᲻֪뷨ζܾһ˵ĸоϣоǴġ
ʱ˸ܼƻ·Ϊڲ鿴ͼʱ֣ڵĵطĽ⹫ϼҺܽȥʱǻ˵Ҫ⹫ȥ̤棬ů׼ʱű֪ѾϼңΪĽ㻹ź͵͵޹
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Ĳİһˣ㰤ҰȥңҲ˵ɵ֣ò׺ӣܾһͷھǵ١ܽھ绽Ȩ
˵ǰͷɣ֣Ҳǵٵİȷʵȥģ˵ǶŮھǣһʮ˿ųͷڵõĿ϶Ĵ𰸺̾һ˵ôǷȥʱѾȥˣ
ֱվǼªĹǰĶš
˻˵ڣ˵ȥ·ݣססڼ׵Ʋ...
⹫ʱȥ㣬žԱЩ߻ż⹫һͭǮ͵͵ĺһƺȣŻιĶ䣬ϲ̫ԣӣֲ赭֣ܺáֻ£·ݣĽžȥˣ˵˯ûģ⹫ǿһĨᣬһԺ˸ӡ
˵ʱȰ⹫ɽͷ󣬲ϣ˵¹µԼͿÿ˵˵
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ŮŮĿĹϵĹһͨľͷָվɵĹǶ㲻ĹһľֶûС
ֹҲʶ֣Ҫдģֲַ֪ʲôֻˣ˭֪ȵ˹꣬ͷ˵ʱӻӦûⲻůǾˡŮû˵
Ŀ˾ζӳ£ȥʱյλ˸Ĵζˡ
Сᣬһ⹫ſĸͷɣ
ҲҪֲʶС᷺庢Ƶĺҵ⹫ţȻҲģԣһǿĸͷ
ֻ꣬ةˣ˵һ֮֮ϵŮԣסһܹɢƾɲݣԼٿӣԼʬ˶ûС˷ǣ
ĸһЩӣæһЩ޸أ˿Ӷʱ۾һ³ͷܳȥܻأͷ̾ԼԲ˵⹫һš
ұϾˣǰĶӻӰɣ
ͷ˵ˣ˭Ҫһˡ
һšֲֻ࣬Ƴ˼ۣ͹Цдţ
{Сӣò˴Ƿ޶˲ңܹѵĿ࣬ҲܹҫůҲиڷֱ𣬵һӱκ˶ʡ֣㻹Ƕ࿴Լɣҿ㻹δܹأ}
ϴЦ⣬Ա߲ʶ֡ŪΪʲô˻Цó˵ȥ빤ˣЩǮƾ͵лл˵ĶɣһͷˮеӣˣˣһСƽϰظ޻ǵް
ĵͷǰˣڰɷǰǿľϿ֣⹫Բ𰡣ҵ̫ˣҲģ
ιǾôˣô˵Ҳǵ⹫ӣʼղ֪Ϊʲôı졣
С᲻ק䣬Ϊ㣬Ų޷ô
ĴЦҡҡͷûңҺúô㣬úϧңİСᣬСҿ⣬ţͻƭˣдЩ
ű۳СС֮УŷƮǰīˮȾˣ˺ɫһţʵЩ֣»һźС֡
{֪˭}һһȾɢֽҲΪˮӡ͸һһʧˮ棬뺣ס
գɳɳ뵽ȻȥҲֻǣһַʽ
ӣѾ̫ˣҹ·̫ΣˣҿǽƬյϹҹˣеίӺͷˣ
ͻȻ˷ǸίĵЦļȻӺ汧һ֣̽ͷⵣһ㶼ί۾˹ʺˣ
治֪ⱿԺֵܲϱ
һӱˣ˵
ŹЦСҲܹʲôõģǵˣ㿴Ҳ˺˯ңúܣϲұ.......ʲô
ڱ˺ǺǵЦУİСץ
ôʲô˵ʲôҲ㣬Լجβźһ˯ģ
ºڣģСӲ˵ҿԲһ˯ģ𰡣ҵСºڣ벻˰ɣһ˯
ඣ
Ҳ㣡˵
С۾䣬вұ㣡
ǣǣǣң
ǲȫõã
ȫõ...š֣С˵
˶ЩۣĿûãСῪڣʲô
ĺҲ˼ܿɰÿˣߵǣסС֡СֻͻȻֹУĻӿһֻץԼһָֻķ˿ϣԽԽ
ͷ...
ӣˣعϿˣȻߺһСĴƿģ󺰡...
ıݺݵײϣ۵졣ԭմСͷסһɫС澹Ȼ֣ΪʹŴܸоǳڿзŤ
Ż
ΧŻһȦŸȺĺԵ㣬ֻɫֻҪһ뵽и죬Ż
ܽ˵ĺСĹϵнģȥջסһ䷿õ֤ȻСǽõĹϵ׽Ľޣһ죬ǻһ
뷨ָ˰µ·ܼ˵ӣʮңǾܵˡ
ţȵˣǵøɽһţǸСӵӦúõĲˣ
˵ŽջСѯס껹Ǵ⣬ĸشһɤӴ̶
С㣬ҿȵˣݻϲϲĴӶ¥Ҫ嵽СĻķ˸ۣУҵθүôˡ
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ܼʱסҪ˵Сϵ, ݴҲ֪Լֹ̫æŵǸϴź, Щί糿, ǣ˼˵뿪, ҺģΪҲС, ˭֪춼ڰң㣬С㣬˵ǲԵ֡
⻰˵, ԼͯţЩүԲ˯, һ·ǵ٣һ˵, Сڻ·, ΪҪϵ뾭, ܵˮ·, Ѿջˡ
ķŰֻۣ̾Сӷеףɫ죬ͳһ˼, СԼӵУԼԼĵˡֻСǷĵĿ, ֽкãĻԵ
Сס꣬Ϸ
ǣС¥ߣǣ־;Щ֣֮ǽһ䷿˶ըˡ
ôܣôܣôסһ䷿һɤӽ˺ܶྭĿˣǶŻЦĿġһӵķˣΪʲôסһ䷿
˼ϲõĽУòΪðɣȻҲ廰Ҳʾ͡
һµ˵Ȧ죬ֱܣֿͰ͵֤СᣬС㣬ⲻģǷޣ
˵ĿⶼСϣСץĵûɣֻҡͷ񶨣ǲǷްסһ䷿
شĻǺģǶҪֵˣ˭۰һȻһ̬вС㣬Сڰ£òͷ£С㣬ݾƴҲҪ̬
ƴķʽǷﲻߣ˯ɴһ˫۾ֱĿģޣ۸ҵС㣡
ȻһӣСҪҼӷݹҰӳȥ˵žͰ˾۴Уˣ˶۸ˣȥٰͯҲź
Ȼɴ۾뻹ģ
ôһֵ֣ݵСһóò˯
һ˵УҲºģ˭˯һʣݸŵǰ°ں¡ݵ˸ŭĿԲһְӥļơ
˺ҹҶŹǷӣһۣݵС˶ڴ˯ǽһ㣡
ʲô͵ݵ۾һúһˣޣ
Ҳĵĵúһ˷Ҫѧǹúӵı£
ݺĸˣҪǸʹߣƤҩƵĲģСһ£Ҳ˯˶ŸɰţԺ󣬴Ҷһʬģ
гҲˣһ߲ԭ·
˵ǲеģ죬ôŶʲôô죬һȦҲ࣬켸û˯˶ܲˡ
Ҿǲл۸С㣡ݸң۾࣬˫հݣǰǿģ⼸ĽɤӶ˵ˣǱ˾ƵģʣһƤˣƫǿ˵ҪС㣡
Ƥ죬ץۿСʲôģѪʢЩԵúã˯㣬ڵľͷһȭɺüġ
ˣҲʹ˷ϻ
нٶţߵ춼ˣڻɽҰ룬ȻֱͷҲЩŲסˡԼɽŹ⣬ܼǰߡ
üһطпջȻ۾ʱˡֹôƫƧĵطôпջСĽһãȻһظڣɶ
߽ջĳЩˣĿ̣ǺˬĳԾƼ⣬ɫӻȭŻֵͦġ
λүСдҰ꣬ϰ˿˵ĻɣĽүģǶĿģԭǹټЪŵվķˣϰĵĿջר̵⣬׬Ǯ
ϵƲˣʳͷɣܾĹ۲š
ǵ׾ƣүô
ãˮͿˡ
۾ˣ˵û῿СļϣһĲģҲѾûĿСļϣʵûֹˣǵȳԱ˵ɣš
ԵĸܻСĵԶʱݺͯƵĳԶ㣬ݺһˮһˤ˵ϡ
үүôˣͯ޵һ㺿С
վץסССһţֱԩ췢ķ˲ˮû⣬ڵϵĺԭ˯ˡ
ⳡӥսһ䣬ĵ˷·ûˣԵڴϵƬ̾˯˹ȥ
ܺȻһ䷿ȻţİɣͰ˯ɣôأôǺڵ꣬ϴ̼ɹҲûлˣڣ...Ȼ졣
̫ˣ̫ѨҲ˴ϡܿ˯Ժһζ·ɾ͵ۣһã̡Ȼɸ¾;ͷۻԵ
磬⼸ҪҪӺٺһЦţû⼸˶ģôȰǰдŻؼңüǮǡ
ǰ겻ţŻ갡
СĹӸ磬һǮҿطˣԭȾƻȭĿ˾ȻǶһģЩ˾ͿЩ
Ĵû˯ôľ˸ֵΣֺԼԱ˵
Ĺģô˻˯Ķô
ϴǲѬʱ̫ˣ
СҲܸңˮǶѣ
ֻһˮõϣеŷԭǲΡ
Сʵһ㣬ƣֻҪһļ㣬ұ֤˺㣡
ĻЩ£˿ܷǰЩǿջϰ塢СԼЩˣԭǶһǿִʱСԼһ𣬲ˣźµλ磬Ǯ⣬ǲҪ˺ǣҵЩڻȫô
¥£ô㻹ҲȥҪ˰
ҪһǧǵСݺݵ˵ź˵һЩ˭֪Сֱ£ȺǿҷȰǷңҪȻҶɨƽǣ֪ҵ˭ôҵѲ...
ҧгݣ޲óĨס
磬йټұҿЩǲˣ
СǸҤȥ
ô˵ĻˣƿڴǸҶһëҪǵҲ󺰴УȺ쵰ҵȫץȥǵܵݲϣִ
İвգ޷ƣǮƵĿ˵ҪǴע⣬Բкùӳԡ
СΪǱŴİ ˷ԸҰѾͷ⿪͵ȥ
ļ۾ˣСҲܺ£⿪ӣһҧ˵ϡ
ҵ֣
˵ֱҧѪģɥ˵磬ѾͷҲˣҿиҲǸɶҲķ͵һҧ˿ˣ跴ǡǻǲҪ鷳ˡ
͵͵һʱСǱŭ˿ƵģŭֵĴ󺰣˵˭Ƿ
˵ľ㣡СѾͷ
ҲŲǷ...ҲŲ...ҲǷӸ߿õͳĿһУ˲仯գ۵Ļ́ͷĿһƬ䣬ҲǷ
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144 
, ȴ˵ǷҿǲķƣӰȡ֮е, أ˼ȡ, ֲȻǿ˵Ĺ, 캦Ͳ⵽Ǵ
˲˵ֹ࣬˳˶̵Ľ, ⲻ˭Щʧոôһ˲䣬ϣֵСһ, ˵ʮˣǼʮ, ˵Сſˣܴ
ƫƫ, ƫƫͻţҪˡҺñס, ҪԼ벻, ԼԼΡ
ôһ˵, ȼ˸ոƻݵĶ־һȰȰȵҧĽ֣ƣʥ˵ݵ䣬Ϊ볯μӵ, һһͣ˵Щ, ĵԿǶҪըˡ
Կǣÿ˵Կǣ
Ϊ繷䣬Ѫ
ǣǣߡ
ؽȻԴǡ
ǣǣݸ͡
죬óĨסԹϣɮ˽ĺӣԱСܵͷСܷµϴûĨƨһţûоӣٲþɧӣס죡
ͷκôʲôû˵İ
̫ˣɲ뱻ƿ찡
һ¥ĸˣֻڼװ˯ŤӣӰ̫Ѳ汻ŵȻĴ˯úһ㡣
ܷ˻˻ȻͷҧгȻһ飬ֺһ¿ˮЩආע⣬һȻϡ
...ˣߺߣȻλСආһۣܲò۾˯ż¥룬ٵˣͻȥˣǰƣƺһͷȥ׼Ȼıһҧȥ
ѽѽҧ˯еȻεһֻѪڵӾͳʹΰ״̬£˫ţһ㾹ӡܴһ׽Ȼˣȥ¥ȣ
Ȼ㶲һ룬ЩСආŵȻһȭȻ¥壬һһ˵죬ͳͳ˦ɣһһǴӵϴûӦͱȻͷܲһˤǽϣһͷ֪˼
ȻһЩǻһѣɴţӣ㲻°Ҫ£Ҿûˣʵڲȥ簡ҡģԭûµĶҪɢˡ
ȿȿȣ֣ͣðǵ˵
ȻϤʱЦ˻еΪʾǸĽӵʱиСආСආԼĿӺͳӣڴϴĿ佱û뵽Ȼ
۵СۣȻһ飬صЦɻΪɲѿ.ӺͳӶСආԼߺһèɽһ¥ආſצʱ룬˭...󣬺¡Ҳˡ
ûŵɣûﲻ۲ۣȹţҡҡͷƨƨߵĸ󣬹ӵקŵӣС㣬ղ̫¸ˣ̫ˣҺó㣡СǣٲȻһԵģ֪ʱҲС㣬Ķӣ˵˵㶯ֶŵĿ²װɣңҺʶɣ˵գгԼ·ϣĿһۡ
ľܾĵ۾ˣͻȻҲŵġ
صžҪһװװʾˣΪʲôش𣬡Ҫ״ԪģǰװӦźáԶԣСķûˣֵµ鷳ˡ
׸ô˵Ͽأ
ȻŻкܶŵģȻճѿԡߣҲڶĵ⣬ΪõĶģȻΪõ鱾
㿴ò棿ͺ޲ͨͨ˵һӾͽꡣ
־Ǹ㻹Ӧö飡
ӣҾ˵ķǳе۾̯ϰ˵ȫҪˣ
ҡҡͷյ̾ӵܶϰ˵ǣסĵ̵֣ĺʮָۡ
ʲôöװźָָ㣬ʹһĸʲôۻ඼ˣǸܶȥˡͷ϶˺ӣҪͷ΢עһ㣿
ĲΪ⣬ҵİˣƾʲôǣǵۣǿԲġҪǵֿҪָ㽭ɽǼҵĲ԰ĳʲôǶҲˣ·Ͽˣеģı飬ҾҪǣȥɣǿˮɣԽԽԽԽ࣬ԽԽ....
һ飬ԶԣֻĬ˵е
ڸҸջɣŵȻ˵
ôˣǸϿϢɣһҸȣ
ҵö飬дˣһһʱ䲻˷ڹϣ
õģβСʶһ˶һ˵ƫǶôѵõ£ϧڰ˲ϱ仯ĹһһԼϵƽÿһιϵϣԽԽӦְɡ
ȼƿҹ˯ÿˮ͸ֽţȥ˯ɣ
۾أһ˯ô
ţˣҸӦðǷŬҲϲŶԣзĵ
Ҳܲ尡Ҳƹи壬ܿˣĺߵ
˯һЩģҲ˯ġ
㲻˯Ҳ˯ҵǷŬԼɣҪŬǶִһ㽿
ҡҡͷȥڴأɣҪһ˯ôƨƨߵĸȥ
˲һĿźԼһ͵ġĽ㡱춼秵ģú棬ιӣ...û˵꣬ͱס......
Ľһ೤ǣǵͷԷͣȡŵûţ½һ룬һֻ졣
ȵȣ...ʲôſ´Ǻһ֪룬һʱ֮Ҳûô͵һˣЩ¡
˯Ϊô
ûаһ£
ŶԭˣΪҪأȻ...ٿһɣ
ι𰡣żѿڶҪ...ֻǲϰߵǸһֱǸ...Ҫǿ˵
ŶŽ⿪Լѣ¶ɫǶؾصţһ˲ժʻģ
ｨ裬ҪǸģĽҲģһȥӣңѭ򽥵ģô
ãĵȻȻһζȥ
㺹죬Ѿĵ...
һһȺŴϢƿģһ֮ڳҪˡ
ǣҲŸҪʼһ±ƣˣ˸оɾ⣬Ȼֹôϵɶ˵񻰣ϸĸȻǹд鱾
Ѱ״Ҫϧʱ⣡£·Ŀ
ӣӣİͷס´εģ´ΣҲܵʲôѾˣҪһ͵ģǣ飬㶼ûл´뷨˯ˡ
ŰѱӹصĸǺã˯㣬ü΢ȾһЦ⣬С˵㲻Ҫ̫ˣһᱣԼҲᱣ㣡ĵǣֻصǰдž֡
ֲżΣδαƿԣֿմһ𣬺ǢģĻĺǸ˱𣬽˽еó̡
Ҳˮ·½ϣǮ԰һҴ󴬣ʩ壬еٸ質˸ǽƶҪһǳԷһ۾䣬ѾԤŽᷢ޾顣
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ƯĴ......ͷ, Ѭ˵Ұ...ߵŮ棬ɹ費Ц, Щ
˶˵ŮģҲĴȤ, ôҲȻĴ󲻼ƽ, ҪǱƢɾˡ˵⻰Ĳͷ͵͵ˣڵȴŶԷĻӦ, ⲻֻ֪һʾˣ۾ȴһֱе鱾, ߸ûҪƶĸо
ȫȻûҪһЩСһҪȫĹע, ߣװ
Ҫ, ȥ...һǼ, ܡȻ, ûһģĿڵȥ˵
ûҾ졣է֣ͻȻ, ӣʫ, ôƽʱ鶼Ҫ˯ľȻҪʫִϲʫ
Ҳֻ붺ɵĲ˾ץͷʣµİ뱭ˮһĴȵϸ꽭ϣۣϷˮͣأָžƱƣһڣ֪ˣ...ͷЦ⿿ӶߣʣۣУ
λţô
Ц𣬾ķ˵ˮƷۣͷϷ
֪δʶ鱾ȴͷСУУ֪񣿡
ŶϳЦǵȳ...ָ֪ŵ°ͣŲδܾŰչȥ촽ʱ̣űͷ
ֻԼﰡǸ¿һͷ׳ĺܲɵߵĴ¿㣬ʣ˼֣ǣԼǰû˵ег档
{ôô}
{ֲǡ}
ֻһ˿Ȼǣ־ȻָǻԼһ㱼䣬֪ģľͳλǸŰѹϣ˴˼Ҳòȷ
дһɣһ˿Թ
ҪôһĪĻ˵⻰ıȴôһ˲ľԼĽ㣬㣿ôѿڶʱ̣ͺˡ
ձΣҲ˵һ˵Ρ
԰ҵҪǵãֹȥƺԸȥǸˡ
һǺܲ࣬ҪǱӦϣܾͲǸǡ
Ȼ۾ҪӿٳˣûʲôûӷǼŤͷҪܣڵ۵ײſ۾ſһߺ۵ײͷ̫ܵżſ̫ͣܳȥ
Ȼͷϳ˸ոտʲô찡ƽʱ˹˹ĵģû뵽ϲһڣÿ滨
Ӵô仰ôĥ䣬ˣççײײģȥ˵ȽϺá˵վҪţȻסˣ㻹ǲҪӺͷˣȥͷᶫɣ
ôдţ⴬ͣɹʱû߶߶֮ٵ½غ˵Ҳ֮ˣץʱ䡣
˼Сһ߲ߵҪô...
˵......Ǹ
㳣˵жϲˣҽ÷˵ϲһЩ㲻֪ոϣôŬסͷ...
ǣ֪ˣƲ졣
۲֪ʱܻ˵ĻˣӺø
˵ȻԽԽԶ㹻ҲУҲˣȻæŸɢڵϵᡣ
ϧǸ±šҳּˮһ飬ղûע⣬Ҳֻûƺˣˮ˳ź˵ĵϵϡ
...
ȥϹɣѵõĻᡣ
á
϶֮꣬ϣδͷϣΪ⣬æߺת鶯ĽС֪Ӻδϸϸ˵ĳԹŮĽǷһ˵Ż绰һȴǧصѹ
ףǹƽҸΪһöͭǮһ𻨲裬һİӡ
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еģݹһССľƿȴװˮһžԼڻ˹УǶû°ɣ
˵ֻҪԹɻͲ˺ǣүҲҪ̫ģһ취ľȥġ
𣬻Ҫ¾ǱȫԼǿԣԺϸͷˮͿˡ
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ܣôģʲôģȥȳӣɱôô
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ҡͷ㲻׵ģҵߡֻعĵҰԼľդ
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һᱣԼģԣҾӡģó˷ͱ˼£׾ٵĿˣ㿴һЩ͵ģȷʵΪΣյʱܹѣΣߣҪڽߡ
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ð죬ҰѷѹҰѷǿģǲ˵һһġ
УĸԸĹءĿա
ȥ˷˶Ǹ취ҲӦˣǶ˻һأȻߺţܣӣҪסˡһа٣۵Ҫˡ
ĺ͸ܶԼţû취ˡ
ӷģһ÷Թġʱߵ˼߹ǡ۵ǰ书ͣһǰĸܣ붯ֺһʱ䣬ܲи䣬ԽԽ˳֣æʸ֦뵡
һǻȱһӦǣڣԺҲܵӦ
ҲӣһֻһıӰ
ӵҴҴȻֻиһǼƽС˵˶ȲܵģǿҲðӿ
ڵȥȡ
ȥȥ⿸šȻȭᵹüܰνˣ˸ƯֶĽһͱȻƨ.ϡѽѽĺУʲô
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죿
ˣɱˣۿѹ...ҲϹۣΪ
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Һ޲òȱ...
ĲɣȻЩ׵Ļý˼Ȥ
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Ŀһ飬һΡ
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ʱûУӦҵġЦЦӦϲɣҲôġıˣһҺ֪ٵĹϵһҪԶɱң֪ҪʲôƻҺĹϵϾ㿴СһֱΪڹĽ㱻°ǴΣǽ˴ӺŴߵĽ㣡ʱķӦһɣҺˣ㣡
Ҳף⣬Ȼϲ飬Ϊλרȥ...ĺ۾ţȻϲΪʲôҪףҪкܶķΪʲôҪַʽȥĥ㣡
ǿϧͲһ㰡âЦеĿġ
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۾ʣ˺Ľ˺İãҪ֪Ƕһ壬һ˰
ͬǲͬˣâſĵɴ۾һ˼άҵİĴ⣬ֻҪһֻһ
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ĸĽģܲģ
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㣬ΨһһĴõ˰
ҲҪâĿһģת뿪
ŹӿڣЩ㶼˰ɣâһˣ㻹ô
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ĵɴ۾⻰Ǵ˵ģҪװ
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ˣĵļơ
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ôĵ뷨һ, ôۣոպ˵, ĺâĽʲôĽܵʲô˺âƷΣֻһ֡
Ĺת׶̻ش򿪣һȥѪҺ޽žžϡЬ档
۵ðâɫֽһţеĿ󣬡Ҵˣ...Ҵ...ҲòĻ...Ҳáɱĵͷ
ʱݵһ죬ʱİâھǣյµϢʱĽѺĳˣڷıԵŲܣⲻܣдһһţиµģҲиġһɱģһ˺żȰԼ롣һֱڴָֺյ
ûȶýķɸ봫鵽ˣֽд˼̵ļ֣
ʲôҪҪġ
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ʱͷŰâ⶯µŮɱȴ֮ĵħЦţЦëȻĲڰâ˵
˭Ҳܶҵӣ˰벽һ׶γǾľƿڣѪӿ̹γ⡣
â§ţ˫ȥסѪ
ǻֱĿģ˲ֱӡɿȫͻŵûŶ¡ǿŽͷȡ
Ҷˡһ䡣
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ҪѪ⣡
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ҪµģûϹġҲĻҪŪе׶ǻǿЦ
ԼҪҪô죬ʻܵµȥһ
յʱ䡣Ļһ·һҶˣͬĿȵĻײײȥķ...
ﰵ̾ƺֻһ취ܡ
ܶԶôһħԴľΪԼµİâº֣ʲôý֪ﲢûкɫ·ǹΪѻġ
ңô˿ĲԼ
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Ҫ˵ָ飬ԼҲ˵Ů֣֮ʲô֫ӴĺСǣҲἵʣÿġҪվһźǣŹүСúһ
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ȴͷٵĹԭȳͷ˿־塣
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СѾͷ˵Ҫͷأǵö۰
˭ˣҪ֪λŮӿ粻ģĹİ׹Ҳֵͱ˸Ѫ³...
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ôֻýŲ쳣أ֪Ҫʲôۿ̧ͷںľ°ͣ·һϷĽ顣
ʲôԳΪʲôҪôԻȭͷǰˣЩ£԰Ľǲ˾ܹ⣬ٴ֪ĽĽ㣬ǽ飬Ѫڿµħ
ŶͷֱǲµŮģԸܷ
Ը⡣˵նˣζ
ҪŴ˶еļƬžһڵϣҴˣҴˣҲöģҪͷү
㻹˵ϲĿŻҴͷ⻹ڣȻѪ߰ߣ׵ģȴް˺ۡʱ˶İâŸ׵úֽһ
ԭոյĲҽǻǰâԸڽǰչֳԼãǰѼ׼Զּ˻ͷӼ˻ҧأܵвʱҲɵĵš
ͻ֦ڣñ뿴ϷĽıĹ⣬˷һҪͷԼѡ ŹǷһ
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ԣðŷ˵ԼܳͷǶעҲ̽
ȻԶְɡâȰѻͷ˹ȥò׳õ˿ڸոձˣʹҲðԹ޶ǵͷϣǺûᣬֻҪֹ졣
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׶˾һָȣѪ˲˳Ҫ˵ÿ죬²ֱӴһѪ
ĲŭϲԤϵĴЦ㣡ȷ㡣㡣Цӣ̽Ϊֱ۵ķȴŵķȻûй˼Լİȫ޷϶жϽٵĻҲΨдʱ̣ʵķӦһ
ղŽÿֶ˵İġ
㵹Цÿİ治ô׶۶ĻأתҪǸոĲӵʱȥ²˲ͻᱬѪƤⶼŽõǡ
ƵģģеģģǴǹģҵĴʼնĽ㣡Ľ㲻ʱںĽսʤڰݵʶʼûĻΪĽʶ𽥱ǿ󣬶ֻ취ƻǵĹϵܴлת׵Ļ
ĽǿΪ㣿
ô㲻ģ
ȷʵģĽҲġ
־ס˿ڣ˼仰⡣
鿴һֵۣ˵ĽǴһűòöԸģǿ̣Ϊ̫ϲˣҪʱ޿̲һҲ޷ܡԼʱͣ͵ļ䣬޷ƿص壬Բ¸ҵĺҿ
뵽ķʽʱˣѾҵ˴𰸣Ҳĵˡ
ȻӰ죬Ϊʲôһش𡣡
ֻǲ͸ûиôᶮϲһ
㲻һشңѵΪ...ĽͲ㣡
ǿЦǲͻȻˣղŻ˵ΪĽǿΪҡ
һЦ˵㲻ҪŪ˳ȷʵΪΪǿ󣬵û˵ǰűǿģҲΪ˵Ӱ죬ž޸ģˡ¶ѡ
㻹Ҳ˵ˡ
˵ûڲݶң⿪½󡢷ŮݣֹⶺнҲңֵǴӴǿҾȻԤͻȻǰһڣΪĴȻˣȤ˵Ľһʲô
ҪˣҲһסİֱĿ⾼ּᶨĿŽ顣
ĽΪʲôϲأΪһŮˣϲһŮˣԸĸף
ôеҪ޸㣿ѵһ飬ò
뵽һ죬̻¶⣬˵ԼŮˣ˲кӣĽ㻹ԸԸףʵĽһԼŮݣȻɶûУȷԼǲԸȢǸâ㻵ԼŵС 
ΪСˣЩ֮ϰâЩɢҥԣ˵΢...ͻȻһ˶ãԸȢͻϲϲûôŮǡ˶ѡ
Цһû߹ǰɣҲԣôأ㲻ǵһڶ㲻ϣʵϣȱȢˡǽ壡
ȻھȱˣʵˣðŷҲҪٻһûбĽʿҪ;Ǻξģͻ᲻֪ĽɵǸ˾Уƽ˼ѡ˼ôĽͲһôûʳķϡ
Щһرǵʶ֪꣬Ľÿ¶й̶ʱȥɣһʮͽ·ҵһ湫ȡ鳰˵׵Ӣ۾ƫƫãպÿµ㣬ǹӶ棬꣬ÿ¶ֻһΣǹǸеҲſҪҲĽûĳ֣ǲһԶ
ѡҡĲֽ߬һ
ҲǰĽʼѡԭ򲻵ҲദĹİءӦÿĲŶԣͰһ١ĽȣӦøҰһʵĽɣ
ûɹأ
Цˣ˳ָָĵĲӣ㲱ϵѪûֹסأ
ĵͷע⵽֪ʱѪ˳ŲʹǰδԼѥϣ߬ɺ־
ˡ
ۡźݺݵĹϣֻʣ½һˣȻİŪе׶Ե㿴ģҲЩ㽿˶ôһ֦֦ҶӶѡĸû֪֪жӴ...׼ݵϵᣬüԭˡϧһȤ£üһֻɱ䣬ˣӶȥˡ
źµսսĽ߶µ̧һ޴ޱȵľӣȴҷκ죬³ҹ桱һԲϰǶɸӡ
ȵȡһ˵˲£ʲôԸ~~~~~~
Ȿ׶˻˵顣
˰ųصľ佡ɣ޲÷ɳ䡣
Ũңڰ֮ӳæµĬһϣһľĻҼһֶķѣɢҹɫ
ʲôܻźصˣâЩûһУͿ顣
λԸġվֱ壬֪λǣλǲ˳һֻβ͵ĹâȻָ֪λǰ飬˵ҲɱЩһֱڰߣδ߽ʱԼ˽Ⱒ飬ʱİ֪Щÿ춼ڿ飬ȴ֪鿴ʲô顣
âһ˼ҳͫԽԽûһЩ.֣֮Ҳвͼַһǡ
𾪵ٵȻûкķѰâãƮķ䣬ﻹ⣬Ĭ
{㰮ңͻǼȤˡڣһһȤ°ɣ顣}
ʣµȫ֮УԽԽ洮˶ߡһǻ˳ŷһ·Ʈɢɺ󣬻ɻҽںڰﱧϥ˷˿ϡ
Щ̺ȫġЩΪġȫˡ


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һʼͶڽ, ڵڲԶľ룬ԹΪ伫âĹϵмһ, ȴľƣʱһϵĿɡ
ʱƵԶ, ʱǵĹϵг, ΪǶŬҴڸжģʵ, ̨¿ϷĽ۵Ŀ̨ϷˣòȤüؿ, ſĵķӦֱΪʤ, ռС
׳һķķĹ, Լࡱ鱾ñķݻٵ, ƫƫһȦ, ùóķʽɱ, ԴĿڣɱģֶ
Щʵĵó۵һȻ죬֪ǽƣǱݻٵʣ, Ϊ֪ġ
ôһ湫ĽߣҲȷǵһĽذˡ˱˵ԶԶĹ۲Ǹ湫, üĿͦΣɡǵģǸĽĴ֮εط٣ȥĵطǴ˵ء
ĲɺϣѡطլӣðⶼͰŵģǸŮūĽ֮ǰĬ˵ġ
ֻΪǽͲġٻż޸ԼôĽ˼ôʼľĽĴ⡢ãЩǼٵģᰮĽô
֮ļ죬ľȻãȻãȻǷϵת䣬ﰵ޹ⲻ˵Ҳ̫Լ󣬷ٵһƾһһס
ΪܣԸٴڼҲɽš£ܴĵطǲ¥Ʒ³֮˻صﵹͷ˯ӱûججҲûôơ
ӣҪˡСſ˯˵ģ˯죬Ϊ˾ƣǮûɢڵϣӹһأСæڵϼ𣬡ӣƲ¶ɵİ
ллǳԾǮĺץһϡ
ӣҲ̫˰ɡ
ľ͵Ǯˣ˺
ллӣҪҪٵȻ֪ͨļ...
İڰ֣ҡҡλε߳ƼңԳмˡȻûȵͷתҲңֻ·ĥĥ䣬·Ѱɽɽֹӣôˣͷ˳ܣҲ̣Լ尡Ժſɵôңô˵Ҳп
٣ССͣôԽԽˣֹ˵ʲôѽķɽͷκһָϵǳЦһ뵽ʲôֿʼ
ɽòװıؼȥƫԶԶƼͰâĵȵĽ飬ղŻجج۾⣬ĴɽŤʣһ춼ʲô
˭˵˰鷿Ͱâ˵룬֪ȥˣҪǿӣһġ
ǣҹ֪֪תһû湻һؼʲô
ӣ㡣
Ҵ⣬㻹ڼ￴Ž ...ҡҡλε뿪ˡ
ҹȥĵطͲ࣬˹¥ַҲĵ֣ҲֻʱоƺȡĿҶ˽ȥԷҲȥĵطǶһ㣬Ҫﲻɡ
𱣬õľƣõĹүҪ
~
һ䣬з죬ﺬЦȤӿǺ˳ˣҡͷЦʲôˡˮƣɱȴǰࡣôˣǹҲʶȤǸƾǸˣӲԡ
ƺҡŴżȥҪȥδֻҡͷ˯ҪȥջͶޡǹﱧֱΪβ˯£Ȼȫžƺͷ˵ѹ...
ˣˣ˵ûôЦ˵Ц
ûˣ᲻ġıžƺ¥лظţ᲻...һǱĴ¥Ϲȥǰһùƹĵ汳
ιҵ
ⴲզ˵ɾ
ӾƹѴ룬־ҪģĶȭһ㣬ӹˡӸŭˣֱ׽סĵĺӾҪȭͷʱһֻץס٣ֵܣӦҲǹģҸӣ˰ɡ
ȻҲŶԷӣ˳һĵˣҾͲƽˡ
ţ...Ż˵۵һ˵˵ɴ۾סڱǣĺ˺ü
ιֵܣİɣѾǮˡҿµòͻؼȥɣҪˣٲ˱˱һ١ϲ㽻ѣҲл...û˵
ллòˮ죬һֱʱ˴󾪣ô㣬ģ
ʶץץͷһץٸңǱ
ҰǸҽģӳĵӣС˺ˣС˵һײϵġ
ӣҽ
Ұӷ˼ôղͱˡ֮ǰҪһ£Ȼ͸¶ϧֵܣǷ⣬ҲԱģֵһκ㣬֤걧պ󶨻кӵġ
ӣҶǸˣôĴ£ע⡣㣬ӸҲβ㣬Ҳһǰô˵ҲǸҽѧ㻹Ǵ´ࡣ
ĿЦҡͷòĸңӡ
ƲҵרûϵҿѧҸʦĻźܿҾվ裬ҽҲ¡ģֵܣǴִģҲΨһ֪֪׵ˣһġҵ֪ӵõʲô
˸񣡡ĵı¶һ˿ˡ
⵹ѰˣҽƿƼִҲһεĲҲҪ̫ѹѽҲβˣҲһұϾ˳ײ͵ˣͿûɶҷıӮ³ɣҪϲ˭һۣϲңҪǲϲ˭ԶϾԶ롣¶ܹҽӣһܡ
˳ź󱳣ֵܣüǿôһ¶һЩĵ£¥׷ҷȥЪϢ
УҪ֪¥סѹ...أҲѹ...ΪʲôҪȾƣҲط£ءƵֿʼ
üһ㻹Ǹ...ãȥаɣιôֿ·ҷ...ҽѽ
ڶ죬ѺͷѣֻǵǵһЩƬɽ˭ͻģɽҲ˵ǸߴĹӣ˵ֵܣ
ֵܣôֵأһˡĲֵ֪ܵ˵ˡֱ˵ʲôҪȥһˡ
ҽҪȥĶ
ֵҿΪ˰βҹûϢ㲻ȥʲôӴȥĸլƿ鷿ţȲİһһܳ飬Ƥëдš
ϸװʽȷʵģֻôôŤһǺģִдϰߡרҵдҽѧ顣
߻飿
ȻǰǴִġӿɫڣһָһ˲鷿ƾնһӰͫǸ乫Ա
˿̣Υ͵Ĺװȹһִҽѧ飬ƲСߴ٣д꣬һûȥǵظ乫ԱȴĽĿء


156 
乫ԱҲ᣿׼ǲе簡, ׻һأһڲ裬ԭλϣӸı, ܱʼͫݣִĶ, ֻܿͫټ¼ֽϡ
ȥݶ, ΪûʱᵹһͫԹƳһ, Ӿ죬֪Żȥ׵ʱйתƻ⣬д۲۰, дȥԱߺȺȲˮ
ĸ˵, ͱ˱ʡ
ʲôĿһʡ
ͱһСƷ
룡ѾͫαݣӦҲòʲôΡ
һרҵҳ, ĺӾôֻд, һ, ôæ, 嵭ĽǷϡ
һ£Ķȹġϣͫʱӽд飬, ͺĽĲ顣
ȵĽô
ġ˼
һĻشܽܵ, ô죬㻹ߣ𣿡
Ҳ֪úͿһĬ˺һŴ̨վ𣬡Ӧûؼһˡ
ӵǵûǲҪȥˣ˸ÿÿ붼ƣӦҲʲô¡һûҵҽķǰûԶ㡣ĽĻˣٻȥҲٰ...
ҡҡͷһ˿ʧ䣬һҪȥһ¡
ԶȥıӰ̾Ѿлشˡ

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ĽסŲ豭Ļɽأ
ղŴæܳȥˡҲм°ɣһǰɽɫѿĴæߣȥɽŭɫĸ£ﵱʱţǶµˣ֪ĲļɽСģɽŵĳţǺȴ¿ηΡЩûиģȲҲɽ֡
üʣǽǱʲô£
ûаСһ춼ڷҲǰʱԵġ
ŶһɤȻʣ...âȥô
СңСû
ﻹʲôرô
һ£ҡҡͷĳ׷ɽôҲʼڼҴſŽ...ĿһۻֹСֹôܣ˲ġ
˰ɣҸС裬ȥ˷
ﻶˣİ̫ѨЦԼ̫ˡǡɽʱˣԭȥˣֻߵòͬһ·ûӭ϶Է
ڼҿŽôʲô²ܵһЩɽɽͷϵĺɫ֧֧ᣬĿ￩һ¡
ܴӾǴصϢ˵ºն
ʲô벻ģΪ³ڣЩ;ӪסһӦòôѡ
Ҫô죿ҪȥôɽСѯʡ
Ҫ룬롣ĲԾҧֱָȥߵʱ۷ȥ鷿
͵еΣôֱͷǴһҪʵģҪɱֲһ££պùﷵǣиʱ߶
ʵҪȥԣʵۻΪ˽Ķô䣡ѵ...Ϊ飬ʵѵѾ˽Ҫıλ
ĽŵĴվҧָҵⲽű죬һæʣ˭
ңҸˡ
һɡһȱϣĲˮŵֱߣĿһ۶Ի˵߲źҲȥԷɣˣ˽ɽ
ţãҲȳԣ˾ͲóˡĿ˼˼ɱǣţ˼ôòԾǻʵ۶ɵԸҪʲôߣҲӦֱԸ顣
֮͢ϣʵҪƺȨĳΪС壬ĳ佫໥ϾǸҴ̸ڣΪˣּϽİнŪ붼֪ҳһ࣬ӦԤеԲŸ뿪ʱȥ
Ҫǲȥ;һǸûʲôףûбֶҲһľֵĽѡҪǻȥأܾܲȳͲ˵ŪҲѱ浽ʱĽô졣
ҳ룬ҳһͭǮ߶Ǿ͵ҾҪͻؾǣҪǷ...ȥ...취ָһͭǮ˼ָסɹ˺ܾûаÿһԼЦʱôˡ
뿪䣬ûǸͭǮöͭǮķϡ
ҾͻؾǣסҡĶŽ˵תߣɽԱԥȰ˵ھܸӣʺϻȥ
·Ͼ͵һ£Ҳȵ˾ӭжءİһɽһլŽӡ
תʲôô
˵ллĵġ
ڶ峿Ļխ䳤һ˿ͷҲǼ׵ģԼң鷿߳ſͣһƥŵĺԯɽʱס
ϣӣզôҲһȻССıԹĸҪһ֮ڸϻؾǣ⵼һϴѡ
Ҳǲ֪Щɽ׼ƥôôһֲɽˮ
ɽԾĻش𣬡ӣһ˾ͷˣΪ⡣
ʱֿһӾˣͷŽͰâƵĳȿڣô÷һ˻ȥأİ죬֪ʵΪٳ
ʣôò۾Ʈͬڳİâͽ飬âŽ꺮ůһһ飬еļƤէ𣬽鲻̫ᣬֻèһ۾¡
ĿһĳĶŽ飬㲻Ҫÿ˶ɵӣŪȨЩûһǴģǸ߸ϵľǱࡣ
۾ûһ£âһЦԡ
ûϵȰ飬һǲ㰵ĽŪˣҲȷ㣬Що֮İֻҪľͿͨǧ˿Ƶϵ鵽âͷϣʱȥֻķĻ㣬ʱ˵Ǹ˵εĴƻһס
˵üǵһ˿˿Ц۾ģǸŪȨĻʵ۴ͲôûûҵңҸöλᣬڻûҳңֻιǼȨȥȥʧ
㣿𾪵ĿŽ飬ţģ飬ǲǷˣ
ֻ...Ϸø档¶һޱȲõЦݡ
һؿ÷ƣʱеͻȻͣΪĵͷײâļ򣬰âļķ˸ۣó־
򷢳һüһǱǵݳˣ߸ʮֻţһ޴ġӡʵһݻƶӣܵĴһڲէһΪֲǸһС
ֻ߳һ°ˣĶһǣҲǸˡ
ԶҲңһžʹң㵱ʲôˡҡȣΪȣΪ̬ÿ
ȥգмпڣȥʵڲʣû߶Զǿȥɣܹƽգһ㣬ʱ̸˵أһ档
͸ôˣҿǿ˴ҵģ㵱ҲáڣȻܷ׻һץĵֱۣҸװլпݿɡôôϸŮһ...
ǱǱģܱװЩֱʵȫдΣбĹϹȻٲǵĺѡͫ
ԭϵĺڲΪ㰡Ҫֱͫߵ飬ȴֱӴ˹ȥҪֱӿĻҪͫ顣
Ͼǹ갡¼⡣Ӳ
һߣҲη⣬йյʱǲܳʱĿҡͫ
ǰµľǱͶߣܸңͶߵĻܵĳͷôôŵӣӦûͷúذɡ
ͫ˸ۣ˸֢״Ϊ...
ףǰôû̥ǰ棬ԭҲ̥ǣǸ״ģرѽ...
˺ڲŷѾС꣬ŽнͻȻУȴĲ֪Ǹǻ
ôһҹ̣һ£ڻص˾ǣڼ䣬ĺͽ֮΢ǲһ˯Ҳ˵ֻڵ˾һ̣ǵĶߵһ䣬һҪȳҪȻĽûеˡ
Цĺ󱳶亹


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յĶӰǰ, ֮󣬾һֱڰڵĴ⣬˵Ժǡ˵Ŀǰ, ҲֻЦһʣûԷ
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, 㣬оĶ, ʲô
еôֻǮ˰ɡ
ԣһܼҵŮҲΪܼŮ, Ҳˡ־, صҾͥҪ͵ȫ˲
ô, 㲻˽صİɡİִȤ, ͥعصĻش𣬡ҶԲҵĶ졣
ܺãЩҶ֧ɣ
ȻŮǰͽ, ȫ
æŰŪ͵ʲ, ȫɽӣõȫ¼ڲᣬԲһȫ˳ȥʹ뱲ӻ۵ĲƸһӽʮ˱ЩȲͣҲֻһש
ĸܼ︮ƣδǰ洫
ĸ֮ý֮ԣԹֲŮҵ˵º޸֮ӡ
Ǿ͵ż޳һʬɡ
...ﴫŭˤ豭ܿݵĳպúײļæ㣬û°ɣܿһ˲ʧָ߬ûлشæˡ
ղŻ׵ڶһ߸ϵģͲ۽ǿˣԱź󣬴Ļ֪˴ΪʲôҷȰ㻹İɣǻģνϷԡ
ҴΪֻͣԸΪϣΪ͢һĵһ嵥һδ䣬۾ȴˡסĵȸԾǮӣ
Ǹ·ѡʮ˱ʲ
ˣ㵱ʲôˣǮܼ˵Ҵ룬ȱǮ
ϢŭСҲֻ˵߽սʿԽҪԾౡ治ǡ͵û˵С͸ˡҪջ嵥ֻһתΪΪһƬǣҲǲܰ㣬ǰ˵˵СŮΪ˼һˣСӣ֪ʶ죬ҪȰȰ˵ձĳӣΣ
һԣ
ԶԶľͿܿվڻ԰֮УĹ·֮ĵԱߵĽ˼֣İߵԣҲ˵ǾվܾãܿȿĿڣȰҲûõġ
֪ҲȰġĵĻشܿȤ㲻˵ңҸǲ㡣
ңֻԼһҪĳҵˢڸеķʽôܷ
ܿһ£һЦ㵹˽Ҹף...ҲǮ˰ɣ㲻֪ҵǸԣûôƣĻ¸ԭⲻʥǰͼӴ˵ĽթӶͻ¶ı顣
ûл¸תһֱ嵥嵥ͷдǡġ˵Ǿӵľƫ˵ǾľתʥϣȴҪڮңʵ˴
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ѽѽȻôһͷŵľȻ˳ıŸ, ޴, , ҶԲס㰡, ҴˣҲӦ֮ȥˣ´һ㣬Ųʲô˲ˣҵ, ֲǡ
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һͫһͫ㡣ĵ֣ҪģҺñöʱ˳ȥҵϰΣǸľȥӲҲҽöһ仰ҭ˻ȥѧͽ
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쵰ؿһɱȻסӤĲӣţСС
ӤԽԽŮŵ˵ֻһģС㣡Ѿͷӽ𸮵ฮٵʹһ·棬ץŽ浵󣬡װ
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ŮζеĺӣӾȻٺٵЦ˳ﻹ³һݣһŮΪϵѪԽԽˡ
δű죬ܼٻүš԰ŵƿţչţ԰ü棬һߣģǷ浶ĸûˡ


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ӿĲδ־ȣԤϵӣһһӦȴȻĿϷȨӣԵӣӣ
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ǰѾȥû˹ˣҲǱġϢ˰ɣ̾һ찡ôϴ׽飬òǰ˰ɣ
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˵£ۣڻݣȻֱɱˣҲְɣ㡮һ¾ȻŲȥⲻǰʲô
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ץ󣬶㵽һʯͷ档
ҵǣɱۡͷһ׳˶ˣ󻹸ʮߣɽǾ䡰ɱۡԽԽίû˵ô·ϱư
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Ǹɽָɽ·һ߾룬ܡ
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죡һץһץӲ֦
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ЪһҪɽȥҽ˭֪һ˵ס˵ɽ³ʯ֦⣬̶ҰޣȥҲѾȡȻô˵ǻȥˣֱԾһ񣬻ˣʬ
Ĳ֪ҽĹᲱϣıҰ޵ˡͻȻִһͻȻʧˣɳʧÿһѡ
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ӹдҪ⼸죬԰Żûоģǳô˻ӡ
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ӣҪȨ˽ǻܲңӣѵʲô
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ҪȨڻʵأǿ԰ʵ۶ػȨ˵أ
йͣ˵ѡһӷأֻ֮ǣļͣ׼һңܰͣĹãе˶ҪοǣӦûиĿ̳ɾȥ
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ǺٶಹҲаίͰͣС졣߷ǰף˸硣
ԽԽˣůĴϣմͷ˯ˣ˯ůԴ...
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ϣһʱҲһΪ֣֮Ϊ֮ˡ
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ֻԽԽŢ˺üΣѣСԽԽ̵ȥУȻߣҴС߹ȥСʵʵĽҲûʵʵڴţɡĺСͷԼȴȫʪˣһ·񱼡
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